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["Money for Nothing"
by Dire Straits]
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♪ MTV
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[music]
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I had convinced myself
of the world'’s ambivalence
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toward its inhabitants,
until I came to this place.
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This place doesn'’t want
inhabitants at all.
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Every plant is inedible,
every creek bed is dry.
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Though only September, snow
covers the mountain peaks.
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Winter can'’t wait
to have at us.
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Can'’t wait to join with the
land and run us off or kill us.
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If land can have emotions,
this land hates.
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It hates us, and
everyone can feel it...
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[rattling]
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[shrieks]
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- Risa!
- Whoa!
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Hey! Hey, don'’t shoot!
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You'’ll spook the horses.
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[shouting]
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[speaking German]
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How bad he get you?
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- What happened?
- Snake bite.
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You got that tourniquet?
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Yeah.
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You think the Army?
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What for?
Just women and kids.
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Never stopped '’em before.
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Had their way with that one.
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Someone did this for sport.
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They did it for horses, too.
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A lot of tracks
here with no shoes.
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Out here, all
these tracks are shod.
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- At least six of '’em.
- Yep.
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These are Lakota.
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They'’re gonna get
where they'’re going,
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warriors are gonna
come looking for '’em.
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If they ain'’t already...
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James, stop!
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I'’m getting old.
Getting sloppy and getting old.
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Goddammit.
- I didn'’t think of it neither.
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I'’m real sorry, Captain.
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Think about what?
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Now our
tracks are everywhere.
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That'’s what, farmer.
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Anyone who passes here
is gonna think we did it.
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Stay there.
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What happened?
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Horse thieves
is what happened.
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You don'’t need to see it.
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Josef got snake bit.
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His wife fell off her horse.
She'’s in a pretty bad way.
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Show me.
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[music]
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All right.
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Do your best to stay still.
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[shivering]
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[groans]
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Here we go.
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[Josef crying]
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You'’re doing good.
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How'’s his wife?
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[coughing]
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She drinks but can'’t
keep the water.
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She needs a doctor.
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So does he.
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What about these thieves?
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They need doctors.
Fort Caspar will have '’em.
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We need to head the other way
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if we'’re going to
solve this problem we found.
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I know.
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James?
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How bad?
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It don'’t get much worse.
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[shivering]
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How can I help?
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Just keep '’em as
comfortable as you can.
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We'’re gonna to figure this out.
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Maybe we all go to the fort.
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Send the soldiers
out to deal with this.
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This problem is gonna
haunt every wagon
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that crosses here
in the next six months.
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We are crossing through
Lakota land, Shoshone land,
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Nez Perce land, Blackfoot land.
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And every one of them'’s going
to know what happened here
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before we get to '’em.
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We need to stay right here until
we find those murderers,
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kill their sorry asses, cut the
hair from their fucking scalps,
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take them and
the horses back to the husbands
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and fathers of
these people.
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If we send a couple of
wagons to the fort,
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Indians ain'’t gonna think
a couple wagons
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is responsible for anything.
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We can'’t spare a guide.
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Wade and Colton need
to stay here,
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and that'’s with just the three
of us going after the thieves.
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Thieves travel their horses
at night, I know that much.
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These sons of bitches
are out there somewhere
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sleeping in the shade.
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We go get '’em, then we move
these wagons to the fort.
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Wade, Colton...
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How big was the snake?
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Shit.
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These big ones,
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they'’ll dry bite as many
times as they won'’t.
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How'’s the woman?
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Head'’s swole up
like a balloon.
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We should get her to the fort.
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Thieves killed an
family of Indians up here.
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We got to run them down
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or the whole world'’s
gonna think we did it.
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Why would they think it'’s us?
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Because our tracks
lead right to '’em.
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Everyone'’s tracks lead to it.
It'’s the Oregon Trail.
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You see any other tracks
around here?
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It'’s just us and them.
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What the hell are
we supposed to do
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if a bunch of Indians show up?
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You walk '’em down to those
bodies and you show '’em.
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You explain best you can
we'’re tracking the thieves
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and we'’re gonna bring
their horses back, and scalps.
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With all the fucking
Lakota I speak?
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I can barely get my point across
to these goddamn immigrants.
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Figure it out.
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Want us to bury
them or something?
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No, don'’t touch them.
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All right.
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Wish there was a better way.
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Just come back to me.
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I love you.
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[music]
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Let me have him.
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Whoa.
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Nope.
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We'’ve done that once.
We ain'’t doing it again.
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Stay here.
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[music]
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If there is any
trouble at all,
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you hide in the clothes box,
you understand me?
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- What kind of trouble?
- Any kind at all.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa.
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Shit.
Why did y'’all stop?
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Risa fell from her horse
and Josef was bit by a snake.
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We gotta get out of here.
Where'’s Shea?
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Where'’s Shea?!
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He went with my father and
Thomas to hunt down the thieves.
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There ain'’t no hired
guns with you?!
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All right, we all need
to mount up.
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We got to move these wagons.
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We got to head to the Fort.
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We stay here.
That'’s been decided.
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By who?!
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By the wagon boss
and my husband.
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You mean the folks who ain'’t
fucking here, Margaret?
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Lakota don'’t let their families
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just wander
these fucking plains...
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They'’re out there huntin'’,
right now.
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And when they come
back here and they find this?
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They'’re gonna be
fuckin'’ hunting us next.
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Fort Caspar'’s six hour'’s ride.
I'’m gonna make it in four.
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Anyone that wants to join me
to the fort, saddle up. Ha!
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Let'’s go!
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[clamoring in German and Slav]
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Wait, wait!
Wait!
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We stay here.
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Josef and Risa
need doctor anyway.
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We not wait here for their men
to show up and kill us.
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[music]
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We should stay.
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Better, follow daddy'’s tracks
and catch up to him.
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How am I supposed to
catch him in a wagon?
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Leave the wagon.
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Should I leave
your brother here, too?
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Two women and a child
alone on the only road
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in the most dangerous country
in this nation.
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There is strength in numbers,
we have no numbers.
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We go with them.
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I think it'’s a mistake.
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It'’s all a mistake, Elsa.
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The right choice is luck,
that'’s all.
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You need to put on a dress.
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Why?
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Because if you ride
into that army fort
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half naked,
dressed like an Indian?
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Have not learned enough
about men on this trip?
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Then I won'’t go in the fort.
I'’ll stay outside.
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Grant me one less thing
to worry about.
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Come on, Joe.
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Where are they going??
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Fort.
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We staying here?
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What do you think
we should do?
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I think we should leave
these damn cattle
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and run our horses to the fort
like their tail'’s on fire.
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I'’ve fought Indians, I ain'’t
ever trying to do it again.
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All right.
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[music]
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Mother.
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Be right back.
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[sighs]
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I wish I had a mirror.
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So you could
see yourself.
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I'’m not wearing it for me.
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You can see it.
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I guess that'’s
all that matters.
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[clicks tongue]
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By God, I knew it.
I knew you was a girl.
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You were aware before.
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My mother worries
about the soldiers
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seeing me dressed
like a cowboy.
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[laughs]
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You don'’t dress nuthin'’
like a cowboy.
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I don'’t even know
what to call it,
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but I'’ll tell you this...
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suits you better
than that dress.
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How bout y'’all have this
conversation on the run, huh?
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[music]
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Spotted us.
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No way to sneak up
on '’em out here.
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Those are Indian ponies.
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I say we just ride
right at these fuckers.
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My God, you'’re anxious
to get shot.
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I'’m anxious to
get back to my family.
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I makes me anxious to shoot.
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Here comes your chance.
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What'’s your business out here?
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I could ask you
the same thing.
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You Marshals?
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Deputies, Wyoming
Stock Growers Association.
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Wyoming ain'’t a state.
Who appointed you deputies?
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We appointed ourselves
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after we got sick of having
our horses and cattle stolen.
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Those don'’t look
much like your horses.
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And I don'’t see no cattle.
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Mister, I don'’t know who
you are or where you'’re from,
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but you'’d better
get back to it.
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We don'’t waste our time
hanging rustlers around here,
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we just fucking shoot '’em.
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We have the same philosophy.
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Is that right?
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You'’re lucky to still
be sitting a horse, old man.
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Don'’t let your mouth start a
fight your pistol can'’t finish.
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So, you'’re saying those women
and children are rustlers?
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No, their sorry men
is the rustlers,
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and when they find
their families dead
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they'’re gonna come after us
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and we are gonna give '’em
the fucking business.
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You killed all those folks
just to bait their men?
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Them Indians is prairie
maggots and nothing else.
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You gotta kill '’em where
you find '’em like fucking--
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[gunfire]
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[music]
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Y'’all swing wide.
I'’m gonna run right at '’em.
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[gunfire]
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You ain'’t no deputy.
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You ain'’t no judge,
and you ain'’t no fucking jury.
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Them folks wasn'’t the thieves.
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00:19:16,024 --> 00:19:16,764
You the thief.
257
00:19:18,635 --> 00:19:19,897
And you'’re gonna die for it.
258
00:19:25,947 --> 00:19:27,340
[music]
259
00:20:07,423 --> 00:20:10,383
[speaking Lakota]
260
00:20:10,470 --> 00:20:11,427
[whooping]
261
00:20:28,096 --> 00:20:30,751
The dress felt like
a prison built just for me,
262
00:20:30,838 --> 00:20:32,796
choking me by the neck.
263
00:20:32,883 --> 00:20:34,929
Digging into my underarms.
264
00:20:35,016 --> 00:20:37,497
Flattening my breasts
against my rib cage.
265
00:20:39,412 --> 00:20:42,023
It disguises everything
that makes me a woman
266
00:20:42,110 --> 00:20:45,548
from the glare of jealous women
and rapacious men.
267
00:20:45,635 --> 00:20:48,159
As if their lack of
self-esteem or will power
268
00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:51,075
should be my only concern.
269
00:20:51,162 --> 00:20:53,513
I will never live
in that world again
270
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:55,906
where the weak would
rather guilt the strong
271
00:20:55,993 --> 00:20:59,997
than become strong themselves.
272
00:21:00,084 --> 00:21:02,783
No...
I will stay in this world.
273
00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:06,221
This world doesn'’t care
what the weak want.
274
00:21:06,308 --> 00:21:08,528
This world eats the weak...
275
00:21:11,618 --> 00:21:13,228
Don'’t he know we don'’t know
where the hell we'’re goin'’?
276
00:21:13,315 --> 00:21:14,882
I'’ll tell him.
277
00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:41,996
[whooping]
278
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:46,914
[gunfire]
279
00:22:01,581 --> 00:22:03,104
Jesus.
280
00:22:06,542 --> 00:22:08,065
[gunfire]
281
00:22:21,209 --> 00:22:22,645
[shouting in Lakota]
282
00:22:48,279 --> 00:22:49,106
[war whooping]
283
00:22:51,805 --> 00:22:52,632
Whoa...
284
00:22:54,634 --> 00:22:56,026
- Circle the wagons!
- Circle!
285
00:22:56,113 --> 00:22:57,811
- Circle the wagons!
- Circle!
286
00:22:57,898 --> 00:22:59,682
- Right here!
- Circle '’em!
287
00:22:59,769 --> 00:23:01,292
Circle the goddamn wagons!
288
00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:03,382
- Right here, right here!
- Circle them!
289
00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:05,558
Come up, come up, come up!
290
00:23:14,262 --> 00:23:15,350
Hey, not too close together!
291
00:23:15,437 --> 00:23:16,656
They'’ll burn them!
292
00:23:16,743 --> 00:23:18,527
Hold each horse,
hold them in the middle.
293
00:23:18,614 --> 00:23:22,662
Stop fucking staring at them.
Get over here, come on.
294
00:23:22,749 --> 00:23:24,403
Get low, get to a safe place.
295
00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:29,843
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
296
00:23:29,930 --> 00:23:30,974
Do I hide now, mama?
297
00:23:31,061 --> 00:23:32,193
Come on, baby,
you come with me.
298
00:23:33,629 --> 00:23:35,152
- Go.
- Stay right there.
299
00:23:35,239 --> 00:23:36,980
Get down, find cover!
300
00:23:37,067 --> 00:23:39,809
What do we do about them?
301
00:23:39,896 --> 00:23:41,289
They made their choice.
They'’re gonna die with it.
302
00:23:43,857 --> 00:23:44,901
Get down!
303
00:23:44,988 --> 00:23:46,425
[whooping]
304
00:23:48,818 --> 00:23:49,993
Wait for it,
they'’re too far away.
305
00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:51,560
Come on, baby.
306
00:23:54,128 --> 00:23:56,130
Come on!
307
00:23:56,217 --> 00:23:58,393
[grunts]
308
00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,874
There was no time to think.
309
00:24:00,961 --> 00:24:03,572
No time to decide
the right thing.
310
00:24:03,659 --> 00:24:08,882
Best I could hope is maybe
some of them would follow me,
311
00:24:08,969 --> 00:24:09,535
and the wagons would
have a chance.
312
00:24:15,279 --> 00:24:16,498
Aim for the horse.
You'’ll never hit the rider.
313
00:24:18,065 --> 00:24:19,719
[gunshot]
314
00:24:21,242 --> 00:24:22,286
Goddamnit!
315
00:24:22,373 --> 00:24:24,027
It'’s too far.
Even for that.
316
00:24:24,114 --> 00:24:25,638
They'’re almost on us.
Fire when I say fire.
317
00:24:28,292 --> 00:24:29,380
[whooping]
318
00:24:31,992 --> 00:24:33,123
Fire!
319
00:24:55,972 --> 00:24:58,061
Damn it!
320
00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:48,764
[shouts]
321
00:25:56,119 --> 00:25:57,207
Where are the wagons?
322
00:25:58,295 --> 00:26:00,341
Hell if I know.
323
00:26:10,220 --> 00:26:12,614
[music]
324
00:26:21,492 --> 00:26:23,582
- Captain...
- Yeah.
325
00:26:23,669 --> 00:26:24,583
Goddammit.
326
00:27:57,414 --> 00:27:59,678
[sobbing]
327
00:28:21,569 --> 00:28:22,875
[whooping, gunfire]
328
00:28:29,055 --> 00:28:30,186
[screaming]
329
00:28:40,936 --> 00:28:42,764
[screams]
330
00:28:55,298 --> 00:28:56,996
[panting]
331
00:29:07,615 --> 00:29:08,268
I said no.
332
00:29:10,052 --> 00:29:12,054
Will you let me go?
333
00:29:12,141 --> 00:29:14,709
I will sell you.
334
00:29:14,796 --> 00:29:15,841
Or I will kill you.
335
00:29:15,928 --> 00:29:17,190
You speak English.
336
00:29:19,801 --> 00:29:21,237
How can you do this?
337
00:29:21,324 --> 00:29:24,110
You speak English.
I know your people do this.
338
00:29:25,851 --> 00:29:26,939
[grunts]
339
00:29:27,026 --> 00:29:28,810
[gunshot]
340
00:29:28,897 --> 00:29:29,985
[panting]
341
00:29:35,251 --> 00:29:36,644
[shouts]
342
00:29:39,516 --> 00:29:41,040
[gun clicks]
343
00:29:42,476 --> 00:29:43,956
[grunting]
344
00:29:52,529 --> 00:29:53,966
[speaking Comanche]
345
00:29:57,926 --> 00:29:59,580
Why do you know those words?
346
00:29:59,667 --> 00:30:01,712
My husband taught me.
347
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,323
Why he know them?
348
00:30:05,107 --> 00:30:06,761
He'’s Comanche.
349
00:30:06,848 --> 00:30:08,719
[speaking Comanche]
350
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,200
They'’re his words.
351
00:30:11,287 --> 00:30:13,246
You fight like Comanche.
352
00:30:13,333 --> 00:30:14,247
[grunts]
353
00:30:35,007 --> 00:30:36,051
We didn'’t kill your family.
354
00:30:38,097 --> 00:30:39,011
We found them.
355
00:30:41,056 --> 00:30:43,493
My father is hunting
their killers right now.
356
00:30:43,580 --> 00:30:47,497
And if he'’s hunting them,
he'’ll find them.
357
00:30:51,023 --> 00:30:52,502
What'’s your name?
358
00:30:54,069 --> 00:30:55,941
[speaking Comanche]
359
00:30:58,117 --> 00:30:59,858
[laughing]
360
00:31:01,468 --> 00:31:02,556
Good name.
361
00:31:03,687 --> 00:31:05,124
[speaking Lakota]
362
00:31:18,137 --> 00:31:20,052
[sobbing]
363
00:31:32,716 --> 00:31:36,764
I felt no pain.
364
00:31:36,851 --> 00:31:40,681
Perhaps it was the fever of
the fight, but it didn'’t hurt.
365
00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:46,034
I thought of
pushing it through,
366
00:31:46,121 --> 00:31:47,253
but thought better of it.
367
00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:55,348
As my father would say, the
one good thing about problems
368
00:31:55,435 --> 00:31:58,525
is they'’ll still
be problems later.
369
00:31:58,612 --> 00:31:59,918
Don'’t have to deal
with them right away.
370
00:32:03,573 --> 00:32:05,619
[music]
371
00:32:17,979 --> 00:32:21,635
[music]
372
00:32:24,203 --> 00:32:25,639
My God.
373
00:32:25,726 --> 00:32:27,075
- Whoa.
- Jesus.
374
00:32:36,650 --> 00:32:38,869
Oh, honey.
375
00:32:38,957 --> 00:32:40,045
It'’s okay.
376
00:32:40,132 --> 00:32:41,350
We need to get
her to the fort.
377
00:32:41,437 --> 00:32:42,699
She needs to see a surgeon.
378
00:32:42,786 --> 00:32:43,831
We gotta get that
arrow out right now,
379
00:32:43,918 --> 00:32:45,137
or she'’ll fuse to it.
380
00:32:45,224 --> 00:32:45,746
Let'’s get her
to the wagons first.
381
00:32:45,833 --> 00:32:47,443
Y'’all go on ahead.
382
00:32:47,530 --> 00:32:48,705
I'’ll see if anyone else
made it through.
383
00:32:48,792 --> 00:32:51,534
Okay, it'’s okay.
384
00:32:51,621 --> 00:32:52,405
Baby, we'’ll take you,
it'’s okay.
385
00:32:58,150 --> 00:33:00,630
[music]
386
00:33:37,319 --> 00:33:39,191
[woman crying]
387
00:33:42,411 --> 00:33:43,586
Ma'’am?
388
00:33:45,501 --> 00:33:46,285
Ma'’am!
389
00:33:50,419 --> 00:33:53,031
Ma'’am.
390
00:33:53,118 --> 00:33:55,163
Ma'’am, it'’s over.
391
00:33:55,250 --> 00:33:56,121
Ma'’am.
392
00:33:57,513 --> 00:33:58,123
[crying, grunting]
393
00:34:00,603 --> 00:34:02,866
Ah!
394
00:34:02,953 --> 00:34:06,044
Ma'’am. Look at me...
395
00:34:06,131 --> 00:34:08,002
Can you tell me your name?
396
00:34:08,089 --> 00:34:08,872
Do you remember it?
397
00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,091
[shrieks]
398
00:34:16,750 --> 00:34:17,664
I don'’t know the Lord'’s
prayer...
399
00:34:20,667 --> 00:34:22,234
but if there is a God,
400
00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:27,282
He will not keep you out of
Heaven for what I don'’t know.
401
00:34:31,025 --> 00:34:35,421
You deserve peace,
and this ain'’t it.
402
00:34:37,118 --> 00:34:38,163
[screams]
403
00:34:42,036 --> 00:34:43,342
[music]
404
00:35:02,491 --> 00:35:04,014
[grunts]
405
00:35:32,217 --> 00:35:34,436
This is gonna hurt.
406
00:35:34,523 --> 00:35:36,612
It don'’t hurt,
I'’m telling you.
407
00:35:36,699 --> 00:35:38,788
Grab my hand and squeeze.
408
00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:40,529
It'’s fine.
409
00:35:40,616 --> 00:35:43,619
[gasps]
410
00:35:43,706 --> 00:35:46,100
You all right?
411
00:35:46,187 --> 00:35:48,102
It don'’t hurt,
I'’m telling you.
412
00:35:48,189 --> 00:35:49,843
Where'’s the bandages?
Give me one.
413
00:35:52,628 --> 00:35:56,458
When I pull this, she'’s gonna
bleed like I turned on a faucet.
414
00:35:56,545 --> 00:35:58,982
Press against the wound
tight after I pull it.
415
00:35:59,069 --> 00:36:00,375
Ready?
- Yes.
416
00:36:00,462 --> 00:36:01,507
It'’s fine, just pull it.
417
00:36:01,594 --> 00:36:03,726
[gasping]
418
00:36:03,813 --> 00:36:05,250
Fire, fire.
419
00:36:07,034 --> 00:36:08,427
[screaming]
420
00:36:11,081 --> 00:36:15,477
Move it, move it!
421
00:36:15,564 --> 00:36:17,218
Wrap it tight.
422
00:36:20,482 --> 00:36:21,483
You'’ve done this before.
423
00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:22,789
Not for an arrow.
424
00:36:22,876 --> 00:36:25,792
- You nursed in the war?
- Who didn'’t.
425
00:36:25,879 --> 00:36:27,228
Cover.
Help me get her in the wagon.
426
00:36:46,378 --> 00:36:48,162
That'’s too many to face.
427
00:36:48,249 --> 00:36:50,817
If we can get to the mountains,
we can lose '’em in the timber.
428
00:36:50,904 --> 00:36:52,166
Can'’t run.
429
00:36:52,253 --> 00:36:53,776
My family'’s out there.
430
00:36:55,691 --> 00:36:58,172
Let'’s hope
they made it to the fort.
431
00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,348
I don'’t hope.
I gotta know.
432
00:37:11,881 --> 00:37:13,927
What do we do?
433
00:37:14,014 --> 00:37:16,364
Committing suicide ain'’t
get anyone to Oregon.
434
00:37:17,496 --> 00:37:19,585
I still hope.
435
00:37:19,672 --> 00:37:21,326
I talk you out of committing
suicide every morning.
436
00:37:25,286 --> 00:37:27,941
We did not suffer our way
all this way not to make it.
437
00:37:28,028 --> 00:37:29,812
Someone made it.
438
00:37:29,899 --> 00:37:33,816
We'’ll find them
and we'’ll take them all the way.
439
00:37:33,903 --> 00:37:35,253
All the goddam way.
440
00:37:49,571 --> 00:37:51,704
Your daughter is
the yellow hair.
441
00:37:51,791 --> 00:37:52,400
Yeah.
442
00:37:54,707 --> 00:37:56,883
You act like Comanche too.
443
00:37:56,970 --> 00:37:58,188
I'’m from Tennessee.
444
00:37:58,276 --> 00:37:59,842
I don'’t know Tennessee.
445
00:38:02,192 --> 00:38:03,150
It ain'’t worth
knowing anymore.
446
00:38:06,327 --> 00:38:09,243
Your daughter said you were
hunting my family'’s killers.
447
00:38:09,330 --> 00:38:12,246
I hunted them and
I killed them.
448
00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:14,901
I left them in the sagebrush
so you can scalp '’em
449
00:38:14,988 --> 00:38:17,469
or do whatever you want.
450
00:38:17,556 --> 00:38:19,775
Your horses are
grazing by the river.
451
00:38:19,862 --> 00:38:21,560
We didn'’t touch your dead
'’cause I don'’t know your God.
452
00:38:21,647 --> 00:38:22,909
I don'’t know his rules...
453
00:38:22,996 --> 00:38:24,867
Our God has no rules.
454
00:38:24,954 --> 00:38:28,131
Only ceremonies
to know him better.
455
00:38:28,218 --> 00:38:30,917
But no rules.
456
00:38:31,004 --> 00:38:32,310
Do I still have a family?
457
00:38:34,355 --> 00:38:35,530
I don'’t know
which is your family.
458
00:38:35,617 --> 00:38:36,705
Do I still have a daughter?
459
00:38:40,709 --> 00:38:41,884
Do I?
460
00:38:44,452 --> 00:38:45,410
No more fighting today.
461
00:38:48,238 --> 00:38:50,763
Their tracks led from the
bodies of my family.
462
00:38:52,286 --> 00:38:55,463
My wife, children.
My mother.
463
00:38:56,943 --> 00:38:58,336
We made war on your people.
464
00:38:59,946 --> 00:39:01,426
And your daughter stopped it.
465
00:39:01,513 --> 00:39:02,427
How did she stop it?
466
00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:05,821
By being the best
warrior of all.
467
00:39:08,824 --> 00:39:11,740
There are surgeons at the fort.
Take her there.
468
00:39:11,827 --> 00:39:12,959
And pray.
469
00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:15,875
I'’ll pray too.
470
00:39:15,962 --> 00:39:17,442
[music]
471
00:39:18,530 --> 00:39:19,444
[speaks Lakota]
472
00:39:27,887 --> 00:39:29,149
Hya!
473
00:39:54,522 --> 00:39:56,698
[music]
474
00:40:34,432 --> 00:40:35,476
How you feeling?
475
00:40:36,999 --> 00:40:38,914
My head hurts.
476
00:40:39,001 --> 00:40:41,308
From falling off the horse.
477
00:40:43,092 --> 00:40:45,312
You fell off a horse?
478
00:40:45,399 --> 00:40:46,444
Got knocked off, I guess.
479
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,014
I got shot with an arrow.
480
00:40:54,321 --> 00:40:55,278
I'’m aware.
481
00:40:57,193 --> 00:40:58,499
I told mama to save it.
482
00:40:59,892 --> 00:41:02,242
Don'’t let her throw it away.
483
00:41:02,329 --> 00:41:03,722
I wanna show Sam.
484
00:41:04,810 --> 00:41:05,680
We'’ll save it, honey.
485
00:41:13,209 --> 00:41:14,994
It don'’t hurt that bad, daddy. Really.
486
00:41:20,260 --> 00:41:23,263
Look, you act like a man
487
00:41:23,350 --> 00:41:24,525
so I'’m gonna
talk to you like a man,
488
00:41:24,612 --> 00:41:25,570
I'’m gonna tell you the truth.
489
00:41:29,791 --> 00:41:31,619
It don'’t matter
how much it hurts,
490
00:41:31,706 --> 00:41:37,451
what matters is
if it gets infected.
491
00:41:37,538 --> 00:41:39,801
And the way you can tell it'’s
infected is if you have a fever.
492
00:41:41,977 --> 00:41:43,936
What do I do
if I get a fever?
493
00:41:44,023 --> 00:41:45,633
There ain'’t much
we can do here.
494
00:41:45,720 --> 00:41:47,461
We got to get you to the fort.
495
00:41:47,548 --> 00:41:49,594
What can they do at the fort?
496
00:41:49,681 --> 00:41:51,987
They got medicines for fever.
497
00:41:52,074 --> 00:41:56,209
Willow bark tea,
opium for the pain.
498
00:41:56,296 --> 00:41:57,689
You can sweat it
out in a bath.
499
00:42:01,127 --> 00:42:02,520
And we can pray.
500
00:42:05,174 --> 00:42:07,089
You don'’t pray.
501
00:42:07,176 --> 00:42:10,528
I'’ve prayed plenty.
502
00:42:10,615 --> 00:42:11,659
It just ain'’t worked.
503
00:42:18,448 --> 00:42:21,321
I'’m fine, daddy.
504
00:42:21,408 --> 00:42:22,714
I don'’t have a fever.
505
00:42:24,803 --> 00:42:25,630
It don'’t hurt.
506
00:42:28,023 --> 00:42:29,938
You just try and sleep
and be still.
507
00:42:32,419 --> 00:42:34,160
They can cauterize
the outside of you,
508
00:42:34,247 --> 00:42:37,816
but time'’s the only thing
that can stitch the inside.
509
00:42:43,038 --> 00:42:45,214
[music]
510
00:43:28,736 --> 00:43:31,130
I need a fucking shovel.
511
00:43:31,217 --> 00:43:33,393
Ground'’s so fucking hard...
512
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:35,047
Been digging for an hour
and it'’s barely a foot deep.
513
00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:37,615
I'’ll find you a shovel.
514
00:43:41,488 --> 00:43:42,750
She'’d gone mad.
515
00:43:44,230 --> 00:43:46,493
Wild, like a rabid dog.
516
00:43:46,580 --> 00:43:48,277
Scalped her...
517
00:43:48,364 --> 00:43:49,801
Killed her husband,
stuck her full of arrows.
518
00:43:49,888 --> 00:43:52,630
What was I supposed to do, huh?
519
00:43:52,717 --> 00:43:55,197
Leave her there to suffer and
take three days to die?!
520
00:43:55,284 --> 00:43:57,373
You did the right thing.
521
00:43:57,460 --> 00:43:59,114
I know.
522
00:43:59,201 --> 00:43:59,811
It just...
523
00:44:03,336 --> 00:44:04,729
It don'’t feel right.
524
00:44:11,431 --> 00:44:13,259
She snarled at me
like a coyote.
525
00:44:15,261 --> 00:44:16,479
And I fucking shot her.
526
00:44:18,917 --> 00:44:21,528
Don'’t do that.
527
00:44:21,615 --> 00:44:24,357
You made a decision.
528
00:44:24,444 --> 00:44:25,532
You did what you
thought was decent.
529
00:44:27,795 --> 00:44:28,709
Was it decent?
530
00:44:30,537 --> 00:44:32,800
Who knows.
531
00:44:32,887 --> 00:44:36,978
What the hell is decent
out here, what'’s the gauge?
532
00:44:40,329 --> 00:44:41,853
You'’re the gauge.
533
00:44:41,940 --> 00:44:42,854
[music]
534
00:44:45,421 --> 00:44:46,684
You made a decision.
535
00:44:48,337 --> 00:44:49,208
Now stand by it.
536
00:44:51,210 --> 00:44:53,168
Right or wrong,
you fucking stand by it.
537
00:45:05,137 --> 00:45:05,964
Okay.
538
00:45:12,144 --> 00:45:13,623
It was the best thing
I thought to do.
539
00:45:17,671 --> 00:45:18,628
I stand by it.
540
00:45:20,805 --> 00:45:22,894
I'’ll find you a shovel.
541
00:45:22,981 --> 00:45:24,156
And I'’ll help you use it.
542
00:46:08,548 --> 00:46:10,811
Where'’s John?
543
00:46:10,898 --> 00:46:13,466
Thomas took him to sleep
in one of the other wagons.
544
00:46:21,604 --> 00:46:22,562
How bad was it?
545
00:46:23,998 --> 00:46:26,044
The blood was dark.
546
00:46:26,131 --> 00:46:27,959
From the liver.
547
00:46:28,046 --> 00:46:30,439
Arrow clipped it for sure.
548
00:46:30,526 --> 00:46:31,527
Who knows how bad?
549
00:46:33,878 --> 00:46:37,533
But she'’s young
and she'’s strong--
550
00:46:37,620 --> 00:46:38,404
I know.
551
00:46:56,117 --> 00:46:57,031
Walk with me, honey.
552
00:47:10,958 --> 00:47:13,831
You were a nurse in the war.
553
00:47:13,918 --> 00:47:14,832
So?
554
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:21,839
So, how many liver shots
did you see survive?
555
00:47:21,926 --> 00:47:23,362
We got it out fast, James.
556
00:47:26,017 --> 00:47:26,931
Let me see it.
557
00:47:40,814 --> 00:47:42,250
It'’s filthy, honey.
558
00:47:43,643 --> 00:47:45,210
She'’s young.
559
00:47:45,297 --> 00:47:46,951
She'’s young
and she'’s so strong.
560
00:47:47,038 --> 00:47:50,519
And she'’s the light of
my life and she'’s my soul...
561
00:47:59,180 --> 00:48:00,486
She'’s gonna die.
562
00:48:03,750 --> 00:48:07,667
How fucking dare you?
563
00:48:07,754 --> 00:48:10,322
I will not lose a child.
564
00:48:11,932 --> 00:48:13,629
I will not lose a...
565
00:48:13,716 --> 00:48:15,893
[sobbing]
566
00:48:17,851 --> 00:48:21,420
She'’s gonna die
567
00:48:21,507 --> 00:48:23,030
and it'’s gonna cut us in two,
568
00:48:25,293 --> 00:48:26,686
and if we don'’t
accept it now
569
00:48:26,773 --> 00:48:31,256
she'’ll die in some fort
with some doctor
570
00:48:31,343 --> 00:48:35,434
doping her up so badly
she can'’t see straight,
571
00:48:35,521 --> 00:48:37,218
then we will have robbed her.
572
00:48:40,395 --> 00:48:43,398
She needs to see every sunrise
and every sunset.
573
00:48:46,010 --> 00:48:50,057
And we will lie to her, and
we will tell her she'’s fine.
574
00:48:53,017 --> 00:48:56,020
And we will let her
look at this world
575
00:48:56,107 --> 00:48:57,195
with those big, dreamer eyes,
576
00:49:00,459 --> 00:49:01,373
'’till they can'’t see anymore.
577
00:49:03,157 --> 00:49:05,029
And then what are we gonna do?
578
00:49:06,987 --> 00:49:10,251
She'’s gonna be another cross
on a trail that we don'’t visit.
579
00:49:13,254 --> 00:49:17,998
Ten years from now,
it'’s just... gone?
580
00:49:18,085 --> 00:49:20,609
Our wagon drive is over.
581
00:49:20,696 --> 00:49:23,351
Where we bury her
is where we stay.
582
00:49:23,438 --> 00:49:25,310
That is our home.
583
00:49:25,397 --> 00:49:27,790
Not here.
Not in this place.
584
00:49:29,792 --> 00:49:31,881
No. Not in this place.
585
00:49:33,448 --> 00:49:35,929
I will find the place.
586
00:49:36,016 --> 00:49:37,278
By God, I will find a place.
587
00:49:59,735 --> 00:50:00,867
[sobs]
588
00:50:05,915 --> 00:50:07,265
I need a minute.
589
00:50:32,594 --> 00:50:35,075
[music]
590
00:50:56,140 --> 00:50:57,054
You ready?
591
00:50:58,664 --> 00:50:59,926
We'’re ready.
592
00:51:00,013 --> 00:51:01,971
How'’s your lady?
593
00:51:02,059 --> 00:51:03,582
Who says she'’s my lady?
594
00:51:04,931 --> 00:51:06,324
How'’s your lady?
595
00:51:09,805 --> 00:51:11,285
She lived through it, Captain.
596
00:51:13,635 --> 00:51:16,899
You will get tough or die in
this country, that'’s for sure.
597
00:51:16,986 --> 00:51:20,425
If we can make it to Oregon,
598
00:51:20,512 --> 00:51:22,296
you won'’t be able to cut
her skin with a knife.
599
00:51:26,822 --> 00:51:28,128
[Elsa moans]
600
00:51:29,912 --> 00:51:32,132
How are you feeling?
601
00:51:32,219 --> 00:51:33,699
Like I got a fever.
602
00:51:38,747 --> 00:51:40,140
You feel fine to me.
603
00:51:42,621 --> 00:51:43,317
Can you sit up?
604
00:51:50,324 --> 00:51:52,500
[grunts]
605
00:51:52,587 --> 00:51:53,458
Sore?
606
00:51:58,767 --> 00:52:00,334
Hurts today.
607
00:52:01,770 --> 00:52:03,729
I bet.
608
00:52:03,816 --> 00:52:07,385
Come ride on the buckboard.
609
00:52:07,472 --> 00:52:10,388
This wagon will absolutely
tear you to pieces back here.
610
00:52:13,042 --> 00:52:14,174
I'’d rather ride.
611
00:52:16,437 --> 00:52:18,352
Can I ride?
612
00:52:18,439 --> 00:52:19,136
Sure, honey.
You can ride.
613
00:52:21,790 --> 00:52:23,966
I'’m wearing pants.
614
00:52:24,053 --> 00:52:26,447
I don'’t give a shit what
they say at the fort.
615
00:52:26,534 --> 00:52:28,145
Wear whatever you want.
616
00:52:39,721 --> 00:52:41,419
I figured you wouldn'’t want
to be churned like buttermilk
617
00:52:41,506 --> 00:52:43,508
in the back of that thing.
618
00:52:56,521 --> 00:52:57,783
Swing your leg over slow.
619
00:52:59,088 --> 00:53:00,655
[groans]
620
00:53:08,663 --> 00:53:10,230
Didn'’t hurt at all yesterday.
621
00:53:13,886 --> 00:53:16,149
Guess it saved all
the pain for today.
622
00:53:16,236 --> 00:53:18,238
The day after'’s always worse.
623
00:53:18,325 --> 00:53:19,239
What about the next day?
624
00:53:21,720 --> 00:53:22,677
The next day'’s a mystery.
625
00:53:45,004 --> 00:53:48,355
I looked at my father,
looked past his smile.
626
00:53:50,749 --> 00:53:51,706
Saw his worry.
627
00:53:53,665 --> 00:53:56,494
Saw something deeper.
628
00:53:56,581 --> 00:53:58,060
As if he were
already in mourning.
629
00:54:03,457 --> 00:54:05,024
As if I were already gone.
630
00:54:06,199 --> 00:54:07,635
[clicks tongue]
631
00:54:07,722 --> 00:54:09,594
[music]
632
00:54:18,342 --> 00:54:20,822
I felt different too,
633
00:54:20,909 --> 00:54:23,129
felt as though my soul
had been dislodged
634
00:54:23,216 --> 00:54:25,523
from whatever
cavern in our chest
635
00:54:25,610 --> 00:54:28,177
the soul is connected to.
636
00:54:28,265 --> 00:54:30,745
It felt loose.
637
00:54:30,832 --> 00:54:33,661
Disconnected.
638
00:54:33,748 --> 00:54:36,229
I looked out at the sagebrush.
639
00:54:36,316 --> 00:54:37,926
The colors looked different.
640
00:54:38,013 --> 00:54:40,668
Sharper.
641
00:54:40,755 --> 00:54:43,454
Looked up at the sky.
642
00:54:43,541 --> 00:54:46,370
The clouds seemed
to race above us,
643
00:54:46,457 --> 00:54:49,286
as if new rules applied
to time and space above me.
644
00:54:54,769 --> 00:54:58,556
I looked back at my father,
and I studied his eyes.
645
00:55:02,037 --> 00:55:03,343
Looked deep into them.
646
00:55:09,567 --> 00:55:14,572
That'’s when I knew
I was going to die.
647
00:55:35,506 --> 00:55:37,986
[music]