1 00:00:13,313 --> 00:00:15,014 [rock music playing] 2 00:00:18,485 --> 00:00:21,620 ♪ Evil, put a curse On my heart ♪ 3 00:00:23,256 --> 00:00:25,991 ♪ Evil, let the devil in ♪ 4 00:00:26,026 --> 00:00:28,694 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 5 00:00:32,999 --> 00:00:34,967 I got back from Vegas a few days ago. 6 00:00:36,169 --> 00:00:38,437 I took Liz out to meet my daughter Tiffany. 7 00:00:39,439 --> 00:00:41,173 It was really awkward. 8 00:00:44,911 --> 00:00:47,646 And then, once the cameras left, 9 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:49,848 things went from bad to worse. 10 00:00:50,417 --> 00:00:51,984 Thank you. 11 00:00:52,018 --> 00:00:54,553 Liz and I got into this huge fight, 12 00:00:54,587 --> 00:00:57,356 and we haven't spoke for four days. 13 00:00:58,291 --> 00:00:59,358 And it sucks. 14 00:01:04,531 --> 00:01:05,464 [Lily] There's Daddy. 15 00:01:05,532 --> 00:01:07,633 [exclaiming] There's Daddy! 16 00:01:07,667 --> 00:01:10,436 - Thank you, babe. - [Ed] You're welcome. 17 00:01:10,470 --> 00:01:14,273 I'm not sure what to do about this whole Liz situation. 18 00:01:14,307 --> 00:01:15,941 So I reached out to my friend, Lily, 19 00:01:15,975 --> 00:01:18,710 for some sound advice, and... 20 00:01:18,745 --> 00:01:22,514 She's always spot on. She's just a great, um, friend. 21 00:01:22,549 --> 00:01:25,684 And she's really honest, and she doesn't 22 00:01:25,718 --> 00:01:27,252 always tell me what I want to hear. 23 00:01:31,191 --> 00:01:32,424 You're a good boy, Teddy. 24 00:01:33,660 --> 00:01:37,162 He likes... He likes these lavender shortbread cookies. 25 00:01:37,197 --> 00:01:38,864 Here you go. You be a good boy, okay? 26 00:01:38,898 --> 00:01:40,732 - There you go. - Cheers. 27 00:01:42,836 --> 00:01:44,470 So, how have you been? 28 00:01:44,504 --> 00:01:45,671 How is your love life? 29 00:01:45,705 --> 00:01:47,573 [chuckles] Much better than yours I think. 30 00:01:48,374 --> 00:01:49,575 Anytime I call you, 31 00:01:49,609 --> 00:01:52,044 - it's about relationships, you know I'm in trouble. - Yeah. 32 00:01:52,078 --> 00:01:54,313 So, I wanted to introduce Liz 33 00:01:54,347 --> 00:01:56,014 to Tiffany, and Tiffany to Liz. 34 00:01:56,049 --> 00:01:58,250 So, I planned a trip to Vegas. 35 00:01:58,852 --> 00:02:00,352 We all went to dinner. 36 00:02:00,386 --> 00:02:03,522 - The next night, we end up at a club. - Okay. 37 00:02:03,556 --> 00:02:04,923 Tiffany and her friends show up. 38 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:07,893 It took them over half an hour to even say hello. 39 00:02:07,927 --> 00:02:09,728 So, then we get up to leave the club, 40 00:02:09,762 --> 00:02:11,063 and I could tell Liz was upset. 41 00:02:13,733 --> 00:02:15,000 And I'm like, "What happened?" 42 00:02:15,034 --> 00:02:17,503 And she told me that, you know, "I don't wanna talk about it. 43 00:02:17,537 --> 00:02:20,239 Not in public. Let's wait till we get back to the hotel." 44 00:02:20,273 --> 00:02:23,041 But I kept asking, "What did I do?" 45 00:02:23,076 --> 00:02:25,177 She goes, "It's not your fault. I don't wanna talk about it." 46 00:02:25,211 --> 00:02:26,445 But I couldn't let it go. 47 00:02:26,479 --> 00:02:28,113 - We get into a little argument. - Mmm-hmm. 48 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:30,616 She basically told me that my daughter and her friends, 49 00:02:30,650 --> 00:02:32,818 apparently they were talking shit about Liz. 50 00:02:34,787 --> 00:02:36,955 But how did she overhear? She didn't tell you? 51 00:02:36,990 --> 00:02:38,390 - She didn't tell me. - Okay. 52 00:02:38,424 --> 00:02:40,759 So, by the time we got to the hotel, she was upset. 53 00:02:41,995 --> 00:02:44,763 And Liz just stops talking. 54 00:02:44,797 --> 00:02:46,165 She ended up just going to bed. 55 00:02:47,934 --> 00:02:49,034 Well, guess what she did? 56 00:02:50,303 --> 00:02:51,503 [Lily] Hmm. 57 00:02:51,538 --> 00:02:52,437 [Ed] She booked her flight, 58 00:02:53,273 --> 00:02:55,207 and then left me the next morning 59 00:02:55,241 --> 00:02:57,476 - all by myself. - No. 60 00:02:58,711 --> 00:02:59,645 Yes. 61 00:03:03,016 --> 00:03:05,250 Sitting in this hotel room 62 00:03:05,285 --> 00:03:07,352 all by myself, I felt 63 00:03:07,387 --> 00:03:09,354 like I was back in the Philippines 64 00:03:09,389 --> 00:03:10,689 when Rose and I broke up. 65 00:03:12,058 --> 00:03:13,225 It's too much. 66 00:03:13,893 --> 00:03:16,261 You hurt me, you lie to me 67 00:03:16,296 --> 00:03:18,263 again and again and again and again, 68 00:03:18,298 --> 00:03:19,798 so, I'm done. 69 00:03:25,939 --> 00:03:27,673 [Ed sighing] I failed. 70 00:03:29,842 --> 00:03:32,844 I started having anxiety, panic attack. 71 00:03:32,879 --> 00:03:35,480 Here I am. I finally have met someone 72 00:03:35,515 --> 00:03:37,416 that wants to be with me, 73 00:03:37,450 --> 00:03:39,351 and we're building this relationship. 74 00:03:39,385 --> 00:03:43,088 And then, three weeks later, this happens. 75 00:03:43,122 --> 00:03:44,690 It's a freakin' nightmare. 76 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:52,331 I want to have a conversation with her today. 77 00:03:52,365 --> 00:03:54,933 So, I texted Liz. 78 00:03:54,968 --> 00:03:57,603 She's gonna come over later, but I wanted to talk to you first. 79 00:03:59,038 --> 00:04:01,873 And just try to figure this out, like... 80 00:04:03,076 --> 00:04:04,509 You guys don't communicate. 81 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:06,545 Talk about communication. 82 00:04:06,579 --> 00:04:07,512 Okay. 83 00:04:08,047 --> 00:04:09,848 How she communicates. 84 00:04:09,882 --> 00:04:13,585 If she shuts down, that's terrible for communication. 85 00:04:15,121 --> 00:04:18,190 Ed, she's young. And on top of that, 86 00:04:18,224 --> 00:04:20,192 getting in an argument because 87 00:04:20,226 --> 00:04:21,860 the daughter says something? 88 00:04:21,894 --> 00:04:23,662 She's supposed to be an adult. 89 00:04:23,696 --> 00:04:24,997 You can't storm out of everything. 90 00:04:25,031 --> 00:04:26,565 That's something my eight-year-old son does. 91 00:04:29,402 --> 00:04:32,237 Ed likes the younger women 'cause they're fun. 92 00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:34,439 But Liz is not good at communication. 93 00:04:35,108 --> 00:04:37,009 She walks away. 94 00:04:37,043 --> 00:04:39,978 And that causes a lot of problems. 95 00:04:40,013 --> 00:04:42,681 Knowing that he's going through that, it hurts my heart. 96 00:04:42,715 --> 00:04:44,750 But Ed has two options. 97 00:04:46,352 --> 00:04:48,553 They decide they're gonna communicate, 98 00:04:48,588 --> 00:04:50,188 or you break up. That's it. 99 00:04:52,091 --> 00:04:53,692 Why is love so hard? 100 00:04:54,594 --> 00:04:55,761 [Lily] It's not supposed to be easy. 101 00:04:56,763 --> 00:04:58,397 You know you can walk away, right? 102 00:04:58,431 --> 00:05:00,966 I know I can walk away, but I don't want to walk away. 103 00:05:02,602 --> 00:05:04,202 I'm not good at relationships, 104 00:05:04,237 --> 00:05:05,904 that's why I haven't been in one, but... 105 00:05:07,273 --> 00:05:09,641 I do... I do love her. 106 00:05:10,610 --> 00:05:11,677 I'm in love with her. 107 00:05:12,345 --> 00:05:13,912 You can love anybody. 108 00:05:13,946 --> 00:05:16,148 I have loved more than one person. 109 00:05:18,017 --> 00:05:20,752 But that doesn't mean that's your soulmate for the rest of your life. 110 00:05:22,622 --> 00:05:24,423 - It doesn't. - You mean she's temporary? 111 00:05:24,924 --> 00:05:25,957 She might be. 112 00:05:29,195 --> 00:05:33,265 I've never been with anyone that is so amazing. 113 00:05:33,299 --> 00:05:35,634 And when she's not next to me, I'm a mess. 114 00:05:36,402 --> 00:05:37,302 She's the one. 115 00:05:38,838 --> 00:05:40,238 Okay. But are you willing to work for it? 116 00:05:40,273 --> 00:05:41,907 And is she willing to work for it? 117 00:05:41,941 --> 00:05:43,842 'Cause both of you have to work for it. 118 00:05:46,512 --> 00:05:48,647 [Ed] The feelings I have for Liz, I didn't have 119 00:05:48,681 --> 00:05:50,148 the same for Rose. 120 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:51,917 She is who I wanna be with. 121 00:05:51,951 --> 00:05:54,052 I'm in love with Liz. 122 00:05:54,087 --> 00:05:56,455 But we don't know how to communicate. 123 00:05:57,290 --> 00:05:59,424 And if we are going to be together, 124 00:05:59,459 --> 00:06:01,360 we have to-- Something we have to do. 125 00:06:01,728 --> 00:06:02,661 Bye. 126 00:06:05,665 --> 00:06:08,166 Tonight's kind of a make it or break it. 127 00:06:08,201 --> 00:06:10,402 I just wanna know that Liz is willing to fight 128 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:11,803 for us. 129 00:06:20,313 --> 00:06:22,314 [pop music playing] 130 00:06:38,431 --> 00:06:40,599 [Danielle] Two weeks ago, I came back from Maryland 131 00:06:40,633 --> 00:06:42,367 from my girls' trip. 132 00:06:42,402 --> 00:06:45,971 The point of the trip was to find a love connection. 133 00:06:46,005 --> 00:06:49,141 And I met a man named Sunny, 134 00:06:49,175 --> 00:06:52,177 and he seemed easy-going. 135 00:06:52,211 --> 00:06:54,679 And it was fun. [giggles] 136 00:06:55,882 --> 00:06:58,650 - You make legitimate CDs? - Yeah. 137 00:06:58,684 --> 00:07:01,686 - [giggling] I had to figure it out on my own, too. - That's awesome. 138 00:07:01,721 --> 00:07:03,855 I can make you a mix CD if you want. 139 00:07:03,890 --> 00:07:05,223 I would love a mix CD. 140 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:06,792 [laughing] 141 00:07:08,461 --> 00:07:10,262 [Danielle] I thought we had a connection... 142 00:07:12,098 --> 00:07:14,699 ...but I haven't talked to him since then. 143 00:07:17,136 --> 00:07:18,703 It's not fun to be ghosted, 144 00:07:18,738 --> 00:07:20,705 'cause you sit and wonder what you did wrong. 145 00:07:21,641 --> 00:07:24,943 But I learned you have to have 146 00:07:24,977 --> 00:07:26,578 thick skin to... 147 00:07:26,612 --> 00:07:29,881 [chuckling] Deal with the dating world. 148 00:07:29,916 --> 00:07:32,951 So, I decided to move on. 149 00:07:32,985 --> 00:07:35,720 And I signed up for a dating app 150 00:07:35,755 --> 00:07:36,788 in Ohio. 151 00:07:36,823 --> 00:07:39,057 [piano music playing on laptop] 152 00:07:40,126 --> 00:07:41,726 Kenny! 153 00:07:41,761 --> 00:07:43,762 - Hey, girl. - Hey! 154 00:07:43,796 --> 00:07:44,763 [Lauren] Hey, guys. 155 00:07:45,431 --> 00:07:46,698 [Lexi] Hey! 156 00:07:46,732 --> 00:07:48,066 [Danielle] Hey. [Lauren] What's going on? 157 00:07:48,935 --> 00:07:50,936 [Danielle] Um, oh, let's see. 158 00:07:50,970 --> 00:07:53,505 I've been working, and then 159 00:07:53,539 --> 00:07:55,440 I went out on a date. 160 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:57,375 Ooh. 161 00:07:57,410 --> 00:07:58,677 [Danielle laughs] 162 00:07:58,711 --> 00:08:00,612 I signed up for the dating app, 163 00:08:00,646 --> 00:08:03,582 and it was almost immediately that I 164 00:08:03,616 --> 00:08:05,817 met this new guy named Robert. 165 00:08:09,021 --> 00:08:11,323 He lives, like, a half hour from me. 166 00:08:11,858 --> 00:08:13,425 We've been talking 167 00:08:13,459 --> 00:08:17,295 on the dating app, and he had made a comment that 168 00:08:17,330 --> 00:08:20,165 "I don't why you're having such a hard time dating. 169 00:08:20,233 --> 00:08:22,267 I wouldn't mind having a shot." 170 00:08:22,301 --> 00:08:24,836 And I said, "Okay. Let's go out!" 171 00:08:24,871 --> 00:08:26,471 [laughs] 172 00:08:28,608 --> 00:08:30,342 Tell us, like, a little bit more about him. 173 00:08:30,776 --> 00:08:31,843 He's 50. 174 00:08:31,878 --> 00:08:33,078 He has kids. 175 00:08:33,112 --> 00:08:35,580 About as old my daughters. 176 00:08:35,615 --> 00:08:38,517 He's way taller than me, too. [laughs] 177 00:08:38,551 --> 00:08:40,018 [Lauren] Oh. 178 00:08:40,052 --> 00:08:41,152 So he's tall. 179 00:08:41,187 --> 00:08:43,088 - [Danielle] Yeah. - How did the date go? 180 00:08:43,122 --> 00:08:45,323 The first date was really fun. 181 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:48,527 We went out to eat, and we just talked the whole time. 182 00:08:48,561 --> 00:08:50,962 - Good. - Oh, that's so nice. 183 00:08:50,997 --> 00:08:53,565 [Danielle] So, guys, I have to tell you somethin'. 184 00:08:53,633 --> 00:08:56,668 I made it to a second date. [laughs] 185 00:08:57,503 --> 00:08:58,670 This is so exciting. 186 00:08:59,038 --> 00:09:00,338 [laughs] 187 00:09:00,373 --> 00:09:02,574 [Danielle] I'm going to go out with him tonight. 188 00:09:02,608 --> 00:09:04,910 [Lauren] Aw. [Lexi] Good! 189 00:09:04,944 --> 00:09:07,579 You're so giddy right now, it's so cute. I love it. 190 00:09:07,613 --> 00:09:09,648 [laughing] I have not done a second date 191 00:09:09,682 --> 00:09:11,216 in a long time, so... 192 00:09:12,251 --> 00:09:15,053 I purposely did not tell the girls 193 00:09:15,087 --> 00:09:17,856 that I went on this date until after it happened, 194 00:09:17,890 --> 00:09:19,891 because I didn't want to jinx anything 195 00:09:19,926 --> 00:09:22,427 after the other first dates. 196 00:09:23,763 --> 00:09:26,264 I have not been on a second date 197 00:09:26,299 --> 00:09:29,234 in years, so, it makes me feel good. 198 00:09:29,268 --> 00:09:31,136 He wanted to see me again. 199 00:09:31,170 --> 00:09:32,771 It's a huge deal. 200 00:09:34,774 --> 00:09:36,241 - Yay! Where's the date? - Where are you going? 201 00:09:36,943 --> 00:09:38,843 We are gonna go... 202 00:09:39,946 --> 00:09:41,246 [gasps] 203 00:09:41,280 --> 00:09:44,249 -That's so much fun. I love axe-throwing. -[Lauren] Oh. 204 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:46,484 [laughing] I've never done it. 205 00:09:46,519 --> 00:09:48,520 You're gonna have so much fun. 206 00:09:48,554 --> 00:09:50,088 [Lauren] That's a fun date. 207 00:09:50,122 --> 00:09:52,424 - [Danielle giggling] - [laughs] 208 00:09:56,062 --> 00:09:57,228 What's the next step? 209 00:09:57,697 --> 00:09:59,331 [laughs] 210 00:09:59,365 --> 00:10:01,032 - No. - [Lauren] You're supposed to kiss. 211 00:10:02,435 --> 00:10:03,702 Go get some wine. 212 00:10:03,736 --> 00:10:05,337 Light a candle, you know. 213 00:10:05,371 --> 00:10:08,840 If you do kiss and you have that chemistry, 214 00:10:08,874 --> 00:10:10,909 how long do you think you would wait 215 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:13,678 before you are intimate with him? 216 00:10:15,581 --> 00:10:18,683 I mean, 'cause how long has it been since you've been intimate with anyone? 217 00:10:20,419 --> 00:10:23,021 It's been a while. [chuckles] 218 00:10:25,424 --> 00:10:28,059 It's been a long time since I've been intimate. 219 00:10:28,094 --> 00:10:30,662 I have a guard up when it comes to that, 220 00:10:30,696 --> 00:10:32,564 because Mohamed made 221 00:10:32,598 --> 00:10:34,877 the bad remarks about me. 222 00:10:34,901 --> 00:10:36,701 But I am... 223 00:10:37,603 --> 00:10:39,337 ...um, a sexual person. 224 00:10:41,507 --> 00:10:44,042 My sex life with Mohamed 225 00:10:44,076 --> 00:10:46,711 in the very beginning was good. 226 00:10:46,746 --> 00:10:48,847 When he first came here, it was good. 227 00:10:48,881 --> 00:10:51,249 He was caring. He was gentle. 228 00:10:51,283 --> 00:10:53,518 And it was nice and fun. 229 00:10:53,552 --> 00:10:55,820 We would cuddle, we would kiss. 230 00:10:55,855 --> 00:10:59,758 I miss having that intimacy with someone. 231 00:10:59,792 --> 00:11:02,661 Robert does seem like he's the type of guy 232 00:11:02,695 --> 00:11:06,264 that I can be comfortable and intimate with. 233 00:11:06,298 --> 00:11:08,199 We just have to take it slow, 234 00:11:08,234 --> 00:11:10,468 and it'd be rewarding. 235 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:13,972 I don't want to rush into anything... 236 00:11:16,108 --> 00:11:19,411 ...right off the bat. I want to take my time. 237 00:11:19,445 --> 00:11:21,946 Him get to know me, me get to know him, 238 00:11:21,981 --> 00:11:23,248 and stuff like that. 239 00:11:23,282 --> 00:11:25,383 [Lauren] Put a little lip balm on. 240 00:11:25,418 --> 00:11:27,719 Make your lips nice and plush for him. 241 00:11:27,753 --> 00:11:29,954 [Danielle laughing] 242 00:11:29,989 --> 00:11:32,624 But don't put something glossy. That's gonna be sticky, 243 00:11:32,658 --> 00:11:34,392 and it'll get all over his face. 244 00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:36,094 [laughing] 245 00:11:36,128 --> 00:11:37,762 You guys are crazy. 246 00:11:39,165 --> 00:11:41,866 Well, good luck. You better call us after. 247 00:11:41,901 --> 00:11:43,435 - Yes. - Bye, guys. 248 00:11:43,469 --> 00:11:44,703 - Bye. - Good luck. 249 00:11:44,737 --> 00:11:46,137 - We love you. - Bye. 250 00:11:52,278 --> 00:11:55,914 I'm excited to go out on a second date with Robert tonight. 251 00:11:57,149 --> 00:11:59,951 When I went on dates in Ocean City, 252 00:11:59,985 --> 00:12:02,153 I wore hair extensions, makeup, 253 00:12:02,188 --> 00:12:04,322 and all the girly stuff. 254 00:12:04,356 --> 00:12:05,857 But that's not me. 255 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:08,493 I like to be comfortable. If I'm not comfortable, 256 00:12:08,527 --> 00:12:09,661 it's gonna make me nervous 257 00:12:09,695 --> 00:12:12,230 and uneasy. 258 00:12:12,264 --> 00:12:15,600 I think Robert would be totally shocked if he came 259 00:12:15,634 --> 00:12:19,804 for date two and I had makeup and hair extensions. 260 00:12:22,041 --> 00:12:24,175 [laughing] He would probably pass out. 261 00:12:24,210 --> 00:12:25,977 Like, who am I here for? 262 00:12:28,647 --> 00:12:31,182 Even though Robert is someone that 263 00:12:31,217 --> 00:12:33,318 I can just be myself with, 264 00:12:33,352 --> 00:12:35,520 I haven't really talked to him too much 265 00:12:35,554 --> 00:12:37,322 about my past relationships. 266 00:12:38,357 --> 00:12:40,725 Robert knows that I'm divorced, 267 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:44,496 but I haven't gone into too many details about it. 268 00:12:44,530 --> 00:12:47,799 But letting my guard down with Robert 269 00:12:47,833 --> 00:12:49,334 is worth the risk, 270 00:12:49,368 --> 00:12:52,403 because it would mean that I could have a future with him. 271 00:12:58,344 --> 00:12:59,577 [spanish pop music playing] 272 00:13:14,260 --> 00:13:16,861 This morning, I moved out of Chicago. 273 00:13:16,896 --> 00:13:20,431 And now, I am moving in to my new apartment 274 00:13:20,766 --> 00:13:21,933 in Miami. 275 00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:23,368 I wanna go to the beach. 276 00:13:23,402 --> 00:13:27,172 I come from the cold weather, and I want to get tan. 277 00:13:27,206 --> 00:13:30,141 I need some color. What do you think? I'm too pale, no? 278 00:13:30,176 --> 00:13:33,044 [Noel] Yeah, I can show you some nice beaches. 279 00:13:34,213 --> 00:13:35,880 [Fernanda] When I told my trainer 280 00:13:35,915 --> 00:13:37,849 that I was looking for a place, 281 00:13:37,883 --> 00:13:40,118 he told me he had actually 282 00:13:40,152 --> 00:13:41,920 a good friend in Miami... 283 00:13:44,390 --> 00:13:46,891 - So this is it. Oh! - [Noel] Yes. 284 00:13:47,893 --> 00:13:49,194 [Fernanda] Nice. 285 00:13:49,228 --> 00:13:52,564 My new roommate is 30 years old. 286 00:13:52,598 --> 00:13:54,065 His name is Noel. 287 00:13:54,566 --> 00:13:55,867 [Noel speaking] 288 00:13:55,901 --> 00:13:58,803 [Fernanda] Uh, just put it right there. Thank you. 289 00:13:59,405 --> 00:14:01,706 And, uh, he is just 290 00:14:01,740 --> 00:14:04,542 a really nice, um, guy. 291 00:14:05,077 --> 00:14:06,444 [chuckles] 292 00:14:06,478 --> 00:14:08,746 If you need help, I'm happy to help you. 293 00:14:08,781 --> 00:14:09,647 Okay. 294 00:14:10,583 --> 00:14:12,784 Maybe we need something to open this. 295 00:14:13,385 --> 00:14:15,420 He is a boxer. 296 00:14:15,454 --> 00:14:17,121 [bell dinging] 297 00:14:17,156 --> 00:14:19,624 And he is 100% attractive. [chuckles] 298 00:14:21,961 --> 00:14:23,261 [laughs mischievously] 299 00:14:25,764 --> 00:14:27,165 How long have you been in Miami? 300 00:14:29,134 --> 00:14:30,134 - Since a year? - Yeah. 301 00:14:31,203 --> 00:14:33,204 Oh, look. [exhales] 302 00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:37,175 Oh, we can go for a picnic. 303 00:14:37,209 --> 00:14:38,576 Wanna take me for a picnic? 304 00:14:39,078 --> 00:14:41,145 Yeah. That'd be fun. 305 00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:42,714 [Noel grunts] 306 00:14:43,582 --> 00:14:44,949 - Where are you from? - From Germany. 307 00:14:44,984 --> 00:14:46,084 Have you been to Germany? 308 00:14:46,118 --> 00:14:48,286 No, I haven't. Are you gonna take me? 309 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:50,355 We will see how this goes. 310 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,924 [laughing] "How this goes?" What do you mean? 311 00:14:53,459 --> 00:14:54,425 [Noel] We'll see. 312 00:14:54,460 --> 00:14:55,994 Hey, what's the reason you're moving here? 313 00:14:56,028 --> 00:14:58,263 [sighs] Well, first off, because 314 00:14:58,297 --> 00:15:01,666 I feel like I accomplished everything I wanted to do in Chicago. 315 00:15:01,700 --> 00:15:03,468 I'm excited to be here because there is 316 00:15:03,502 --> 00:15:05,236 a lot of opportunities for me. 317 00:15:05,271 --> 00:15:07,138 So, yeah, I'm excited about, you know... 318 00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:16,581 Of course. 319 00:15:16,615 --> 00:15:19,183 [laughing] Why are you looking down when you're saying that? 320 00:15:31,463 --> 00:15:32,363 Well... 321 00:15:35,634 --> 00:15:36,634 I don't know. [laughs] 322 00:15:42,174 --> 00:15:43,274 [chuckles] 323 00:15:43,309 --> 00:15:45,376 Yeah, I am single. Why? 324 00:15:46,178 --> 00:15:47,145 Are you single? 325 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:48,513 [Noel] Yeah. 326 00:15:53,986 --> 00:15:56,821 Miami's south beach is a single life. 327 00:15:56,855 --> 00:15:59,324 - Oh, really? - [Noel speaking] 328 00:15:59,358 --> 00:16:00,758 [Fernanda] I'm excited about that. 329 00:16:02,261 --> 00:16:04,362 I'm all about meeting new people. 330 00:16:06,899 --> 00:16:09,400 I'm very focused in what I want to do, but... 331 00:16:20,179 --> 00:16:22,080 I am happy that now I'm single 332 00:16:22,114 --> 00:16:24,315 and I can start fresh 333 00:16:24,350 --> 00:16:27,218 and feel good with dating, 334 00:16:27,252 --> 00:16:30,555 if the right person comes my way. 335 00:16:30,589 --> 00:16:32,890 I'm glad that you're here and arrived safe, 336 00:16:32,925 --> 00:16:34,826 so, I will let you make yourself comfortable 337 00:16:34,860 --> 00:16:37,628 - and then, later, meet you for a drink or something. - Sounds good. 338 00:16:45,337 --> 00:16:48,639 [Fernanda] Moving to Miami is definitely not easy, 339 00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:51,009 but I know a lot of people in Miami 340 00:16:51,043 --> 00:16:52,877 through my modelling agency. 341 00:16:54,279 --> 00:16:56,848 It's been long time since I have seen them. 342 00:16:56,882 --> 00:16:58,549 And with the move and everything going on, 343 00:16:58,584 --> 00:17:01,552 I just need to relax and have some 344 00:17:01,587 --> 00:17:02,520 girls talk. 345 00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:05,223 Hello! 346 00:17:05,257 --> 00:17:07,158 Hi! Oh, my God! 347 00:17:07,192 --> 00:17:08,793 [continues indistinctly] 348 00:17:08,827 --> 00:17:09,727 - How are you? - Good. 349 00:17:09,762 --> 00:17:10,895 - Hello. - How's it going? 350 00:17:10,929 --> 00:17:12,663 So good to see you. 351 00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:14,632 You look amazing as always. 352 00:17:15,934 --> 00:17:18,736 [Sierra] I have told Fernanda since the day I met her 353 00:17:18,771 --> 00:17:21,105 that Miami was the perfect place for her. 354 00:17:21,140 --> 00:17:24,142 I feel like she has so much opportunity here between 355 00:17:24,176 --> 00:17:26,411 her speaking Spanish, this is just her vibe. 356 00:17:26,445 --> 00:17:29,213 Social life, the work, everything lines up. 357 00:17:29,248 --> 00:17:30,448 And it would be so good for her 358 00:17:30,482 --> 00:17:32,216 to stay here for a long term. 359 00:17:32,251 --> 00:17:34,318 [Sierra] Fernanda, ever since her divorce, 360 00:17:34,353 --> 00:17:36,054 she's been a little bit guarded, 361 00:17:36,088 --> 00:17:37,955 - for the right reasons. Yeah. - Understandably, yes. 362 00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:40,558 When you move away from that, it gives you a whole new opportunity 363 00:17:40,592 --> 00:17:42,393 - to jump in something different. - And she was able to 364 00:17:42,428 --> 00:17:44,595 kind of start a new chapter of her life. 365 00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:46,597 When you're in a new place, you feel like a new woman. 366 00:17:46,632 --> 00:17:47,465 Yeah. 367 00:17:49,001 --> 00:17:51,235 - I've been telling you to move here forever. - [Fernanda] I know. 368 00:17:51,270 --> 00:17:53,871 [Sierra] I'm like, you can't complain when you walk out every day and there's 369 00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:56,774 - sunshine. - I remember two years ago, you know, 370 00:17:56,809 --> 00:17:58,876 having a good time here and always thinking, 371 00:17:58,911 --> 00:18:00,645 "Oh, I wish I can move." 372 00:18:00,679 --> 00:18:03,815 I stay for the longest time, always, like, extending the trips. 373 00:18:03,849 --> 00:18:05,516 All your stuff's in your apartment? 374 00:18:05,551 --> 00:18:08,319 [Fernanda] Yes, but I still have, like, some stuff 375 00:18:08,353 --> 00:18:10,054 - to move around and-- - Unpack the boxes. 376 00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:11,889 [Fernanda] Unpack and, like... 377 00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:14,792 Well, actually, my roommate is helping me a little. 378 00:18:14,827 --> 00:18:16,828 So you like your roommate. That's cool. 379 00:18:16,862 --> 00:18:18,329 [Fernanda] I guess he's really nice. 380 00:18:18,997 --> 00:18:21,666 And he's really cute. 381 00:18:23,235 --> 00:18:24,068 Oh. 382 00:18:25,504 --> 00:18:27,138 - [Sierra] Yes! - Yes, please. 383 00:18:30,175 --> 00:18:31,509 Oh! 384 00:18:31,543 --> 00:18:33,711 - I know. - This is your roommate? 385 00:18:35,214 --> 00:18:37,048 - Wow! - Dang. 386 00:18:37,082 --> 00:18:38,883 - [laughs] - Dang. 387 00:18:38,917 --> 00:18:41,052 Okay. See what I am working with? 388 00:18:42,354 --> 00:18:43,421 Like, okay... 389 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:47,058 [Maggie] So he's a single roommate? 390 00:18:47,092 --> 00:18:49,026 - He's a single, good-looking-- - Oh! 391 00:18:49,061 --> 00:18:50,228 [all laughing] 392 00:18:54,233 --> 00:18:56,033 [Maggie] Oh, my God. 393 00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:58,870 - [both laughing] - I need to meet this guy. 394 00:18:58,904 --> 00:19:01,305 - I know. - It's all getting deep. 395 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:05,676 It wouldn't work. It wouldn't work. 396 00:19:05,711 --> 00:19:06,944 - Just don't do it. - I don't think... 397 00:19:06,979 --> 00:19:08,713 - [Maggie] Don't do it. - Right? 398 00:19:11,917 --> 00:19:14,785 And then I'm get my head to, like... 399 00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:16,621 - You know? - True. True. 400 00:19:16,655 --> 00:19:19,690 Moving here and everything going on, 401 00:19:19,725 --> 00:19:22,560 I want to really focus on my career, 402 00:19:22,594 --> 00:19:24,295 take my career to the next level. 403 00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:25,663 Yeah. Hell, yeah. 404 00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:27,932 Live your life. 405 00:19:27,966 --> 00:19:30,334 I want to experience my single life for sure. 406 00:19:30,402 --> 00:19:32,069 But still keeping your head on your shoulders 407 00:19:32,104 --> 00:19:35,506 - and doing all the things that you're doing always. - 100%. Yes. Yes. 408 00:19:35,541 --> 00:19:38,109 So this is 2021, it's gonna be my year. 409 00:19:38,777 --> 00:19:39,911 - Uh-- - Year of Fernanda. 410 00:19:40,479 --> 00:19:41,746 Thank you. 411 00:19:41,780 --> 00:19:43,247 - Cheers to that. - Cheers. 412 00:19:45,484 --> 00:19:48,052 [Fernanda] Talking to my girlfriends, I realized that 413 00:19:48,086 --> 00:19:49,921 the best for me right now 414 00:19:49,955 --> 00:19:52,023 is to focus on myself. 415 00:19:52,057 --> 00:19:53,624 [all laughing] 416 00:19:53,659 --> 00:19:54,725 [Fernanda] However... 417 00:19:57,429 --> 00:19:58,462 He's attractive. 418 00:20:01,934 --> 00:20:05,369 I'm not sure what will happen. 419 00:20:05,404 --> 00:20:07,271 [Sierra] Really, girl, it's gonna be a good year for you. 420 00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:18,182 ♪ Oh, snap! Is she serious? ♪ 421 00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:20,818 ♪ Is she a good girl? Or is she devious? ♪ 422 00:20:20,852 --> 00:20:21,819 ♪ 'Cause I'm the one ♪ 423 00:20:21,853 --> 00:20:22,853 ♪ I'm the one ♪ 424 00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:24,222 ♪ They always talkin' 'bout ♪ 425 00:20:24,256 --> 00:20:27,058 ♪ You never gon see it again so hit me up ♪ 426 00:20:27,092 --> 00:20:28,492 ♪ Oh, snap ♪ 427 00:20:28,527 --> 00:20:31,996 Hi, my little handsome love. You're so cute. 428 00:20:32,030 --> 00:20:33,331 Hi. 429 00:20:35,133 --> 00:20:36,867 - Hey! - What it is? What's good, Bri? 430 00:20:36,902 --> 00:20:39,437 - You know, I was leaving my door open. - What's up, man? 431 00:20:39,471 --> 00:20:41,172 I'm preparing it for our workout, but I need you 432 00:20:41,206 --> 00:20:44,141 to help me move this table because I can't be pushing heavy things. 433 00:20:45,244 --> 00:20:47,011 My shoulder has been doing better. 434 00:20:47,045 --> 00:20:48,980 A lot of the swelling has been going down. 435 00:20:49,014 --> 00:20:51,182 At this point, I'm not in a lot of pain. 436 00:20:51,216 --> 00:20:52,883 Okay, you're strong. 437 00:20:52,918 --> 00:20:55,152 Girl, please. But I am. 438 00:20:55,187 --> 00:20:58,356 So, Prince and I are gonna do a little twerk out. 439 00:20:58,390 --> 00:21:00,891 I love twerking at home, 440 00:21:00,926 --> 00:21:02,960 'cause that's the perfect full-body workout. 441 00:21:02,995 --> 00:21:04,562 I work out my arms, my legs, 442 00:21:04,596 --> 00:21:05,463 my core. 443 00:21:07,165 --> 00:21:09,033 [Brittany laughing] 444 00:21:09,067 --> 00:21:11,235 [mimicking beats] 445 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:13,571 [Brittany] First off, I like to twerk, you know? 446 00:21:14,406 --> 00:21:16,240 Loosen your hips. 447 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:17,875 ♪ Break it down You winged lacey ♪ 448 00:21:17,909 --> 00:21:20,211 ♪ Yeah, go, go, go crazy ♪ 449 00:21:20,245 --> 00:21:21,145 ♪ Whoa... ♪ 450 00:21:28,954 --> 00:21:31,622 [Prince] Uh-huh. Oh. [trilling] 451 00:21:31,657 --> 00:21:35,626 Oh, bow! Bow! Uh-huh! Yeah! 452 00:21:35,661 --> 00:21:38,863 Left cheek. Right cheek. Yeah. [laughs] 453 00:21:39,431 --> 00:21:41,899 [Brittany speaking] 454 00:21:41,933 --> 00:21:44,001 I burn a lot of calories that way, 455 00:21:44,036 --> 00:21:45,936 and I don't always have to go to the gym. 456 00:21:47,105 --> 00:21:48,539 [Prince] Work that. You can do it. 457 00:21:48,573 --> 00:21:52,076 [sighs] Oh. Oh. 458 00:21:52,110 --> 00:21:53,311 [Brittany laughs] 459 00:21:53,912 --> 00:21:56,847 Yeah. Oh. Oh. 460 00:21:56,882 --> 00:21:59,617 -[Prince grunts softly] -[Brittany] Oh, okay. [exclaims] 461 00:22:04,156 --> 00:22:05,222 - ...'cause... - [Brittany laughs] 462 00:22:06,792 --> 00:22:08,626 Yeah, we should've stretched first. 463 00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:10,528 - [chuckles] - [laughs] 464 00:22:10,562 --> 00:22:13,197 But how you be? What you be doin'? Sit down. 465 00:22:13,231 --> 00:22:15,266 It's all complicated. 466 00:22:16,768 --> 00:22:19,103 - Everything was going great with Terrence. - Uh-huh. 467 00:22:19,137 --> 00:22:24,608 And the last, um, time... 468 00:22:24,643 --> 00:22:28,090 ...we seen each other, everything was really, really good. 469 00:22:28,114 --> 00:22:30,981 I'm gonna put my full effort into this, I told you that. 470 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:33,017 I'm just worried about, like, you 471 00:22:33,051 --> 00:22:34,452 not being completely honest. 472 00:22:34,486 --> 00:22:36,954 I really like you, so I do wanna focus on each other. 473 00:22:43,295 --> 00:22:46,163 The chemistry between us is very bomb. 474 00:22:46,965 --> 00:22:48,799 - You blushing. - [laughs] I know. 475 00:22:51,670 --> 00:22:54,138 - I'm not... I don't think I'm dick-matized. - No? You don't think so? 476 00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:55,673 - No. - Oh. 477 00:22:56,608 --> 00:22:58,642 Terrence and I didn't have sex, 478 00:22:58,677 --> 00:23:01,312 but we did talk and kiss all night. 479 00:23:01,346 --> 00:23:03,381 And we really had a good time. 480 00:23:03,415 --> 00:23:07,551 Terrence is a smooth guy, but we're not exclusive yet. 481 00:23:07,586 --> 00:23:09,353 So, I didn't wanna rush into anything. 482 00:23:10,789 --> 00:23:12,523 I like him. 483 00:23:12,557 --> 00:23:14,225 I feel like he's patient, 484 00:23:14,259 --> 00:23:17,595 and he doesn't have to yell, but you take him very seriously. 485 00:23:17,629 --> 00:23:19,263 - We're good for each other. - Yeah. 486 00:23:19,297 --> 00:23:20,998 And I feel it. 487 00:23:21,032 --> 00:23:23,267 And there's like, I feel, like, a... 488 00:23:23,902 --> 00:23:26,203 ...kind of fate to it. 489 00:23:26,238 --> 00:23:29,340 But I feel a little fear get to me, you know, 490 00:23:29,374 --> 00:23:32,576 little things, and I was, like... 491 00:23:32,611 --> 00:23:35,346 I'm gonna set it all on fire. I'm gonna ruin everything 492 00:23:35,380 --> 00:23:36,814 before it ruins me, 493 00:23:36,848 --> 00:23:38,082 and I feel like I... 494 00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:40,284 [exhales sharply] 495 00:23:41,286 --> 00:23:43,687 I don't know, I just felt overwhelmed. 496 00:23:43,722 --> 00:23:45,389 And I kinda just like... 497 00:23:50,095 --> 00:23:51,762 He was texting me, I just didn't respond. 498 00:23:51,797 --> 00:23:53,264 He called me, I didn't respond. 499 00:23:54,566 --> 00:23:57,568 I didn't consider his feelings and, like, that was fucked up. 500 00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:00,838 How long did you ghost him for? 501 00:24:02,474 --> 00:24:05,409 Uh, it's been like two weeks. 502 00:24:05,444 --> 00:24:06,544 If I didn't hear from him, 503 00:24:06,578 --> 00:24:09,413 - I'd be livid. - You'd be flippin' out. 504 00:24:10,015 --> 00:24:11,916 I realized 505 00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:14,819 I was ghosting him because 506 00:24:14,853 --> 00:24:17,421 I'm, like, scared of being hurt. 507 00:24:19,324 --> 00:24:23,294 Because I've been hurt in the past, I am overly cautious. 508 00:24:23,328 --> 00:24:25,996 Both, uh, my exes, like, flipped on me. 509 00:24:26,031 --> 00:24:28,899 They were, like, the sweetest, nicest people at first, 510 00:24:28,934 --> 00:24:32,470 and then they turned out to be either liars 511 00:24:32,504 --> 00:24:35,139 or cheaters. It was like a light switch. 512 00:24:35,173 --> 00:24:38,976 So, I have that fear with Terrence 513 00:24:39,010 --> 00:24:41,378 that things might switch on me because 514 00:24:41,413 --> 00:24:43,948 things have been going so well so far. 515 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:46,083 And that's scary to me. 516 00:24:46,117 --> 00:24:48,986 My initial reaction is to push away 517 00:24:49,020 --> 00:24:50,354 and protect myself. 518 00:24:52,090 --> 00:24:53,457 I really, really like Terrence, and I was 519 00:24:53,492 --> 00:24:56,260 thinking about him the whole time when we weren't talking. 520 00:24:56,962 --> 00:24:59,497 And I realized that 521 00:24:59,531 --> 00:25:03,601 I wanna be happy, and I wanna be, you know, 522 00:25:03,635 --> 00:25:05,936 - I don't wanna live in fear-- - You wanna be happy with him or... 523 00:25:05,971 --> 00:25:08,772 I do wanna be happy with him. I don't know. 524 00:25:08,807 --> 00:25:11,175 I like, feel, like, I messed things up, and I 525 00:25:11,209 --> 00:25:14,345 don't wanna play games with him, and I need to learn how to communicate better. 526 00:25:14,379 --> 00:25:16,714 Like, I can't just 527 00:25:16,748 --> 00:25:18,349 keep doing the same things over and over, 528 00:25:18,383 --> 00:25:21,819 or I'm gonna lose him or I definitely know I pushed him away. 529 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:23,888 So I don't know, really, what to do. 530 00:25:23,922 --> 00:25:26,223 Text him and be, like, "Let's link up." 531 00:25:26,992 --> 00:25:29,159 [exhales] I'm so nervous. 532 00:25:29,194 --> 00:25:31,128 'Cause I know I fucked up so bad that I'm-- It's gonna be 533 00:25:31,162 --> 00:25:33,297 - a lot of work to, like-- - Yeah, it's hard to come back from it. 534 00:25:33,331 --> 00:25:36,667 It's gonna be so hard to come back from it. 535 00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:39,803 I have to just put myself out there. 536 00:25:39,838 --> 00:25:42,540 I can't keep running away from my feelings. 537 00:25:45,911 --> 00:25:50,848 I know I want love, and I want to be happy. 538 00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:53,517 And if I always have fear on my mind, 539 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:56,854 it's gonna take over and sabotage everything. 540 00:25:56,888 --> 00:26:01,525 So I know there's a few things that I need to leave 541 00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:02,960 [laughs] in the past, 542 00:26:02,994 --> 00:26:06,163 so I can focus on Terrence 543 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:09,833 I just hope that he can understand 544 00:26:09,868 --> 00:26:13,370 and give me another chance. 545 00:26:13,404 --> 00:26:16,407 Like, I already got my man back, I can't be fucking up like this. 546 00:26:17,442 --> 00:26:20,077 Like, do you think I lost my man for good? 547 00:26:26,217 --> 00:26:28,218 [rooster crowing] 548 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,321 [orchestral music playing] 549 00:26:56,247 --> 00:26:58,582 - Hey, sexy. - [Vanessa] Hey. 550 00:26:58,617 --> 00:27:00,951 I like those underwear. 551 00:27:00,986 --> 00:27:02,820 I just got them for this trip. You like 'em? 552 00:27:02,854 --> 00:27:04,355 Yeah, they're really soft. 553 00:27:04,389 --> 00:27:05,956 Yeah, they are. 554 00:27:08,393 --> 00:27:11,228 I'm on a weekend trip at Big Bear Lake with Vanessa. 555 00:27:12,831 --> 00:27:14,665 And we're staying at a castle. 556 00:27:15,967 --> 00:27:19,136 So I got this underwear just for this trip. 557 00:27:20,939 --> 00:27:21,805 I like purple. 558 00:27:22,874 --> 00:27:25,843 Looks very regal, good royal colors. 559 00:27:26,344 --> 00:27:27,277 You look great. 560 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:28,545 - Yeah? - Mmm-hmm. 561 00:27:29,214 --> 00:27:30,781 [Colt] How about a quickie? 562 00:27:30,815 --> 00:27:33,317 I think what we had this morning was a quickie. 563 00:27:33,351 --> 00:27:34,852 Weren't you pretty satisfied with that? 564 00:27:36,187 --> 00:27:39,056 I... I was so satisfied, I think, uh... 565 00:27:39,991 --> 00:27:42,860 - I mean, it was good. - Yeah. 566 00:27:44,295 --> 00:27:47,798 [exhales] I know sex is not the most important thing for you 567 00:27:48,533 --> 00:27:50,401 but I do appreciate you 568 00:27:50,435 --> 00:27:51,468 trying to meet me in the middle. 569 00:27:52,137 --> 00:27:53,904 You know? 570 00:27:53,938 --> 00:27:55,406 This trip really hasn't gone the way 571 00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,841 I thought it would before we left. 572 00:27:57,876 --> 00:28:01,311 I was thinking about proposing to Vanessa at Big Bear, 573 00:28:01,346 --> 00:28:04,081 but now I'm having some hesitation 574 00:28:04,115 --> 00:28:06,216 because I'm really worried that 575 00:28:06,251 --> 00:28:08,052 she might not wanna marry me. 576 00:28:10,855 --> 00:28:14,158 Vanessa and I had a serious conversation last night 577 00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:17,294 and our intimacy issues are bigger than I thought. 578 00:28:18,797 --> 00:28:20,798 Vanessa and I have different sex drives. 579 00:28:21,733 --> 00:28:24,068 I might want it more than she does. 580 00:28:24,102 --> 00:28:27,771 And because of that, she has serious concerns about our relationship. 581 00:28:28,673 --> 00:28:30,808 I'm afraid I might push Vanessa away 582 00:28:30,842 --> 00:28:32,743 if I keep asking for sex. 583 00:28:32,777 --> 00:28:34,111 I don't wanna do that. 584 00:28:35,613 --> 00:28:37,915 I don't know, I feel pretty good. 585 00:28:37,949 --> 00:28:41,719 Like, you know, I'm not trying to get a lot of sex all the time 586 00:28:41,753 --> 00:28:45,255 but, like last night, we started to do it, we tried, 587 00:28:45,290 --> 00:28:47,858 and we were tired, and that was fine, I wasn't angry or anything. 588 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:49,093 But this morning though... 589 00:28:49,694 --> 00:28:51,328 [Vanessa chuckles] 590 00:28:51,362 --> 00:28:53,097 - Yeah. - It was just natural. 591 00:28:53,131 --> 00:28:55,232 Maybe that was it, like, we just kissed, 592 00:28:55,266 --> 00:28:58,435 and then one thing led to another and then another... 593 00:28:59,037 --> 00:29:00,237 Yeah. 594 00:29:01,339 --> 00:29:03,574 No, I like having sex with you, I just... 595 00:29:05,310 --> 00:29:08,178 I don't know how much is enough for you. 596 00:29:11,850 --> 00:29:14,118 Colt tries to compromise 597 00:29:14,152 --> 00:29:17,855 but Colt likes sex way more than any man I've ever met. 598 00:29:19,257 --> 00:29:21,759 I want to make Colt happy but I don't think 599 00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:23,160 it'll ever be enough for him. 600 00:29:23,194 --> 00:29:25,095 And if he doesn't get it, 601 00:29:25,130 --> 00:29:27,397 he'll look for it somewhere else. 602 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:30,100 It makes me not confident in our relationship. 603 00:29:30,969 --> 00:29:32,402 So I am worried about that. 604 00:29:34,639 --> 00:29:36,140 I think today will be really fun. 605 00:29:36,908 --> 00:29:39,042 Go outside, see some water, 606 00:29:39,077 --> 00:29:40,611 We have a nice picnic, I think. 607 00:29:40,645 --> 00:29:42,946 - I got some stuff. - Okay. 608 00:29:42,981 --> 00:29:45,482 [kissing] 609 00:29:46,184 --> 00:29:48,051 [Vanessa chuckles] 610 00:29:48,086 --> 00:29:50,020 Right. I'm gonna go get ready. 611 00:29:52,757 --> 00:29:54,625 [upbeat music playing] 612 00:30:03,568 --> 00:30:04,935 [Colt] Perfect weather for a picnic. 613 00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:07,905 [Vanessa] It really is. This is so nice. 614 00:30:08,907 --> 00:30:10,641 [Colt] Vanessa and I are going on a picnic 615 00:30:10,675 --> 00:30:12,376 and I have the ring with me, 616 00:30:12,410 --> 00:30:14,912 but I'm not sure if I'm gonna propose or not to her. 617 00:30:14,946 --> 00:30:17,548 There are still some concern that we won't be able 618 00:30:17,582 --> 00:30:19,416 to resolve our intimacy problems. 619 00:30:19,450 --> 00:30:21,418 If I propose to Vanessa and she says no 620 00:30:21,452 --> 00:30:23,320 it definitely won't feel like a step back. 621 00:30:23,354 --> 00:30:25,255 And I don't know if I'll have the courage 622 00:30:25,290 --> 00:30:27,124 or interest to propose to her twice. 623 00:30:27,792 --> 00:30:29,426 And I don't want to risk that, 624 00:30:29,460 --> 00:30:31,428 so maybe this isn't the right time. 625 00:30:33,264 --> 00:30:35,132 [Vanessa] I guess we didn't really need a blanket. 626 00:30:35,166 --> 00:30:37,201 [Colt] Well, never know when you need a blanket. 627 00:30:37,235 --> 00:30:38,202 [Vanessa] That's true. 628 00:30:38,236 --> 00:30:40,103 So we got bread and meat and cheese, 629 00:30:40,138 --> 00:30:41,738 and some fruit. 630 00:30:41,773 --> 00:30:44,875 Thank you so much for putting all this together. 631 00:30:44,909 --> 00:30:45,909 Well, I try. 632 00:30:45,944 --> 00:30:47,444 Mini toast. 633 00:30:47,478 --> 00:30:48,779 That is so cute. 634 00:30:48,813 --> 00:30:50,581 A little mini toast sandwich. 635 00:30:50,615 --> 00:30:52,115 [Colt in high-pitched voice] First, you start 636 00:30:52,150 --> 00:30:53,317 with a slice of bread. 637 00:30:53,351 --> 00:30:55,719 - Okay. Uh-huh. - Melt the cheese. 638 00:30:55,753 --> 00:30:57,454 And this is the important part. 639 00:30:57,488 --> 00:30:59,122 [laughing] 640 00:30:59,157 --> 00:31:00,657 - The meat. - Uh-huh. 641 00:31:00,692 --> 00:31:02,326 - [in normal voice] There. - It looks perfect. 642 00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:03,894 - It's a baby sandwich. - It's a baby sandwich. 643 00:31:03,928 --> 00:31:05,495 - Do you want to eat it? - [crunching] 644 00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,865 - Yeah. Eat those chompers. - [laughs] Mmm-hmm. 645 00:31:12,036 --> 00:31:14,137 - It's good. - Mmm. 646 00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,506 I love this view though. 647 00:31:16,541 --> 00:31:18,842 - [Colt] Isn't it tight? - Perfect. 648 00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:20,644 I remember you did this at my birthday. 649 00:31:20,678 --> 00:31:22,045 You took me on a picnic. 650 00:31:23,248 --> 00:31:26,116 It wasn't really much, but to me it meant the world. 651 00:31:26,150 --> 00:31:28,318 You do things like that a lot, you know that? 652 00:31:28,353 --> 00:31:30,721 Like, you don't think you do a lot, but you do. 653 00:31:30,755 --> 00:31:33,624 Just being around me, listening, 654 00:31:33,658 --> 00:31:35,492 being nice to my mother, that means a lot. 655 00:31:36,094 --> 00:31:38,028 - Yeah? - Yeah. 656 00:31:38,663 --> 00:31:39,930 It's not hard. 657 00:31:40,932 --> 00:31:42,866 - Others have tried and failed. - [laughs] 658 00:31:44,402 --> 00:31:46,670 But last night, 659 00:31:46,704 --> 00:31:49,239 telling me how you don't think you can actually 660 00:31:50,141 --> 00:31:52,142 give me what I want. 661 00:31:52,176 --> 00:31:54,611 You're so worried that you can't make me happy. 662 00:31:54,646 --> 00:31:55,746 I am. 663 00:31:56,547 --> 00:31:58,015 I don't want you to be scared, 664 00:31:58,049 --> 00:32:00,117 I don't want you to worry about 665 00:32:00,151 --> 00:32:02,219 whether or not you can make me happy. 666 00:32:02,253 --> 00:32:04,388 You making me a sandwich, or you taking me on a picnic, 667 00:32:04,422 --> 00:32:07,090 me eating with you, these are moments I'm happy. 668 00:32:07,125 --> 00:32:08,926 I like this stuff. 669 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,994 Waking up with you every morning, 670 00:32:11,562 --> 00:32:13,163 just holding you. 671 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:16,900 What do you think, honestly, 672 00:32:16,935 --> 00:32:18,602 what is the problem that we have? 673 00:32:19,737 --> 00:32:21,038 It's just the sex thing? 674 00:32:22,407 --> 00:32:24,741 I feel like I can't live up to 675 00:32:24,776 --> 00:32:27,044 whatever it is you really want. 676 00:32:27,078 --> 00:32:30,047 And I really worry that you'd cheat on me, too. I mean... 677 00:32:32,550 --> 00:32:34,918 I'm afraid of losing you, honestly. 678 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:35,986 What do you mean? 679 00:32:37,221 --> 00:32:38,388 I'm afraid of losing you. 680 00:32:39,991 --> 00:32:41,124 Don't crush me. 681 00:32:44,796 --> 00:32:46,129 [Colt] I am satisfied. 682 00:32:50,368 --> 00:32:52,769 - I love you, Vanessa. - I love you, too. 683 00:32:54,305 --> 00:32:55,372 Sorry. [laughs] 684 00:32:59,877 --> 00:33:02,512 I'm a pretty guarded person regardless of whether it's Colt. 685 00:33:03,314 --> 00:33:06,116 I don't trust people too much. 686 00:33:06,150 --> 00:33:09,419 And Colt has a history of cheating and all that, 687 00:33:09,454 --> 00:33:10,887 so that makes it even harder for me. 688 00:33:12,991 --> 00:33:15,525 I do notice I'm very vulnerable around Colt. 689 00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:18,395 He's the only person that's been able to make me cry in years. 690 00:33:19,530 --> 00:33:21,932 I don't know if we're gonna work out. 691 00:33:21,966 --> 00:33:26,169 I'm hoping for the best, but I really don't know. 692 00:33:31,709 --> 00:33:34,144 If you want. We can walk around a bit. 693 00:33:34,178 --> 00:33:36,279 - Sure. - Okay. 694 00:33:42,220 --> 00:33:43,587 [Colt] It's so beautiful out here. 695 00:33:43,621 --> 00:33:44,855 [Vanessa] Mmm-hmm. 696 00:33:47,658 --> 00:33:49,326 [Colt] I'm gonna take these to the car. 697 00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:51,128 - I'll meet you out there. - Okay. 698 00:33:52,463 --> 00:33:53,530 [Colt sighing] 699 00:33:54,966 --> 00:33:56,333 She cried. 700 00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:59,202 She was talking about me and how she loves being with me. 701 00:33:59,837 --> 00:34:01,204 How can I not marry her? 702 00:34:01,239 --> 00:34:03,206 How can I not ask her to marry me? 703 00:34:05,543 --> 00:34:07,544 I'm gonna propose to Vanessa. 704 00:34:07,578 --> 00:34:09,046 I know it's crazy, I know it's impulsive, 705 00:34:09,080 --> 00:34:10,280 but I have to follow my heart. 706 00:34:13,418 --> 00:34:14,918 My hands are shaking. 707 00:34:18,256 --> 00:34:19,556 If Vanessa says no, 708 00:34:19,590 --> 00:34:21,958 then that means she'll never trust me, 709 00:34:25,763 --> 00:34:28,231 and that might be the end of our relationship. 710 00:34:37,608 --> 00:34:40,010 ♪ I've got buckets of anger ♪ 711 00:34:40,044 --> 00:34:44,281 ♪ And I've got buckets of pain ♪ 712 00:34:44,315 --> 00:34:47,451 ♪ I've got buckets of everything ♪ 713 00:34:47,485 --> 00:34:50,053 ♪ That makes me insane ♪ 714 00:34:50,822 --> 00:34:54,257 ♪ I've got buckets of ups ♪ 715 00:34:54,292 --> 00:34:58,662 ♪ And I've got buckets of down ♪ 716 00:34:58,696 --> 00:35:03,266 ♪ You only miss me when I'm not around ♪ 717 00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:08,405 [Ed] I texted Liz 718 00:35:08,439 --> 00:35:11,341 and Liz agreed to come over so we can talk. 719 00:35:11,375 --> 00:35:12,843 And I'm really nervous. 720 00:35:15,179 --> 00:35:17,848 We haven't talked since our fight in Vegas, 721 00:35:18,883 --> 00:35:20,383 and I miss her. 722 00:35:21,552 --> 00:35:23,653 Everything reminds me of her. 723 00:35:23,688 --> 00:35:26,690 Like, everything. Every song. 724 00:35:26,724 --> 00:35:29,893 I'm in my bedroom, my sheets smell like her. 725 00:35:29,927 --> 00:35:32,395 I love Liz. I wanna be with her, 726 00:35:32,430 --> 00:35:34,397 and I just wanna reconcile and see 727 00:35:34,432 --> 00:35:36,833 how we can communicate better. 728 00:35:36,868 --> 00:35:39,035 Because she is what I want. 729 00:35:39,070 --> 00:35:41,738 I wanna know that I am what she wants, 730 00:35:41,772 --> 00:35:43,173 forever. 731 00:35:44,742 --> 00:35:48,879 So I got this champagne, the wine, the fire, okay. 732 00:35:50,181 --> 00:35:52,249 - [doorbell rings] - There she is. 733 00:35:58,089 --> 00:35:59,723 Hey, how are you? 734 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,564 Vegas was tricky. 735 00:36:07,598 --> 00:36:10,467 Dinner with Tiffany was tense. 736 00:36:10,501 --> 00:36:13,270 I definitely didn't feel comfortable talking to her. 737 00:36:14,572 --> 00:36:16,840 I saw the eye rolls, I saw the face, 738 00:36:17,842 --> 00:36:20,210 and then at the club, 739 00:36:20,244 --> 00:36:23,013 I heard Tiffany and the comments the friend was saying... 740 00:36:24,782 --> 00:36:26,149 "Can't you just find someone your age?" 741 00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:27,951 I was sitting right next to her. 742 00:36:27,985 --> 00:36:29,986 It was very disrespectful. 743 00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:33,590 And when Ed was asking me what was going on, 744 00:36:33,624 --> 00:36:35,258 I didn't wanna open up about it 745 00:36:35,293 --> 00:36:38,261 but he kept pushing for it and pushing for it, 746 00:36:38,296 --> 00:36:39,563 and that bothers me. 747 00:36:39,597 --> 00:36:41,298 It really does bother me. 748 00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:43,377 So I just shut him out, 749 00:36:43,401 --> 00:36:44,601 didn't listen to him anymore, 750 00:36:44,635 --> 00:36:46,369 and he really kept pushing it to the point 751 00:36:46,404 --> 00:36:49,239 where I went online, bought a ticket to go home 752 00:36:49,273 --> 00:36:51,007 because of how he was acting that night. 753 00:36:54,111 --> 00:36:55,245 How are you? 754 00:36:55,947 --> 00:36:57,347 So I've been thinking a lot. 755 00:36:59,083 --> 00:37:00,217 About us. 756 00:37:02,753 --> 00:37:04,387 And, um... 757 00:37:05,323 --> 00:37:07,023 Can we talk about Vegas? 758 00:37:12,430 --> 00:37:15,065 Vegas is very hard for me to talk about. 759 00:37:15,099 --> 00:37:16,233 Okay. 760 00:37:17,902 --> 00:37:19,803 If you don't wanna talk about it, we don't have to. 761 00:37:21,205 --> 00:37:24,975 I just want to, you know, apologize. 762 00:37:27,044 --> 00:37:28,812 What happened at the club 763 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,648 wasn't fair to you, 764 00:37:32,316 --> 00:37:33,683 and I don't know how you feel, 765 00:37:33,718 --> 00:37:36,086 I think we're not very good communicators. 766 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:42,826 I don't disagree on that topic specifically. 767 00:37:42,860 --> 00:37:44,561 There's just a time and a place 768 00:37:44,595 --> 00:37:45,929 to speak about things 769 00:37:46,831 --> 00:37:47,931 and discuss them. 770 00:37:48,899 --> 00:37:49,966 [Ed] I got that. 771 00:37:50,701 --> 00:37:52,469 I talk too much. 772 00:37:52,503 --> 00:37:53,970 So when I get upset, 773 00:37:54,639 --> 00:37:57,607 I don't use this, I use this. 774 00:37:57,642 --> 00:38:00,610 And what you do is you pull back. 775 00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:03,680 And because you shut down, 776 00:38:03,714 --> 00:38:07,083 it made me feel like I thought you were mad at me 777 00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,853 but I couldn't shut up, I couldn't let it go. 778 00:38:09,887 --> 00:38:11,921 And I paid the price. Like... 779 00:38:13,057 --> 00:38:14,557 When you left, 780 00:38:16,227 --> 00:38:18,061 I actually had a panic attack. 781 00:38:28,639 --> 00:38:30,240 [Liz] I feel bad for leaving, 782 00:38:31,742 --> 00:38:35,245 but I didn't expect this. 783 00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:39,883 My defense mechanism is shutting down. 784 00:38:40,785 --> 00:38:44,387 And I want to be left alone. 785 00:38:44,422 --> 00:38:47,590 I would hope that he would understand that, 786 00:38:47,625 --> 00:38:51,361 but he's not really listening to how I feel 787 00:38:51,395 --> 00:38:53,930 and that's definitely hard. 788 00:39:01,472 --> 00:39:03,173 I'm sorry. 789 00:39:03,207 --> 00:39:04,274 You're a really good person, 790 00:39:04,308 --> 00:39:05,608 you're a really good boyfriend, 791 00:39:05,643 --> 00:39:07,377 you just... You don't listen. 792 00:39:08,546 --> 00:39:10,814 But I know I could open up more. 793 00:39:12,116 --> 00:39:14,517 I want to work on this relationship. 794 00:39:17,521 --> 00:39:18,788 And me, too. 795 00:39:21,225 --> 00:39:22,959 I just want you to be happy. 796 00:39:24,628 --> 00:39:25,995 Am I what you want? 797 00:39:28,065 --> 00:39:29,532 Am I who you wanna be with? 798 00:39:31,335 --> 00:39:33,136 And I mean, like, not today, 799 00:39:34,171 --> 00:39:35,505 not next week... 800 00:39:38,843 --> 00:39:41,211 Am I your forever? 801 00:39:44,782 --> 00:39:46,616 I felt like the relationship was very rushed 802 00:39:46,650 --> 00:39:48,318 but, yeah, I want you. 803 00:39:49,153 --> 00:39:51,788 But as far as forever, 804 00:39:51,822 --> 00:39:55,125 I don't think that's a fair question to ask me still so soon, 805 00:39:56,460 --> 00:39:58,228 but, yeah, you are what I want. 806 00:40:03,167 --> 00:40:05,268 It's kind of hard to believe in forever. 807 00:40:06,303 --> 00:40:10,173 I'm two marriages in and stubborn. 808 00:40:11,008 --> 00:40:12,909 But he has a huge heart 809 00:40:12,943 --> 00:40:16,446 and he became such a great friend 810 00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:18,982 and then best friend. 811 00:40:19,016 --> 00:40:21,184 I don't want to walk away from this relationship. 812 00:40:25,990 --> 00:40:28,491 Would Teddy be mad if you came over and sat by me? 813 00:40:30,027 --> 00:40:32,362 [giggles] I'll come over. 814 00:40:32,396 --> 00:40:34,397 I just wanna be next to you. 815 00:40:35,666 --> 00:40:37,167 I'm gonna fall. 816 00:40:37,201 --> 00:40:39,302 Wait, pull in Teddy so we don't get in the fire. 817 00:40:45,509 --> 00:40:46,709 [Liz sighing] 818 00:40:49,513 --> 00:40:52,081 [Ed] Even though I know we have to continue 819 00:40:52,116 --> 00:40:54,284 to build our communications skills, 820 00:40:54,318 --> 00:40:58,288 and Liz didn't really land on my forever idea, 821 00:40:59,190 --> 00:41:01,057 seeing Liz get emotional tonight 822 00:41:01,091 --> 00:41:02,992 and crying, 823 00:41:03,027 --> 00:41:05,228 I see that as a positive. 824 00:41:05,262 --> 00:41:09,232 It meant to me that this person really wants 825 00:41:09,266 --> 00:41:10,967 a possible future. 826 00:41:11,001 --> 00:41:13,703 And I'm... I'm feeling pretty good about that. 827 00:41:16,774 --> 00:41:18,174 [Liz] You drive me crazy. 828 00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:27,317 ♪ Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh ♪ 829 00:41:27,351 --> 00:41:30,854 ♪ Oh-oh, oh-oh Whoa-oh-oh, oh-oh ♪ 830 00:41:30,888 --> 00:41:35,658 ♪ Baby, come and ride with me tonight ♪ 831 00:41:35,693 --> 00:41:38,361 ♪ I wanna ri-ride Wanna ri-ride ♪ 832 00:41:38,395 --> 00:41:40,296 Honey, are you ready to meet Robert? 833 00:41:42,366 --> 00:41:45,969 I'm waiting on my date Robert to come pick me up. 834 00:41:46,003 --> 00:41:49,772 He's been in Arizona seeing his daughters for the last week, 835 00:41:49,807 --> 00:41:51,608 and I'm excited to see him. 836 00:41:56,213 --> 00:41:58,147 This is our second date. 837 00:41:58,182 --> 00:42:01,718 Our first date went very well, it was easy going. 838 00:42:01,752 --> 00:42:04,787 And our plan for our second date... 839 00:42:07,925 --> 00:42:09,959 [laughing] 840 00:42:16,267 --> 00:42:19,702 Robert has all the qualities that I'm looking for. 841 00:42:19,737 --> 00:42:22,238 And I want to get to know him more 842 00:42:22,273 --> 00:42:23,840 and see what happens. 843 00:42:24,942 --> 00:42:26,543 When you have a first date, 844 00:42:26,577 --> 00:42:28,578 you don't know that the person likes you, 845 00:42:28,612 --> 00:42:30,980 but when you go on the second date, 846 00:42:31,015 --> 00:42:32,682 it's clearly they like you 847 00:42:32,716 --> 00:42:35,752 or else they wouldn't have asked you to go out on a second date. 848 00:42:35,786 --> 00:42:39,822 And I'm hoping that I don't have to go on any more first dates. 849 00:42:39,857 --> 00:42:42,425 First dates suck. 850 00:42:42,459 --> 00:42:44,527 [laughing] 851 00:42:47,064 --> 00:42:48,431 [knocking on door] 852 00:42:52,069 --> 00:42:54,170 Oh, Penny, quit that! 853 00:42:54,204 --> 00:42:56,573 - Hello. - Hello. [laughs] 854 00:42:56,607 --> 00:42:58,508 - Hi, how are you? - Good. How you doing? 855 00:42:58,542 --> 00:43:00,577 - These are for you. - I'm doing good. Thank you. 856 00:43:01,478 --> 00:43:03,146 Oh, beautiful dog. 857 00:43:04,415 --> 00:43:05,582 I got something else for you, too, 858 00:43:05,616 --> 00:43:06,950 - when I was in Arizona. - Okay. 859 00:43:08,285 --> 00:43:11,087 - Hey! - I don't know if you like to drink or not but... 860 00:43:11,121 --> 00:43:12,989 - I collect these, actually. - Do you? 861 00:43:14,091 --> 00:43:16,759 I've never had flowers brought to me 862 00:43:16,794 --> 00:43:18,127 on a date before, 863 00:43:18,162 --> 00:43:21,230 or shot glasses from Arizona. 864 00:43:21,265 --> 00:43:23,900 That made me even happier because it showed that 865 00:43:23,934 --> 00:43:26,402 he was thinking of me. 866 00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:29,472 - Thank you. - I was thinking about you when I was in Arizona. 867 00:43:30,407 --> 00:43:33,109 I'm Robert. I met Danielle online. 868 00:43:33,143 --> 00:43:35,445 We were talking, and we hit it off. 869 00:43:37,014 --> 00:43:39,582 I'm actually pretty nervous to literally state. 870 00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:41,784 I'm excited and nervous at the same time. 871 00:43:43,187 --> 00:43:45,555 I came from a bad relationship 872 00:43:45,589 --> 00:43:47,757 so it's kind of I want someone that wants to be there 873 00:43:47,791 --> 00:43:49,559 and enjoys being with me. 874 00:43:49,593 --> 00:43:51,094 Danielle seems really into family 875 00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:52,996 and that's the same thing that I'm kind of looking for 876 00:43:53,030 --> 00:43:55,632 is someone that believes in family values 877 00:43:55,666 --> 00:43:57,033 and wants to better themselves 878 00:43:57,067 --> 00:43:59,068 and try to meet the right person. 879 00:43:59,103 --> 00:44:02,939 Oh, you got to stay, Penny. No. [laughs] 880 00:44:02,973 --> 00:44:04,841 [Penny whimpering] 881 00:44:04,875 --> 00:44:06,676 [upbeat music playing] 882 00:44:13,651 --> 00:44:14,884 - Thank you. - Uh-huh. 883 00:44:19,823 --> 00:44:23,359 [Danielle] Axe throwing is not something I would normally do. 884 00:44:23,394 --> 00:44:26,162 [man] Hi, guys, we're gonna be down here in bay one. 885 00:44:26,196 --> 00:44:29,232 There is the fear of looking stupid, 886 00:44:29,266 --> 00:44:30,566 not doing it right. 887 00:44:31,735 --> 00:44:33,503 You get to go first. 888 00:44:33,537 --> 00:44:35,204 - I get to go first. - You get to go first. 889 00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:36,706 Ladies always go first. 890 00:44:38,242 --> 00:44:40,543 I don't know about this. [laughing] 891 00:44:42,346 --> 00:44:43,913 Okay, like this? 892 00:44:48,085 --> 00:44:50,520 - Little more... - [giggling] 893 00:44:50,554 --> 00:44:51,821 Little more... 894 00:44:52,923 --> 00:44:54,991 [Danielle] I'm not gonna be no good at this. 895 00:45:02,433 --> 00:45:04,500 On a scale of one to ten, 896 00:45:04,535 --> 00:45:08,071 I would say my axe throwing is a two. 897 00:45:09,873 --> 00:45:12,175 - [exclaims, laughs] - That was close. 898 00:45:13,410 --> 00:45:14,744 [Danielle exclaiming] 899 00:45:14,778 --> 00:45:16,379 [Robert] Here, scoot over here and I'll try it. 900 00:45:16,413 --> 00:45:18,081 - Good. - Let's see how it goes. 901 00:45:25,422 --> 00:45:28,224 Any time you have a man that's fixing something 902 00:45:28,258 --> 00:45:29,392 or throwing something, 903 00:45:29,426 --> 00:45:31,294 that's kind of sexy. 904 00:45:35,065 --> 00:45:37,233 See, you're better than me. 905 00:45:37,267 --> 00:45:38,868 [Robert] Well, it's just beginner's luck. 906 00:45:38,902 --> 00:45:41,003 [laughs] Beginner's luck. 907 00:45:41,038 --> 00:45:43,873 On a scale of one to ten, 908 00:45:43,907 --> 00:45:48,177 I would say he's an 11 throwing the axe. 909 00:45:48,212 --> 00:45:50,913 You put your hand up and up like that. 910 00:45:50,948 --> 00:45:53,483 This one over it, and then just kind of back. 911 00:45:54,051 --> 00:45:55,184 Nice and easy. 912 00:45:55,219 --> 00:45:57,253 I'm having fun with Robert. 913 00:45:57,287 --> 00:45:59,455 It was kinda nice that he's holding my hand 914 00:45:59,490 --> 00:46:01,858 and then showing me how to throw it. 915 00:46:01,892 --> 00:46:04,827 So maybe it's a good thing that I'm not very good. 916 00:46:08,732 --> 00:46:11,534 - Oh, I got it! - You got it to stick, good job. 917 00:46:12,636 --> 00:46:14,237 It's the second date, 918 00:46:14,271 --> 00:46:15,838 and I think the chemistry is going really well. 919 00:46:17,374 --> 00:46:20,643 Danielle, to me, is someone that is easy to get along with. 920 00:46:20,677 --> 00:46:23,179 I'm definitely looking for a long-term relationship. 921 00:46:23,213 --> 00:46:24,981 - [axe falls] - [Daniele groans] 922 00:46:25,015 --> 00:46:27,416 I believe that there could be a future with us. 923 00:46:27,451 --> 00:46:28,985 I definitely have to get to know her better. 924 00:46:30,220 --> 00:46:32,488 You want to sit? 'Cause my feet are hurting. 925 00:46:32,523 --> 00:46:34,457 Yeah, we can sit down for some, yeah. 926 00:46:38,295 --> 00:46:39,695 Thank you. [laughs] 927 00:46:41,365 --> 00:46:45,234 So how was the trip in Arizona? 928 00:46:45,269 --> 00:46:46,803 It was great, I got to see my girls. 929 00:46:46,837 --> 00:46:48,838 Met a lot of good friends back there. 930 00:46:48,872 --> 00:46:50,306 And you could stay at a bar 931 00:46:50,340 --> 00:46:51,774 till two, three o'clock in the morning. 932 00:46:51,809 --> 00:46:54,277 It was a nice vacation. 933 00:46:54,311 --> 00:46:56,245 What about you? I mean, do you like to travel? 934 00:46:56,280 --> 00:46:59,115 I do like to travel but I've only started traveling 935 00:46:59,149 --> 00:47:00,817 in the last couple of years. 936 00:47:00,851 --> 00:47:03,853 I started going to Maryland, to see friends, 937 00:47:03,887 --> 00:47:05,721 and stuff like that. 938 00:47:05,756 --> 00:47:08,925 How long have you been divorced? 939 00:47:10,694 --> 00:47:12,929 I was married for 17 years. 940 00:47:12,963 --> 00:47:15,431 So I've been divorced now probably... 941 00:47:16,166 --> 00:47:17,800 - ...ten years. - Mmm-hmm. 942 00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:20,369 How long have you been divorced? 943 00:47:20,404 --> 00:47:21,671 Um... 944 00:47:22,773 --> 00:47:26,909 Okay, I was with the kids' dad for 22 years. 945 00:47:26,944 --> 00:47:29,545 And then I got with my ex-husband. 946 00:47:29,580 --> 00:47:32,048 But we only lived together a year and half 947 00:47:32,082 --> 00:47:34,250 because then he left 948 00:47:34,284 --> 00:47:36,085 and then he wouldn't give me his address 949 00:47:36,119 --> 00:47:37,920 so he could be served. 950 00:47:39,256 --> 00:47:41,224 That kind of sounds like a mess. 951 00:47:41,258 --> 00:47:43,492 Was it a mess or was it... 952 00:47:43,527 --> 00:47:48,130 There's just been a lot that is hard to forget. 953 00:47:49,366 --> 00:47:52,101 A lot of issues when... 954 00:47:53,570 --> 00:47:55,037 ...he, uh... 955 00:47:57,341 --> 00:47:58,374 When he left. 956 00:47:59,576 --> 00:48:02,111 He said some pretty harsh things. 957 00:48:04,648 --> 00:48:08,328 In order for Robert to get to know who I am, 958 00:48:08,352 --> 00:48:11,554 I have to be able to share with him 959 00:48:11,588 --> 00:48:13,422 about my past 960 00:48:13,457 --> 00:48:16,259 because my past relationships have set me 961 00:48:16,293 --> 00:48:18,060 on the course that I'm in 962 00:48:18,095 --> 00:48:20,630 with trust issues, low self-esteem, 963 00:48:20,664 --> 00:48:22,131 and stuff like that. 964 00:48:22,165 --> 00:48:26,035 And I want him to know that it's going to take time 965 00:48:26,069 --> 00:48:28,571 to build up trust. 966 00:48:28,605 --> 00:48:31,474 That way, all the cards are on the table 967 00:48:31,508 --> 00:48:35,044 and we can work through those issues hopefully together. 968 00:48:35,078 --> 00:48:38,748 But my past is hard to talk about. 969 00:48:42,819 --> 00:48:45,388 That's one of the things that's held me back 970 00:48:45,422 --> 00:48:46,956 from dating was those 971 00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:50,092 comments that he said. 972 00:48:50,127 --> 00:48:53,296 Because I always put it in the back of my mind. 973 00:48:54,831 --> 00:48:57,300 Uh... [exhales] 974 00:49:01,138 --> 00:49:03,439 I need a minute. [laughs nervously] 975 00:49:03,473 --> 00:49:06,509 I need a minute 'cause this is gonna be hard. 976 00:49:08,545 --> 00:49:12,181 [sobbing] I've never had to tell it to another man before. 977 00:49:12,215 --> 00:49:13,883 [sniffing] 978 00:49:20,357 --> 00:49:22,692 [continues sobbing] 979 00:49:38,441 --> 00:49:40,576 [narrator] Next time on 90 Day: The Single Life... 980 00:49:41,745 --> 00:49:43,512 You light up my world. 981 00:49:43,547 --> 00:49:45,081 Will you move in? 982 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:48,484 Mmm... 983 00:49:50,587 --> 00:49:52,355 I had a lot of healing to do... 984 00:49:53,690 --> 00:49:55,024 That's not an excuse why you... 985 00:50:03,367 --> 00:50:05,334 I'm choosing you to have my baby. 986 00:50:07,337 --> 00:50:10,206 I want her to be the mother of my children. 987 00:50:10,240 --> 00:50:12,308 It's time. It's time for me to start a family. 988 00:50:12,342 --> 00:50:13,843 I'm 45. 989 00:50:13,877 --> 00:50:16,012 I can't do that. 990 00:50:18,548 --> 00:50:20,916 I need to get it off my chest. 991 00:50:21,518 --> 00:50:23,352 It's part of my past. 992 00:50:25,355 --> 00:50:26,822 [Robert] You okay? 993 00:50:27,424 --> 00:50:29,191 My ex-husband said 994 00:50:29,226 --> 00:50:32,161 no man would ever want to sleep with me 995 00:50:32,195 --> 00:50:34,363 because of smelling... 996 00:50:37,667 --> 00:50:38,968 Vanessa... 997 00:50:40,337 --> 00:50:41,904 Wanna get married? 998 00:50:45,175 --> 00:50:48,477 I'm kinda worried that Vanessa's gonna say no. 999 00:50:48,512 --> 00:50:50,046 That would break my heart. 1000 00:50:51,415 --> 00:50:53,349 [Vanessa whimpers]