1 00:00:13,113 --> 00:00:15,748 [jazzy instrumental music playing] 2 00:00:34,401 --> 00:00:37,803 Liz and I have been together for about 2 months, 3 00:00:38,805 --> 00:00:41,273 and at this point in my life, 4 00:00:41,307 --> 00:00:45,444 I have never loved anyone the way I love Liz. 5 00:00:46,646 --> 00:00:47,913 Ever. 6 00:00:48,782 --> 00:00:50,649 We had our bumps, 7 00:00:50,683 --> 00:00:52,584 but we are back on track. 8 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:58,824 But recently, I feel like Liz is starting to pull back 9 00:00:58,858 --> 00:01:01,527 and I don't know why. 10 00:01:03,863 --> 00:01:07,499 She's telling me that she's "so busy." 11 00:01:07,534 --> 00:01:11,970 So I'm worried that I'm not a priority for Liz, 12 00:01:12,739 --> 00:01:13,839 and it hurts. 13 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:18,544 It's been difficult. 14 00:01:20,013 --> 00:01:23,615 Her first priority is her daughter, 15 00:01:23,650 --> 00:01:25,818 her second priority is her job, 16 00:01:25,852 --> 00:01:28,620 her third priority are her friends, 17 00:01:28,655 --> 00:01:31,590 and her social life and then there's me. 18 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:35,494 If she was in love with you, she wanted to be with you. 19 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:37,062 Yeah. 20 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:39,231 I'm having dinner with Liz later tonight and 21 00:01:39,265 --> 00:01:40,532 I'm gonna go, "Liz, look, 22 00:01:40,567 --> 00:01:43,635 I love you. I don't think you are committed to me." 23 00:01:48,007 --> 00:01:51,310 I'm on my way to go pick up Liz and 24 00:01:51,344 --> 00:01:53,479 I wanna tell Liz how I feel but 25 00:01:53,513 --> 00:01:55,881 I'm afraid of losing her. 26 00:02:07,427 --> 00:02:08,727 [Ed] Hey-yo! 27 00:02:08,761 --> 00:02:10,562 How are you? [Ed giggles] 28 00:02:10,597 --> 00:02:12,898 - [Liz] Hi. - You look great, as always. 29 00:02:12,932 --> 00:02:14,066 [both laugh] 30 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:18,103 Recently, we've not had 31 00:02:18,138 --> 00:02:21,173 very many interactions. 32 00:02:21,207 --> 00:02:23,242 - Your chariot, madame. - Thank you. 33 00:02:23,910 --> 00:02:25,777 I'm being completely honest, 34 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:28,347 and I'm definitely struggling 35 00:02:28,381 --> 00:02:31,583 because I hate to say it, but there is that age difference 36 00:02:31,618 --> 00:02:33,952 even though I wanna feel like it's non-existent. 37 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:36,221 And, 38 00:02:37,757 --> 00:02:39,625 I just want... 39 00:02:42,128 --> 00:02:43,595 I wanna be happy. 40 00:02:46,966 --> 00:02:48,534 So how was your day? 41 00:02:50,370 --> 00:02:52,905 Um... Work was slow and then it picked up. 42 00:02:54,140 --> 00:02:55,908 [Liz] How was your day? 43 00:02:55,942 --> 00:02:59,211 It was good. I spoke to Mom, 44 00:02:59,245 --> 00:03:00,679 hung out with Teddy, 45 00:03:01,114 --> 00:03:02,147 um... 46 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,383 You spoke to Mom and hung out with Teddy. 47 00:03:07,153 --> 00:03:08,687 How was talk with Mom? 48 00:03:08,721 --> 00:03:10,189 What did you talk about? 49 00:03:10,223 --> 00:03:14,560 Well, um, we talked about you. You know, like, um... 50 00:03:16,062 --> 00:03:21,366 And, um, when we're together, it's awesome. It's pretty awesome, right? 51 00:03:32,278 --> 00:03:33,512 Are we gonna have a fight? 52 00:03:33,546 --> 00:03:34,813 - No. - Okay. 53 00:03:37,317 --> 00:03:38,450 I hope not. 54 00:03:46,292 --> 00:03:47,492 [Ed] This is nice. 55 00:03:47,527 --> 00:03:49,027 The Edge Water. Here it is. 56 00:03:49,062 --> 00:03:51,363 - [Liz] Oh, my gosh, I'm so cold! - They do have Malbec. 57 00:03:52,966 --> 00:03:55,834 [Ed] I want our date to go well and have a really good time. 58 00:03:55,868 --> 00:03:58,971 But, right now, it's awkward. 59 00:03:59,005 --> 00:04:03,375 I want her to make me feel like I'm her priority. 60 00:04:03,409 --> 00:04:06,378 I need to tell Liz how I feel. 61 00:04:07,914 --> 00:04:09,548 Okay, this is cool. 62 00:04:09,582 --> 00:04:11,850 [Liz] It is really cute. 63 00:04:11,884 --> 00:04:15,354 Here's to you, looking at me, looking at you. 64 00:04:21,394 --> 00:04:22,294 Thank you. 65 00:04:24,631 --> 00:04:25,597 Um... 66 00:04:26,733 --> 00:04:28,233 Anyways-- Wow, that was fast. 67 00:04:31,204 --> 00:04:32,204 So... 68 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:36,842 I've had kind of an epiphany. 69 00:04:42,682 --> 00:04:46,518 You were born the same week my divorce was finalized. 70 00:04:48,087 --> 00:04:49,454 So for me, I'm like... 71 00:04:51,724 --> 00:04:53,925 You're here for a reason. 72 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:57,195 I have feelings for you, like, and they're very strong. 73 00:04:58,531 --> 00:05:02,100 But I have what I call a separation anxiety. 74 00:05:02,135 --> 00:05:05,971 And... so, when I'm not around you, I... 75 00:05:07,740 --> 00:05:09,875 - Freak out? - I freak out. 76 00:05:09,909 --> 00:05:13,111 And I've told you this before, I've always felt that, 77 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:15,314 when it comes to where I relate, [stammers] 78 00:05:15,381 --> 00:05:17,883 you're priority one, no question. 79 00:05:17,917 --> 00:05:20,085 Work, priority two. 80 00:05:20,119 --> 00:05:23,422 Priority three, it's your friends, 81 00:05:23,456 --> 00:05:25,357 and then it's me. 82 00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:32,230 I've just always felt like I'm at the end. 83 00:05:32,265 --> 00:05:34,633 I feel left out and I don't wanna miss you. 84 00:05:34,667 --> 00:05:36,568 I wanna feel secure. 85 00:05:36,602 --> 00:05:40,238 I want a commitment from you that I'm what you want. 86 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:48,947 Well, I'm sorry I made you feel that way 87 00:05:48,981 --> 00:05:50,749 because I do miss you. 88 00:05:53,152 --> 00:05:55,554 We need to find a way to fix it, 89 00:05:55,588 --> 00:05:57,956 to get back onto that page. 90 00:05:59,926 --> 00:06:02,394 I miss telling you about my days. 91 00:06:02,428 --> 00:06:04,930 I feel lost when I don't speak to you. 92 00:06:06,332 --> 00:06:08,800 See, I need that. 93 00:06:09,302 --> 00:06:11,036 I need to hear that. 94 00:06:11,971 --> 00:06:13,538 I didn't know that. 95 00:06:14,207 --> 00:06:16,308 You are definitely a priority. 96 00:06:17,310 --> 00:06:21,246 You are a lot to handle, but I do love you. 97 00:06:25,918 --> 00:06:30,622 Bottom line for me is, you're the one I want. 98 00:06:30,656 --> 00:06:32,724 I love you. 99 00:06:34,360 --> 00:06:36,161 I love you. 100 00:06:39,198 --> 00:06:41,833 So we can start over? 101 00:06:41,868 --> 00:06:43,869 Let's just start over. 102 00:06:43,903 --> 00:06:46,905 [both] Okay, cheers. 103 00:06:51,010 --> 00:06:53,779 I am 100% scared of commitment. 104 00:06:53,813 --> 00:06:55,347 I am. I am. 105 00:06:55,381 --> 00:06:58,316 I've been through two marriages, 106 00:06:58,351 --> 00:07:04,923 but Ed has one of the biggest hearts that I have ever known. 107 00:07:05,825 --> 00:07:08,794 And, I love him. 108 00:07:11,230 --> 00:07:12,631 Wanna get out of here? 109 00:07:12,665 --> 00:07:14,366 Yeah. 110 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:18,270 Tonight I learned that she loves me and... 111 00:07:18,971 --> 00:07:20,705 she's willing to start over. 112 00:07:22,742 --> 00:07:26,478 But, you know, I still have things in my head I need answers to. 113 00:07:28,948 --> 00:07:31,583 I want to know if she sees a future with me 114 00:07:31,951 --> 00:07:32,918 forever. 115 00:07:35,221 --> 00:07:36,121 Because... 116 00:07:38,157 --> 00:07:39,291 because I love her. 117 00:07:40,660 --> 00:07:41,660 Because I love her. 118 00:07:53,105 --> 00:07:54,739 [hip-hop song playing] 119 00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:08,353 [Brittany] Hi, how are you? 120 00:08:08,387 --> 00:08:09,888 I'm gonna put my mask on first. 121 00:08:16,963 --> 00:08:20,232 Things were going so well with Terence, 122 00:08:20,266 --> 00:08:23,702 but I might have ruined any chance that I had with him. 123 00:08:25,037 --> 00:08:26,938 [sighs] 124 00:08:26,973 --> 00:08:29,508 I really couldn't face my fear 125 00:08:29,542 --> 00:08:35,847 that he might switch up, change or try to control me like my exes. 126 00:08:35,882 --> 00:08:36,982 So I ghosted him. 127 00:08:38,451 --> 00:08:40,952 But I reached out to Terence to apologize 128 00:08:40,987 --> 00:08:45,223 and he responded to my text, and agreed to meet me for lunch. 129 00:08:45,892 --> 00:08:48,960 I'm gonna show him that 130 00:08:48,995 --> 00:08:51,196 I can communicate and... 131 00:08:52,665 --> 00:08:57,369 I want to really appreciate this chance and show him the woman I am. 132 00:08:58,137 --> 00:08:59,304 He deserves that. 133 00:09:05,678 --> 00:09:07,479 I'm feeling really nervous because 134 00:09:07,513 --> 00:09:10,515 I really want to make things work with Terence. 135 00:09:11,717 --> 00:09:15,820 Terence definitely has husband qualities. 136 00:09:15,855 --> 00:09:20,859 And I feel different with him than I've felt with anybody else. 137 00:09:20,893 --> 00:09:23,528 But I know what I've done wrong, 138 00:09:23,563 --> 00:09:25,931 and I feel like he may not forgive me. 139 00:09:52,191 --> 00:09:54,392 But I'll say, "You know what, I'm gonna be a bigger person." 140 00:09:54,427 --> 00:09:56,328 'Cause I don't know what you got going on 141 00:09:56,362 --> 00:09:58,563 'cause we didn't communicate. 142 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:01,232 I really was done with Brittany, and I didn't want to see her. 143 00:10:01,267 --> 00:10:03,168 I was very upset about 144 00:10:03,202 --> 00:10:05,236 not hearing from her for a whole two weeks 145 00:10:05,271 --> 00:10:07,472 and wondering where she was at. 146 00:10:07,506 --> 00:10:11,076 She pushed me away so much to where I don't trust her anymore. 147 00:10:11,110 --> 00:10:14,713 But I came today because I want to hear her side of the story, 148 00:10:14,747 --> 00:10:17,215 and see what she has going on, because I really don't know. 149 00:10:22,855 --> 00:10:23,688 I know. 150 00:10:24,857 --> 00:10:25,857 I'm sorry. 151 00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:32,931 I really appreciate you allowing me to explain the situation. 152 00:10:34,667 --> 00:10:36,267 It's, just, I've had a lot of, like, 153 00:10:37,370 --> 00:10:40,639 healing to do about my past situation... 154 00:10:40,673 --> 00:10:42,374 But that's not an excuse why you... 155 00:10:54,420 --> 00:10:57,255 It's just, like, I've been going through a lot of, like, 156 00:10:57,289 --> 00:10:59,057 things, like, internally. 157 00:10:59,091 --> 00:11:02,327 And I start feeling a little insecure, and then I start, like, 158 00:11:02,361 --> 00:11:05,130 just feeding into my fears and stuff, and... 159 00:11:05,164 --> 00:11:06,998 I just pull away so I don't get hurt. 160 00:11:12,905 --> 00:11:15,407 Why couldn't you just say that? You know, you didn't... 161 00:11:15,441 --> 00:11:18,143 It's not that hard to just call me and tell me how you feel. 162 00:11:19,645 --> 00:11:23,348 I don't like being vulnerable like that with a guy. 163 00:11:25,117 --> 00:11:27,052 There's a lot of things that you don't know, 164 00:11:27,086 --> 00:11:29,287 like, about my past situations. 165 00:11:29,321 --> 00:11:31,089 My ex-husband, we were together for two years 166 00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:32,490 and then he totally flipped on me. 167 00:11:32,525 --> 00:11:35,760 He became like a crazy person, like a toxic person. 168 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:38,763 And... that scared the fuck out of me, 169 00:11:38,798 --> 00:11:43,201 and it made me, like, not trust men, it made me be afraid of them. 170 00:11:43,235 --> 00:11:46,771 But I definitely see a different kind of man in you, 171 00:11:46,806 --> 00:11:48,907 and I feel like... 172 00:11:48,941 --> 00:11:53,445 this is something that we can grow together in and work on. 173 00:11:56,515 --> 00:11:57,782 Okay. 174 00:12:03,089 --> 00:12:04,689 So... 175 00:12:04,724 --> 00:12:06,725 I'm gonna give you another chance, but... 176 00:12:10,996 --> 00:12:12,097 - Okay? - Yeah. 177 00:12:14,467 --> 00:12:18,269 Opening up to Terence does not feel normal to me. 178 00:12:18,304 --> 00:12:20,371 I'm not used to sharing my traumas. 179 00:12:21,507 --> 00:12:23,174 But I need to let that go. 180 00:12:24,710 --> 00:12:27,479 I'm so happy that he sees my intentions, 181 00:12:27,513 --> 00:12:29,114 and he's willing to give me that chance, 182 00:12:29,148 --> 00:12:32,317 because I want to potentially have a forever with him, 183 00:12:32,351 --> 00:12:35,587 and I'm willing to do the work and see where things go. 184 00:12:37,923 --> 00:12:41,392 I just want you to know I do care about seeing you and spending time with you, 185 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:43,394 and that's actually all I want. 186 00:12:45,698 --> 00:12:46,865 I will. 187 00:12:46,899 --> 00:12:49,234 'Cause before, no. 188 00:12:49,902 --> 00:12:51,703 [Brittany sighs softly] 189 00:12:51,737 --> 00:12:55,440 I understand that Brittany had, like, a bad past. 190 00:12:55,474 --> 00:12:58,042 I like that she's opening up to me more. 191 00:12:59,211 --> 00:13:00,478 Every time we're with each other, 192 00:13:00,513 --> 00:13:02,180 we just have fun, we just connect. 193 00:13:02,214 --> 00:13:04,549 And when I leave... 194 00:13:04,583 --> 00:13:07,285 we don't connect, so, that's what I'm mostly worried about. 195 00:13:07,319 --> 00:13:08,686 [spoon clatters] 196 00:13:08,721 --> 00:13:11,222 - I'm so clumsy. Why? - [woman snickers] 197 00:13:12,992 --> 00:13:14,325 [Brittany laughs] 198 00:13:40,019 --> 00:13:42,654 ♪ I don't care no more ♪ 199 00:13:42,688 --> 00:13:45,623 ♪ So I say du-ru-du Du-ru-du-ru-du-du ♪ 200 00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:48,860 ♪ I don't care no more ♪ 201 00:13:48,894 --> 00:13:51,129 ♪ Don't worry 'bout a thing ♪ 202 00:13:52,565 --> 00:13:56,801 My ex-husband, he said some pretty harsh things. 203 00:13:56,836 --> 00:14:00,238 That's one of the things that's held me back from dating. 204 00:14:02,441 --> 00:14:03,842 [exhales] 205 00:14:05,110 --> 00:14:08,746 [crying] I need a minute, 'cause this is gonna be hard. 206 00:14:09,715 --> 00:14:13,051 [crying] 207 00:14:18,123 --> 00:14:21,259 [crying continues] 208 00:14:23,095 --> 00:14:25,096 [shuddering] 209 00:14:36,208 --> 00:14:39,744 On my second date with Robert, 210 00:14:39,778 --> 00:14:45,049 I am really scared to tell him about my divorce from Mohamed, 211 00:14:45,084 --> 00:14:47,051 because... [sniffles] 212 00:14:47,586 --> 00:14:49,053 ...it hurt so bad. 213 00:14:55,261 --> 00:15:00,064 [crying] I-- I've never had to tell it to another man before, the things that [sniffles] 214 00:15:00,099 --> 00:15:03,301 He said about me, so it's, like, hard. 215 00:15:04,470 --> 00:15:08,006 But it's part of my past. [crying] 216 00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:14,178 [Danielle exhaling] 217 00:15:16,248 --> 00:15:17,248 Okay. 218 00:15:21,587 --> 00:15:25,390 It makes me more nervous that I don't know how he's going to react. 219 00:15:25,424 --> 00:15:29,093 But I need to get it off my chest, 220 00:15:29,128 --> 00:15:32,363 so he can better understand my insecurities. 221 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:35,500 [sniffles] 222 00:15:36,035 --> 00:15:36,968 You okay? 223 00:15:37,503 --> 00:15:39,137 - Yeah. - Okay. 224 00:15:41,340 --> 00:15:43,741 - [sighs] Sorry. - No problem. 225 00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:47,779 I... You're the first guy that I'm telling this to. 226 00:15:51,417 --> 00:15:52,951 My ex-husband, 227 00:15:53,986 --> 00:15:56,721 he had said that, um, 228 00:15:56,755 --> 00:16:00,291 that no man would ever want to sleep with me 229 00:16:00,326 --> 00:16:03,194 because he was accusing me of 230 00:16:03,228 --> 00:16:06,197 smelling and stuff like that. 231 00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:12,070 And I've just now started... 232 00:16:14,073 --> 00:16:16,541 facing that, because, 233 00:16:16,575 --> 00:16:20,578 in order to get back out in there into the dating world... 234 00:16:22,014 --> 00:16:25,683 I have to let my guard down and let someone in. 235 00:16:33,025 --> 00:16:34,692 I understand. 236 00:16:34,727 --> 00:16:36,861 'Cause I've had some of the same issues. 237 00:16:37,763 --> 00:16:40,298 My ex-wife was kind of the same way. 238 00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:41,966 Always been told you weren't good enough, 239 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,669 or you're too big or you're too that. 240 00:16:44,703 --> 00:16:47,705 - But you try to get past it. - Mmm-hmm. 241 00:16:47,740 --> 00:16:52,043 I have... pretty bad self-esteem issues myself. 242 00:16:52,077 --> 00:16:54,512 You just always wonder if you are good enough or... 243 00:16:54,546 --> 00:16:56,447 And it hurts, like you said, it's... 244 00:16:56,482 --> 00:16:59,784 It's a big thing being told that by someone that you're... 245 00:16:59,818 --> 00:17:01,719 that you're in love with, or you were in love with. 246 00:17:01,754 --> 00:17:03,154 - Yeah. - So, I mean, I understand. 247 00:17:04,823 --> 00:17:07,291 I've always had self-esteem issues 248 00:17:07,326 --> 00:17:11,729 because I've always been on the heavier side. 249 00:17:11,764 --> 00:17:14,966 And sometimes I feel like that I'm not good enough. 250 00:17:17,269 --> 00:17:18,870 You want somebody that loves you, 251 00:17:18,904 --> 00:17:21,539 who's gonna help you, build you up and not build you down, 252 00:17:21,573 --> 00:17:25,276 not talk bad about you but support you and make you a better person. 253 00:17:25,310 --> 00:17:27,412 - Yeah. - That's, as partners, that's what you're supposed to do, 254 00:17:27,446 --> 00:17:30,214 - is make your partner better. - Yeah. 255 00:17:30,249 --> 00:17:33,751 - So, that's what I'm kind of looking for, I mean... - Yeah. 256 00:17:36,422 --> 00:17:39,057 When Robert started telling me about 257 00:17:39,091 --> 00:17:42,727 his own past, it made me feel good 258 00:17:42,761 --> 00:17:47,532 that he was able to open up about his insecurities, too. 259 00:17:47,566 --> 00:17:51,135 And it showed me that he is a caring person. 260 00:17:52,037 --> 00:17:54,038 I'm a slower person, I don't really... 261 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,573 I-- I'm slow, too. 262 00:17:55,607 --> 00:18:00,211 I'm not one just to go sleep around with people and stuff like that. 263 00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:02,480 I want to build up... 264 00:18:02,514 --> 00:18:05,116 Build a relationship and trust, and all that. 265 00:18:05,150 --> 00:18:06,184 - Yeah. - Definitely. 266 00:18:10,856 --> 00:18:12,690 I think they're getting ready to close here, 267 00:18:12,724 --> 00:18:15,493 so if you're ready to go, we can grab our stuff and take off. 268 00:18:15,527 --> 00:18:16,794 - Does that work for you? - Yeah. 269 00:18:16,829 --> 00:18:17,728 Okay. 270 00:18:21,333 --> 00:18:23,434 [Robert] I think all of us have baggage, 271 00:18:23,469 --> 00:18:26,804 but there's no baggage that can stop a good relationship 272 00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:28,083 or a relationship from happening, 273 00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:31,008 and that's kind of how I feel about Danielle, you know. 274 00:18:31,043 --> 00:18:34,011 There's no baggage that's gonna stop you from seeing somebody. 275 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,914 [car beeps] 276 00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:38,649 - [Robert] Well, that was fun. - Yes. 277 00:18:38,684 --> 00:18:40,852 [Robert] Would you, uh... 278 00:18:40,886 --> 00:18:43,988 You're the first person that always opens the door for me. 279 00:18:44,022 --> 00:18:45,022 [both laugh] 280 00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:47,125 [Danielle chuckles softly] 281 00:18:48,627 --> 00:18:50,361 - Thank you. - No problem. 282 00:18:53,365 --> 00:18:54,365 [sighs softly] 283 00:18:55,501 --> 00:18:59,604 [laughing] Um... It felt good to be kissed. 284 00:18:59,638 --> 00:19:04,175 Um, I was a little off guard, but it felt good. 285 00:19:07,012 --> 00:19:08,713 I do hope that there's more. 286 00:19:10,415 --> 00:19:15,086 [emotional music playing] 287 00:19:16,255 --> 00:19:18,156 Never done anything like that, it was a lot of fun. 288 00:19:18,190 --> 00:19:20,525 Neither have I. [laughs] 289 00:19:20,559 --> 00:19:23,194 Next time, I'll have to pick something out that we can do, 290 00:19:23,228 --> 00:19:26,030 - if there is-- If you wanna have a next time. - Yes. 291 00:19:45,584 --> 00:19:46,751 Well. 292 00:19:46,785 --> 00:19:48,686 - Well, it was great going out. - Thank you. 293 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:50,254 - Hopefully we can do it again. - Yeah. 294 00:19:50,289 --> 00:19:51,656 [Robert] All right. 295 00:19:51,690 --> 00:19:53,090 - [Danielle] Thank you. - No problem. 296 00:19:53,125 --> 00:19:55,393 -I had fun. -[Robert] Have a good night. I did, too. 297 00:19:56,395 --> 00:19:57,228 See you later. 298 00:19:59,731 --> 00:20:00,565 [Danielle laughing] 299 00:20:04,236 --> 00:20:09,273 I am feeling pretty good right now. This is the best date that I've ever had. 300 00:20:12,010 --> 00:20:16,981 I got two kisses tonight. Not just one, but two. 301 00:20:17,015 --> 00:20:19,684 They were PG but they were still kisses. 302 00:20:20,085 --> 00:20:20,918 [laughs] 303 00:20:24,089 --> 00:20:24,956 [phone beeps] 304 00:20:27,526 --> 00:20:28,793 [Danielle reading] 305 00:20:31,563 --> 00:20:34,999 Right now, Robert is checking all the boxes. 306 00:20:35,067 --> 00:20:38,202 I can see a third and a fourth date with him. 307 00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:40,104 You're gonna lay down? 308 00:20:40,572 --> 00:20:41,906 Wanna go to bed? 309 00:20:41,940 --> 00:20:44,475 It's time to go night-night. 310 00:20:44,509 --> 00:20:50,248 For the first time in a long time, I'm excited about what the future holds for me. 311 00:20:51,516 --> 00:20:53,050 Oh, my God, Penny. 312 00:20:54,186 --> 00:20:55,019 Penny! 313 00:20:57,222 --> 00:20:59,056 [rock music playing] 314 00:21:18,410 --> 00:21:20,144 [Molly] All right, babe, come on. 315 00:21:20,178 --> 00:21:23,047 I need you because I want to clean the porch off, 316 00:21:23,081 --> 00:21:25,249 so we could sit out there and maybe have dinner. 317 00:21:25,851 --> 00:21:27,418 It's kind of a hot mess. 318 00:21:27,452 --> 00:21:31,656 - [Kelly] Grab a broom. - I got this and I can even get this little uppy-puppy. 319 00:21:31,690 --> 00:21:32,790 [Kelly] All right. 320 00:21:32,824 --> 00:21:35,126 Kelly's in town visiting me again and 321 00:21:35,160 --> 00:21:38,062 I'm seriously relieved because 322 00:21:38,096 --> 00:21:40,197 now I know that Kelly doesn't have a kid. 323 00:21:41,633 --> 00:21:43,100 They look a lot alike. 324 00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:45,803 But he said it's not his kid, 325 00:21:45,837 --> 00:21:48,439 and I have to believe him if I'm gonna be with him. That's it. 326 00:21:49,641 --> 00:21:52,109 But I know that Kelly wants kids. 327 00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:54,612 He really wants kids. 328 00:21:54,646 --> 00:21:56,814 That's something that I'm not gonna be able to give him. 329 00:21:57,783 --> 00:22:00,551 But we haven't talked about it yet, 330 00:22:00,585 --> 00:22:04,488 and we're gonna have to have a conversation sooner than later, 331 00:22:04,523 --> 00:22:07,024 because there's something about me that Kelly doesn't know. 332 00:22:09,895 --> 00:22:12,396 [Molly] You see all this wood and all this stuff? 333 00:22:12,431 --> 00:22:14,699 - Just give me. - What? You're not gonna use the blower? 334 00:22:14,733 --> 00:22:16,267 No, because it's gonna be all over us. 335 00:22:16,301 --> 00:22:18,302 But you just sit there and be pretty. I got this. 336 00:22:20,572 --> 00:22:23,607 You comin' to help me, it's kinda nice. 337 00:22:23,642 --> 00:22:26,977 - Watch out. - Are you gonna have this when it comes to Kensley? 338 00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:30,381 Gonna be able to make lunches and 339 00:22:31,383 --> 00:22:33,317 take to school and 340 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:34,685 all that stuff? 341 00:22:34,720 --> 00:22:36,387 Yeah, I got no problem. 342 00:22:36,421 --> 00:22:38,789 [Molly] Well, I mean, 343 00:22:38,824 --> 00:22:41,959 I know you were talking to me about like wanting to have your own kids. 344 00:22:42,728 --> 00:22:43,661 Yeah, I do. 345 00:22:46,431 --> 00:22:47,264 Is that a problem? 346 00:22:48,900 --> 00:22:49,800 Well, kind of. 347 00:22:50,736 --> 00:22:51,669 What's the problem? 348 00:22:53,138 --> 00:22:55,406 If, in the event that can't happen... 349 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,341 I'm asking you. 350 00:22:57,376 --> 00:23:00,778 - Asking me what? - Would you be okay with just... with Kensley, 351 00:23:00,812 --> 00:23:05,116 who is at home that still needs help and instruction? I need help with her. 352 00:23:05,150 --> 00:23:08,519 -I never said I wasn't. Yes, I am. -I know, but... 353 00:23:08,553 --> 00:23:12,890 is that good enough? Would it be good enough if we can't have kids? 354 00:23:18,130 --> 00:23:20,998 I... would like to have kids. 355 00:23:22,534 --> 00:23:23,834 You know... 356 00:23:23,869 --> 00:23:26,203 No matter what, I will love your kids. 357 00:23:26,772 --> 00:23:27,605 But... 358 00:23:28,707 --> 00:23:29,740 they have dads. 359 00:23:30,809 --> 00:23:32,643 They can go see their dads, you know. 360 00:23:34,312 --> 00:23:35,579 I'd like to have my kids. 361 00:23:37,449 --> 00:23:38,983 [emotional instrumental music playing] 362 00:23:40,485 --> 00:23:43,354 Growing up, I always wanted a family. 363 00:23:43,388 --> 00:23:47,391 And I waited so long because I wanted to find the right woman. 364 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:51,862 With Molly, we get along. We just come together and... 365 00:23:51,897 --> 00:23:55,099 I see how nurturing she is with Kensley. 366 00:23:55,133 --> 00:23:56,834 Molly is a true mother. 367 00:23:56,868 --> 00:24:00,070 So, I want her to be the mother of my children. 368 00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,872 It's time. It's time for me to start a family. 369 00:24:04,009 --> 00:24:06,677 Babes, I care about you but... 370 00:24:07,379 --> 00:24:08,813 I'm 45. 371 00:24:10,615 --> 00:24:13,984 - Okay. - Do you know what another kid would do to me? 372 00:24:14,019 --> 00:24:15,753 And I already have a 20-year-old, 373 00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:18,622 I don't see me at 65 having to do this again. 374 00:24:18,657 --> 00:24:20,758 But, babes, I'll be doing it. 375 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:24,662 - You can do whatever you want to do. - Oh, you gon' carry it? 376 00:24:24,696 --> 00:24:27,531 - I can't carry it, but I'll carry it on the sack like... - My whole point but... 377 00:24:28,433 --> 00:24:30,534 I can't. My tubes, 378 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:32,536 they're tied. 379 00:24:40,011 --> 00:24:40,845 Okay. 380 00:24:42,447 --> 00:24:45,616 - So? - So, they would have to reverse it. 381 00:24:46,451 --> 00:24:47,384 It's not easy. 382 00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:57,862 When I had my tubes tied, it was because I knew at that moment 383 00:24:57,896 --> 00:25:01,142 I did not wanna have anymore kids with Kensley's father. 384 00:25:01,166 --> 00:25:03,767 I thought we were still gonna be together for life. 385 00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:06,136 I was 35, 386 00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:08,873 and I was having a C-section for Kensley. 387 00:25:08,907 --> 00:25:13,077 So, they just went right in and did their thing all at the same time. 388 00:25:13,111 --> 00:25:16,146 But, had I known that he was gonna leave me, 389 00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:19,250 I probably would have kept 'em open. 390 00:25:19,284 --> 00:25:25,222 I don't think Kelly truly understands the hardships to have a baby. 391 00:25:25,257 --> 00:25:29,026 Do you know how much it's going to cost to untie tubes and have babies? 392 00:25:30,195 --> 00:25:32,062 - How much? - A lot. 393 00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:35,666 Babes, we could make it happen. 394 00:25:36,268 --> 00:25:37,101 Babes! 395 00:25:38,737 --> 00:25:41,705 I don't know that I can make it happen. 396 00:25:44,009 --> 00:25:45,976 I don't want you to feel like you 397 00:25:46,011 --> 00:25:47,778 settled for somebody that can't... 398 00:25:49,581 --> 00:25:50,447 do that. 399 00:25:53,285 --> 00:25:57,755 [Kelly] Having my own kids is very important to me. 400 00:25:57,789 --> 00:26:00,591 So, I hope Molly's not fully closed off 401 00:26:00,625 --> 00:26:04,428 to the idea of having and starting a family. 402 00:26:04,462 --> 00:26:07,765 That's a major factor for me. That's not an option. 403 00:26:08,433 --> 00:26:09,767 There's different avenues. 404 00:26:09,801 --> 00:26:12,703 There's no way of, "all right, this is just one road. That's it." 405 00:26:12,737 --> 00:26:13,771 We'll work it out. 406 00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:23,380 I just don't know. I don't know. 407 00:26:23,415 --> 00:26:28,218 I wanna make sure that I can be that person that you need for me to be. 408 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:29,820 I just don't want you to have second thoughts. 409 00:26:29,854 --> 00:26:31,922 Not have you be like, "You know what, babe, 410 00:26:31,957 --> 00:26:35,125 I gotta get a younger model. I want kids." 411 00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:38,696 That's the only solution, only plan? This is what you're coming with? 412 00:26:40,665 --> 00:26:42,933 Look, obviously, I think you can do it 413 00:26:42,968 --> 00:26:44,835 if I'm choosing you to have my baby. 414 00:26:46,905 --> 00:26:48,606 You know where I stand, you know what I want. 415 00:26:49,741 --> 00:26:51,875 [dramatic music playing] 416 00:26:51,910 --> 00:26:54,078 I feel like Kelly's not really hearing me 417 00:26:54,112 --> 00:26:57,247 and he just keeps pushing, pushing, pushing. 418 00:26:57,282 --> 00:27:00,417 If Kelly's ultimate goal truly is to have a baby, 419 00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:03,487 there's nothing I can do about that. 420 00:27:04,489 --> 00:27:06,023 So, at this point, 421 00:27:06,057 --> 00:27:07,558 I don't know what's gonna happen. 422 00:27:19,437 --> 00:27:20,471 [upbeat music playing] 423 00:27:41,793 --> 00:27:42,826 My hands are shaking. 424 00:27:47,298 --> 00:27:50,401 I'm on a weekend trip at Big Bear Lake with Vanessa. 425 00:27:50,435 --> 00:27:53,971 We've only been dating officially for about a month. 426 00:27:54,005 --> 00:27:58,008 But I want something that matters. I want something that will be forever. 427 00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:05,082 So, I'm gonna ask her to marry me. 428 00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:09,820 I'm nervous, because Vanessa doesn't trust me. 429 00:28:10,488 --> 00:28:12,823 But, it's now or never. 430 00:28:14,325 --> 00:28:16,627 I feel like what I'm doing is right, but at the same time, 431 00:28:16,661 --> 00:28:19,863 I'm afraid that Vanessa's gonna say no. 432 00:28:19,898 --> 00:28:20,998 That would break my heart. 433 00:28:25,036 --> 00:28:27,237 - Hey, Darling. - Oh, hey, babe. 434 00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:36,613 - You happy? - I am. 435 00:28:36,648 --> 00:28:38,515 This is so relaxing. It's so nice. 436 00:28:41,152 --> 00:28:43,253 - We have problems, right? - We do. 437 00:28:45,090 --> 00:28:47,224 Nothing will ever be perfect but... 438 00:28:49,494 --> 00:28:51,895 - And, you know, I love you a lot. - I love you, too. 439 00:28:55,366 --> 00:28:56,700 And I can't imagine my life 440 00:28:57,569 --> 00:28:58,502 without you in it. 441 00:29:05,110 --> 00:29:08,278 - Vanessa... - What the fuck are you doing? 442 00:29:09,614 --> 00:29:12,216 [Vanessa laughs] Jesus! Uh... 443 00:29:13,651 --> 00:29:14,485 Wanna get married? 444 00:29:20,158 --> 00:29:21,525 [dramatic music playing] 445 00:29:21,559 --> 00:29:23,127 [laughs nervously] 446 00:29:30,201 --> 00:29:31,268 Will you marry me, Vanessa? 447 00:29:34,205 --> 00:29:35,139 Stick your finger out. 448 00:29:37,208 --> 00:29:38,075 Hope it fits. 449 00:29:40,912 --> 00:29:42,012 [Vanessa laughs] Yeah. 450 00:29:42,046 --> 00:29:43,647 - It's a little tight but... - Is it? 451 00:29:45,750 --> 00:29:47,417 Oh, my God, seriously? 452 00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:49,253 Yeah. Can I get up now? Am I cool? 453 00:29:49,287 --> 00:29:50,621 Yeah, you could stand up, yes. 454 00:29:50,655 --> 00:29:52,189 Knees aren't what they used to be. 455 00:29:52,223 --> 00:29:54,424 We have all these... 456 00:29:54,459 --> 00:29:55,959 - I don't know... - Problems? 457 00:29:55,994 --> 00:29:58,428 We have problems. Is this the right time for you to ask me? 458 00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:01,999 We're gonna have problems throughout our entire life, I promise you. 459 00:30:02,033 --> 00:30:05,836 But, I know, I promise you that we can work through them 460 00:30:05,870 --> 00:30:08,238 and communicate and face any challenges, honestly. 461 00:30:10,775 --> 00:30:11,642 I love you, darling. 462 00:30:14,279 --> 00:30:16,013 It's beautiful! 463 00:30:16,047 --> 00:30:17,614 I wasn't expecting it. 464 00:30:17,649 --> 00:30:19,550 I don't know what to say. 465 00:30:20,451 --> 00:30:21,819 Say yes you'll be my wife, 466 00:30:22,954 --> 00:30:24,388 and spend the rest of your life with me. 467 00:30:25,723 --> 00:30:27,191 [Vanessa laughs] 468 00:30:27,225 --> 00:30:28,959 You're ready to be a husband again? 469 00:30:30,795 --> 00:30:32,462 Yeah, and 470 00:30:32,497 --> 00:30:35,232 in every way possible, I'm closer to you than I ever was to my ex-wife. 471 00:30:36,634 --> 00:30:38,735 I wasn't expecting you to ask me. 472 00:30:38,770 --> 00:30:40,737 Not this soon. 473 00:30:40,772 --> 00:30:43,273 You know, I don't feel like I'm that ready to get married yet. 474 00:30:48,112 --> 00:30:50,747 I really wanna make sure that this time, 475 00:30:50,782 --> 00:30:53,517 like, this is somebody I really wanna spend the rest of my life with. 476 00:30:53,551 --> 00:30:57,087 I refuse to go through a divorce again. I don't wanna do it. 477 00:31:01,726 --> 00:31:03,861 [Colt] It's definitely not the answer I wanted to hear. 478 00:31:03,895 --> 00:31:07,598 Usually, you expect someone to say yes, but, Vanessa... 479 00:31:07,632 --> 00:31:10,801 Vanessa still has concerns. Vanessa's still worried. 480 00:31:10,835 --> 00:31:12,636 I don't know what I'm gonna do if she says no. 481 00:31:16,341 --> 00:31:18,909 I know right now, this weekend has been really exciting but 482 00:31:18,943 --> 00:31:21,945 what happens when we get back home? 483 00:31:21,980 --> 00:31:24,815 We could communicate. We can work through our differences. It doesn't matter 484 00:31:24,849 --> 00:31:27,951 how many problems we have, because I believe, honestly, we can work through each one. 485 00:31:31,356 --> 00:31:33,624 I want to marry you someday, 486 00:31:33,658 --> 00:31:35,158 but that doesn't mean I'm going to. 487 00:31:36,527 --> 00:31:37,828 That's why there is an engagement. 488 00:31:41,366 --> 00:31:44,067 Would you be willing to wait about a year or so, 489 00:31:44,102 --> 00:31:45,636 if that's the time limit I have on it? 490 00:31:48,373 --> 00:31:50,240 I wanna take my time. 491 00:31:50,275 --> 00:31:53,310 Like, I really wanna see that you're consistent, 492 00:31:53,344 --> 00:31:55,212 and that you're not gonna fuck around. 493 00:31:56,948 --> 00:31:59,483 I wanna make sure that this is you for... 494 00:31:59,517 --> 00:32:01,184 - for good. - Yeah. 495 00:32:06,557 --> 00:32:07,758 You're worth it. 496 00:32:09,427 --> 00:32:10,827 I love you. 497 00:32:10,862 --> 00:32:12,696 You're my fiancee now if you say yes. 498 00:32:14,098 --> 00:32:16,533 Yes, I'll be your fiancee. 499 00:32:16,834 --> 00:32:18,068 [laughs] 500 00:32:20,405 --> 00:32:21,438 [Vanessa] Oh, my God. 501 00:32:26,210 --> 00:32:29,579 Holy fuck! Seriously? 502 00:32:30,248 --> 00:32:31,782 No fucking way. 503 00:32:32,250 --> 00:32:33,116 Yeah way. 504 00:32:34,052 --> 00:32:35,118 Aww. 505 00:32:36,087 --> 00:32:37,020 Come here. 506 00:32:40,591 --> 00:32:42,759 - We're engaged. - We're engaged. 507 00:32:42,794 --> 00:32:45,262 Engaged. Beautiful ring. 508 00:32:45,863 --> 00:32:47,698 Fuck. 509 00:32:47,732 --> 00:32:49,533 And it's prettier than the Larissa's. I like that. 510 00:32:49,567 --> 00:32:50,600 [laughs] 511 00:32:51,269 --> 00:32:53,503 It's more biggie to be sure. 512 00:32:53,538 --> 00:32:55,806 You were a little hesitant on that yes, young lady. 513 00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:56,840 Yeah, I was hesitant. 514 00:32:56,874 --> 00:32:58,875 I told you I'm not sure if I'm ready 515 00:32:58,910 --> 00:33:00,210 and you're like, "Oh, well, 516 00:33:00,244 --> 00:33:02,079 I guess I'm still gonna ask you anyway." 517 00:33:03,247 --> 00:33:04,414 That's how I roll. 518 00:33:04,449 --> 00:33:07,517 - We still have things to work on. - The same problems exist. 519 00:33:08,486 --> 00:33:12,155 But I feel like we're making strides towards 520 00:33:12,190 --> 00:33:13,290 spending the rest of our life together. 521 00:33:14,292 --> 00:33:17,094 But, if you don't change, 522 00:33:17,128 --> 00:33:18,462 then I gotta learn to let you go. 523 00:33:21,366 --> 00:33:24,334 - Kind of a downer. - I'm sorry. That's true. 524 00:33:26,804 --> 00:33:27,838 Let's make it official. 525 00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:30,107 You think I'm Mr. Right? 526 00:33:31,976 --> 00:33:33,410 I do. 527 00:33:33,444 --> 00:33:36,113 - Got it. Got it. - [Vanessa laughing] 528 00:33:36,147 --> 00:33:38,348 No takesie-backsies. 529 00:33:39,117 --> 00:33:40,584 Oh, my goodness. 530 00:33:46,624 --> 00:33:48,592 Vanessa and I have been through so much together. 531 00:33:48,626 --> 00:33:51,128 We've been friends, friends with benefits, 532 00:33:51,162 --> 00:33:53,897 girlfriend and boyfriend and now we're engaged. 533 00:33:53,931 --> 00:33:56,233 It feels great having a fiancee again. 534 00:33:56,267 --> 00:33:58,602 I love saying that. 535 00:33:58,636 --> 00:34:02,539 I know that she doesn't wanna get married anytime soon, 536 00:34:02,573 --> 00:34:05,976 but I hope eventually Vanessa will be able to just relax around me 537 00:34:06,010 --> 00:34:09,279 and not worry that the bottom will fall from beneath her. 538 00:34:09,313 --> 00:34:10,514 I love her and respect her 539 00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:12,682 and I'll do my best to show her that everyday. 540 00:34:13,985 --> 00:34:15,285 [Vanessa] The old ball and chain, huh? 541 00:34:15,319 --> 00:34:17,220 - [Colt] The old ball and chain! - [Vanessa laughs] 542 00:34:24,128 --> 00:34:25,929 [pop music playing] 543 00:34:25,963 --> 00:34:32,002 ♪ I ain't goin' nowhere, love ♪ 544 00:34:32,036 --> 00:34:36,940 ♪ I ain't goin' nowhere tonight ♪ 545 00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:38,975 Hi. 546 00:34:39,010 --> 00:34:41,511 -Good morning. You-- We finally up now? -Yeah. 547 00:34:41,546 --> 00:34:43,246 - Did you sleep well? - I did. 548 00:34:43,281 --> 00:34:45,382 - Did you sleep well? - Well, it was okay. 549 00:34:46,717 --> 00:34:47,818 You were snoring. 550 00:34:47,852 --> 00:34:49,219 [both laughing] 551 00:34:50,688 --> 00:34:53,590 [Brittany] After we had lunch yesterday, 552 00:34:53,624 --> 00:34:55,792 I ended up back at Terence's Airbnb. 553 00:34:56,527 --> 00:34:57,394 Yeah. 554 00:34:57,428 --> 00:34:59,563 [laughs] 555 00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:02,699 Even though he is going back to Detroit tomorrow, 556 00:35:02,733 --> 00:35:06,403 I am happy that Terence has forgiven me 557 00:35:06,437 --> 00:35:07,637 for ghosting him. 558 00:35:08,272 --> 00:35:09,706 Hopefully, I can just 559 00:35:09,740 --> 00:35:12,876 communicate a lot better and just say how I feel 560 00:35:12,910 --> 00:35:15,479 because the spark with Terence is real. 561 00:35:17,648 --> 00:35:20,050 - So did you enjoy last night? - I did. 562 00:35:20,084 --> 00:35:21,751 What part did you like the most? 563 00:35:24,689 --> 00:35:26,156 I don't know. Just I think... 564 00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:28,992 I mean, I don't know. 565 00:35:29,026 --> 00:35:30,293 I feel like I shouldn't tell you. 566 00:35:31,462 --> 00:35:32,863 Just tell me like how was it? 567 00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:36,800 How was what? 568 00:35:38,169 --> 00:35:39,936 Like, how was... How was the sex? 569 00:35:43,608 --> 00:35:44,441 Mmm. 570 00:35:45,309 --> 00:35:48,445 [both laughing] 571 00:35:48,479 --> 00:35:51,414 Just "mmm"? You ain't gonna go into detail, just "mmm"? 572 00:35:51,449 --> 00:35:52,382 Mmm. 573 00:35:52,416 --> 00:35:53,617 [both laughing] 574 00:35:54,785 --> 00:35:57,954 Terence and I are sexually compatible 575 00:35:57,989 --> 00:36:00,457 but it could definitely get better. 576 00:36:00,491 --> 00:36:02,659 I could teach him a few tricks, 577 00:36:02,693 --> 00:36:05,295 a few spins, a few dips. 578 00:36:05,329 --> 00:36:08,765 My vibrator be doing some crazy stuff. [laughing] 579 00:36:09,300 --> 00:36:10,967 So he got to compete. 580 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,836 [laughing] 581 00:36:15,873 --> 00:36:18,909 So you gonna come to Detroit, or I gotta come back down to Houston? 582 00:36:20,845 --> 00:36:22,512 Well, I kinda wanna come to Detroit, 583 00:36:22,547 --> 00:36:25,148 - 'cause I wanna see what you got goin' on at home. - Okay. 584 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:27,184 Well, I definitely wanna continue this. 585 00:36:27,218 --> 00:36:29,352 I definitely feel like a good connection between us. 586 00:36:30,021 --> 00:36:31,421 And I wanna be with you. 587 00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:38,461 But remember what we talked about yesterday. So, are we gonna 588 00:36:38,496 --> 00:36:40,864 call, text and everything else? 589 00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:42,732 Yeah. 590 00:36:44,535 --> 00:36:47,804 I pinky promise. I'm gonna communicate better. 591 00:36:51,008 --> 00:36:53,310 [Terence] After talking to Brittany yesterday, 592 00:36:53,344 --> 00:36:55,111 I kind of understand, like, where we at 593 00:36:55,146 --> 00:36:57,113 and why she went missing and 594 00:36:57,148 --> 00:36:58,381 what she had goin' on. 595 00:36:59,817 --> 00:37:02,886 Our relationship is definitely in a better place now. 596 00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:05,422 But I still have trust issues. 597 00:37:05,456 --> 00:37:08,391 Now, since I'm leaving, I'ma see how she acts. 598 00:37:08,426 --> 00:37:11,061 If she really likes me and she really cares like she says, 599 00:37:11,095 --> 00:37:13,263 she won't go ghost for two weeks again. 600 00:37:13,297 --> 00:37:15,332 And if she does that again, 601 00:37:15,366 --> 00:37:17,033 we can't be in a relationship. 602 00:37:20,705 --> 00:37:22,772 How long could you go without seeing somebody for? 603 00:37:24,442 --> 00:37:26,676 Maybe like a month. 604 00:37:26,711 --> 00:37:29,179 Or, like, would you always have to see me, you know, 605 00:37:29,213 --> 00:37:31,581 'cause me staying long distance from you, how would that work? 606 00:37:31,616 --> 00:37:34,751 If I'm gone for a long period of time, are you gonna hook up with somebody 607 00:37:34,785 --> 00:37:36,653 down in Houston or, like, how is that going to work? 608 00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:39,456 No. I think, you know... 609 00:37:47,498 --> 00:37:48,865 [Brittany] I really love 610 00:37:48,933 --> 00:37:51,935 how things with Terence have gone. 611 00:37:51,969 --> 00:37:53,069 I think he's so genuine, 612 00:37:53,104 --> 00:37:54,938 and I just think our personalities 613 00:37:54,972 --> 00:37:56,306 mesh so well together. 614 00:37:58,442 --> 00:38:02,612 I'm hoping that we can build trust between us 615 00:38:02,647 --> 00:38:05,849 and I really wanna show him that I wanna make this work. 616 00:38:07,451 --> 00:38:11,288 My guard is finally coming down and I like it. 617 00:38:11,322 --> 00:38:13,290 [both giggling] 618 00:38:13,324 --> 00:38:15,959 I'm just trying to push my past 619 00:38:15,993 --> 00:38:17,861 and my doubts and everything 620 00:38:17,895 --> 00:38:20,463 to the back so that it doesn't ruin something good for me. 621 00:38:21,799 --> 00:38:25,835 But we'll see. 622 00:38:35,546 --> 00:38:37,213 [smooth music playing] 623 00:38:46,290 --> 00:38:48,958 - [Molly] You can make a grilled cheese, that's easy. - [Kensley] Sure. 624 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,695 Kelly should be down in a little 625 00:38:51,729 --> 00:38:52,996 so we gotta get a move on 626 00:38:53,030 --> 00:38:54,931 'cause we gotta take him to the airport. 627 00:38:54,965 --> 00:38:57,000 Oh, I wish Kelly didn't have to go, I'm gonna miss him. 628 00:38:59,036 --> 00:39:01,938 I wish he didn't have to go either. 629 00:39:01,972 --> 00:39:04,007 I like him bein' here. 630 00:39:06,177 --> 00:39:07,844 Today is the day that Kelly has to leave. 631 00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:11,548 And it's hard. 632 00:39:11,582 --> 00:39:13,160 Because Kelly has made it very clear 633 00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:14,617 that he wants children of his own. 634 00:39:15,920 --> 00:39:18,888 But I just don't have 635 00:39:18,923 --> 00:39:23,259 the capability of making a baby. 636 00:39:23,294 --> 00:39:26,896 It's not even an option because my tubes are tied. 637 00:39:26,931 --> 00:39:29,866 So I hope that Kelly has enough love for me and my kids 638 00:39:29,900 --> 00:39:31,668 that he can respect my decision. 639 00:39:33,137 --> 00:39:35,472 I care about him. Kensley cares about him. 640 00:39:35,506 --> 00:39:39,142 I just don't think we can go down another heartbreak road. 641 00:39:41,746 --> 00:39:42,712 Hey, y'all. 642 00:39:42,747 --> 00:39:43,780 - [Molly] Hey. - [Kensley] Hey, Kells. 643 00:39:43,814 --> 00:39:45,815 - What's up? - What's up? 644 00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:46,816 [Molly] We're just trying 645 00:39:46,851 --> 00:39:48,952 to make you a little old snack for the road. 646 00:39:48,986 --> 00:39:50,887 - Kelly I wish you didn't have to go. - Aw. 647 00:39:50,921 --> 00:39:52,122 But I am gonna miss 648 00:39:52,156 --> 00:39:54,391 a little bit of you driving me crazy. 649 00:39:54,425 --> 00:39:55,792 [Kelly laughs] 650 00:39:55,826 --> 00:39:58,962 I'm upset that I have to leave Molly and Kensley right now. 651 00:39:58,996 --> 00:40:02,799 I have to go back home and get back to work. 652 00:40:02,833 --> 00:40:04,601 [Kelly] Gotta get going. Take that to go. 653 00:40:05,669 --> 00:40:07,070 You ready? 654 00:40:07,104 --> 00:40:09,239 - [Molly sighs] - Come on. 655 00:40:09,273 --> 00:40:11,608 [Molly] All right, you guys. 656 00:40:11,642 --> 00:40:13,743 [Kelly] The discussion of us having a baby, 657 00:40:13,778 --> 00:40:14,844 it's still up in the air. 658 00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:18,314 [exhales] Uh, we... have our views. 659 00:40:20,017 --> 00:40:21,618 We don't see eye to eye. 660 00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:24,020 [Kelly sighing] 661 00:40:26,991 --> 00:40:30,794 Molly has her kids who I'm willing to take on, 662 00:40:30,828 --> 00:40:32,128 you know, be a family. 663 00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:35,231 But I do want my own. 664 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:36,633 Right now, I'm just gonna figure out 665 00:40:36,667 --> 00:40:38,868 if Molly cannot conceive, 666 00:40:38,903 --> 00:40:42,939 what's the next step that I wanna take from that point on. 667 00:40:44,475 --> 00:40:46,242 [Molly speaking] 668 00:40:53,150 --> 00:40:56,419 - Um, babe? - What's up? 669 00:40:56,454 --> 00:40:58,388 I just really hope I was able 670 00:40:58,422 --> 00:41:01,858 to break through to you about the difficulties. 671 00:41:03,727 --> 00:41:06,629 It is virtually impossible 672 00:41:06,664 --> 00:41:09,332 at this point for me to have a baby. 673 00:41:09,366 --> 00:41:11,034 It's never impossible. 674 00:41:11,068 --> 00:41:16,105 It really is not on my to-do list. 675 00:41:16,140 --> 00:41:21,077 It might be the new setup for a to-don't list. 676 00:41:24,148 --> 00:41:25,682 Babe, I'm just a realist. It could be a problem. 677 00:41:25,716 --> 00:41:28,017 Okay, we have options. Surrogate. 678 00:41:28,052 --> 00:41:29,886 That defeats you carrying 679 00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:32,455 and going through trials and tribulations 680 00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:34,791 with your body change, 681 00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:37,994 and isn't that your main argument? 682 00:41:38,028 --> 00:41:40,196 It's not just havin' a baby, 683 00:41:40,231 --> 00:41:42,532 it's everything that comes along with it. 684 00:41:42,566 --> 00:41:44,133 Like, the up all nights, 685 00:41:44,168 --> 00:41:46,002 the feeding, the taking care of. 686 00:41:46,036 --> 00:41:47,403 I'm tired. 687 00:41:49,006 --> 00:41:51,107 Had this been ten years ago, 688 00:41:51,141 --> 00:41:52,642 I would have said yes all day. 689 00:41:52,676 --> 00:41:56,112 But right now, I'm just not willing to devote 690 00:41:56,146 --> 00:41:59,315 the next 20 years of our lives to raising another baby. 691 00:41:59,350 --> 00:42:01,084 Like, no. 692 00:42:03,554 --> 00:42:06,055 I know this is something that you want. 693 00:42:06,090 --> 00:42:08,691 And if that's gonna be weighing on your heart, 694 00:42:08,726 --> 00:42:10,260 then you have to think about it 695 00:42:10,294 --> 00:42:12,262 because I don't know what I can give you. 696 00:42:12,296 --> 00:42:14,597 I don't, I don't know. 697 00:42:15,866 --> 00:42:18,234 [sighs] Jesus. 698 00:42:18,269 --> 00:42:21,070 You don't know what you wanna give me? 699 00:42:21,105 --> 00:42:23,907 I don't know. 700 00:42:27,444 --> 00:42:29,145 I don't know. 701 00:42:31,982 --> 00:42:35,084 So that's where we're stuck at right now? 702 00:42:45,162 --> 00:42:47,997 Is there anything else you wanna say? 703 00:43:01,045 --> 00:43:05,748 Well, we'll just see what happens. 704 00:43:05,783 --> 00:43:07,984 That's all we can do. 705 00:43:13,524 --> 00:43:14,824 [Molly exhales] 706 00:43:29,707 --> 00:43:31,307 - You okay? - Mmm-hmm. 707 00:43:33,944 --> 00:43:36,679 I love you. 708 00:43:44,989 --> 00:43:47,790 Kelly's leaving, and we're totally 709 00:43:47,825 --> 00:43:50,193 not on the same page right now. 710 00:43:50,227 --> 00:43:53,496 I love him. I care about him, and I wanna be with him. 711 00:43:54,665 --> 00:43:57,333 But I need to take care of myself 712 00:43:57,368 --> 00:44:01,404 in terms of how I move for the next half of my life. 713 00:44:03,741 --> 00:44:06,042 Let me say bye a little to Ken-Ken. 714 00:44:08,912 --> 00:44:10,480 All right, give me a hug. 715 00:44:10,514 --> 00:44:12,749 [kisses] All right. 716 00:44:15,219 --> 00:44:16,786 Mmm. 717 00:44:18,956 --> 00:44:21,057 - [Kelly] Gotta go. - [Molly] I know. 718 00:44:21,091 --> 00:44:23,026 I don't want you to go. 719 00:44:29,033 --> 00:44:31,034 All right, babe. Bye. 720 00:44:35,906 --> 00:44:41,678 ♪ We don't know what to say ♪ 721 00:44:41,712 --> 00:44:44,213 ♪ We're all too shy ♪ 722 00:44:44,248 --> 00:44:48,051 Every time I have to say goodbye to Kelly, it's hard. 723 00:44:51,088 --> 00:44:52,522 [Molly sighs] 724 00:44:54,958 --> 00:44:59,395 But this time, he may decide when he gets back to New York 725 00:44:59,430 --> 00:45:00,897 that maybe he's gonna try 726 00:45:00,931 --> 00:45:02,665 to find somebody that can have a kid. 727 00:45:04,635 --> 00:45:06,302 I thought he was the one. 728 00:45:07,571 --> 00:45:12,141 But this could be the end of our relationship. 729 00:45:15,779 --> 00:45:18,514 [Molly sniffling] 730 00:45:32,963 --> 00:45:34,797 [waves crashing] 731 00:45:34,832 --> 00:45:37,333 There's a nice little spot over here. 732 00:45:38,902 --> 00:45:41,204 - Just right there? - Yeah, right next to that-- 733 00:45:41,238 --> 00:45:43,172 - The beach is empty. - Right next to that piece of seaweed. 734 00:45:45,576 --> 00:45:48,411 [Ed] So, is it true? If a bird shits on you, it's good luck? 735 00:45:48,445 --> 00:45:49,979 Like, a seagull? 736 00:45:50,013 --> 00:45:52,982 - I don't know. - That's what I heard. 737 00:45:53,016 --> 00:45:55,151 Well, then, I need to be pooped on. 738 00:45:55,185 --> 00:45:57,987 [chuckling] You need to be pooped on? 739 00:45:58,021 --> 00:46:00,289 [Ed] It's been about three weeks 740 00:46:00,324 --> 00:46:02,525 since the awkward dinner with Liz. 741 00:46:02,559 --> 00:46:05,828 And now, Liz is really makin' an effort, 742 00:46:05,863 --> 00:46:08,397 really makin' me feel like I'm a priority. 743 00:46:09,867 --> 00:46:12,335 - All right, you first. - Oh, my God. You first. 744 00:46:12,369 --> 00:46:15,037 [both laughing] 745 00:46:15,071 --> 00:46:17,640 [Ed] Not too long ago, first day off, 746 00:46:17,674 --> 00:46:20,343 she would be off hangin' out with her girls, 747 00:46:20,377 --> 00:46:22,211 but she's hangin' out with me. 748 00:46:22,246 --> 00:46:24,547 I got her a brand-new swimsuit. 749 00:46:24,581 --> 00:46:27,327 She looks like Neapolitan ice cream, man. 750 00:46:27,351 --> 00:46:28,451 It's hot. 751 00:46:28,485 --> 00:46:30,720 [Ed exclaiming] 752 00:46:30,754 --> 00:46:33,456 She's making me feel important, 753 00:46:33,490 --> 00:46:35,691 making me feel like a real boyfriend. 754 00:46:35,726 --> 00:46:38,628 And it's getting better day by day. 755 00:46:38,662 --> 00:46:41,464 She's been spending the night, four to five nights. 756 00:46:41,498 --> 00:46:45,168 And there's nothing more that I want in this world 757 00:46:45,202 --> 00:46:47,737 is to wake up every morning holding Liz. 758 00:46:54,878 --> 00:46:56,879 [sighs] The water wasn't too cold. 759 00:46:56,914 --> 00:46:59,949 It felt-- I mean, it was cold. Like, my feet were numb, 760 00:46:59,983 --> 00:47:01,784 but once you kind of went in, 761 00:47:01,819 --> 00:47:03,886 it kind of felt good, actually. 762 00:47:05,122 --> 00:47:07,990 You feel we're in a good place? 763 00:47:08,959 --> 00:47:11,627 I mean, not the beach, I'm freezing, but... 764 00:47:11,662 --> 00:47:14,597 Slowly but surely, yes. 765 00:47:14,631 --> 00:47:18,167 I've noticed, um, you are wanting to 766 00:47:18,202 --> 00:47:22,104 and making big changes for us, and it means a lot. 767 00:47:23,273 --> 00:47:25,875 I definitely feel like I'm your boyfriend. 768 00:47:26,777 --> 00:47:27,944 When you sleep over, 769 00:47:27,978 --> 00:47:30,947 I like waking up in your arms and holding you and... 770 00:47:31,949 --> 00:47:34,050 Do you feel the same? 771 00:47:34,084 --> 00:47:35,918 [hesitantly] Yes, I do. 772 00:47:38,722 --> 00:47:41,791 I want my home to be our home. 773 00:47:44,394 --> 00:47:47,096 And I wanna ask you to move in. 774 00:47:49,433 --> 00:47:51,200 That's another fast move. 775 00:47:53,103 --> 00:47:56,339 [chuckling] When are you gonna slow it down? 776 00:47:56,373 --> 00:47:59,175 I just know how much you like me 777 00:47:59,209 --> 00:48:00,810 and you can't live without me. 778 00:48:00,844 --> 00:48:03,746 Oh, my gosh. [chuckling] 779 00:48:03,780 --> 00:48:06,349 I mean, that's what I tell myself. 780 00:48:08,118 --> 00:48:12,622 Recently, we've had some ups and downs, but... 781 00:48:14,324 --> 00:48:16,158 Ed surprises me every day. 782 00:48:16,193 --> 00:48:18,094 We're trying to figure out a balance 783 00:48:18,128 --> 00:48:19,996 of how to make our relationship work. 784 00:48:21,465 --> 00:48:24,066 Some things are definitely out of my comfort zone 785 00:48:24,101 --> 00:48:26,269 with how fast Ed moves. 786 00:48:26,303 --> 00:48:30,373 I'm still very scared to make that leap. 787 00:48:33,277 --> 00:48:35,378 I renewed my lease for six more months. 788 00:48:36,613 --> 00:48:40,182 So-- And in six months, I wanna get a bigger house 789 00:48:40,217 --> 00:48:42,351 for you, my mom, and your daughter. 790 00:48:45,322 --> 00:48:46,956 I want her to have a home. 791 00:48:46,990 --> 00:48:49,225 Her own room. 792 00:48:50,060 --> 00:48:53,129 I wanna give you what I can. 793 00:48:54,298 --> 00:48:55,932 You give me a headache. 794 00:48:55,966 --> 00:48:58,567 [both laughing] 795 00:48:58,602 --> 00:49:00,670 Yes, I do. 796 00:49:03,874 --> 00:49:05,241 You light up my world. 797 00:49:07,277 --> 00:49:10,346 So... will you move in? 798 00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:24,627 - I'm waiting. - I'm thinking. 799 00:49:26,863 --> 00:49:28,130 Mmm... 800 00:49:30,233 --> 00:49:33,636 You just love to just push and make-- 801 00:49:33,670 --> 00:49:35,905 You try to make me make changes so fast, 802 00:49:35,939 --> 00:49:37,740 it's not fair. 803 00:49:39,109 --> 00:49:41,177 But yes. 804 00:49:43,847 --> 00:49:45,915 Well, that makes me happy. 805 00:49:46,917 --> 00:49:49,085 So can we go pack your stuff right now? 806 00:49:49,119 --> 00:49:51,253 [Ed chuckling] 807 00:49:54,391 --> 00:49:56,125 I want to move in with Ed, 808 00:49:56,193 --> 00:49:58,527 but I definitely feel like this will be 809 00:49:58,562 --> 00:50:02,431 a make-it-or-break-it, living with each other. 810 00:50:02,466 --> 00:50:06,202 I feel like it's another journey. 811 00:50:06,236 --> 00:50:08,037 We're gonna learn a lot about each other. 812 00:50:08,071 --> 00:50:10,373 It can be good or bad. 813 00:50:11,241 --> 00:50:13,509 You know, no relationship is perfect... 814 00:50:15,212 --> 00:50:19,548 but I wanna be your forever. 815 00:50:25,455 --> 00:50:27,790 So let's do this. Let's make it work. 816 00:50:29,059 --> 00:50:32,561 [romantic music playing] 817 00:50:36,366 --> 00:50:37,967 I'm super excited that Liz said, 818 00:50:38,001 --> 00:50:39,702 officially, she's gonna move in. 819 00:50:39,736 --> 00:50:43,973 She is kind of hesitant, it's a big step for her. 820 00:50:44,007 --> 00:50:45,708 But at least it's not a no. 821 00:50:49,579 --> 00:50:52,581 For her, I'm moving too fast. 822 00:50:52,616 --> 00:50:55,151 But I don't feel like I'm moving too fast at all. 823 00:50:55,185 --> 00:50:58,687 I want to spend the rest of my life with Liz, 824 00:50:58,722 --> 00:51:00,189 and I have the ring picked out. 825 00:51:05,629 --> 00:51:06,595 Not right now. 826 00:51:06,630 --> 00:51:09,532 I want her to move in. 827 00:51:09,566 --> 00:51:11,767 I want, um, her and I to continue to work 828 00:51:11,802 --> 00:51:14,637 on our communication and commitment issues. 829 00:51:14,671 --> 00:51:18,074 And then when it feels right, then I wanna make my move. 830 00:51:18,141 --> 00:51:19,008 I wanna propose. 831 00:51:20,510 --> 00:51:22,545 [Ed] You wanna arm wrestle? 832 00:51:22,579 --> 00:51:23,946 [Liz] Sometimes you should just not talk. 833 00:51:23,980 --> 00:51:26,582 [Ed laughing] 834 00:51:30,954 --> 00:51:34,090 [woman] Next time on 90 Day Fiance, The Single Life Tell All... 835 00:51:37,461 --> 00:51:38,928 So we have no ETA on her at all? 836 00:51:38,962 --> 00:51:41,697 Maybe she's the diva that has to drop in at the end. 837 00:51:42,766 --> 00:51:45,401 We are still waiting for Brittany. 838 00:51:45,435 --> 00:51:47,436 I'm mad right now. It's not cool. 839 00:51:50,140 --> 00:51:51,640 - [woman] Hi, Liz. - [gasps] 840 00:51:58,849 --> 00:51:59,949 I don't wanna get hurt. 841 00:51:59,983 --> 00:52:02,351 You sound like a piece of shit that'd make me blush. 842 00:52:02,385 --> 00:52:03,219 What the fuck, Ed? 843 00:52:04,554 --> 00:52:07,490 We have Mohamed here on video chat. 844 00:52:07,524 --> 00:52:12,761 Is there anything you feel you need to apologize for? 845 00:52:15,899 --> 00:52:17,533 - Oh, please. - Some of the things he did 846 00:52:17,567 --> 00:52:19,702 I thought were not respectful and-- 847 00:52:23,006 --> 00:52:24,507 Dude, he just seems really angry which is-- 848 00:52:27,844 --> 00:52:29,145 - I'm out. - [Colt] For real? 849 00:52:29,179 --> 00:52:31,413 Do you think your mom is controlling? 850 00:52:32,916 --> 00:52:35,818 - I don't tell him what to do. - You baby him, you coddle him. 851 00:52:35,852 --> 00:52:36,986 You don't know shit. 852 00:52:37,020 --> 00:52:39,488 I think it's time for Colt to get off the nipple. 853 00:52:39,523 --> 00:52:41,056 - Fuck you! - Oh, my God. 854 00:52:41,091 --> 00:52:42,791 Stop! Stop, everybody. 855 00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,327 Maybe you should get off the damn nipple. 856 00:52:45,362 --> 00:52:48,397 Any issues with jealousy? 857 00:52:48,431 --> 00:52:51,167 I'm not a jealous person. I don't consider myself-- 858 00:52:51,201 --> 00:52:53,636 Just thank God the cameras weren't there all the time. 859 00:52:53,670 --> 00:52:54,637 Wow. 860 00:52:54,671 --> 00:52:56,138 He likes to control things. 861 00:52:56,173 --> 00:52:57,339 [Fernanda] What? 862 00:52:57,374 --> 00:52:59,208 See? I'm not the only one. 863 00:52:59,242 --> 00:53:03,078 Wow, okay. That was a big secret. 864 00:53:03,113 --> 00:53:05,181 Why did you hide it from your mom? 865 00:53:05,215 --> 00:53:06,916 I wanted something just for Vanessa and I. 866 00:53:06,950 --> 00:53:09,485 Oh, my God! 867 00:53:11,421 --> 00:53:14,623 Someone from Molly's past is here. 868 00:53:14,658 --> 00:53:16,926 Her ex-husband, Luis. 869 00:53:22,599 --> 00:53:23,866 - Holy fuck. - Wow. 870 00:53:23,900 --> 00:53:24,733 [woman] Luis. 871 00:53:25,802 --> 00:53:28,370 - Oh, shit. - Oh, fuck.