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Hi.
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Vivian Lee Finch.
Davenport, Iowa.
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Heather Billings.
Billings, Montana.
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I collect snapshots.
Do you mind?
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- Not at all.
- Thanks.
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My mom gave it to me
for graduation.
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She said, "You never want
to forget a friend's face."
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There's a lot of girls here.
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Yeah, because it's Thursday.
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Every Thursday, Sheila holds an
open call across all categories.
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Editorial, or "The Faces."
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Runway. We call them
"The Walkers."
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And fitness.
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Spartans.
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Girls come from all over
to be seen.
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Well, I just got in yesterday,
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and I promised myself, the first
day I wake up in New York City,
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I'm going straight
to Sheila Klein's office
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and introducing myself.
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Good for you.
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It's been three months for me.
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Do you eat Vogue
for breakfast, too?
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- My dream is to be on the cover.
- Mine, too.
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Yeah, I'll make you a deal,
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Heather Billings
from Billings, Montana.
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If I'm the first one to the top
of the mountain,
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I'll throw the rope back
and hoist you up.
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And if you make it first,
you throw the rope back for me.
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- How about that?
- Pinky promise?
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Yes.
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Not a lot of sisterhood
in this sorority.
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All the more reason
girls like us
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have to watch
each other's backs.
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Okay.
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Forehead.
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Nostrils.
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Braces? What is this,
The Mickey Mouse Club tryouts?
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She's fresh.
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Bring her in.
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Everyone is so pretty
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and skinny.
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Nobody in Davenport
looks like this.
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Negative two
is the new size zero.
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Vivian Finch.
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That's you.
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- Okay.
- Yeah.
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Okay.
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Good luck.
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Vivian Lee Finch.
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Tell me, why are you here?
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I'm here because I have a dream.
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I was born with something called
neuromuscular scoliosis.
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- My spine is curved...
- No. Don't. Stop.
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This is not your one-woman show.
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What do you do?
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Editorial? Runway? Fitness?
What do you do?
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Um...
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I suppose I hadn't
really thought about that.
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Um...
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I want to do anything.
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Everything.
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I want to be on
the cover of Vogue.
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Sweetie.
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Just because you're
the prettiest girl
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in Hog Scrotum, Indiana,
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doesn't mean you have
what it takes
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to be on the cover of Vogue.
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I'm from Iowa.
Davenport.
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Walk.
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Walk!
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Was that all right?
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You know...
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it really doesn't take
that much talent
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to be a model.
I mean, not really.
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But to be a supermodel...
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Well, it takes more talent
than anything in the world.
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And not the kind of talent
that you can teach.
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It's star quality.
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And, my dear, other than
Linda Evangelista,
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you have more of it
than anyone I've ever seen
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come through that door.
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Really?
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Wow, Miss Klein,
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you have no idea
what that means.
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I really wish I could sign you.
I do.
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Good luck to you. I mean it.
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Bring this one in.
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But I-I don't understand.
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What are you, a size two?
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A four.
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Sweetie. A four?
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You're too fat.
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Are you okay?
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I feel so stupid.
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God, how embarrassing.
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Let me guess...
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she told you you were too heavy.
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No, she said I was too fat.
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I mean, who says a thing
like that?
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- I'm sorry.
- I will show her.
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She has no idea
what I'm capable of.
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I'll diet, I'll exercise.
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I'll do whatever it takes,
just you wait.
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It won't work.
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So you think I should
just give up too?
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Gee, whatever happened to us
girls having each other's backs?
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Vivian.
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I'm not telling you to quit.
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I'm just saying it won't work.
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Dieting, exercising.
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Would you believe it
if I told you
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I used to be a size four, too?
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That's impossible.
You're so skinny.
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I know.
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Here.
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Go see this guy,
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Dr. Lau.
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It's the only way.
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I don't like to cut corners...
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Ask anyone who knows me...
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But... I don't know what to do.
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I-I've been dieting
and exercising. I...
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I lost four pounds,
but the rest...
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it just won't come off.
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Well...
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your bloodwork is excellent.
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I'm recommending
a course of a drug
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called Mondify.
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It's a diabetes drug,
but I use it off-label
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for weight loss with a lot
of patients in Hollywood,
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the modeling industry,
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lot of news anchors on Fox,
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etcetera, etcetera.
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Is it a pill?
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I've never taken anything more
than an aspirin.
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Not a pill, a shot. Once a week.
The weight will fly off.
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A shot?
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Um...
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I don't know. Um...
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Look, Mondify is nothing
to be afraid of.
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Side effects are minimal.
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Tiny needle, FDA approved,
all above board.
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You know, I use Mondify myself.
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It's a drug of the future.
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Here.
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I'll show you how to use it.
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So I just stab it in
and push the button?
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Just stab and push.
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Should we toast?
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To...
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To Vogue.
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Hi.
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Mary Alice, right?
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You're Sheila's assistant?
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Profiles.
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Give us a twirl.
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What do you think?
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I think you look fantastic.
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Go wash your hands, please.
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Three words:
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Vivian Lee from
Nobody-cares, Indiana.
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Iowa.
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I'm signing you.
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My goodness, really?
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- For real real?
- For real real.
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See Marjorie at the front desk.
She'll get you all sorted.
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I won't let you down.
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- Mondify?
- Sorry?
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That's what you're on, Mondify?
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Yeah.
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How long?
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About four months.
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I get a little nausea
on the day of the shot,
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but, otherwise, I feel great.
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Well, keep it up.
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We'll make you
the it-iest it girl ever.
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Over here, Viv.
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That's it.
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Fuck me in the ballsack,
that's beautiful.
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- She's a goddess.
- Good, right?
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God, she's a fucking Maserati.
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Vroom, vroom, baby.
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Ooh!
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Careful. It's an eyelid,
not a garage door.
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Heather. Come here.
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Pretty color.
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Sheila, this is my friend
and roommate Heather Billings.
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It's an honor to meet you,
Miss Klein.
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Heather is a fabulous model.
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You should see her portfolio.
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It's hot in here.
Let's get everybody out.
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My girl's overheating.
Chop, chop.
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Come on.
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Gorgeous.
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A gazelle cannot live
with a hyena.
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Heather? She's not a hyena.
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You don't think that girl
wouldn't eat you in a heartbeat
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just to stay alive?
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She's got claws.
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And I'm not talking about
those dreadful press-ons.
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Over here, Viv.
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Vivian!
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If it's broken, I'll just die.
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I am so stupid.
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Your nose will be fine.
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Vivian, what I'm worried about
is your electrocardiogram.
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You forgot to tell me
you have a heart murmur?
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Well, it's a complication
of my scoliosis,
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but I-I hardly thought
it mattered.
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I-I don't let it affect
my daily life.
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That doesn't mean
you don't have it. It matters.
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I can't, in good conscience,
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allow you to continue
on Mondify.
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Your heart could explode.
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What? But I need it.
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Vivian, this drug could lead
to real valve damage.
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It caused you to black out.
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What if you'd been driving?
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Would you rather
be skinny or alive?
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That's supposed to be
rhetorical.
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Well, there has to be
another way.
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Anything that radically changes
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the composition of your body
comes with extreme risk.
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You lied to me
about your medical history.
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At this point,
any options I do have,
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I wouldn't recommend to you.
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But there are
other options then?
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Vivian.
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These things have to come
from a place of honesty.
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Health first.
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It can't come from some
insane, jealous desire
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to be the skinniest
or the prettiest.
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You're right.
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I don't know
what's gotten into me.
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You know, my whole life,
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becoming a model was a statement
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I was determined
to make about...
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overcoming odds,
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about proving that I wasn't
limited by my condition,
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my scoliosis.
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But there's another philosophy
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that drives girls
in this industry.
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And it isn't about being
the best version of you,
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it's about being
better than them.
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And it's bitter
and petty, and...
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I-I just got caught up in it.
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Please.
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I want to show little girls
out there who have big dreams
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that there is
a different way to be.
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I want to be an example of
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empowerment
and self-love, but...
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I have to stay in the business
to do that.
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Dr. Lau, if you help me,
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I won't lie to you ever again,
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you have my word.
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Wait here.
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This...
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it's a very ancient treatment.
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All natural, so it won't run you
the same risks as Mondify.
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But do not take this lightly,
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it comes with its own
whole set of issues.
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Is it a pill?
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Taenia asiatica.
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It's a tapeworm
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from a very distant forest.
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Wash it down
with some oolong tea.
269
00:19:15,443 --> 00:19:17,757
You'll lose more weight with
this little guy than on Mondify.
270
00:19:17,781 --> 00:19:19,552
A tapeworm?
271
00:19:19,585 --> 00:19:21,388
But...
272
00:19:22,157 --> 00:19:25,229
if you're going to do this,
Vivian, you have to follow
273
00:19:25,262 --> 00:19:27,299
my instructions to the letter.
274
00:19:28,970 --> 00:19:31,174
I'm very serious.
275
00:19:48,643 --> 00:19:51,883
The tapeworm will beg to be fed.
276
00:19:51,916 --> 00:19:53,887
You will feel hungry,
very hungry,
277
00:19:53,920 --> 00:19:55,490
but you must eat normally,
278
00:19:55,524 --> 00:19:57,795
no more than
you would ordinarily.
279
00:19:57,828 --> 00:19:59,297
Do you understand?
280
00:20:32,931 --> 00:20:35,804
You'll be down
ten pounds in a week.
281
00:20:35,837 --> 00:20:37,841
I promise.
282
00:22:48,870 --> 00:22:50,907
A princess among us peasants.
283
00:22:54,147 --> 00:22:55,987
You think she's
prettier than me?!
284
00:23:22,637 --> 00:23:24,608
Hey. Are you, like,
285
00:23:24,641 --> 00:23:25,877
okay?
286
00:23:25,910 --> 00:23:28,148
Perfect jawline.
287
00:23:28,181 --> 00:23:31,989
Too bad your hairline
is on fucking Mars.
288
00:23:38,770 --> 00:23:40,138
No.
289
00:23:41,509 --> 00:23:42,877
I'm sorry.
290
00:23:44,648 --> 00:23:46,752
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
291
00:24:00,947 --> 00:24:03,719
That's lunch. 30 minutes.
292
00:24:04,822 --> 00:24:06,224
She's hogging my light.
293
00:24:24,962 --> 00:24:27,300
Oink, oink, little piggy.
294
00:24:27,333 --> 00:24:28,870
I heard she ate
295
00:24:28,903 --> 00:24:31,274
four double chili cheeseburgers
296
00:24:31,307 --> 00:24:33,045
in the bathroom.
297
00:24:33,078 --> 00:24:35,082
She brought them from home.
298
00:24:35,115 --> 00:24:37,286
You know what?
It's not her fault.
299
00:24:37,319 --> 00:24:40,961
That's just how they eat
in Potatoville, Idaho.
300
00:24:51,582 --> 00:24:54,588
I'm from Iowa,
301
00:24:54,621 --> 00:24:58,663
you puddles of herpes pus!
302
00:24:58,696 --> 00:24:59,865
Hey! Okay.
303
00:24:59,898 --> 00:25:00,933
Hold on, hold on.
304
00:25:03,706 --> 00:25:04,942
Show's over.
305
00:25:04,975 --> 00:25:06,678
Don't touch me, you axe wound.
306
00:25:13,091 --> 00:25:15,997
Okay, Viv, I need you
to take a breath. Calm down.
307
00:25:16,030 --> 00:25:18,068
I don't need to take a breath.
308
00:25:18,101 --> 00:25:20,674
Didn't you hear?
309
00:25:20,707 --> 00:25:23,880
I booked Vogue.
310
00:25:23,913 --> 00:25:25,884
The fucking cover.
311
00:25:25,917 --> 00:25:28,723
So sit on a rusty railroad spike
312
00:25:28,756 --> 00:25:30,058
and rotate.
313
00:25:56,679 --> 00:25:58,750
- I hate them.
- That's perfectly fine.
314
00:25:58,783 --> 00:26:01,288
You can be
an outright bitch to them,
315
00:26:01,321 --> 00:26:04,662
but we cannot have scenes
like what happened back there.
316
00:26:04,695 --> 00:26:07,166
I know.
I'm so sorry, Sheila.
317
00:26:07,199 --> 00:26:10,205
The weight loss isn't real.
318
00:26:11,207 --> 00:26:13,979
Everyone is on Mondify.
319
00:26:16,084 --> 00:26:18,322
No.
320
00:26:18,355 --> 00:26:20,927
Something else.
321
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:23,599
I'm a fraud.
There's something...
322
00:26:25,168 --> 00:26:26,905
inside of me.
323
00:26:29,043 --> 00:26:30,278
I know.
324
00:26:40,198 --> 00:26:42,436
Imposter syndrome.
325
00:26:42,469 --> 00:26:45,677
You've stepped over every other
girl to get to where you are,
326
00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:48,650
and now you're wondering,
"Why me? Why me?"
327
00:26:48,683 --> 00:26:50,887
I'll tell you why,
because you are a supermodel,
328
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:52,691
and they are not.
329
00:26:52,724 --> 00:26:54,704
They will never understand
the pressures that you face,
330
00:26:54,728 --> 00:26:55,830
but I do.
331
00:26:55,863 --> 00:26:57,800
I have seen it all before.
332
00:26:59,938 --> 00:27:03,144
Everything is gonna be okay,
trust me.
333
00:27:05,115 --> 00:27:07,654
Now get yourself cleaned up.
334
00:27:23,385 --> 00:27:25,155
Viv?
335
00:27:25,188 --> 00:27:27,126
Hey, guess what.
336
00:27:27,159 --> 00:27:29,765
You'll never believe it,
but Magenta Magazine
337
00:27:29,798 --> 00:27:31,401
is doing this article.
338
00:27:31,434 --> 00:27:34,775
It's all about models,
misconceptions,
339
00:27:34,808 --> 00:27:37,814
how tough the business can be.
340
00:27:37,847 --> 00:27:41,187
Anyway, guess what?
341
00:27:41,220 --> 00:27:44,227
They're using my photos
to go with the article.
342
00:27:44,260 --> 00:27:46,197
My snapshots.
343
00:27:46,230 --> 00:27:48,302
It doesn't pay, but...
344
00:27:48,335 --> 00:27:49,935
it's gonna be printed
all over the world.
345
00:27:51,307 --> 00:27:54,179
Vivian? Are you home?
346
00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:59,023
Viv?
347
00:28:07,507 --> 00:28:09,276
Vivian?
348
00:28:11,114 --> 00:28:12,282
Hey...
349
00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:16,124
I know you have a lot
on your plate right now
350
00:28:16,157 --> 00:28:19,197
with Vogue coming up
and all, but...
351
00:28:19,230 --> 00:28:21,468
do you think you could do
some of your dishes?
352
00:28:21,501 --> 00:28:23,438
Or take out the trash?
353
00:28:23,471 --> 00:28:26,111
This mess is getting
out of control.
354
00:28:26,144 --> 00:28:28,215
Magenta Magazine
355
00:28:28,248 --> 00:28:31,388
is doing an article.
356
00:28:31,421 --> 00:28:35,863
They're using my photos.
357
00:28:39,470 --> 00:28:42,544
Magenta Magazine
is for has-beens
358
00:28:42,577 --> 00:28:44,414
and wannabes.
359
00:28:48,221 --> 00:28:49,891
Viv, you're scaring me.
360
00:29:03,986 --> 00:29:05,790
Heather...
361
00:29:07,961 --> 00:29:10,298
I don't know why I did that.
362
00:29:11,902 --> 00:29:13,539
I am so sorry.
363
00:29:14,875 --> 00:29:17,547
I will buy you another one.
364
00:29:17,580 --> 00:29:19,283
I'm gonna go, Vivian.
365
00:29:19,316 --> 00:29:20,587
No...
366
00:29:20,620 --> 00:29:22,189
I can't live with you like this.
367
00:29:22,222 --> 00:29:24,060
I'll come and get my stuff
later this week
368
00:29:24,093 --> 00:29:25,129
when you're gone.
369
00:29:25,162 --> 00:29:26,565
No. Heather, wait, please.
370
00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,870
I have to tell you
the truth. Please.
371
00:29:28,903 --> 00:29:30,974
It's not, it's not me,
there's...
372
00:29:31,007 --> 00:29:33,879
It's not me.
373
00:29:34,948 --> 00:29:37,353
There's something...
374
00:29:37,386 --> 00:29:40,325
A monster
375
00:29:40,358 --> 00:29:41,896
inside of me.
376
00:29:41,929 --> 00:29:44,267
I know there is.
377
00:29:44,300 --> 00:29:46,380
I've been in this business
longer than you have, Vivian.
378
00:29:46,404 --> 00:29:48,208
Lots of girls have
the exact same thing
379
00:29:48,241 --> 00:29:49,310
inside them as you.
380
00:29:49,343 --> 00:29:50,479
Even me.
381
00:29:50,513 --> 00:29:52,517
I just hide it better.
382
00:29:52,550 --> 00:29:55,557
You have... you have a tapeworm?
383
00:29:55,590 --> 00:29:58,328
A tapeworm?
384
00:29:58,361 --> 00:30:00,265
Don't mock me, Vivian.
385
00:30:00,298 --> 00:30:02,069
The monster inside of you
is jealousy.
386
00:30:02,102 --> 00:30:04,273
Insecurity.
387
00:30:04,306 --> 00:30:06,243
You have so much right now,
and I have nothing.
388
00:30:07,479 --> 00:30:10,085
Why would you
feel threatened by me?
389
00:30:12,524 --> 00:30:14,962
Good luck with Vogue tomorrow.
390
00:30:14,995 --> 00:30:16,675
I hope it's everything
you ever dreamed of.
391
00:30:18,334 --> 00:30:22,243
No, no, wait. Come back.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
392
00:30:22,276 --> 00:30:25,984
I'm sorry.
393
00:30:26,017 --> 00:30:28,890
I'm sorry.
394
00:30:45,523 --> 00:30:47,135
All right, I can't believe
I'm saying this,
395
00:30:47,159 --> 00:30:48,361
but the model is too skinny.
396
00:30:48,394 --> 00:30:50,332
There is no body.
397
00:30:50,365 --> 00:30:53,271
There is no body
to hang the clothes on.
398
00:30:53,304 --> 00:30:54,874
I'm sorry.
399
00:30:59,183 --> 00:31:01,321
- What's going on?
- You're down five pounds
400
00:31:01,354 --> 00:31:03,125
from the fitting, hon.
401
00:31:03,158 --> 00:31:05,930
The dress was custom tailored.
Now we have to redo it.
402
00:31:05,963 --> 00:31:07,399
I can't be.
403
00:31:08,569 --> 00:31:10,907
I get it.
There's a lot of pressure
404
00:31:10,940 --> 00:31:13,053
to be thin in this business,
but I've seen girls go down
405
00:31:13,077 --> 00:31:16,619
fast and hard
because of eating disorders.
406
00:31:16,652 --> 00:31:18,355
What's going on?
407
00:31:18,388 --> 00:31:21,194
- Is it bulimia, anorexia?
- No, no.
408
00:31:21,227 --> 00:31:24,133
It's just my constitution.
409
00:31:24,166 --> 00:31:27,372
This ain't
my first rodeo, sister.
410
00:31:28,709 --> 00:31:30,580
I'm not trying to embarrass you.
411
00:31:30,613 --> 00:31:33,185
I want you to have a long
and healthy career.
412
00:31:33,218 --> 00:31:35,389
Burn, you fat lesbian cow.
413
00:31:35,422 --> 00:31:38,529
Avert your gaze from me.
414
00:31:49,985 --> 00:31:51,454
Excuse me.
415
00:31:56,063 --> 00:31:57,433
I respect your process,
416
00:31:57,466 --> 00:31:59,336
but you better purge that shit
before we shoot.
417
00:33:07,272 --> 00:33:08,441
Vivian?
418
00:33:27,814 --> 00:33:30,485
I never should have
given it to you.
419
00:33:30,519 --> 00:33:33,793
It's too much responsibility.
You're...
420
00:33:33,826 --> 00:33:36,063
You're too young. I...
421
00:33:38,234 --> 00:33:41,107
I'm so sorry, Vivian.
This is my fault.
422
00:33:41,140 --> 00:33:44,179
I can't stop shedding weight.
423
00:33:45,281 --> 00:33:47,452
I'm losing jobs.
424
00:33:48,689 --> 00:33:50,626
I'm too skinny.
425
00:33:52,162 --> 00:33:55,135
But more than that,
426
00:33:55,168 --> 00:33:57,239
it's changing me.
427
00:33:58,041 --> 00:34:00,613
The tapeworm metabolizes
and stores food
428
00:34:00,646 --> 00:34:02,383
more efficiently than we do.
429
00:34:02,416 --> 00:34:06,291
That's why you can eat and eat
without gaining in size.
430
00:34:06,324 --> 00:34:10,098
But the worm does grow,
and the bigger it gets,
431
00:34:10,131 --> 00:34:12,369
the stronger its need
to consume becomes.
432
00:34:12,402 --> 00:34:14,273
This is why you mustn't
feed it too much.
433
00:34:14,306 --> 00:34:17,279
But the hunger
isn't just for food.
434
00:34:17,312 --> 00:34:19,082
It's for...
435
00:34:21,354 --> 00:34:22,556
everything.
436
00:34:23,592 --> 00:34:26,130
All for me.
437
00:34:27,165 --> 00:34:30,540
None for anyone else.
438
00:34:30,573 --> 00:34:32,811
The tapeworm is
a powerful organism,
439
00:34:32,844 --> 00:34:36,417
but... it's also very simple.
440
00:34:36,450 --> 00:34:38,387
You see, it...
441
00:34:41,460 --> 00:34:44,835
Its function is
its defense mechanism.
442
00:34:44,868 --> 00:34:47,574
It consumes.
443
00:34:47,607 --> 00:34:50,412
As the worm gets bigger,
its need to consume
444
00:34:50,445 --> 00:34:52,617
becomes your need to consume.
445
00:34:52,650 --> 00:34:57,192
Its defense mechanism
becomes your defense mechanism.
446
00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:59,196
Devour.
447
00:34:59,229 --> 00:35:02,369
Devour anything deemed
to be a threat.
448
00:35:02,402 --> 00:35:06,177
I have to get it out of me.
449
00:35:06,210 --> 00:35:07,479
Do the surgery.
450
00:35:09,918 --> 00:35:12,456
It's too big.
It's enmeshed in you.
451
00:35:12,489 --> 00:35:15,328
Can I take something to kill it?
452
00:35:15,361 --> 00:35:17,767
Almost anything strong enough
to kill the worm
453
00:35:17,800 --> 00:35:19,704
will kill you, too.
454
00:35:23,612 --> 00:35:26,785
There has to be something.
455
00:35:26,818 --> 00:35:29,222
Get it out of me!
456
00:35:36,203 --> 00:35:37,305
Okay.
457
00:35:51,968 --> 00:35:54,741
This. Drink it.
458
00:35:54,774 --> 00:35:58,281
The tapeworm has
an innate revulsion to it.
459
00:35:58,314 --> 00:35:59,785
You'll experience contractions,
460
00:35:59,818 --> 00:36:01,487
and the worm will
make its way out
461
00:36:01,521 --> 00:36:05,228
to the nearest exit...
your anus.
462
00:36:08,434 --> 00:36:12,510
When you see its head,
grab it and tug firm,
463
00:36:12,543 --> 00:36:13,913
but gentle.
464
00:36:13,946 --> 00:36:15,950
Keep pulling till
the whole thing comes out.
465
00:36:15,983 --> 00:36:17,821
If you've been feeding it
as moderately
466
00:36:17,854 --> 00:36:21,360
as we discussed, it should be
about a-a foot long by now.
467
00:39:16,143 --> 00:39:18,716
No, no, no, please.
468
00:39:18,749 --> 00:39:20,620
No, please.
469
00:39:20,653 --> 00:39:23,626
Please, please, no, no, no.
470
00:39:38,655 --> 00:39:40,158
Vivian, you're not answering,
471
00:39:40,191 --> 00:39:41,962
so I assume that means
you're not home.
472
00:39:41,995 --> 00:39:44,035
Just letting you know
I'm coming up to get my stuff.
473
00:40:02,068 --> 00:40:06,678
Vivian Lee Finch,
what happened to you?
474
00:40:10,753 --> 00:40:12,155
Viv?
475
00:40:13,959 --> 00:40:15,829
Are you in here?
476
00:40:17,566 --> 00:40:19,671
Are you okay?
477
00:41:03,759 --> 00:41:06,832
Well, you've certainly got
the look.
478
00:41:06,865 --> 00:41:09,637
But I only sign girls who are
willing to do the work.
479
00:41:11,741 --> 00:41:13,177
Are you hungry?
480
00:41:24,266 --> 00:41:27,740
Miss Klein, I am starving.
481
00:41:36,658 --> 00:41:44,658
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