1 00:00:15,099 --> 00:00:16,933 Best Sellers on Audio presents... 2 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:19,102 Tales from Briarcliff by Lana Winters, 3 00:00:19,186 --> 00:00:21,062 read by the author. 4 00:00:21,146 --> 00:00:22,689 Chapter six... 5 00:00:22,773 --> 00:00:24,941 "The Gathering Storm." 6 00:00:26,318 --> 00:00:31,739 Behind the stone walls of Briarcliff, time had no meaning. 7 00:00:31,824 --> 00:00:36,994 The days themselves seemed to exist in a kind of perpetual twilight. 8 00:00:37,079 --> 00:00:41,624 Life there was just a series of numbing cruelties and humiliations, 9 00:00:41,709 --> 00:00:44,293 all masquerading as something else. 10 00:00:46,088 --> 00:00:50,049 You weren't conceived in love, but in hate. 11 00:00:50,134 --> 00:00:52,051 I couldn't wait to give you up. 12 00:00:52,136 --> 00:00:54,554 You're an abomination. 13 00:00:54,638 --> 00:00:57,557 You should never have been born. 14 00:00:57,641 --> 00:00:59,434 You should never have been born. 15 00:00:59,518 --> 00:01:01,853 I was in the third week of my confinement, 16 00:01:01,937 --> 00:01:04,522 and a storm was coming: 17 00:01:04,606 --> 00:01:06,399 The nor'easter of '64... 18 00:01:06,483 --> 00:01:08,276 that brought so much devastation with it, 19 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:11,279 and for me something else, 20 00:01:11,363 --> 00:01:13,906 something far more savage even than nature. 21 00:01:21,832 --> 00:01:24,792 Oliver Thredson was, to all appearances, 22 00:01:24,877 --> 00:01:27,503 a kindly figure, 23 00:01:27,588 --> 00:01:30,006 fatherly in his manner. 24 00:01:31,175 --> 00:01:33,384 This face he showed the world, 25 00:01:33,469 --> 00:01:35,595 this face of sanity and benevolence, 26 00:01:35,679 --> 00:01:38,473 that was his real mask. 27 00:01:39,683 --> 00:01:43,436 Underneath lurked the real Oliver Thredson, 28 00:01:43,520 --> 00:01:45,855 an unspeakable monster. 29 00:01:47,816 --> 00:01:50,526 I loved you even when you were still in your mother's womb. 30 00:01:50,611 --> 00:01:53,488 I would have given anything to be a real father to you, 31 00:01:53,572 --> 00:01:55,198 but she kept us apart. 32 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:59,577 I had so much love to give you, Son. 33 00:02:00,370 --> 00:02:02,205 She stole it from you. 34 00:02:03,999 --> 00:02:05,708 From both of us. 35 00:02:16,094 --> 00:02:17,762 Oh, my God. 36 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:19,514 Wow. 37 00:02:21,308 --> 00:02:24,101 "The Catholic Church bought this place in '62... 38 00:02:24,186 --> 00:02:27,939 and turned it into a sanitarium for the criminally insane. 39 00:02:28,023 --> 00:02:32,318 Legend has it that once you were committed at Briarcliff, 40 00:02:32,402 --> 00:02:34,237 you never got out. 41 00:02:35,572 --> 00:02:38,825 Their most famous resident was a serial killer named"... 42 00:02:38,909 --> 00:02:41,869 Bloody Face. Say "Bloody Face." 43 00:02:41,954 --> 00:02:44,288 Bloody Face! 44 00:02:52,047 --> 00:02:54,465 What is that? 45 00:02:54,591 --> 00:02:57,426 Maybe it's Bloody Face. Maybe it's just old pipes. 46 00:03:04,560 --> 00:03:06,310 I can't see. 47 00:03:06,395 --> 00:03:08,229 Hey, take it easy. Take it easy. 48 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:10,106 What? You scared, pussy? 49 00:03:13,819 --> 00:03:17,363 At Briarcliff, in a sea teeming... 50 00:03:17,447 --> 00:03:20,157 - Oh, my God! - What's wrong? What? 51 00:03:20,242 --> 00:03:22,910 You're such a prick. You are such a prick. 52 00:03:23,036 --> 00:03:26,330 Speaking of which... No. I want to know what's in there. 53 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:29,834 Do it again and I'll blow you. 54 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:31,419 Give me your phone. 55 00:05:19,736 --> 00:05:21,821 And who did this drawing of you? 56 00:05:21,905 --> 00:05:23,823 Bono. 57 00:05:23,907 --> 00:05:27,326 He was a bit tipsy on the airplane coming back from Somalia... 58 00:05:27,411 --> 00:05:29,203 and drew it on a cocktail napkin. 59 00:05:29,287 --> 00:05:30,997 He's quite good, isn't he? 60 00:05:31,081 --> 00:05:32,957 Be sure and get an insert of that, Pete. 61 00:05:33,041 --> 00:05:34,500 You got it. 62 00:05:34,584 --> 00:05:37,086 So with six best sellers, 63 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:40,673 a reputation as the only one the men will open up to... 64 00:05:40,757 --> 00:05:44,677 world leaders, stars, disgraced politicians... 65 00:05:44,761 --> 00:05:46,345 who's the one that got away? 66 00:05:46,430 --> 00:05:48,389 Is there anyone you lusted after that you missed? 67 00:05:48,473 --> 00:05:50,725 That's easy. Mao and Rielle Hunter. 68 00:05:50,809 --> 00:05:54,562 And she's still lusting after Julian Assange. 69 00:05:54,646 --> 00:05:58,607 Look, I know I said no on-camera appearances for you, 70 00:05:58,692 --> 00:06:01,110 but I love this whole bringing in the chardonnay thing... 71 00:06:01,194 --> 00:06:03,362 super casual, loving. 72 00:06:03,447 --> 00:06:05,197 What about just that? 73 00:06:05,282 --> 00:06:07,867 - I'm April, by the way. - Marian. 74 00:06:07,951 --> 00:06:10,119 What a pleasure. I saw your Norma at the Met. 75 00:06:10,203 --> 00:06:11,704 Transcendent. 76 00:06:11,788 --> 00:06:13,789 She's doing it in Bologna in the summer. 77 00:06:13,874 --> 00:06:15,541 Thank you. 78 00:06:15,625 --> 00:06:17,084 I've got rehearsal. I've got to take off. 79 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:19,462 I'll be back by 5:00. 80 00:06:21,131 --> 00:06:24,592 We have that Sondheim dinner/birthday thing tonight. Mmm. 81 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:28,679 Am I not the luckiest woman alive? 82 00:06:31,141 --> 00:06:32,433 A little higher, babe. 83 00:06:32,517 --> 00:06:33,893 Attaboy. 84 00:06:33,977 --> 00:06:35,686 Mm-mmm. Higher still. 85 00:06:36,938 --> 00:06:40,024 Oh, what are they teaching these kids in film school? 86 00:06:40,108 --> 00:06:43,944 God knows it's not how to make us old gals look more gorgeous. 87 00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:45,321 Nothing old about you, Lana. 88 00:06:45,405 --> 00:06:47,656 Well, thanks to a very talented surgeon in Paris... 89 00:06:47,741 --> 00:06:49,075 and a great dermatologist. 90 00:06:49,159 --> 00:06:51,994 So, what are we covering today? 91 00:06:52,079 --> 00:06:53,704 Well, since it's a Kennedy Center honor, 92 00:06:53,789 --> 00:06:55,664 I'd say it's a pretty big canvas. 93 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:58,375 Jesus, darling, I hope this isn't going to feel like a eulogy. 94 00:06:59,169 --> 00:07:00,836 I will certainly ask you... 95 00:07:00,921 --> 00:07:03,881 about your notorious nailed-to-the-cross prison interview with Madoff. 96 00:07:04,966 --> 00:07:06,675 But before all that, 97 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:08,844 I'd like to go back and start with the early years. 98 00:07:08,929 --> 00:07:12,139 The awful Bloody Face saga. 99 00:07:13,683 --> 00:07:15,351 I said I wouldn't talk about that. 100 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,269 People want to hear about it. 101 00:07:17,354 --> 00:07:18,854 It's what made you famous. 102 00:07:18,939 --> 00:07:20,356 My point exactly. 103 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:22,066 He's become a goddamn household name, 104 00:07:22,150 --> 00:07:25,528 like some kind of Heath Ledger, Hollywood movie star villain. 105 00:07:25,612 --> 00:07:30,116 He was an evil monster who used murder and torture... 106 00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:32,201 to keep himself from feeling like a eunuch. 107 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:34,120 End of story. 108 00:07:34,204 --> 00:07:37,039 I refuse to give him one more second of airtime. 109 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:39,667 So then let's start with the event... 110 00:07:39,751 --> 00:07:43,045 that made your reputation as a crusader for change, the Briarcliff exposé. 111 00:07:43,171 --> 00:07:45,756 We good to go, everyone? Honey, hand me that mirror, will you? 112 00:07:45,841 --> 00:07:47,675 I like to do my own eyebrows. 113 00:07:57,686 --> 00:07:59,854 How do I look? 114 00:07:59,938 --> 00:08:01,939 Like a million bucks. 115 00:08:02,023 --> 00:08:04,483 But they're still not gonna let us in that front door with a camera. 116 00:08:04,568 --> 00:08:06,318 Oh, I know how to get in. 117 00:08:06,403 --> 00:08:09,155 Jesus, how did you find this place? 118 00:08:09,239 --> 00:08:11,490 Listen, when we get inside, no matter what happens... 119 00:08:11,575 --> 00:08:13,200 or what anybody says, you keep shooting. 120 00:08:13,285 --> 00:08:14,785 We need to document the conditions, 121 00:08:14,870 --> 00:08:17,037 the filth these people are forced to live in. 122 00:08:17,122 --> 00:08:19,665 I want the footage to shock the public out of their complacency. 123 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:22,668 You understand? I want moral outrage. 124 00:08:22,752 --> 00:08:25,045 I want to put America in the asylum. 125 00:08:26,381 --> 00:08:28,090 The fact that you would voluntarily... 126 00:08:28,175 --> 00:08:31,260 go back into the place where you almost died, 127 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:32,970 that's why you're held in such high esteem... 128 00:08:33,054 --> 00:08:35,097 by all of America and your peers. 129 00:08:35,182 --> 00:08:38,267 Did you always have this need for justice? 130 00:08:39,561 --> 00:08:41,103 That's the myth. 131 00:08:41,188 --> 00:08:43,606 Lana Winters, crusader. 132 00:08:43,690 --> 00:08:46,734 It was a story that I helped to perpetuate, 133 00:08:46,818 --> 00:08:49,570 but, uh, it's time I come clean. 134 00:08:49,654 --> 00:08:52,573 It wasn't justice that got me back to Briarcliff. 135 00:08:52,657 --> 00:08:54,617 It was ambition. 136 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,911 I knew my future wasn't in print. 137 00:08:56,995 --> 00:08:59,038 You had an abrupt career change. 138 00:08:59,122 --> 00:09:01,707 I knew television was the future. 139 00:09:01,791 --> 00:09:04,710 So I got started in local news, 140 00:09:04,794 --> 00:09:06,587 and then an NBC affiliate, 141 00:09:06,671 --> 00:09:09,465 before I landed my own series of investigative reports. 142 00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:11,008 America Unmasked. 143 00:09:11,092 --> 00:09:15,512 With TV, words, they're less important. 144 00:09:15,597 --> 00:09:17,598 You need something people can see... 145 00:09:17,682 --> 00:09:19,183 visual stimulation... 146 00:09:19,267 --> 00:09:22,436 and believe me, there is nothing more stimulating than crazy people. 147 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:24,605 But you need more than that. 148 00:09:24,689 --> 00:09:28,734 You need an angle, a hook. 149 00:09:28,818 --> 00:09:31,654 And boy, did I have a doozy. 150 00:09:37,827 --> 00:09:41,413 I heard from very reliable sources that Sister Jude, 151 00:09:41,498 --> 00:09:44,875 the nun that imprisoned me at Briarcliff, was still alive. 152 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:48,212 In fact, she had become a patient there herself. 153 00:09:48,296 --> 00:09:50,673 I was going to go into that snake pit... 154 00:09:50,757 --> 00:09:54,134 and rescue her from the very place she had me committed. 155 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:58,138 Milo, I told you to keep rolling. 156 00:09:58,223 --> 00:10:00,224 Get the camera up and point it at me. 157 00:10:02,018 --> 00:10:03,477 At Briarcliff Manor, 158 00:10:03,561 --> 00:10:06,647 it's not uncommon to see patients left on their own... 159 00:10:06,731 --> 00:10:09,608 without supervision, without stimulation, 160 00:10:09,693 --> 00:10:12,236 for hours on end. 161 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:18,075 The squalor, the filth, the decay of this institution... 162 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:22,037 is a shocking indictment of the abandonment of her most needy... 163 00:10:22,122 --> 00:10:24,707 by the State of Massachusetts. 164 00:10:33,258 --> 00:10:36,051 The Church sold Briarcliff Manor... 165 00:10:36,136 --> 00:10:39,555 to the State of Massachusetts in the fall of 1965. 166 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:42,641 Since then, conditions have deteriorated. 167 00:10:42,726 --> 00:10:47,062 The images and sounds are far more... 168 00:10:47,147 --> 00:10:49,481 Ready? Do you need a slate? 169 00:10:49,566 --> 00:10:52,067 Yeah, are you sleeping? Come on. 170 00:11:00,327 --> 00:11:03,245 Three, two, one. 171 00:11:04,372 --> 00:11:06,665 The church sold Briarcliff Manor... 172 00:11:06,750 --> 00:11:08,250 to the State of Massachusetts... 173 00:11:08,335 --> 00:11:09,793 in the fall of 1965. 174 00:11:09,878 --> 00:11:13,047 Since then, conditions have deteriorated. 175 00:11:13,131 --> 00:11:16,383 These images and sounds are far more powerful... 176 00:11:16,468 --> 00:11:19,094 than any words that can be spoken. 177 00:11:35,028 --> 00:11:38,739 But how can I describe to you the way it smells? 178 00:11:38,823 --> 00:11:40,991 It reeks of filth, of disease. 179 00:11:41,076 --> 00:11:42,493 It smells of death. 180 00:11:42,577 --> 00:11:44,078 Who are you? 181 00:11:45,789 --> 00:11:48,248 Do you... You have permission to do this? 182 00:11:48,333 --> 00:11:50,751 You are the first attendant we've seen the entire time we've been here. 183 00:11:50,835 --> 00:11:54,254 Is it the policy to leave patients unclothed and unclean, 184 00:11:54,339 --> 00:11:56,340 some of them smeared in their own feces? 185 00:11:56,424 --> 00:11:58,884 Uh... I'm sorry. There's... 186 00:11:58,968 --> 00:12:01,136 Just too many for us to take care of. 187 00:12:02,180 --> 00:12:04,264 Right now I'm interested in one. 188 00:12:04,349 --> 00:12:06,100 I demand to see Judy Martin. 189 00:12:11,106 --> 00:12:12,773 Give me some light. 190 00:12:27,831 --> 00:12:29,706 Sister Jude? 191 00:12:30,792 --> 00:12:32,292 Judy Martin? 192 00:12:33,670 --> 00:12:35,254 Do you remember me? 193 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,260 You were committed to Briarcliff to cover up the abuses... 194 00:12:41,344 --> 00:12:44,555 the Church and science had perpetrated against patients here. 195 00:12:44,639 --> 00:12:46,265 You were left to die... 196 00:12:46,349 --> 00:12:49,351 alone, abandoned. 197 00:12:49,436 --> 00:12:51,937 I've come back to help you. 198 00:12:53,189 --> 00:12:56,567 I'm going to get you out of here, Sister Jude. 199 00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:00,362 It's okay. 200 00:13:11,499 --> 00:13:14,042 Lana... Banana. 201 00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:21,467 Such a powerful scene you describe. 202 00:13:21,551 --> 00:13:23,719 I'm embarrassed to say I don't remember it. 203 00:13:23,803 --> 00:13:26,263 That's because it never happened. 204 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:30,434 By the time I got to Briarcliff, Jude was gone. 205 00:13:30,518 --> 00:13:32,644 I should've gone back sooner. 206 00:13:32,729 --> 00:13:34,646 But you did shut down Briarcliff. 207 00:13:34,731 --> 00:13:38,233 Yes, but it's not the ending I wanted. 208 00:13:38,318 --> 00:13:40,986 It was one hell of an ending. 209 00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:43,071 Just not the one I wanted. 210 00:13:44,199 --> 00:13:45,782 And there's your promo. 211 00:13:45,867 --> 00:13:48,202 Let's take a break. I need to freshen up. 212 00:13:48,286 --> 00:13:50,329 Ms. Winters needs a break. Five and we're back. 213 00:13:50,455 --> 00:13:53,665 Would you like something to drink? I'd love a sparkling water. 214 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:56,126 Would you get Ms. Winters a sparkling water, please? 215 00:14:05,470 --> 00:14:07,763 Thanks. You're a doll. 216 00:14:08,890 --> 00:14:10,807 My pleasure, Ms. Winters. 217 00:14:36,834 --> 00:14:38,460 Kit. Holy shit. 218 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:45,384 I was just watching the news. 219 00:14:45,468 --> 00:14:48,178 You did it. You really did it. You shut down Briarcliff. 220 00:14:48,304 --> 00:14:49,596 Yeah. 221 00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:52,975 What the hell is this? 222 00:14:55,687 --> 00:14:58,355 I wanted them to capture our reunion. 223 00:14:58,439 --> 00:15:00,065 And I have a few questions I'd like to ask you. 224 00:15:00,191 --> 00:15:04,361 Questions? Yes. Like who's Betty Drake? And is she here? 225 00:15:09,492 --> 00:15:12,619 I'll talk to you, Lana, b-but I'm not gonna talk to your camera. 226 00:15:27,010 --> 00:15:29,678 Where'd you find this? When I was still trying to find Jude. 227 00:15:30,763 --> 00:15:34,099 But of course Jude hadn't existed for years. 228 00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:35,642 The monsignor saw to that. 229 00:15:37,979 --> 00:15:39,605 Got it. Thank you. 230 00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:42,524 I had no idea who I was even looking for anymore. 231 00:15:51,326 --> 00:15:52,993 And then I found this. 232 00:15:56,122 --> 00:16:00,626 Betty Drake, released to the care of Kit Walker, March 27, 1970. 233 00:16:00,710 --> 00:16:04,338 That was just a few months after you came to see me at the book signing. 234 00:16:04,422 --> 00:16:06,882 It's Jude, isn't it? 235 00:16:08,051 --> 00:16:10,052 Why do you care now, Lana? 236 00:16:12,930 --> 00:16:15,307 Hmm? We all just part of your story? 237 00:16:15,391 --> 00:16:18,518 It's not just my story, Kit. It's yours too. And hers. 238 00:16:19,562 --> 00:16:21,938 You went back for her. 239 00:16:22,023 --> 00:16:23,565 Why? 240 00:16:27,362 --> 00:16:29,154 'Cause it was something I could do. 241 00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:33,533 I couldn't shut the place down. I couldn't lead them all out of there like Moses. 242 00:16:33,618 --> 00:16:36,370 But, Jude, whatever she was, 243 00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,623 she didn't belong there any more than we did. 244 00:16:41,084 --> 00:16:44,127 I couldn't just leave her there. 245 00:16:44,212 --> 00:16:47,714 After Alma died, I... started visiting her there... 246 00:16:53,137 --> 00:16:54,721 at least once a week, 247 00:16:54,806 --> 00:16:56,431 sometimes twice. 248 00:16:58,685 --> 00:17:03,063 There was still life there. There was still someone buried deep inside. 249 00:17:05,858 --> 00:17:09,611 But I knew that life wouldn't last long if nobody got her out of there. 250 00:17:15,118 --> 00:17:17,703 They didn't ask a lot of questions. 251 00:17:17,787 --> 00:17:21,873 Think they were just happy to have one less patient to care for. 252 00:17:37,140 --> 00:17:39,141 You brought her into your home. 253 00:17:41,310 --> 00:17:43,603 Why'd you do that? 254 00:17:43,688 --> 00:17:46,857 After all the indignities she made you suffer? 255 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:49,818 I didn't do it for her. 256 00:17:49,902 --> 00:17:52,320 I didn't even really do it for me. 257 00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,617 I did it for the kids. 258 00:17:58,619 --> 00:18:00,996 I needed to be there for them, 259 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,999 and the only way I could leave Briarcliff behind once and for all... 260 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:07,335 was to find some way to forgive. 261 00:18:08,421 --> 00:18:11,006 Someone to forgive. 262 00:18:13,176 --> 00:18:15,761 Is she dead? 263 00:18:15,845 --> 00:18:17,554 Go on. 264 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:19,931 The first thing we had to do... 265 00:18:20,016 --> 00:18:21,767 was see her through detox. 266 00:18:47,335 --> 00:18:49,544 Carrot juice from our garden. 267 00:18:51,422 --> 00:18:54,257 How do I look? 268 00:18:57,553 --> 00:18:59,012 For a while, 269 00:18:59,096 --> 00:19:03,433 things seemed to be going along pretty well, considering. 270 00:19:03,518 --> 00:19:07,187 I made a decision to just... stay the course. 271 00:19:12,527 --> 00:19:14,361 They loved her. 272 00:19:14,445 --> 00:19:15,946 No matter how much she barked at them, 273 00:19:16,030 --> 00:19:17,739 they always understood something about her. 274 00:19:17,824 --> 00:19:20,325 So she eventually came around. 275 00:19:20,409 --> 00:19:23,495 Well, it got worse before it got better. 276 00:19:23,579 --> 00:19:26,206 I told you, you're stuck in the corner! 277 00:19:26,290 --> 00:19:28,124 Did you think I wouldn't notice? 278 00:19:28,251 --> 00:19:30,669 Come back here, you little shit! Hey! Hey! 279 00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:32,462 Hey! Hey! I'll cane you! 280 00:19:32,547 --> 00:19:34,506 Hey! This is not Briarcliff! 281 00:19:34,632 --> 00:19:36,424 And you will not hit my kids! 282 00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:39,719 Wait a minute. What's going on here? 283 00:19:39,804 --> 00:19:41,805 No, we do not have a children's ward! 284 00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:44,850 I told your mother that. I was very clear. 285 00:19:44,976 --> 00:19:46,726 I was very clear! Jude! 286 00:19:46,811 --> 00:19:49,354 You will address me as Sister Jude. 287 00:19:49,438 --> 00:19:52,357 You don't fool me, Kit Walker. I know who you are. 288 00:19:52,441 --> 00:19:55,527 I know what you did. Killer of women. 289 00:19:55,611 --> 00:19:58,864 No, you get away! Get away from me! 290 00:19:58,948 --> 00:20:00,991 I won't go back in that hole! 291 00:20:01,075 --> 00:20:03,118 I will not! You can't make me! 292 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:05,245 Thomas! Get your sister and go outside. 293 00:20:05,329 --> 00:20:08,540 I will not! 294 00:20:08,624 --> 00:20:10,959 - No, you can't make me! - It's okay, Dad. 295 00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:15,672 Oh, no. 296 00:20:58,466 --> 00:21:02,510 I still don't know what happened in those woods. 297 00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:04,471 When they came back, 298 00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:07,599 something was different. 299 00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:09,684 Grace was right. 300 00:21:09,769 --> 00:21:12,062 Those children are special. 301 00:21:14,732 --> 00:21:16,358 Okay, I'm gonna teach you a new step. 302 00:21:16,484 --> 00:21:17,525 Okay. Ready? 303 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:20,528 Toe, heel, step back. 304 00:21:20,613 --> 00:21:23,073 Toe, heel, step back. 305 00:21:23,157 --> 00:21:25,200 Okay, now. We'll start again. Watch me. 306 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:26,826 You're left, I'm right. 307 00:21:26,911 --> 00:21:28,954 Because women are always right. 308 00:21:29,038 --> 00:21:30,705 All right? Okay. 309 00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:33,041 Five, six, seven, eight. 310 00:21:46,430 --> 00:21:49,015 Whoo! 311 00:21:50,726 --> 00:21:52,811 Don't say I never taught you nothin'. 312 00:21:52,895 --> 00:21:54,312 Daddy, dance with me. 313 00:21:54,397 --> 00:21:56,439 Come over here! 314 00:21:56,524 --> 00:21:59,442 Thomas! Come here. 315 00:22:02,238 --> 00:22:04,406 Left foot. 316 00:22:11,914 --> 00:22:14,791 For six months, she taught them how to swing dance... 317 00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:16,751 and swear like a sailor. 318 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:20,130 Made Thomas learn to sew, 319 00:22:20,214 --> 00:22:24,718 took away Julia's dolls and gave her trucks so she'd grow up tough. 320 00:22:26,971 --> 00:22:29,639 I don't know if those last six months... 321 00:22:29,724 --> 00:22:32,100 made up for a lifetime of horrors, 322 00:22:35,396 --> 00:22:37,439 but she sure seemed happy. 323 00:22:51,245 --> 00:22:52,704 Hey. 324 00:22:52,788 --> 00:22:54,664 Come here. 325 00:22:54,749 --> 00:22:56,249 Come here, you two. 326 00:22:57,334 --> 00:22:59,878 Come here. 327 00:22:59,962 --> 00:23:03,673 I got a few more things to tell you. Okay? 328 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:12,724 Julia, 329 00:23:16,479 --> 00:23:18,354 don't you ever, 330 00:23:20,983 --> 00:23:25,653 ever let a man tell you who you are... 331 00:23:26,447 --> 00:23:28,490 or make you feel... 332 00:23:31,702 --> 00:23:35,163 like you are less than he is. 333 00:23:38,834 --> 00:23:41,753 It's 1971, 334 00:23:41,837 --> 00:23:45,131 and you can do anything you want. 335 00:23:46,258 --> 00:23:49,094 Okay? You understand? 336 00:23:51,138 --> 00:23:52,639 Thomas, 337 00:23:55,059 --> 00:23:57,143 don't pick your nose, 338 00:23:57,228 --> 00:24:02,065 and never take a job just for the money. 339 00:24:07,655 --> 00:24:09,572 Find something... 340 00:24:12,034 --> 00:24:13,660 that you love. 341 00:24:15,204 --> 00:24:18,081 Do something important. 342 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:21,501 Okay, boy-o? 343 00:24:36,642 --> 00:24:38,268 Oh. 344 00:24:39,270 --> 00:24:41,604 I don't need that. 345 00:24:41,689 --> 00:24:44,899 It's mushroom-barley. Gotta eat something. 346 00:24:46,902 --> 00:24:48,570 No, I don't. 347 00:24:54,910 --> 00:24:58,037 Kids, why don't you go pile up the leaves in the yard? 348 00:24:58,122 --> 00:25:01,207 I'm staying with Nana. 349 00:25:04,795 --> 00:25:09,090 No, you guys, you should go outside and play. 350 00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:10,717 Go on. 351 00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:25,481 Kit Walker, 352 00:25:27,193 --> 00:25:28,860 you're a lucky man. 353 00:25:31,572 --> 00:25:33,489 You better not screw them up. 354 00:25:45,502 --> 00:25:47,170 I'm here. 355 00:25:48,964 --> 00:25:51,341 I'm not gonna leave you alone. 356 00:25:51,425 --> 00:25:53,968 I'm not... I'm not alone. 357 00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:00,725 She's here for me. 358 00:26:13,447 --> 00:26:15,949 I don't know who she was talking about. 359 00:26:26,377 --> 00:26:28,002 I do. 360 00:26:36,512 --> 00:26:38,263 Jude, 361 00:26:38,347 --> 00:26:41,349 we've been doing this dance for so many years. 362 00:26:42,685 --> 00:26:44,852 Are you sure you're ready this time? 363 00:26:46,522 --> 00:26:48,022 I'm sure. 364 00:26:51,193 --> 00:26:53,194 I'm ready now. 365 00:26:59,535 --> 00:27:01,244 Kiss me. 366 00:27:45,247 --> 00:27:47,290 Thank you. 367 00:27:53,255 --> 00:27:55,340 I have a feeling we're about to enter... 368 00:27:55,424 --> 00:27:57,467 the hard-hitting part of the interview. 369 00:27:58,260 --> 00:27:59,761 It was the pen, wasn't it? 370 00:27:59,845 --> 00:28:02,055 No need to take notes on powder-puff questions. 371 00:28:02,139 --> 00:28:05,892 You got me. But I'm gonna ask anyway. 372 00:28:05,976 --> 00:28:09,979 If shutting down Briarcliff was such an undeniable success, 373 00:28:10,064 --> 00:28:14,192 your next exposé was, to put it mildly, controversial. 374 00:28:14,276 --> 00:28:16,861 I think half of New York wanted to lynch me, 375 00:28:16,945 --> 00:28:19,322 and the other half would have had me banned from the state. 376 00:28:19,406 --> 00:28:22,075 Can we talk about what happened with Cardinal Howard? 377 00:28:22,159 --> 00:28:23,826 At the time, he was a powerhouse, 378 00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:26,120 a rising star in the church. 379 00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:28,081 The man had avoided me for weeks. 380 00:28:28,165 --> 00:28:30,666 I went through all the official channels, 381 00:28:30,751 --> 00:28:33,294 but he ignored every request I made for an interview. 382 00:28:33,379 --> 00:28:37,215 So, finally, I cornered him on his way to Easter Mass. 383 00:28:37,299 --> 00:28:40,009 - Cardinal Howard. - I have nothing to say to you, Miss Winters. 384 00:28:40,094 --> 00:28:43,596 With or without your comments, I'm airing a report tomorrow night on Dr. Arthur Arden, 385 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:45,848 the man you hired to run the medical unit at Briarcliff. 386 00:28:45,933 --> 00:28:47,892 We finally gained access to his files. 387 00:28:47,976 --> 00:28:49,644 Did you know he was conducting human experiments? 388 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:52,105 We found some very disturbing evidence. 389 00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:54,899 Cardinal... Would you mind switching that off. 390 00:28:54,983 --> 00:28:57,193 A number of patients disappeared under his care. 391 00:28:57,319 --> 00:28:59,862 - Do you have any idea what happened to them? - That was over seven years ago. 392 00:28:59,988 --> 00:29:03,282 You can't expect me to remember anything about patients I wasn't responsible for. 393 00:29:03,367 --> 00:29:05,076 I'm afraid you are responsible. 394 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,371 Everything that happened at Briarcliff happened under your authority. 395 00:29:08,455 --> 00:29:11,082 And there is no statute of limitations on murder, Cardinal Howard. 396 00:29:11,166 --> 00:29:12,917 The police have found remains, 397 00:29:13,001 --> 00:29:15,169 human bones in the woods outside Briarcliff. 398 00:29:15,254 --> 00:29:17,505 - They're going to start asking hard questions. 399 00:29:17,631 --> 00:29:20,216 And since the notorious Dr. Arden has disappeared... 400 00:29:20,300 --> 00:29:22,176 They're going to be looking to you for answers. 401 00:29:22,302 --> 00:29:23,719 Get out of the way. What are you running from? 402 00:29:23,846 --> 00:29:25,346 Out of the way! What are you running from? 403 00:29:25,472 --> 00:29:28,099 Happy Easter. Answer the question. 404 00:29:31,895 --> 00:29:36,107 To this day, people still blame you for what happened to him. 405 00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:38,359 I've got broad shoulders, but I can't take credit... 406 00:29:38,444 --> 00:29:40,862 for what his guilty conscience made him do. 407 00:29:50,330 --> 00:29:53,958 That man was a particular kind of liar, 408 00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:57,295 the kind who lies to himself about being a liar, 409 00:29:57,379 --> 00:30:01,883 who is so corrupt and deluded he believed his own lies. 410 00:30:02,926 --> 00:30:06,179 Lies are like scars on your soul. 411 00:30:07,347 --> 00:30:09,891 They destroy you. 412 00:30:12,186 --> 00:30:16,898 I have a feeling we're not just talking about Cardinal Howard anymore. 413 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:19,609 Is there something you'd like to share with us? 414 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:25,615 I'm going to come clean about a lie I've told for over 40 years. 415 00:30:25,699 --> 00:30:28,201 In my book Maniac, 416 00:30:28,285 --> 00:30:30,703 I write about the abuse, 417 00:30:30,787 --> 00:30:33,331 the rape, the pregnancy. 418 00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:37,960 I say that the baby died in childbirth. 419 00:30:38,045 --> 00:30:43,925 I even wrote about a kind of poetic justice that the child hadn't lived. 420 00:30:45,928 --> 00:30:48,054 That child is alive. 421 00:30:49,973 --> 00:30:54,143 I didn't raise him, but someone did. 422 00:31:00,275 --> 00:31:02,276 Don't ask me to do that again. 423 00:31:04,071 --> 00:31:07,031 He'll need to learn how to live without me. 424 00:31:10,369 --> 00:31:13,412 I just prayed really hard... 425 00:31:13,497 --> 00:31:17,041 that somebody else could give him the kind of mothering he'd need. 426 00:31:17,125 --> 00:31:19,293 I couldn't muster it. 427 00:31:19,378 --> 00:31:21,796 I tried, but I couldn't. 428 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:23,881 That's quite a secret, Lana. 429 00:31:23,966 --> 00:31:26,259 The only person I've told is Marian. 430 00:31:26,343 --> 00:31:29,804 Do you mind if I ask, has there been any contact since? 431 00:31:31,139 --> 00:31:32,765 There was a period in the mid-'70s... 432 00:31:32,849 --> 00:31:36,852 where I suffered a terrible remorse about giving him up. 433 00:31:36,937 --> 00:31:38,479 No! No running. 434 00:31:38,564 --> 00:31:40,439 I used all my skills as a sleuth, 435 00:31:40,524 --> 00:31:43,526 which are myriad as we know, to track him down. 436 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:46,779 I just needed to see him. I didn't have a plan. 437 00:31:46,863 --> 00:31:49,907 What you got in here? You like dinosaurs? 438 00:31:49,992 --> 00:31:51,826 You want to suck a brontosaurus dick? 439 00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:53,744 Shut up, asshole! 440 00:31:53,829 --> 00:31:56,205 Who are you calling asshole, faggot? 441 00:31:57,249 --> 00:31:59,250 Hey, you. You little shit. 442 00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:02,003 You back off before I hurt you in ways you haven't even dreamt of. 443 00:32:10,178 --> 00:32:12,805 You all right? Yeah, I'm fine. 444 00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:23,649 You know he's the asshole, right? Yeah, I know. 445 00:32:43,879 --> 00:32:45,755 You should report him. 446 00:32:49,885 --> 00:32:51,719 That was the last time I saw him. 447 00:32:53,555 --> 00:32:55,389 I wasn't his mother. 448 00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:57,892 Not in any meaningful way. 449 00:32:57,976 --> 00:32:59,977 I would only confuse him. 450 00:33:01,438 --> 00:33:05,566 But I thought about him so often, 451 00:33:05,651 --> 00:33:07,860 wondering where he was, 452 00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:09,820 how he turned out. 453 00:33:09,905 --> 00:33:14,158 Did you ever think about having children after that? 454 00:33:14,242 --> 00:33:18,913 It was a different time for gay women. 455 00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:23,125 Most of us were resigned to not having children. 456 00:33:23,210 --> 00:33:25,753 But I was close to my friends' children. 457 00:33:25,837 --> 00:33:29,548 In fact, Kit... Kit Walker- 458 00:33:29,633 --> 00:33:32,301 he asked me to be godmother to his kids. 459 00:33:36,890 --> 00:33:39,350 He met a great girl named Allison down at the co-op. 460 00:33:39,434 --> 00:33:42,770 I don't know who loved her more... Kit or those kids. 461 00:34:07,796 --> 00:34:12,049 Kit always believed the kids were destined for great things. 462 00:34:12,134 --> 00:34:16,095 They grew up with that message, and they lived up to it. 463 00:34:16,179 --> 00:34:18,639 Thomas is a law professor at Harvard, 464 00:34:18,724 --> 00:34:23,602 and Julia is a leading neurosurgeon at Johns Hopkins. 465 00:34:23,687 --> 00:34:26,230 Kit would be so proud of them. 466 00:34:26,314 --> 00:34:28,858 Is he no longer with us? 467 00:34:28,942 --> 00:34:32,403 When he was around 40, he developed pancreatic cancer. 468 00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:37,700 By the time they found it, the tumor had metastasized to the liver. 469 00:34:39,202 --> 00:34:41,328 They gave him chemo, but... 470 00:34:42,497 --> 00:34:44,457 it was just a waiting game. 471 00:34:46,334 --> 00:34:51,672 The kids both offered to look after him, but he wouldn't hear of it. 472 00:34:54,801 --> 00:34:59,221 In those last months, he seemed more peaceful than I'd ever seen him. 473 00:34:59,306 --> 00:35:01,182 And then the strangest thing happened. 474 00:35:02,851 --> 00:35:04,810 He disappeared. 475 00:35:04,895 --> 00:35:07,396 I don't understand. No one did. 476 00:35:08,648 --> 00:35:11,692 And no one could explain exactly what happened. 477 00:35:32,881 --> 00:35:36,884 No note, no tracks, no clues. 478 00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:38,761 And no funeral. 479 00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:42,223 Kit's children insisted there was no reason to mourn. 480 00:35:43,850 --> 00:35:46,519 Ms. Winters, I can't tell you what an honor this has been for me. 481 00:35:46,603 --> 00:35:49,522 Oh, try not to, darling. I just hope you got what you need. 482 00:35:49,606 --> 00:35:52,149 Are you kidding? I thought we'd just be doing your greatest hits. 483 00:35:52,234 --> 00:35:53,984 But all the personal stuff- 484 00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:56,946 fantastic, unexpected and very moving. 485 00:35:57,072 --> 00:35:59,573 We'll see you at the Kennedy Center. Mm-hmm. 486 00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:32,147 Can I pour you a drink? 487 00:36:33,942 --> 00:36:36,235 Why don't you come out now? 488 00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:39,780 You don't need to hide. 489 00:36:41,283 --> 00:36:42,825 Not anymore. 490 00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:57,673 Let's get this over with, shall we? 491 00:37:07,684 --> 00:37:11,186 So I guess you've had a pretty great life, huh? 492 00:37:11,271 --> 00:37:13,731 It's been eventful. 493 00:37:13,815 --> 00:37:15,649 It's about to end. 494 00:37:18,028 --> 00:37:21,947 - You get that, right? - I knew it the moment I saw you. 495 00:37:23,491 --> 00:37:25,534 Mind if I ask you something? 496 00:37:25,619 --> 00:37:27,953 No. I don't mind. 497 00:37:30,707 --> 00:37:33,292 How did you manage to get yourself on the crew? 498 00:37:35,337 --> 00:37:36,879 That shit was easy. 499 00:37:36,963 --> 00:37:39,506 I've been waiting outside the building. 500 00:37:39,591 --> 00:37:41,258 Got friendly with the doorman. 501 00:37:41,343 --> 00:37:43,719 He told me about the interview. 502 00:37:43,803 --> 00:37:46,263 When the first guy showed up at dawn... 503 00:37:46,348 --> 00:37:48,265 the guy with the doughnuts... 504 00:37:48,350 --> 00:37:50,559 I cut his throat. 505 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:54,063 He's in the trash bin. 506 00:37:57,567 --> 00:37:59,818 This isn't how I pictured it. Really? 507 00:38:01,196 --> 00:38:03,948 Because this is exactly how I pictured it. 508 00:38:07,077 --> 00:38:09,244 I always knew this day would come. 509 00:38:12,082 --> 00:38:14,959 I didn't think you'd recognize me. 510 00:38:15,043 --> 00:38:16,543 How did you? 511 00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:18,796 Oh, Johnny. 512 00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:22,007 How could I not recognize my own baby boy? 513 00:38:23,218 --> 00:38:27,012 I've never seen him before in my life. 514 00:38:27,097 --> 00:38:29,139 His name's Johnny Morgan. 515 00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:30,975 Forty-eight years old. Unmarried. 516 00:38:31,059 --> 00:38:32,977 In and out of jail since his teens. 517 00:38:33,061 --> 00:38:34,520 Nothing major till now. 518 00:38:34,604 --> 00:38:37,773 We think he's responsible for the deaths of at least five people, 519 00:38:37,857 --> 00:38:39,316 including the elderly couple... 520 00:38:39,401 --> 00:38:42,695 who lived in the house formerly owned by Oliver Thredson. 521 00:38:42,779 --> 00:38:46,198 The place you were held at and tortured in '64, Ms. Winters. 522 00:38:46,282 --> 00:38:48,742 Are you sure you don't recognize him? 523 00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:50,077 No. 524 00:39:01,256 --> 00:39:03,257 You look like him, you know? 525 00:39:03,341 --> 00:39:05,134 Your father. 526 00:39:05,218 --> 00:39:08,053 It's easy for me to forget just how handsome he was. 527 00:39:09,055 --> 00:39:11,765 Until you shot him in the head. 528 00:39:11,850 --> 00:39:13,726 Yes, I shot him in the head. 529 00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:16,520 How did you find out? 530 00:39:16,604 --> 00:39:19,606 - That you murdered my father? - About who you were. 531 00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:22,943 Who told you? 532 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,821 You did. 533 00:39:26,823 --> 00:39:29,324 That day on the playground, 534 00:39:31,494 --> 00:39:33,120 I felt something. 535 00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:36,582 Then I saw you on the TV. 536 00:39:36,666 --> 00:39:39,168 "That's my mother," I'd tell people. 537 00:39:39,252 --> 00:39:42,171 They'd just laugh at me, but I knew. 538 00:39:45,925 --> 00:39:48,510 And I dreamed one day that you'd come back. 539 00:39:49,971 --> 00:39:52,556 Then I heard the tape, and, uh, 540 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,475 I knew you never would. 541 00:39:56,061 --> 00:39:57,686 What tape? 542 00:39:58,313 --> 00:40:00,355 I found it on eBay. 543 00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:03,025 This monster you planted inside me, 544 00:40:03,109 --> 00:40:05,360 I'm getting rid of it, and since I'm stuck here, 545 00:40:05,445 --> 00:40:07,529 I'm gonna have to get creative with this coat hanger. 546 00:40:07,614 --> 00:40:09,281 N-No. Lana, no, please! 547 00:40:09,365 --> 00:40:10,657 This is a mercy killing, Oliver. 548 00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:13,535 No baby should have to grow up knowing Daddy is Bloody Face. 549 00:40:13,620 --> 00:40:16,705 My father loved me. 550 00:40:17,665 --> 00:40:19,208 I could hear it in his voice. 551 00:40:19,292 --> 00:40:21,335 That's when I started loving him... 552 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:22,836 and hating you. 553 00:40:25,715 --> 00:40:28,050 - He never loved you, Johnny. - And you did? 554 00:40:28,134 --> 00:40:30,302 No, I didn't love you. 555 00:40:30,386 --> 00:40:32,471 I couldn't. 556 00:40:32,555 --> 00:40:36,475 That's why I gave you up... so you'd have some shot at a life. 557 00:40:36,559 --> 00:40:38,519 So you'd have a chance at a life, you mean! 558 00:40:38,603 --> 00:40:40,979 Right? This fancy life! 559 00:40:41,064 --> 00:40:42,689 Without me! 560 00:40:59,332 --> 00:41:01,667 So what's it gonna be, Johnny? 561 00:41:01,751 --> 00:41:05,337 I don't imagine, at my age, you'd be much interested in this skin. 562 00:41:11,136 --> 00:41:13,053 I've thought about this. 563 00:41:14,347 --> 00:41:16,557 I've thought about this a lot. 564 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:23,063 A gun. I wasn't expecting that. 565 00:41:23,148 --> 00:41:27,151 Your father once told me he didn't believe in guns. 566 00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:29,778 Of course, he was lying about that too. 567 00:41:29,863 --> 00:41:32,614 You don't get to talk about him. 568 00:41:32,699 --> 00:41:33,991 What are you so afraid of, Johnny? 569 00:41:34,075 --> 00:41:37,703 The truth about him, or the truth about you? 570 00:41:38,621 --> 00:41:43,083 I just want him to be proud of me. 571 00:41:43,168 --> 00:41:44,877 But... 572 00:41:46,254 --> 00:41:47,754 I... 573 00:41:48,923 --> 00:41:51,466 I can't measure up. 574 00:41:51,551 --> 00:41:53,760 Oh, Johnny. Johnny. 575 00:41:55,096 --> 00:41:57,097 He was a monster. No. 576 00:41:57,223 --> 00:41:58,891 Yes, he was. No, he wasn't. 577 00:41:58,975 --> 00:42:01,268 Yes, he was, baby. 578 00:42:02,896 --> 00:42:04,313 But that's not you. 579 00:42:05,773 --> 00:42:08,442 You could never be like him. 580 00:42:10,486 --> 00:42:12,321 Not that... 581 00:42:13,740 --> 00:42:16,366 sweet little boy... 582 00:42:16,451 --> 00:42:18,535 I met on the playground. 583 00:42:22,999 --> 00:42:26,919 Even then, I knew you were a better man than he was. 584 00:42:36,179 --> 00:42:37,679 No. 585 00:42:45,355 --> 00:42:48,023 It's not just him that's in you. 586 00:42:50,652 --> 00:42:52,819 I'm a part of you too. 587 00:43:02,330 --> 00:43:04,998 I've hurt people. 588 00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:07,167 Mom. 589 00:43:08,461 --> 00:43:10,671 It's not your fault, baby. 590 00:43:15,218 --> 00:43:16,843 It's mine. 591 00:43:31,526 --> 00:43:34,695 She's talking about the maniac, Bloody Face. 592 00:43:34,779 --> 00:43:37,197 I heard he's going to be admitted today. Is there any way I could meet him? 593 00:43:37,282 --> 00:43:40,951 You're out of your depth, Miss Lana Banana. 594 00:43:41,035 --> 00:43:43,328 You want a story? Write this down. 595 00:43:44,414 --> 00:43:47,708 A girl like you, you like to dream large. 596 00:43:47,792 --> 00:43:50,294 I'd venture you already have Briarcliff... 597 00:43:50,378 --> 00:43:52,421 in your rearview mirror. 598 00:43:52,505 --> 00:43:54,840 You make ambition sound like a sin. 599 00:43:54,924 --> 00:43:57,801 No. I'm saying it's dangerous. 600 00:43:57,885 --> 00:43:59,469 What about you? 601 00:43:59,554 --> 00:44:01,805 Saving the souls of madmen and killers... 602 00:44:01,889 --> 00:44:04,266 is a pretty lofty ambition, wouldn't you say? 603 00:44:04,350 --> 00:44:07,227 And you cannot imagine what it took to get here. 604 00:44:07,312 --> 00:44:09,021 I'd love to hear your story someday. 605 00:44:09,105 --> 00:44:10,314 No. 606 00:44:10,398 --> 00:44:14,026 I don't think you and I are destined to meet again. 607 00:44:14,110 --> 00:44:16,945 But I do hope you know what you're in for. 608 00:44:17,030 --> 00:44:20,824 The loneliness, the heartbreak, 609 00:44:20,908 --> 00:44:24,453 the sacrifice you'll face as a woman with a dream, on her own. 610 00:44:26,372 --> 00:44:28,623 You don't have any idea what I'm capable of. 611 00:44:28,708 --> 00:44:31,335 Well, then... 612 00:44:31,419 --> 00:44:34,713 Look at you, Miss Lana Banana. 613 00:44:35,840 --> 00:44:38,091 Just remember... 614 00:44:39,135 --> 00:44:42,387 If you look in the face of evil, 615 00:44:42,472 --> 00:44:45,057 evil's going to look right back at you.