1 00:00:02,636 --> 00:00:05,339 The dramatic new episode of "Bachelor in Paradise" 2 00:00:05,339 --> 00:00:06,306 starts right now. 3 00:00:08,575 --> 00:00:11,612 ♪ Almost paradise ♪ 4 00:00:11,612 --> 00:00:15,415 ♪ We're knocking on heaven's door ♪ 5 00:00:15,415 --> 00:00:18,619 ♪ Almost paradise ♪ 6 00:00:18,619 --> 00:00:21,989 ♪ How could we ask for more? ♪ 7 00:00:21,989 --> 00:00:26,493 ♪ I swear that I could see forever ♪ 8 00:00:26,493 --> 00:00:29,663 ♪ In your eyes ♪ 9 00:00:29,663 --> 00:00:30,000 ♪ Paradise ♪ 10 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,534 ♪ Paradise ♪ 11 00:00:36,837 --> 00:00:43,343 ♪ And in your arms salvation's not so far away ♪ 12 00:00:44,011 --> 00:00:49,616 ♪ It's getting closer, closer every day ♪ 13 00:00:49,616 --> 00:00:52,786 ♪ Almost paradise ♪ 14 00:00:52,786 --> 00:00:55,789 ♪ We're knocking on heaven's door ♪ 15 00:00:55,789 --> 00:00:59,259 ♪ Almost paradise ♪ 16 00:01:00,460 --> 00:01:03,730 ♪ How could we ask for more? ♪ 17 00:01:03,730 --> 00:01:06,400 ♪ I swear that I could see forever ♪ 18 00:01:07,634 --> 00:01:11,238 ♪ In your eyes ♪ 19 00:01:11,238 --> 00:01:15,275 ♪ Paradise ♪ 20 00:01:27,888 --> 00:01:29,656 How's Izzy doing, by the way? 21 00:01:29,656 --> 00:01:30,000 Do you think it's certain? 22 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:31,925 Do you think it's certain? 23 00:01:31,925 --> 00:01:33,827 Like, she is absolutely 100% over Vinny, 24 00:01:33,827 --> 00:01:36,463 or do you think she could wake up this morning and say, 25 00:01:36,463 --> 00:01:37,631 "Maybe I made a mistake"? 26 00:01:37,631 --> 00:01:39,900 No idea, because all I heard about this morning was this, 27 00:01:39,900 --> 00:01:42,536 and I had no idea until this morning. Neither did I. 28 00:01:42,536 --> 00:01:43,670 I only heard it from Vinny. 29 00:01:43,670 --> 00:01:45,772 Izzy talked to Vinny last night 30 00:01:45,772 --> 00:01:47,441 and said she wants to see 31 00:01:47,441 --> 00:01:48,909 if something is there with Brett, 32 00:01:48,909 --> 00:01:51,712 which obviously really took him back, shocked him. 33 00:01:51,712 --> 00:01:52,946 I mean, everybody said 34 00:01:52,946 --> 00:01:56,717 Vinny and Izzy are the strongest couple in paradise, bar none. 35 00:01:56,717 --> 00:01:58,752 To really go out of your way to pursue another guy, 36 00:01:58,752 --> 00:02:00,000 it's just ‐‐ they weren't on the same page, apparently. 37 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:00,787 it's just ‐‐ they weren't on the same page, apparently. 38 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:02,856 Well, especially because they've been, like, 39 00:02:02,856 --> 00:02:06,727 the one everybody is, like, "Oh, that's a certain thing." 40 00:02:06,727 --> 00:02:08,729 This whole Vinny and Izzy situation right now, 41 00:02:08,729 --> 00:02:10,831 it does kind of remind me of what happened with me and Kirk 42 00:02:10,831 --> 00:02:13,000 because he was having doubts 43 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:17,571 and never told me until it was way too late. 44 00:02:17,571 --> 00:02:19,573 And Vinny was totally blindsided. 45 00:02:19,573 --> 00:02:21,742 One, it's really hard to see a man cry, 46 00:02:21,742 --> 00:02:23,777 and, two, like, I felt his pain. 47 00:02:23,777 --> 00:02:25,679 Like, I've been there. 48 00:02:25,679 --> 00:02:29,349 It's the absolute worst feeling you can possibly have. 49 00:02:29,349 --> 00:02:29,950 What's up? Hey. 50 00:02:29,950 --> 00:02:30,000 Can we go to the treehouse? Yeah. 51 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:32,619 Can we go to the treehouse? Yeah. 52 00:02:32,619 --> 00:02:33,920 Waking up today wasn't easy. 53 00:02:33,920 --> 00:02:35,922 I feel crushed. I don't know if I was misled. 54 00:02:35,922 --> 00:02:37,991 Committing so much to Izzy and I's relationship 55 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:40,761 over these past couple weeks, you know, it's what I wanted, 56 00:02:40,761 --> 00:02:42,963 but apparently, it's not what she wanted. 57 00:02:42,963 --> 00:02:45,432 I don't want to sit around and wait for her 58 00:02:45,432 --> 00:02:46,500 so I can be second‐best. 59 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:47,668 You don't have to say anything 60 00:02:47,668 --> 00:02:49,336 if you don't want to, but... 61 00:02:49,336 --> 00:02:52,105 I came into this... 62 00:02:53,874 --> 00:02:59,046 ...not expecting what we had from day one. 63 00:02:59,813 --> 00:03:00,000 I came into this open‐minded. 64 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:02,916 I came into this open‐minded. 65 00:03:02,916 --> 00:03:05,952 And then I saw you, I was like, "This is why I'm here." 66 00:03:05,952 --> 00:03:07,821 I felt that instant connection. 67 00:03:07,821 --> 00:03:09,623 It was like, "You know what? 68 00:03:09,623 --> 00:03:11,692 I want to build a relationship with Izzy. 69 00:03:11,692 --> 00:03:12,893 I want to be here for Izzy, 70 00:03:12,893 --> 00:03:14,895 and potentially leave here with her." 71 00:03:14,895 --> 00:03:16,897 You know, all the fun times that we had 72 00:03:16,897 --> 00:03:18,732 and all the talks that we had," 73 00:03:18,732 --> 00:03:20,767 and, you know, opening up to each other, 74 00:03:20,767 --> 00:03:23,937 that's not something that's very easy for me, you know? Mm‐hmm. 75 00:03:23,937 --> 00:03:26,807 And I feel like we were on the same page. 76 00:03:26,807 --> 00:03:30,000 Like, I didn't want to date anybody else here. 77 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:30,977 Like, I didn't want to date anybody else here. 78 00:03:31,812 --> 00:03:33,847 Well, I didn't ‐‐ I didn't want to, either. 79 00:03:33,847 --> 00:03:35,916 We were ‐‐ we were very much on the same page. 80 00:03:35,916 --> 00:03:38,485 And I have not had anybody come in here ‐‐ 81 00:03:38,485 --> 00:03:39,686 Like I said to you last night, 82 00:03:39,686 --> 00:03:40,721 I had not one thing 83 00:03:40,721 --> 00:03:43,757 that made me want to be with anybody else. 84 00:03:43,757 --> 00:03:45,525 And I'm only being honest with you, 85 00:03:45,525 --> 00:03:46,760 and I'm being honest with myself, 86 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:48,695 when I tell you, when ‐‐ when Brett walked in, 87 00:03:48,695 --> 00:03:51,498 I got this feeling of, like ‐‐ 88 00:03:51,498 --> 00:03:52,699 I questioned myself. 89 00:03:52,699 --> 00:03:53,934 Why would I feel a certain way? 90 00:03:53,934 --> 00:03:56,536 I don't even know the guy, but something made me ‐‐ 91 00:03:56,536 --> 00:03:58,438 But you're willing to throw it all away 92 00:03:58,438 --> 00:03:59,673 just on a guy that walked in... 93 00:03:59,673 --> 00:04:00,000 No, because I think ‐‐ ... based on physical attraction. 94 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,541 No, because I think ‐‐ ... based on physical attraction. 95 00:04:01,541 --> 00:04:02,743 And I haven't talked to you about things 96 00:04:02,743 --> 00:04:05,979 that I'm... unsure about with you and I. 97 00:04:05,979 --> 00:04:11,485 I wish that I was able to talk to you about this stuff 98 00:04:11,485 --> 00:04:13,487 before Brett came in. 99 00:04:14,855 --> 00:04:16,022 I'm just hurt. I'm heartbroken. 100 00:04:16,022 --> 00:04:17,724 I'm crushed. I know you are, I know you are. 101 00:04:17,724 --> 00:04:19,659 I ‐‐ Like, I'm blindsided. 102 00:04:19,659 --> 00:04:21,728 Like, I didn't think this was gonna happen this way. 103 00:04:21,728 --> 00:04:23,663 You know, it just was hurtful for me to see that. 104 00:04:23,663 --> 00:04:25,732 I understand that, and I'm sorry. 105 00:04:25,732 --> 00:04:27,601 Like, the last thing I want to do is hurt you. 106 00:04:27,601 --> 00:04:30,000 The way that you handled yourself yesterday... 107 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:31,071 The way that you handled yourself yesterday... 108 00:04:32,572 --> 00:04:35,609 ... just showed me who you are. 109 00:04:37,377 --> 00:04:39,679 And what we had is something 110 00:04:39,679 --> 00:04:42,816 that I haven't felt in quite some time. 111 00:04:42,816 --> 00:04:45,652 And, you know, there was a potential to ‐‐ 112 00:04:45,652 --> 00:04:47,854 to fall in love with somebody like you. 113 00:04:47,854 --> 00:04:50,357 And you're gonna watch this ‐‐ 114 00:04:54,094 --> 00:04:57,297 And you're gonna hear the things that I've said about you. 115 00:04:59,666 --> 00:05:00,000 I mean, it's just... 116 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:00,700 I mean, it's just... 117 00:05:03,603 --> 00:05:05,605 You know, there's other ways of ‐‐ 118 00:05:05,605 --> 00:05:07,641 of how you could've went about that. 119 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:09,676 And regardless of what I said to you, 120 00:05:09,676 --> 00:05:11,578 without microphones or whatever, 121 00:05:11,578 --> 00:05:14,514 I can't fight my feelings, I can't fight my emotions. 122 00:05:20,587 --> 00:05:22,122 I... 123 00:05:22,889 --> 00:05:26,326 I've chosen to remove myself from here. 124 00:05:29,563 --> 00:05:30,000 I'm leaving. 125 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:31,198 I'm leaving. 126 00:05:32,632 --> 00:05:34,434 I don't think you should. 127 00:05:39,472 --> 00:05:42,275 Vinny, stay. 128 00:05:43,543 --> 00:05:46,313 Have a good rest of your trip. 129 00:05:46,313 --> 00:05:47,480 Please stay. 130 00:05:52,385 --> 00:05:55,088 Come on. I'm sorry. 131 00:06:02,395 --> 00:06:05,232 You good? All right. 132 00:06:30,690 --> 00:06:32,525 I love Vinny. 133 00:06:32,525 --> 00:06:35,295 I really do. 134 00:06:35,295 --> 00:06:36,830 He's such a good person. 135 00:06:36,830 --> 00:06:40,901 And I just kind of feel like a really person. 136 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:45,272 Like, he deserves a lot better than what I just did. 137 00:06:45,272 --> 00:06:46,539 Aww. 138 00:06:46,539 --> 00:06:49,109 No. You kidding me? 139 00:06:50,844 --> 00:06:55,682 He's leaving because of me! 140 00:07:05,558 --> 00:07:07,827 I miss what me and Izzy had. 141 00:07:07,827 --> 00:07:10,630 You know, I thought that there was a potential there 142 00:07:10,630 --> 00:07:11,631 to fall in love. 143 00:07:11,631 --> 00:07:14,901 I felt like that that was happening. 144 00:07:14,901 --> 00:07:18,805 And...I let somebody into my heart, 145 00:07:18,805 --> 00:07:21,041 and I got taken advantage of... 146 00:07:22,709 --> 00:07:26,546 ...all because of somebody walking by 147 00:07:26,546 --> 00:07:29,015 and based on how they look. 148 00:07:29,749 --> 00:07:30,000 And you're just gonna throw all that out ‐‐ 149 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:32,485 And you're just gonna throw all that out ‐‐ 150 00:07:32,485 --> 00:07:34,888 throw it all away ‐‐ 151 00:07:34,888 --> 00:07:40,327 and just break my heart and crush me. 152 00:07:40,327 --> 00:07:41,394 Coming up... 153 00:07:41,394 --> 00:07:42,529 If that can happen to them, 154 00:07:42,529 --> 00:07:43,797 it can happen to any one of us. 155 00:07:43,797 --> 00:07:46,566 It just starts to make you question your own relationship. 156 00:07:46,566 --> 00:07:47,934 The way you're reacting to this 157 00:07:47,934 --> 00:07:50,704 is you finding another reason to push me away again, 158 00:07:50,704 --> 00:07:51,838 and it's kind of irritating. 159 00:07:51,838 --> 00:07:53,940 I'm just not seeing us click. 160 00:07:53,940 --> 00:07:55,909 I mean, I don't even know what to think right now. 161 00:07:55,909 --> 00:07:58,878 - Oh, my God! - Holy crap! 162 00:07:58,878 --> 00:08:00,000 It's so great to see Jade and Tanner 163 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:01,715 It's so great to see Jade and Tanner 164 00:08:01,715 --> 00:08:03,883 as proof of how paradise can work. 165 00:08:03,883 --> 00:08:05,685 Just wanted to come check in on you guys 166 00:08:05,685 --> 00:08:06,853 and see what you all were up to. 167 00:08:06,853 --> 00:08:08,021 We've got a date card to hand out. 168 00:08:08,021 --> 00:08:10,924 What lengths would you be willing to go to get it? 169 00:08:10,924 --> 00:08:12,625 Now I'm worried about Caila and Jared 170 00:08:12,625 --> 00:08:14,661 being the next Jade and Tanner, 171 00:08:14,661 --> 00:08:17,097 but I know how to get a reaction out of him. 172 00:08:19,666 --> 00:08:21,835 I don't think you would sabotage anything that I have. 173 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:23,970 When is he ever gonna trust me more than he trusts you? 174 00:08:23,970 --> 00:08:25,739 Because ‐‐ Yeah, I don't know if he's ever gonna trust you 175 00:08:25,739 --> 00:08:27,240 more than he trusts me. 176 00:08:32,645 --> 00:08:33,813 I miss Vinny. 177 00:08:33,813 --> 00:08:36,483 Miss him already? Damn. 178 00:08:36,483 --> 00:08:37,650 It's such a tough situation for him. 179 00:08:37,650 --> 00:08:38,852 It just breaks my heart. 180 00:08:38,852 --> 00:08:40,854 We just had our first breakup, 181 00:08:40,854 --> 00:08:42,789 and things just kind of got real. 182 00:08:42,789 --> 00:08:44,691 I mean, Vinny was talking about 183 00:08:44,691 --> 00:08:46,926 potentially getting engaged at the end of this, 184 00:08:46,926 --> 00:08:49,896 and for Izzy to drop a bomb on him like that was just huge. 185 00:08:49,896 --> 00:08:51,865 He deserved to stay. You know what I mean? 186 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:53,733 He was one of the guys that just ‐‐ 187 00:08:53,733 --> 00:08:55,368 I wanted him to find love. 188 00:08:55,368 --> 00:08:56,536 I'm disappointed in her, 189 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:59,042 and I'm just devastated for him. 190 00:08:59,042 --> 00:08:59,539 and I'm just devastated for him. 191 00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:01,674 Like, I can't regret anything, 192 00:09:01,674 --> 00:09:04,044 but I also do feel just so, so horrible. 193 00:09:04,044 --> 00:09:06,646 This is the first major breakup that we've had here, 194 00:09:06,646 --> 00:09:07,947 and it is scary to see that 195 00:09:07,947 --> 00:09:11,084 because no one expected this or saw this coming at all. 196 00:09:11,084 --> 00:09:12,986 You're gonna be all right. I know it's not easy right now. 197 00:09:12,986 --> 00:09:16,890 But we're here if you need us, too. Thank you. 198 00:09:16,890 --> 00:09:20,627 To see that end was really sad 199 00:09:20,627 --> 00:09:22,162 and also just shook everybody a little bit. 200 00:09:22,162 --> 00:09:24,898 It just starts to make you question your own relationship. 201 00:09:24,898 --> 00:09:26,800 And, like, if that can happen to them, 202 00:09:26,800 --> 00:09:28,535 it can happen to any one of us. 203 00:09:28,535 --> 00:09:29,042 Things change quickly in paradise, 204 00:09:29,042 --> 00:09:29,836 Things change quickly in paradise, 205 00:09:29,836 --> 00:09:32,439 and you can never predict anything that's gonna happen. 206 00:09:46,719 --> 00:09:48,755 Hi! What's up, guys? 207 00:09:48,755 --> 00:09:52,425 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 208 00:09:52,425 --> 00:09:54,227 Holy crap! 209 00:09:54,227 --> 00:09:55,628 Aaaaah! 210 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:57,664 Who's that? Jade and Tanner. 211 00:09:57,664 --> 00:09:59,042 Genuine excitement goes through me 212 00:09:59,042 --> 00:10:00,400 Genuine excitement goes through me 213 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:01,634 as soon as I see Jade and Tanner. 214 00:10:01,634 --> 00:10:02,969 Oh, my God! 215 00:10:02,969 --> 00:10:05,405 I feel, like, instantaneously, everything's better. 216 00:10:05,405 --> 00:10:07,207 God! Oh, my God! 217 00:10:07,207 --> 00:10:07,907 Oh, my God! 218 00:10:07,907 --> 00:10:09,742 Vinny just left, and we're all, like, 219 00:10:09,742 --> 00:10:11,511 "Oh, my gosh. Does love even exist here?" 220 00:10:11,511 --> 00:10:12,612 And Jade and Tanner walking in 221 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:13,780 was like this breath of fresh air, 222 00:10:13,780 --> 00:10:16,649 like, "Hey, guys, guess what? Love does exist here." 223 00:10:16,649 --> 00:10:18,618 You know, it can work. 224 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:20,687 Oh, my God, Jared. How are you doing? 225 00:10:20,687 --> 00:10:22,822 It's really exciting to meet the other couples, 226 00:10:22,822 --> 00:10:24,624 because, you know, deep down, 227 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,793 I want someone else to find what we found here. 228 00:10:26,793 --> 00:10:27,861 Hi, Jade! I'm Izzy. Hi! 229 00:10:27,861 --> 00:10:29,042 Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. 230 00:10:29,042 --> 00:10:29,696 Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. 231 00:10:29,696 --> 00:10:30,997 This place definitely means more to us 232 00:10:30,997 --> 00:10:32,966 than it does probably to anybody. Mm‐hmm. 233 00:10:32,966 --> 00:10:35,635 This is the story we get to tell our children someday 234 00:10:35,635 --> 00:10:36,669 and how we met, 235 00:10:36,669 --> 00:10:38,872 and I just think it's really special to us. 236 00:10:38,872 --> 00:10:40,573 Yeah, guys, we just wanted to come see 237 00:10:40,573 --> 00:10:41,708 what you all are up to. 238 00:10:41,708 --> 00:10:44,577 Um, what is this, week 4 for you? Yeah. 239 00:10:44,577 --> 00:10:45,612 ‐Yeah, I mean... ‐It's crazy. 240 00:10:45,612 --> 00:10:46,613 You guys are pretty far along. 241 00:10:46,613 --> 00:10:47,847 It's kind of a big moment. 242 00:10:47,847 --> 00:10:49,916 Week 4 was kind of when it turned for us, 243 00:10:49,916 --> 00:10:52,018 when it kind of went from just a paradise fling 244 00:10:52,018 --> 00:10:54,020 to something that potentially could be real, 245 00:10:54,020 --> 00:10:56,122 and I had no idea at this stage of the game 246 00:10:56,122 --> 00:10:59,042 that I would be, you know, proposing at the end of this, 247 00:10:59,042 --> 00:10:59,526 that I would be, you know, proposing at the end of this, 248 00:10:59,526 --> 00:11:00,693 but we just wanted to come check in, 249 00:11:00,693 --> 00:11:02,595 and I think Jade has something in her hand, too. 250 00:11:02,595 --> 00:11:04,697 We do have a special little date card 251 00:11:04,697 --> 00:11:07,300 that we're going to give to one couple. 252 00:11:07,300 --> 00:11:10,403 Hi. Come here. 253 00:11:10,403 --> 00:11:11,604 We're gonna take a little time 254 00:11:11,604 --> 00:11:12,906 to talk to each and every one of the couples 255 00:11:12,906 --> 00:11:14,774 and see who we think has the best chance 256 00:11:14,774 --> 00:11:15,975 to make it after paradise. 257 00:11:15,975 --> 00:11:17,944 - Let's go have a chat, guys. - Okay. 258 00:11:17,944 --> 00:11:19,712 Based upon our conversations, 259 00:11:19,712 --> 00:11:20,880 we're gonna hand out a date card 260 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,516 to the people that we think is most deserving. 261 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:24,817 Our relationship has been very different 262 00:11:24,817 --> 00:11:26,920 than my relationship before. Last year? 263 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:28,721 Oh, yeah. Yeah. And I don't know. 264 00:11:28,721 --> 00:11:29,042 We, like, kind of hit it off, 265 00:11:29,042 --> 00:11:30,523 We, like, kind of hit it off, 266 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:33,860 and then I... got a little bit confused. 267 00:11:33,860 --> 00:11:35,795 Evan and I definitely need a date 268 00:11:35,795 --> 00:11:37,564 more than any other couple. 269 00:11:37,564 --> 00:11:40,266 I need more alone time with him away from here 270 00:11:40,266 --> 00:11:42,502 to figure it out. 271 00:11:42,502 --> 00:11:43,736 Is it a yes, is it a no? 272 00:11:43,736 --> 00:11:47,407 Because it's not fair for me to be indecisive anymore. 273 00:11:47,407 --> 00:11:48,041 I mean, we've had, like, 274 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:49,742 sort of ups and downs the whole way. Yeah, yeah. 275 00:11:49,742 --> 00:11:50,944 Well, you're both still here. I mean, that's something. 276 00:11:50,944 --> 00:11:52,545 I know. Yeah, the thing that's been cool is 277 00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:53,846 we've both been, like, really honest about it, though. 278 00:11:53,846 --> 00:11:55,815 Yeah. Like, "Here's what I'm feeling, and here's...," you know. 279 00:11:55,815 --> 00:11:57,884 He's very different than anyone I've ever dated. 280 00:11:57,884 --> 00:11:59,042 I think because of what happened last year, 281 00:11:59,042 --> 00:11:59,919 I think because of what happened last year, 282 00:11:59,919 --> 00:12:01,788 I've been, like, way more cautious. 283 00:12:01,788 --> 00:12:04,591 I think Carly's really trying hard to like Evan. 284 00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:06,492 He seems to really like Carly. 285 00:12:06,492 --> 00:12:07,660 So I wish them the best of luck. 286 00:12:07,660 --> 00:12:09,596 All right, So, what's the lowdown 287 00:12:09,596 --> 00:12:10,964 on you two crazy kiddos? The lowdown? 288 00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:13,733 Lace and I are one of the strongest couples here, 289 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:15,134 and I really want to get this date card 290 00:12:15,134 --> 00:12:17,904 because I want to move things along with our relationship. 291 00:12:17,904 --> 00:12:19,472 You guys haven't had a date yet at all? 292 00:12:19,472 --> 00:12:20,640 We had a double date, 293 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:21,874 but we haven't had a date, like, just alone time, 294 00:12:21,874 --> 00:12:23,743 so, we had a couples massage upstairs that he planned. 295 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,678 - Nice. Very nice. - That's nice. 296 00:12:25,678 --> 00:12:27,580 And he expressed his feelings for me. 297 00:12:27,580 --> 00:12:28,982 What ‐‐ what'd he say? A big word. 298 00:12:28,982 --> 00:12:29,042 A four‐letter word? Yeah, I was like... 299 00:12:29,042 --> 00:12:30,850 A four‐letter word? Yeah, I was like... 300 00:12:30,850 --> 00:12:32,919 That's a big step, though. He knows how I feel. 301 00:12:32,919 --> 00:12:35,655 I think I just ‐‐ I'm just so scared of it right now. 302 00:12:35,655 --> 00:12:38,458 So, you said that you love her. 303 00:12:38,458 --> 00:12:39,525 Yeah. 304 00:12:39,525 --> 00:12:41,227 And you didn't say it back? No. 305 00:12:41,561 --> 00:12:42,695 Wow. 306 00:12:42,695 --> 00:12:43,830 I know it's coming. 307 00:12:43,830 --> 00:12:46,499 I'm just not willing to just say it right away. 308 00:12:46,499 --> 00:12:47,634 Like, I... 309 00:12:47,634 --> 00:12:49,569 What made you want to say it to her so early? 310 00:12:49,569 --> 00:12:50,703 I'm the type of person where it's, like, 311 00:12:50,703 --> 00:12:51,738 if I feel a certain way, like, 312 00:12:51,738 --> 00:12:53,339 I don't care what the outcome's gonna be. 313 00:12:53,339 --> 00:12:54,274 Like, I'm gonna tell you. 314 00:12:54,274 --> 00:12:57,143 I ‐‐ I'm not gonna hold anything back. 315 00:12:57,844 --> 00:12:59,042 I think Grant is further along than Lace is. 316 00:12:59,042 --> 00:13:00,680 I think Grant is further along than Lace is. 317 00:13:00,680 --> 00:13:01,881 Lace is a little hesitant, 318 00:13:01,881 --> 00:13:03,783 um, and I think that's a major red flag. 319 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:05,418 When did you guys say, "I love you"? 320 00:13:05,418 --> 00:13:06,486 We said we ‐‐ "I love you" 321 00:13:06,486 --> 00:13:07,754 the last week, right? Yeah. 322 00:13:07,754 --> 00:13:08,955 Right before. Mm‐hmm. 323 00:13:08,955 --> 00:13:11,391 So, I mean, you guys beat us to the punch there. 324 00:13:11,391 --> 00:13:11,791 He did. 325 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:12,892 Grant is amazing, 326 00:13:12,892 --> 00:13:14,661 but I'm not ready to say, "I love you" to him. 327 00:13:14,661 --> 00:13:16,562 It's just not ‐‐ it's not in me. 328 00:13:16,562 --> 00:13:17,764 So if I had to ask, 329 00:13:17,764 --> 00:13:19,532 are you guys leaving the show together right now? 330 00:13:19,532 --> 00:13:21,534 We'll see what happens, right? 331 00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,703 Just keep an open mind, going forward. 332 00:13:23,703 --> 00:13:25,638 The last few days get crazy. 333 00:13:25,638 --> 00:13:26,839 So, best of luck to you. 334 00:13:26,839 --> 00:13:28,708 I think the talk with Jade and Tanner, 335 00:13:28,708 --> 00:13:29,042 it just kind of was one of those things, like, 336 00:13:29,042 --> 00:13:30,009 it just kind of was one of those things, like, 337 00:13:30,009 --> 00:13:34,113 it really makes you realize where your relationship's at. 338 00:13:41,854 --> 00:13:43,589 But I've told you how I feel about you, 339 00:13:43,589 --> 00:13:45,425 and I think that should be ‐‐ I'm aware. 340 00:13:45,558 --> 00:13:47,894 Okay, well ‐‐ 341 00:13:47,894 --> 00:13:49,796 The way you're reacting to this 342 00:13:49,796 --> 00:13:52,832 is you finding another reason to sort of push me away again, 343 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:54,767 and it's kind of irritating. I'm not pushing you away. 344 00:13:54,767 --> 00:13:56,469 It's just, like, maybe it's a realization. 345 00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:57,503 I don't know. I just ‐‐ I ‐‐ 346 00:13:57,503 --> 00:13:58,638 A realization about what, though? 347 00:13:58,638 --> 00:13:59,042 Sitting there talking with Jade and Tanner 348 00:13:59,042 --> 00:14:00,506 Sitting there talking with Jade and Tanner 349 00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:03,676 and, like, just not seeing us click, 350 00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:05,678 I just didn't feel like it was very natural. 351 00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:08,715 It's how you vibe together in situations. 352 00:14:08,715 --> 00:14:10,650 We did not do good on that situation. 353 00:14:10,650 --> 00:14:11,784 I'm gonna be honest. 354 00:14:11,784 --> 00:14:13,019 Like, I don't even know what to think right now. 355 00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:15,655 It makes me start questioning our relationship. 356 00:14:15,655 --> 00:14:17,590 I thought he was gonna be the one, 357 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:18,891 but now I'm not sure 358 00:14:18,891 --> 00:14:20,560 if we're really meant to be together. 359 00:14:31,904 --> 00:14:34,507 Oh, my God. This is crazy. 360 00:14:34,507 --> 00:14:35,975 Izzy and Vinny just broke up. 361 00:14:35,975 --> 00:14:39,912 Then Jade and Tanner show up, and now Lace and I are fighting. 362 00:14:39,912 --> 00:14:42,615 It's kind of crazy to see the polar opposites 363 00:14:42,615 --> 00:14:44,617 of what can happen here in paradise. 364 00:14:44,617 --> 00:14:47,620 I mean, you have a couple that was strong that broke up. 365 00:14:47,620 --> 00:14:48,755 And then you have a couple 366 00:14:48,755 --> 00:14:50,089 that met here, got engaged here, 367 00:14:50,089 --> 00:14:52,425 and they're married right now, and they're still happy. 368 00:14:52,425 --> 00:14:53,659 What's up, guys? 369 00:14:53,659 --> 00:14:54,961 When Jade and Tanner arrived, 370 00:14:54,961 --> 00:14:54,997 and they had a date card to give to a couple here, 371 00:14:54,997 --> 00:14:57,363 and they had a date card to give to a couple here, 372 00:14:57,363 --> 00:14:57,964 I want it so bad. 373 00:14:57,964 --> 00:15:00,600 I really need this one‐on‐one time with Amanda, 374 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,236 and I want to continue getting to know her. 375 00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:03,669 I need to. 376 00:15:03,669 --> 00:15:04,737 Give me the lowdown on it. 377 00:15:04,737 --> 00:15:05,838 So, did you start here, then? 378 00:15:05,838 --> 00:15:06,973 I was the very first person here. 379 00:15:06,973 --> 00:15:08,608 Okay, so it was good, yeah. Oh, cool. 380 00:15:08,608 --> 00:15:09,709 Nice. Oh, cool. Yeah. 381 00:15:09,709 --> 00:15:12,478 He wasn't here the first day, so he got here ‐‐ 382 00:15:12,478 --> 00:15:14,046 he was the very first guy to come on. 383 00:15:14,046 --> 00:15:16,582 Okay. So, did you go on dates before he got here? 384 00:15:16,582 --> 00:15:17,717 I did. Yeah, cool. 385 00:15:17,717 --> 00:15:18,851 I went on one. Who with? 386 00:15:18,851 --> 00:15:20,520 I went out with Nick. Okay. 387 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:21,721 Yeah, uh‐huh. Nick ‐‐ yeah, yeah. 388 00:15:21,721 --> 00:15:23,556 Yeah. And it was good. 389 00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:24,997 You beat Nick again. 390 00:15:24,997 --> 00:15:25,324 You beat Nick again. 391 00:15:25,324 --> 00:15:25,958 Yeah. 392 00:15:25,958 --> 00:15:27,727 Nick and I have a history, obviously, 393 00:15:27,727 --> 00:15:29,796 of ‐‐ of dating the same woman before. 394 00:15:29,796 --> 00:15:30,863 But I feel good about 395 00:15:30,863 --> 00:15:33,399 where I stand and me as a person. 396 00:15:33,399 --> 00:15:34,667 I don't worry about Nick. 397 00:15:34,667 --> 00:15:36,302 He's no concern to me. 398 00:15:36,302 --> 00:15:37,303 Ugh. 399 00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:39,872 I feel great about Amanda. 400 00:15:39,872 --> 00:15:42,642 She's beautiful, she's caring, she's sweet. 401 00:15:42,642 --> 00:15:43,643 Honestly, she's different, 402 00:15:43,643 --> 00:15:45,411 as far as, like, personality‐wise, 403 00:15:45,411 --> 00:15:46,579 that I've ever met in a woman, 404 00:15:46,579 --> 00:15:47,747 'cause she's just so selfless, 405 00:15:47,747 --> 00:15:49,549 and I think that's such a kind thing. Thanks. 406 00:15:49,549 --> 00:15:50,850 - She's a great mother. - Oh, that's sweet. 407 00:15:50,850 --> 00:15:52,952 She has two daughters that all she does is talk about them. 408 00:15:52,952 --> 00:15:54,997 Thank you. She gets along with people. She's nice to people. 409 00:15:54,997 --> 00:15:55,555 Thank you. She gets along with people. She's nice to people. 410 00:15:55,555 --> 00:15:56,656 We have the best connection. 411 00:15:56,656 --> 00:15:58,724 Oh. I just want another date. 412 00:15:58,724 --> 00:15:59,892 Pick us, please. 413 00:15:59,892 --> 00:16:01,861 I'll throw you some stuff under the table, man. 414 00:16:01,861 --> 00:16:02,995 - Thanks, guys. - Yeah. 415 00:16:02,995 --> 00:16:04,797 Josh isn't shy about saying that 416 00:16:04,797 --> 00:16:06,899 they deserve this date card and they really want it, 417 00:16:06,899 --> 00:16:08,835 but I feel like he's putting it on too much, 418 00:16:08,835 --> 00:16:11,737 so we also wonder if there's an ulterior motive. 419 00:16:11,737 --> 00:16:14,040 I don't know. Tough one. 420 00:16:14,841 --> 00:16:17,310 You started day one. When did you come in? 421 00:16:17,310 --> 00:16:19,479 I came in four days ago. 422 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:20,680 Okay. So you're fairly new. 423 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:21,814 Oh, okay. Yeah, midway. 424 00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:22,982 Which is a little intimidating. 425 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:24,817 Did you go on any dates before she showed up, then? 426 00:16:24,817 --> 00:16:24,997 I did, yeah. Yeah? 427 00:16:24,997 --> 00:16:25,852 I did, yeah. Yeah? 428 00:16:25,852 --> 00:16:26,919 Like, for me, it was just ‐‐ 429 00:16:26,919 --> 00:16:28,721 I wasn't coming for my second chance. 430 00:16:28,721 --> 00:16:29,922 Like, I kind of already did that. 431 00:16:29,922 --> 00:16:31,757 Third time's a charm, buddy. Oh, my God. 432 00:16:31,757 --> 00:16:33,659 He loves that one. I was like, "If Harrison says that to me, 433 00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:35,495 I'm gonna punch him in the nuts." 434 00:16:36,562 --> 00:16:38,965 My biggest hesitation coming here was 435 00:16:38,965 --> 00:16:42,101 my previous experiences were both intense... 436 00:16:42,101 --> 00:16:44,604 Mm‐hmm. ... Um, for a lot of different reasons 437 00:16:44,604 --> 00:16:46,772 but none more so other than the fact 438 00:16:46,772 --> 00:16:49,775 that I developed really ‐‐ real feelings for both women. 439 00:16:49,775 --> 00:16:52,478 Right. And looking back, 440 00:16:52,478 --> 00:16:53,779 I can say now, 441 00:16:53,779 --> 00:16:54,997 things worked out the way they should. Right. 442 00:16:54,997 --> 00:16:56,582 things worked out the way they should. Right. 443 00:16:56,582 --> 00:16:58,684 So it's easy for me to question this environment. 444 00:16:58,684 --> 00:17:00,586 I'm not trying to put pressure on myself. 445 00:17:00,586 --> 00:17:01,854 - I'm not against... - Right. 446 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:03,489 ... anything crazy happening, 447 00:17:03,489 --> 00:17:04,724 but it doesn't need to happen. 448 00:17:04,724 --> 00:17:06,726 But my advice is, get out of your head 449 00:17:06,726 --> 00:17:08,861 and just go for it, though, honestly. 450 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:11,731 Don't wake up on the last day of this 451 00:17:11,731 --> 00:17:14,600 and wish that you had tried more, 452 00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:16,335 because you never know what could happen. 453 00:17:16,335 --> 00:17:18,304 Cool. 454 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:24,110 How you guys doing? 455 00:17:24,110 --> 00:17:24,997 Muy bien. Just talking about, like, that date card. 456 00:17:24,997 --> 00:17:27,380 Muy bien. Just talking about, like, that date card. 457 00:17:27,380 --> 00:17:28,381 Oh, my God. Get that. 458 00:17:28,381 --> 00:17:29,482 I would love to. 459 00:17:29,482 --> 00:17:30,783 Morning, Ashley. Morning. 460 00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:32,552 How you feeling? Good. 461 00:17:32,552 --> 00:17:33,553 Good? 462 00:17:33,553 --> 00:17:34,787 Ugh. 463 00:17:34,787 --> 00:17:36,689 I hope that Jade and Tanner 464 00:17:36,689 --> 00:17:38,991 don't give Jared and Caila the date card. 465 00:17:38,991 --> 00:17:41,961 Honestly, it's a ‐‐ it's a nightmare scenario. 466 00:17:41,961 --> 00:17:44,730 You know, now I'm worried about Caila and Jared 467 00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:46,499 being the next Jade and Tanner 468 00:17:46,499 --> 00:17:49,602 and proposing and all that 469 00:17:49,602 --> 00:17:51,037 When we were talking about, like, possibilities, 470 00:17:51,037 --> 00:17:53,539 we were like, "You two would look good on paper, like, together." 471 00:17:53,539 --> 00:17:54,740 Right. Yeah. 472 00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:54,997 So we were kind of hoping something would happen. Yeah. 473 00:17:54,997 --> 00:17:56,409 So we were kind of hoping something would happen. Yeah. 474 00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:57,577 And it worked out so far, so... 475 00:17:57,577 --> 00:17:58,544 Yeah. It has. 476 00:17:58,544 --> 00:17:59,712 Yeah, he's a pretty good guy. 477 00:17:59,712 --> 00:18:00,813 Eh, mm, I try. Yeah. 478 00:18:00,813 --> 00:18:02,782 So, you guys went on a date. Yeah. 479 00:18:02,782 --> 00:18:03,983 We went horseback riding. It was really fun. 480 00:18:03,983 --> 00:18:06,052 So you came in with a date card and asked him. Yes. 481 00:18:06,052 --> 00:18:08,554 The best thing about what Caila and I have right now 482 00:18:08,554 --> 00:18:09,789 is that, every minute we spend together, 483 00:18:09,789 --> 00:18:11,090 it keeps getting better and better. 484 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,926 So I'm hoping that I get this date card and see this through. 485 00:18:13,926 --> 00:18:16,495 Are you both, like, actually excited about it, though, you think? 486 00:18:16,495 --> 00:18:17,897 I'm excited. Yeah. I am, too. Yeah. 487 00:18:17,897 --> 00:18:20,399 I'm extremely happy for my buddy 488 00:18:20,399 --> 00:18:21,701 that he's excited about a girl 489 00:18:21,701 --> 00:18:22,702 and found someone that, 490 00:18:22,702 --> 00:18:24,604 you know, puts a smile on his face. 491 00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:24,997 I know it's only been four days, 492 00:18:24,997 --> 00:18:25,705 I know it's only been four days, 493 00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:26,839 but do you think there's a chance 494 00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:28,674 that you guys could at least leave here together? 495 00:18:28,674 --> 00:18:30,610 Yeah, I think there's a chance. I think so, yeah. 496 00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:33,546 You guys are fairly close, you know, where you live, and... 497 00:18:33,546 --> 00:18:35,681 Yeah. I love Rhode Island, actually, and... 498 00:18:35,681 --> 00:18:36,916 That's a good thing. Yeah. 499 00:18:36,916 --> 00:18:38,751 That's a big hurdle to get out of the way. Yeah. 500 00:18:38,751 --> 00:18:39,719 Yeah, I think so. 501 00:18:39,719 --> 00:18:40,820 Do you think you guys could benefit 502 00:18:40,820 --> 00:18:42,688 from our date card we're giving out? 503 00:18:42,688 --> 00:18:44,523 I think we'd benefit from your date card. Yeah. 504 00:18:44,523 --> 00:18:45,558 Absolutely. 505 00:18:45,558 --> 00:18:46,859 It's kind of exciting to see 506 00:18:46,859 --> 00:18:49,595 that they naturally found each other here. 507 00:18:49,595 --> 00:18:52,431 I can definitely see them falling in love. 508 00:18:52,431 --> 00:18:53,766 My lady, my lord. 509 00:18:53,766 --> 00:18:54,997 I'm meeting the king and queen right now. 510 00:18:54,997 --> 00:18:55,401 I'm meeting the king and queen right now. 511 00:18:55,401 --> 00:18:56,168 Hi. Hi. 512 00:18:56,168 --> 00:18:58,771 You're looking very princess‐esque. Oh, yes, thank you. 513 00:18:58,771 --> 00:19:00,740 That's what everybody said when I arrived. 514 00:19:00,740 --> 00:19:02,608 I love it. Thanks. 515 00:19:02,608 --> 00:19:03,743 How's it been? Once again... 516 00:19:03,743 --> 00:19:05,511 All ‐‐ all rainbows and sunshine? 517 00:19:05,511 --> 00:19:07,513 ...the least desirable woman in the kingdom. 518 00:19:07,513 --> 00:19:09,749 Stop. Um... 519 00:19:09,749 --> 00:19:11,751 Yeah, it's been struggle bus. 520 00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,753 What would be, like, your ideal, 521 00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,655 like, the biggest hope for you 522 00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:16,889 to walk out of paradise with, and ‐‐ 523 00:19:16,889 --> 00:19:18,691 And then, like, the opposite ‐‐ 524 00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:20,459 What would be your, like, worst nightmare? 525 00:19:20,459 --> 00:19:21,927 My biggest hope coming into it 526 00:19:21,927 --> 00:19:23,529 was that Jared would turn around. 527 00:19:23,529 --> 00:19:24,497 Yeah. Yeah. 528 00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:24,997 And then, um, my biggest fear 529 00:19:24,997 --> 00:19:26,766 And then, um, my biggest fear 530 00:19:26,766 --> 00:19:28,701 is that he leaves engaged to Caila. 531 00:19:28,701 --> 00:19:29,869 Yeah. Yeah. 532 00:19:29,869 --> 00:19:31,804 You think there's a chance of that happening? 533 00:19:31,804 --> 00:19:35,508 So, as far as I've heard... 534 00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:38,577 um, he's definitely more into her than he ‐‐ 535 00:19:38,577 --> 00:19:39,645 than she is to him. 536 00:19:39,645 --> 00:19:42,314 And I'm like, "Okay, I'm really thinking of her 537 00:19:42,314 --> 00:19:45,885 as... a faker person." 538 00:19:45,885 --> 00:19:49,989 I just hit the nail in the coffin for Jared. 539 00:19:49,989 --> 00:19:51,957 Jared and Caila are not in consideration 540 00:19:51,957 --> 00:19:54,226 for Jade and Tanner's date card. 541 00:19:54,226 --> 00:19:54,794 No way. 542 00:19:54,794 --> 00:19:54,997 All right, thanks, guys. You're great. 543 00:19:54,997 --> 00:19:56,595 All right, thanks, guys. You're great. 544 00:19:56,595 --> 00:19:57,897 And I always feel like Jade and Tanner 545 00:19:57,897 --> 00:19:59,699 will have a soft spot for Jared and I, 546 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:03,369 so we'll see what they ‐‐ they have to say. 547 00:20:04,103 --> 00:20:06,439 There's a few couples here that we thought 548 00:20:06,439 --> 00:20:07,606 were on the right path already, 549 00:20:07,606 --> 00:20:08,841 and there was a few that we thought 550 00:20:08,841 --> 00:20:11,577 maybe this date would help propel to that next level, 551 00:20:11,577 --> 00:20:12,812 so it was a tough ‐‐ tough decision, 552 00:20:12,812 --> 00:20:14,046 whether to give it to someone that, 553 00:20:14,046 --> 00:20:16,749 you know, has a great shot at becoming something 554 00:20:16,749 --> 00:20:19,719 or one ‐‐ one of those swing couples that really needed it. 555 00:20:19,719 --> 00:20:22,621 But, um, I think we came to a decision. 556 00:20:22,621 --> 00:20:23,589 Yeah. 557 00:20:23,589 --> 00:20:24,790 Jared and Caila, 558 00:20:24,790 --> 00:20:24,997 enjoy the date where we fell in love. 559 00:20:24,997 --> 00:20:27,626 enjoy the date where we fell in love. 560 00:20:27,626 --> 00:20:29,762 XOXO. Jade and Tanner. 561 00:20:29,762 --> 00:20:32,331 ‐Aww. ‐Yay! 562 00:20:33,666 --> 00:20:35,401 I'm so excited to get the date card 563 00:20:35,401 --> 00:20:35,901 from Tanner and Jade. 564 00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:37,503 Of course I want my own love story. 565 00:20:37,503 --> 00:20:38,704 Everybody wants their own love story, 566 00:20:38,704 --> 00:20:39,972 so, hopefully it's a big turning point 567 00:20:39,972 --> 00:20:41,874 in the relationship that Caila and myself have. 568 00:20:41,874 --> 00:20:43,709 We felt like you guys already had a good foundation. 569 00:20:43,709 --> 00:20:45,444 Thanks, guys. I appreciate it. 570 00:20:45,444 --> 00:20:46,512 Like, what the hell? 571 00:20:46,512 --> 00:20:48,581 This is the worst scenario. 572 00:20:48,581 --> 00:20:50,549 Why isn't that me again? 573 00:20:50,549 --> 00:20:52,485 For the second year in a row, it's like, 574 00:20:52,485 --> 00:20:54,997 "why am I the one that's at home, single?" 575 00:20:54,997 --> 00:20:55,921 "why am I the one that's at home, single?" 576 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:59,592 Dear God, please hope that Jared today 577 00:20:59,592 --> 00:21:03,562 realizes that Caila sucks and I'm a lot more fun 578 00:21:03,562 --> 00:21:06,198 and she is a little piece of 579 00:21:06,565 --> 00:21:07,900 Coming up... 580 00:21:07,900 --> 00:21:10,536 This girl's a disloyal bitch. 581 00:21:10,536 --> 00:21:14,106 How has my nightmare scenario come to be? 582 00:21:16,408 --> 00:21:17,610 Maybe she just doesn't like me. 583 00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:18,844 I know how to get a reaction out of him. 584 00:21:18,844 --> 00:21:21,313 She told you to be careful. Yeah. 585 00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:22,748 She is in love with you. 586 00:21:22,748 --> 00:21:23,949 I need to talk to her. 587 00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:24,997 Okay. So you're gonna sabotage everyone else? 588 00:21:24,997 --> 00:21:26,452 Okay. So you're gonna sabotage everyone else? 589 00:21:26,452 --> 00:21:27,820 Like, you want to entertain yourself? 590 00:21:27,820 --> 00:21:28,921 I'm not entertaining myself 591 00:21:28,921 --> 00:21:30,589 by telling him, like, what I've been hearing. 592 00:21:30,589 --> 00:21:31,857 If you were honestly here to meet someone else, 593 00:21:31,857 --> 00:21:33,559 then you should focus on that. Yeah. 594 00:21:33,559 --> 00:21:35,194 I want to scratch her eyes out. 595 00:21:44,637 --> 00:21:46,405 Meeting with Jade and Tanner 596 00:21:46,405 --> 00:21:47,706 definitely made me a little nervous 597 00:21:47,706 --> 00:21:49,441 about my relationship with Nick. 598 00:21:49,441 --> 00:21:50,843 I would like Nick to open up 599 00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:52,845 and just tell me how he's feeling. 600 00:21:52,845 --> 00:21:54,680 Whatever those feelings are, just tell me. 601 00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:56,515 Do you like me? Do you have a crush on me? 602 00:21:56,515 --> 00:21:58,517 Do you get butterflies when you think of me? 603 00:21:58,517 --> 00:21:59,752 I just want ‐‐ I need something. 604 00:21:59,752 --> 00:22:01,787 This is the first couple days I've noticed 605 00:22:01,787 --> 00:22:03,589 he has a bit of a wall up. 606 00:22:03,589 --> 00:22:04,857 If he doesn't step it up, 607 00:22:04,857 --> 00:22:07,496 if he doesn't tell me how he's feeling, um, 608 00:22:07,496 --> 00:22:07,893 if he doesn't tell me how he's feeling, um, 609 00:22:07,893 --> 00:22:10,696 and we can't move forward, I'm gone. 610 00:22:10,696 --> 00:22:12,531 I think whenever you feel like 611 00:22:12,531 --> 00:22:15,568 I'm like backing off or thinking, 612 00:22:15,568 --> 00:22:19,605 that's when you get more attentive and closer. 613 00:22:19,605 --> 00:22:21,440 But I need more of that without me doing that. 614 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:22,975 I just chalked it all up 615 00:22:22,975 --> 00:22:24,443 to you having a bit of a wall up, but... 616 00:22:24,443 --> 00:22:26,979 I mean, I don't know. I guess maybe, in some ways. 617 00:22:26,979 --> 00:22:30,683 I don't ‐‐ I guess I didn't feel like ‐‐ like it was a wall. 618 00:22:30,683 --> 00:22:33,719 That's why one of the first questions I asked on our date 619 00:22:33,719 --> 00:22:37,496 was if your past relationships maybe affected... 620 00:22:37,496 --> 00:22:37,590 was if your past relationships maybe affected... 621 00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:39,725 I'd probably be lying if I said it didn't. 622 00:22:39,725 --> 00:22:41,827 I would like to think it doesn't, but... 623 00:22:41,827 --> 00:22:44,630 If I sense at all that you're backing off 624 00:22:44,630 --> 00:22:45,731 or you have a wall, 625 00:22:45,731 --> 00:22:46,966 I'm gonna back off. 626 00:22:46,966 --> 00:22:49,501 Well, I don't think I'm backing off. Not backing off 627 00:22:49,501 --> 00:22:53,639 but just not maybe moving forward? 628 00:22:53,639 --> 00:22:56,876 Like, I want every day to be a progression, you know? 629 00:22:56,876 --> 00:22:58,744 I know it's only been a few days, 630 00:22:58,744 --> 00:23:00,679 and it's crazy to talk like this now, 631 00:23:00,679 --> 00:23:02,681 but whenever I feel like something's not right, 632 00:23:02,681 --> 00:23:05,251 I back off, and I don't want to do that with you. 633 00:23:08,454 --> 00:23:11,891 Well, I don't want you to, either. 634 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:14,593 I mean, I ‐‐ I feel less cautious with you 635 00:23:14,593 --> 00:23:17,763 than I have with anyone else here, by a long shot. 636 00:23:17,763 --> 00:23:20,699 And I am self‐conscious of the fact that ‐‐ 637 00:23:20,699 --> 00:23:22,701 I wish I wasn't ‐‐ but, like, you know, 638 00:23:22,701 --> 00:23:23,936 I was a guy who was ‐‐ 639 00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:26,839 basically would've been engaged to two different girls. 640 00:23:26,839 --> 00:23:28,841 If I jump in again and I'm dumped, 641 00:23:28,841 --> 00:23:31,543 I'm just like ‐‐ then it almost becomes like 642 00:23:31,543 --> 00:23:33,846 I become, like, a Trivial Pursuit question. 643 00:23:33,846 --> 00:23:37,316 I don't want to be a joke, you know. 644 00:23:37,816 --> 00:23:39,852 I think the only way you would look like a joke 645 00:23:39,852 --> 00:23:43,856 is coming here and not going for it. 646 00:23:43,856 --> 00:23:45,925 Then it's like, you know, "Well, what are you doing?" 647 00:23:45,925 --> 00:23:47,726 We all have past relationships. 648 00:23:47,726 --> 00:23:49,595 He had two on national television 649 00:23:49,595 --> 00:23:50,663 that did not go his way, 650 00:23:50,663 --> 00:23:51,931 and he was heartbroken twice. 651 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:54,566 I mean, I give him credit for putting himself back out there. 652 00:23:54,566 --> 00:23:55,868 I just think he's a little guarded. 653 00:23:55,868 --> 00:23:57,703 He doesn't want it to happen again, 654 00:23:57,703 --> 00:23:59,738 but I'm not gonna hurt him. 655 00:23:59,738 --> 00:24:03,208 I have real feelings for Nick. 656 00:24:05,210 --> 00:24:06,478 Oh 657 00:24:16,722 --> 00:24:20,059 It is pretty incredible, isn't it? 658 00:24:20,059 --> 00:24:21,760 I'm getting, like, nostalgia. I know! 659 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:22,861 I've never actually seen this, 660 00:24:22,861 --> 00:24:24,763 but, like, seeing how Tanner and Jade came here... 661 00:24:24,763 --> 00:24:26,598 It's even more meaningful 662 00:24:26,598 --> 00:24:28,701 that Jade and Tanner gave us this date, 663 00:24:28,701 --> 00:24:30,502 because this is where they fell in love, 664 00:24:30,502 --> 00:24:31,570 in this exact place. 665 00:24:31,570 --> 00:24:32,771 And they're kind of passing the baton, 666 00:24:32,771 --> 00:24:35,741 and they see that spark in both Jared and I. 667 00:24:35,741 --> 00:24:37,496 But at the same time, I just know Ashley is here, 668 00:24:37,496 --> 00:24:39,378 But at the same time, I just know Ashley is here, 669 00:24:39,378 --> 00:24:41,513 and if ‐‐ if she's gonna constantly 670 00:24:41,513 --> 00:24:43,515 get in the way of our progress, 671 00:24:43,515 --> 00:24:47,720 then I don't know what to do. 672 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:50,055 It's a little worrisome. 673 00:24:50,456 --> 00:24:52,458 Wow. Um... 674 00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:54,693 I know that there's been some ‐‐ 675 00:24:54,693 --> 00:24:56,662 not complications, but... 676 00:24:56,662 --> 00:24:57,763 Obstacles? Yep. 677 00:24:57,763 --> 00:25:00,599 And Ashley is somebody that I care a lot about, 678 00:25:00,599 --> 00:25:01,633 and she's a friend. 679 00:25:01,633 --> 00:25:02,835 And it was ‐‐ it was hard 680 00:25:02,835 --> 00:25:05,537 hearing the things that she had to say, 681 00:25:05,537 --> 00:25:07,072 but I decided, you know, 682 00:25:07,072 --> 00:25:07,496 that you were somebody I wanted to pursue and continue things with, 683 00:25:07,496 --> 00:25:09,675 that you were somebody I wanted to pursue and continue things with, 684 00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:11,710 because I do really like you. 685 00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:13,879 And you know what? She's gonna be okay. 686 00:25:13,879 --> 00:25:16,515 I know she will be. I'm not worried about that. I know, but ‐‐ 687 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:17,783 I know, like, but we are, like, 688 00:25:17,783 --> 00:25:20,319 walking around on egg shells around her. 689 00:25:20,319 --> 00:25:22,321 Yeah. Which... 690 00:25:23,389 --> 00:25:24,456 ...Isn't helping us. 691 00:25:24,456 --> 00:25:27,326 I'm gonna be honest. I would agree. 692 00:25:27,326 --> 00:25:28,027 I would agree. 693 00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:31,663 I want you to know that, you know, when I'm with you, 694 00:25:31,663 --> 00:25:33,198 I'm only thinking about you. 695 00:25:33,198 --> 00:25:33,966 Uh... 696 00:25:33,966 --> 00:25:35,734 I just don't want to scare you away. 697 00:25:35,734 --> 00:25:37,496 Yeah. And that's where my ‐‐ my mind is at right now. 698 00:25:37,496 --> 00:25:39,638 Yeah. And that's where my ‐‐ my mind is at right now. 699 00:25:39,638 --> 00:25:40,906 You won't scare me away, 700 00:25:40,906 --> 00:25:44,443 and I want you to just do whatever you want to do, okay, 701 00:25:44,443 --> 00:25:45,744 to feel comfortable, to like ‐‐ 702 00:25:45,744 --> 00:25:47,546 Well, I really want to kiss you. 703 00:25:53,886 --> 00:25:56,622 That was a big thing weighing on my heart. 704 00:25:56,622 --> 00:25:59,558 and for me to tell Jared that I feel like Ashley 705 00:25:59,558 --> 00:26:01,760 is kind of hindering our relationship 706 00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:05,597 and him being receptive to me saying that 707 00:26:05,597 --> 00:26:07,399 gives me a sigh of relief. 708 00:26:07,399 --> 00:26:07,496 Uh, it's pouring. 709 00:26:07,496 --> 00:26:07,900 Uh, it's pouring. 710 00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:09,668 I think we should get out of the rain. 711 00:26:09,668 --> 00:26:11,170 Yeah. 712 00:26:13,739 --> 00:26:15,307 That's a good idea. All right. 713 00:26:16,775 --> 00:26:18,844 I could see myself falling in love here in paradise, 714 00:26:18,844 --> 00:26:20,746 and tonight might be that start. 715 00:26:20,746 --> 00:26:22,781 Well, the good thing is, if we jump in and get wet, 716 00:26:22,781 --> 00:26:24,883 we're already wet, so it doesn't even matter. Yeah. 717 00:26:24,883 --> 00:26:27,719 Seeing Jade and Tanner and seeing what love is like, 718 00:26:27,719 --> 00:26:29,755 it gives me hope, 719 00:26:29,755 --> 00:26:32,124 and we might have that same fairy‐tale ending. 720 00:26:32,124 --> 00:26:33,926 Ooh! 721 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:35,694 Ready to go swimming? Strip down, girl. 722 00:26:35,694 --> 00:26:37,496 Ready to go swimming? Ready to go swimming. 723 00:26:37,496 --> 00:26:37,529 Ready to go swimming? Ready to go swimming. 724 00:26:37,930 --> 00:26:39,965 There was something about Caila ‐‐ 725 00:26:39,965 --> 00:26:42,468 I could understand what Ben was talking about. 726 00:26:42,468 --> 00:26:43,735 Like, she's just like there's ‐‐ 727 00:26:43,735 --> 00:26:44,937 She's just got this quality 728 00:26:44,937 --> 00:26:47,439 that just makes her, like, incredibly sexy. 729 00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:48,674 You all right? 730 00:26:48,674 --> 00:26:49,741 Oh, it's ‐‐ You good? 731 00:26:49,741 --> 00:26:51,577 You can just stand, yeah. You just slide right in? 732 00:26:51,577 --> 00:26:52,644 Yeah. 733 00:26:52,644 --> 00:26:54,313 I'm excited for the future with Caila. 734 00:26:54,313 --> 00:26:54,713 I really am. 735 00:26:54,713 --> 00:26:55,848 And I'm excited to just 736 00:26:55,848 --> 00:26:58,584 try to build this relationship with her more, 737 00:26:58,584 --> 00:27:00,552 and I want to continue this and see if it's something 738 00:27:00,552 --> 00:27:02,654 that can last outside of paradise. 739 00:27:15,934 --> 00:27:18,070 I'm feeling completely helpless 740 00:27:18,070 --> 00:27:22,508 'cause I'm forced to watch Jared falling for somebody else. 741 00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:27,646 I would feel absolutely devastated, 742 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,915 broken, really, 743 00:27:29,915 --> 00:27:32,384 if they were to leave paradise together. 744 00:27:33,919 --> 00:27:37,496 Caila has the sex appeal that I don't. 745 00:27:37,496 --> 00:27:38,690 Caila has the sex appeal that I don't. 746 00:27:38,690 --> 00:27:41,627 She is, like, flirty, sexy girl, 747 00:27:41,627 --> 00:27:45,097 and I am, like... 748 00:27:46,632 --> 00:27:48,400 ...Not sexy. 749 00:27:51,770 --> 00:27:53,605 You know what really, really scares me 750 00:27:53,605 --> 00:27:57,709 even more than ‐‐ than them leaving together... 751 00:27:57,709 --> 00:28:00,445 is going ‐‐ them going to the fantasy suite. 752 00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:04,883 I think I might die. 753 00:28:04,883 --> 00:28:07,496 I would actually ‐‐ I think I'd die. 754 00:28:07,496 --> 00:28:08,787 I would actually ‐‐ I think I'd die. 755 00:28:08,787 --> 00:28:10,889 Because knowing Jared, 756 00:28:10,889 --> 00:28:14,726 in most cases, he wouldn't do anything, 757 00:28:14,726 --> 00:28:16,862 but I feel like she does have something on him, 758 00:28:16,862 --> 00:28:18,931 and he's gonna do stuff in the fantasy suite, 759 00:28:18,931 --> 00:28:22,668 and that is going to literally murder me. 760 00:28:22,668 --> 00:28:26,138 That's the death of heartbreak. 761 00:28:36,014 --> 00:28:38,850 Did you have, like, lots of girlfriends in high school? 762 00:28:38,850 --> 00:28:41,386 Uh, I had, like, a few long‐term ones. 763 00:28:41,386 --> 00:28:43,589 Mm‐hmm. 764 00:28:43,589 --> 00:28:44,890 The relationship Evan and I have 765 00:28:44,890 --> 00:28:46,658 is such a strong friendship now, 766 00:28:46,658 --> 00:28:49,661 and it feels like, now that it's becoming more, 767 00:28:49,661 --> 00:28:51,296 it feels really real. 768 00:28:51,763 --> 00:28:54,566 Uh, I went through, like a year, 769 00:28:54,566 --> 00:28:56,501 where I, like, it was this thing. 770 00:28:56,501 --> 00:28:58,570 Like, I was, like, just processing, like ‐‐ 771 00:28:58,570 --> 00:29:00,539 You were just everybody. 772 00:29:00,539 --> 00:29:01,276 Mm‐hmm. Oh, my God! 773 00:29:01,276 --> 00:29:03,342 Mm‐hmm. Oh, my God! 774 00:29:03,342 --> 00:29:04,710 I don't understand this. 775 00:29:04,710 --> 00:29:07,546 You put off zero sexual vibe to me, 776 00:29:07,546 --> 00:29:10,582 you've never made a move, you act asexual. 777 00:29:10,582 --> 00:29:11,683 And I ‐‐ I don't know. 778 00:29:11,683 --> 00:29:13,619 I just need a little bit of swag. 779 00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:14,720 That's not how I come across? 780 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,355 That's not how I come across? 781 00:29:17,522 --> 00:29:19,424 On a relationship scale, 782 00:29:19,424 --> 00:29:20,726 we're just, like, in the middle. 783 00:29:20,726 --> 00:29:22,894 I think something needs to change 784 00:29:22,894 --> 00:29:26,398 to, like, not put us in the 50 mark. 785 00:29:31,803 --> 00:29:34,606 So, guys, we have something to tell you. 786 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:37,643 We found a date card! 787 00:29:37,643 --> 00:29:40,379 Whoa! 788 00:29:40,379 --> 00:29:42,414 ‐Ready? ‐Wow. 789 00:29:42,414 --> 00:29:43,348 "Evan..." 790 00:29:43,348 --> 00:29:46,151 ‐Yeah. ‐Whoo! 791 00:29:46,151 --> 00:29:49,421 "... choose a woman to join you for an ancient ceremony." 792 00:29:49,421 --> 00:29:50,622 Oh, my God. 793 00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:52,658 Whoo! Yay! 794 00:29:52,658 --> 00:29:54,726 Yeah, things have been up and down with Carly, 795 00:29:54,726 --> 00:29:56,662 but I think she just wants to see me be, like, 796 00:29:56,662 --> 00:29:57,796 you know, kind of cool and chill 797 00:29:57,796 --> 00:30:00,365 and not, like, so, like, "Ha ha!" 798 00:30:00,365 --> 00:30:01,276 Carly, will you go with me? 799 00:30:01,276 --> 00:30:02,301 Carly, will you go with me? 800 00:30:04,569 --> 00:30:05,704 Aww. 801 00:30:05,704 --> 00:30:08,507 I'm working on that. 802 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:15,814 I don't think I've ever felt this way about a girl. 803 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:16,982 I don't want that to scare her, 804 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:18,884 but at the same time, I want her to feel that. 805 00:30:18,884 --> 00:30:20,752 You know what? At some point, it's like, 806 00:30:20,752 --> 00:30:22,587 "Hey, these are my emotions. They're real. 807 00:30:22,587 --> 00:30:23,789 If it's too much for you, then ‐‐ 808 00:30:23,789 --> 00:30:25,524 then it's too much for you." 809 00:30:25,524 --> 00:30:26,625 But I hope this date today 810 00:30:26,625 --> 00:30:28,660 is a turning point in our relationship. 811 00:30:30,662 --> 00:30:31,276 Oh, my gosh. 812 00:30:31,276 --> 00:30:32,331 Oh, my gosh. 813 00:30:32,331 --> 00:30:33,031 What is this? 814 00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:38,470 What in the world? I don't know. 815 00:30:38,470 --> 00:30:39,705 Evan and I walk up, 816 00:30:39,705 --> 00:30:43,408 and there's a bunch of people with headdresses and a fire. 817 00:30:43,408 --> 00:30:45,444 This is really up Evan's alley. 818 00:30:45,444 --> 00:30:47,546 Like, he loves this weird stuff. 819 00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:54,586 You've come to the temazcal to release a negative energy. 820 00:30:54,586 --> 00:30:56,655 As you came here to the sacred womb, 821 00:30:56,655 --> 00:30:58,590 the work you're doing is a rebirth. 822 00:30:58,590 --> 00:30:59,891 I'm a little nervous about the hut. 823 00:30:59,891 --> 00:31:01,276 I don't know what's gonna happen in the hut. 824 00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:01,727 I don't know what's gonna happen in the hut. 825 00:31:01,727 --> 00:31:06,465 I just want to be confident that I am falling for Evan 826 00:31:06,465 --> 00:31:08,500 or I'm not falling for Evan. 827 00:31:27,819 --> 00:31:29,821 Because Evan is super into it, 828 00:31:29,821 --> 00:31:31,276 it makes me feel, like, kind of comfortable 829 00:31:31,276 --> 00:31:31,690 it makes me feel, like, kind of comfortable 830 00:31:31,690 --> 00:31:32,858 in a really weird way. 831 00:31:32,858 --> 00:31:35,026 If I went on this date with someone 832 00:31:35,026 --> 00:31:38,630 who wasn't at the same, like, spiritual plane I am, 833 00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:39,698 that would be bad. 834 00:31:43,802 --> 00:31:46,605 Say what you really feel. 835 00:31:46,605 --> 00:31:50,942 Carly, I think one of my greatest fears is that ‐‐ 836 00:31:50,942 --> 00:31:54,479 is that I won't be accepted for all of me. 837 00:31:54,479 --> 00:32:00,519 And you have accepted all of me so far ‐‐ 838 00:32:00,519 --> 00:32:01,276 my weird and my crazy and my everything, 839 00:32:01,276 --> 00:32:03,722 my weird and my crazy and my everything, 840 00:32:03,722 --> 00:32:07,826 and I'm really excited to see what happens, 841 00:32:07,826 --> 00:32:11,430 and I really want to pursue you 842 00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:13,532 and see what else is in your heart, 843 00:32:13,532 --> 00:32:16,268 because so far, it's just been beautiful. 844 00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:22,874 When he said, "You accept the crazy," 845 00:32:22,874 --> 00:32:26,178 I was like, "I don't know that I do, but I should." 846 00:32:26,645 --> 00:32:28,647 He accepts me for mine. 847 00:32:28,647 --> 00:32:30,615 I might as well accept him for his. 848 00:32:32,684 --> 00:32:33,785 He's saying that 849 00:32:33,785 --> 00:32:36,755 he can see a lot of heart shapes and amber red. 850 00:32:36,755 --> 00:32:38,457 He can see love in the rocks. 851 00:32:38,457 --> 00:32:40,025 You know, you're sitting in there, 852 00:32:40,025 --> 00:32:42,961 you're sweaty, you're body's going all sorts of ways, 853 00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,730 you have sand everywhere, your hair is a mess, 854 00:32:45,730 --> 00:32:51,236 and he was looking at me, like, "You are so beautiful." 855 00:32:52,737 --> 00:32:56,441 And it's incredible to be sitting in front of a guy, 856 00:32:56,441 --> 00:32:58,844 looking probably your worst 857 00:32:58,844 --> 00:33:01,276 and having him just look at you like you radiate. 858 00:33:01,276 --> 00:33:03,014 and having him just look at you like you radiate. 859 00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:07,586 Whoa. That's what we've all been searching for. 860 00:33:07,586 --> 00:33:10,755 I think every day being with you has surprised me. 861 00:33:10,755 --> 00:33:12,724 And every single day, 862 00:33:12,724 --> 00:33:16,761 I have... fallen more and more for you. 863 00:33:16,761 --> 00:33:19,764 And it's surprised me every single second. 864 00:33:19,764 --> 00:33:23,101 And I'm excited about that. 865 00:33:36,248 --> 00:33:37,582 Bien. 866 00:33:37,983 --> 00:33:42,587 This may have been, like, the biggest breakthrough. 867 00:33:42,587 --> 00:33:44,589 I could just feel like we're connected 868 00:33:44,589 --> 00:33:46,691 and we're on the same page, and we're just ‐‐ 869 00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:49,327 we're moving as ‐‐ as one. 870 00:33:49,327 --> 00:33:51,663 It's amazing. 871 00:33:51,663 --> 00:33:54,533 It blows my mind that I like him so much 872 00:33:54,533 --> 00:33:56,902 and that he's, like, not what I expected. 873 00:33:56,902 --> 00:33:59,938 But I think there's so much beauty in that. 874 00:33:59,938 --> 00:34:01,276 I'm so attracted to him as a human being and his soul 875 00:34:01,276 --> 00:34:04,876 I'm so attracted to him as a human being and his soul 876 00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:09,314 that it's making him, like, look different to me... 877 00:34:09,314 --> 00:34:11,349 on the outside, as well. 878 00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:19,257 Now my lady boner is, like, finally back. 879 00:34:30,869 --> 00:34:32,938 Jared and I had an amazing date together. 880 00:34:32,938 --> 00:34:34,806 It was wonderful and romantic, 881 00:34:34,806 --> 00:34:37,208 and I was open with Jared for the first time 882 00:34:37,208 --> 00:34:42,647 about how Ashley being present kind of has stalled us, 883 00:34:42,647 --> 00:34:44,783 and he feels the same. 884 00:34:44,783 --> 00:34:46,084 I am so happy. 885 00:34:46,084 --> 00:34:48,520 I'm gonna go paint my nails. Cool. 886 00:34:50,121 --> 00:34:53,028 Before I left for paradise, I was friends with Caila, 887 00:34:53,028 --> 00:34:53,725 Before I left for paradise, I was friends with Caila, 888 00:34:53,725 --> 00:34:54,993 but then I arrive here, and I'm like, 889 00:34:54,993 --> 00:34:56,761 "Oh, this girl's a disloyal bitch." 890 00:34:56,761 --> 00:34:57,929 I'm happy for you. 891 00:34:57,929 --> 00:34:59,898 It's really good to see you like this. 892 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:01,032 Thank you. I appreciate that. 893 00:35:01,032 --> 00:35:04,970 I mean, that girl is fricking fake. 894 00:35:04,970 --> 00:35:09,641 But I really think the only reason that I feel okay 895 00:35:09,641 --> 00:35:12,510 is because I know him better than her. 896 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:16,648 And I know how to get a reaction out of him. 897 00:35:16,648 --> 00:35:17,916 I'm his, like, main chick. 898 00:35:17,916 --> 00:35:20,719 Like, you may be, like, making out with him, 899 00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:22,754 but I can make out with his mind. 900 00:35:22,754 --> 00:35:23,028 I know how to stimulate him correctly. 901 00:35:23,028 --> 00:35:24,956 I know how to stimulate him correctly. 902 00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:28,693 You know that I, like, didn't want to talk to you about this now, 903 00:35:28,693 --> 00:35:30,395 but it's, like... 904 00:35:37,802 --> 00:35:39,871 I ‐‐ Like, it's not like I don't see that. 905 00:35:39,871 --> 00:35:42,607 But I try not to think about it 906 00:35:42,607 --> 00:35:44,843 and just work toward something. 907 00:35:44,843 --> 00:35:46,778 But it's hard. 908 00:35:46,778 --> 00:35:48,313 Yeah. 909 00:35:54,419 --> 00:35:55,553 I'm sorry. 910 00:36:02,927 --> 00:36:04,863 You think it's coming from this whole place of jealousy, though, 911 00:36:04,863 --> 00:36:06,031 and I don't want you to think that. 912 00:36:06,031 --> 00:36:07,866 I don't think it's coming from a place of jealousy. 913 00:36:07,866 --> 00:36:09,000 I've said I've trusted you all along. 914 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:11,436 I don't think you would sabotage anything that I have. 915 00:36:14,139 --> 00:36:16,708 Yes, I'm not, like, this temptress, 916 00:36:16,708 --> 00:36:18,043 and I'm not, like, this sexy girl 917 00:36:18,043 --> 00:36:20,378 who can just giggle and, like... 918 00:36:21,479 --> 00:36:22,180 ...smile like that, 919 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,028 but I am a girl that can, like, kind of dig deep in him. 920 00:36:23,028 --> 00:36:26,518 but I am a girl that can, like, kind of dig deep in him. 921 00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:27,952 And it's fun. 922 00:36:27,952 --> 00:36:29,087 It's fun to threaten her. 923 00:36:29,087 --> 00:36:30,922 It's like, "Hey, this is the guy 924 00:36:30,922 --> 00:36:32,891 that's been in my life for a long time." 925 00:36:32,891 --> 00:36:35,627 You're all by your lonesome. I know. 926 00:36:35,627 --> 00:36:37,062 It's gonna take a lot for you 927 00:36:37,062 --> 00:36:41,399 to be a more special person in his life than I am. 928 00:36:41,399 --> 00:36:42,400 What's up? 929 00:36:43,668 --> 00:36:44,636 I just always want you 930 00:36:44,636 --> 00:36:45,770 to be honest and comfortable with me. 931 00:36:45,770 --> 00:36:46,905 Yeah. Just like I always want 932 00:36:46,905 --> 00:36:48,773 to be honest and comfortable with you. Mm‐hmm. 933 00:36:48,773 --> 00:36:50,175 It's just, you know, it's tough when people are like, 934 00:36:50,175 --> 00:36:53,028 "Is she into you as much you are, like, into her?" 935 00:36:53,028 --> 00:36:53,712 "Is she into you as much you are, like, into her?" 936 00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,680 Who's ‐‐ It's ‐‐ It's ‐‐ It's ‐‐ 937 00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:58,016 It's not, like, anybody's not trying to be mean. 938 00:36:58,016 --> 00:36:59,984 People are asking if I really like you? 939 00:36:59,984 --> 00:37:02,554 Well, I do. No, and I don't question that. 940 00:37:02,554 --> 00:37:04,522 Yeah. I ‐‐ I like you. 941 00:37:04,522 --> 00:37:05,857 Yeah, I like you, too. 942 00:37:05,857 --> 00:37:08,059 I ‐‐ I love spending time with you. 943 00:37:08,059 --> 00:37:10,895 And I feel like we've been on two dates, 944 00:37:10,895 --> 00:37:14,499 and each one's better than the next. Mm‐hmm. 945 00:37:14,499 --> 00:37:15,934 Um... 946 00:37:15,934 --> 00:37:17,902 I guess what's just sticking with me is you were like ‐‐ 947 00:37:17,902 --> 00:37:20,538 you keep saying that people keep asking 948 00:37:20,538 --> 00:37:21,639 if I really like you. 949 00:37:21,639 --> 00:37:22,807 No, it's not ‐‐ 950 00:37:22,807 --> 00:37:23,028 And I ‐‐ I have a feeling I know who's questioning. 951 00:37:23,028 --> 00:37:26,745 And I ‐‐ I have a feeling I know who's questioning. 952 00:37:26,745 --> 00:37:27,979 I know it's hard, 953 00:37:27,979 --> 00:37:29,981 because Ashley is your friend. 954 00:37:29,981 --> 00:37:31,082 Yeah. And you trust her, 955 00:37:31,082 --> 00:37:32,917 and you've known her longer. Yeah. 956 00:37:32,917 --> 00:37:34,919 And don't ‐‐ she doesn't, like, say bad things about you. 957 00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:36,921 That's what I feel like. She's just watching out for me, 958 00:37:36,921 --> 00:37:38,623 'cause she knows who I am... Yeah. 959 00:37:38,623 --> 00:37:39,691 ... and she knows that, like... 960 00:37:39,691 --> 00:37:42,627 Yeah, no, she didn't say anything bad. 961 00:37:42,627 --> 00:37:43,695 God, no. 962 00:37:43,695 --> 00:37:45,730 So, then ‐‐ wait. 963 00:37:45,730 --> 00:37:47,665 I'm still unclear what she said, then. 964 00:37:47,665 --> 00:37:49,601 Um... 965 00:37:50,101 --> 00:37:52,570 She was like, "Just, you know, beware of your heart." 966 00:37:52,570 --> 00:37:53,028 She was like, you know, 967 00:37:53,028 --> 00:37:54,205 She was like, you know, 968 00:37:54,205 --> 00:37:55,774 "'Cause I think you might be more into Caila 969 00:37:55,774 --> 00:37:57,642 than you are into her," and that's not a bad thing, 970 00:37:57,642 --> 00:38:01,412 but she was like, "But be careful." 971 00:38:01,412 --> 00:38:02,013 So... 972 00:38:02,013 --> 00:38:04,482 She told you to be careful. 973 00:38:04,482 --> 00:38:06,618 Um... 974 00:38:06,618 --> 00:38:07,919 Yeah. 975 00:38:07,919 --> 00:38:09,788 She is in love with you. 976 00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:10,955 Mm‐hmm. 977 00:38:10,955 --> 00:38:12,657 Well, I don't know if it's ‐‐ She is. 978 00:38:12,657 --> 00:38:13,792 I don't think she's in love with me. 979 00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:15,994 I really like you, and I want you to know that, 980 00:38:15,994 --> 00:38:18,830 and I want this to keep going, and, um... 981 00:38:18,830 --> 00:38:20,665 And she needs to know that. 982 00:38:20,665 --> 00:38:23,028 So I need to talk to her. 983 00:38:23,028 --> 00:38:23,601 So I need to talk to her. 984 00:38:23,601 --> 00:38:25,970 Uh... 985 00:38:25,970 --> 00:38:28,173 I need her to know that I actually really like you. 986 00:38:28,173 --> 00:38:31,709 Ashley apparently said, "Watch out for Caila." 987 00:38:31,709 --> 00:38:33,011 I'll catch up with you. Okay. 988 00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:35,513 'Cause apparently, I'm a bad person. 989 00:38:36,748 --> 00:38:38,183 This is all jealousy. 990 00:38:38,183 --> 00:38:41,019 Yes, I said that I wouldn't go on a date with him, 991 00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:44,489 and she just can't get over that. 992 00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:45,256 But she needs to. 993 00:38:45,256 --> 00:38:48,726 Jared and I, we're trying to get to know each other, 994 00:38:48,726 --> 00:38:49,961 and we had a great date, 995 00:38:49,961 --> 00:38:53,028 and yet we just can't be happy because of Ashley. 996 00:38:53,028 --> 00:38:54,833 and yet we just can't be happy because of Ashley. 997 00:38:54,833 --> 00:38:57,368 I don't know what to do. 998 00:38:57,368 --> 00:38:58,169 Hey. Hey. 999 00:38:58,169 --> 00:39:00,839 But I'm not gonna let anything get in the way of Jared and I. 1000 00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:04,909 Um, I just walked away from a conversation with Jared. 1001 00:39:04,909 --> 00:39:07,178 Yeah. And he just kind of told me that ‐‐ 1002 00:39:07,178 --> 00:39:09,547 I don't know ‐‐ you're kind of questioning my feelings. 1003 00:39:09,547 --> 00:39:11,216 Yeah. 1004 00:39:12,750 --> 00:39:14,986 Um, I just had, like, a really great night with Jared, 1005 00:39:14,986 --> 00:39:15,987 and, like... Yeah. 1006 00:39:15,987 --> 00:39:17,155 ... we're kind of trying to grow, 1007 00:39:17,155 --> 00:39:18,890 and I'm trying to understand my feelings. Yeah. 1008 00:39:18,890 --> 00:39:21,159 If every day this is brought up, 1009 00:39:21,159 --> 00:39:23,028 when is he ever gonna trust me more than he trusts you? 1010 00:39:23,028 --> 00:39:23,294 when is he ever gonna trust me more than he trusts you? 1011 00:39:23,294 --> 00:39:25,964 Because it's like, you guys have known each other longer. 1012 00:39:25,964 --> 00:39:27,932 Yeah, I don't know if he's ever gonna trust you 1013 00:39:27,932 --> 00:39:29,434 more than he trusts me. 1014 00:39:29,901 --> 00:39:31,002 I mean, what am I supposed to, 1015 00:39:31,002 --> 00:39:33,805 like, not tell him things that I've been hearing? 1016 00:39:33,805 --> 00:39:35,940 No, you can tell him whatever you've been hearing. 1017 00:39:35,940 --> 00:39:37,041 Whatever you want, Ashley ‐‐ 1018 00:39:37,041 --> 00:39:39,077 Like, it's gonna stall my relationship with Jared, 1019 00:39:39,077 --> 00:39:41,179 but I ‐‐ we are trying to make you comfortable. 1020 00:39:41,179 --> 00:39:47,652 She refers to them as a "we," and I'm like, "Okay. 1021 00:39:47,652 --> 00:39:49,787 I want to scratch her eyes out." 1022 00:39:49,787 --> 00:39:51,923 It's just not fair for ‐‐ for people to say ‐‐ 1023 00:39:51,923 --> 00:39:53,028 wonder if my feelings are real. 1024 00:39:53,028 --> 00:39:53,758 wonder if my feelings are real. 1025 00:39:53,758 --> 00:39:55,159 Okay, well, if your feelings are real, 1026 00:39:55,159 --> 00:39:57,495 then that's what they are. But I ‐‐ 1027 00:39:58,963 --> 00:40:00,798 Ashley's still getting over Jared, 1028 00:40:00,798 --> 00:40:01,866 and until that happens, 1029 00:40:01,866 --> 00:40:03,801 we're ‐‐ we're just gonna constantly be in tension 1030 00:40:03,801 --> 00:40:05,870 because she's still in love with him, 1031 00:40:05,870 --> 00:40:07,939 and the fact that Jared is listening, 1032 00:40:07,939 --> 00:40:09,941 it's just a ‐‐ it's a bad mixture. 1033 00:40:09,941 --> 00:40:11,843 If you were honestly here to meet someone else... Yeah. 1034 00:40:11,843 --> 00:40:12,911 ...then you should focus on that. 1035 00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:14,112 I know, but there's nobody right now. 1036 00:40:14,112 --> 00:40:16,714 Okay. So you're gonna, like, sabotage everyone else? 1037 00:40:16,714 --> 00:40:18,683 Like, you want to entertain yourself and ‐‐ 1038 00:40:18,683 --> 00:40:19,817 I'm not entertaining myself 1039 00:40:19,817 --> 00:40:21,853 by telling him, like, what I've been hearing. 1040 00:40:21,853 --> 00:40:23,028 I've been hesitant about things. Mm‐hmm. 1041 00:40:23,028 --> 00:40:23,888 I've been hesitant about things. Mm‐hmm. 1042 00:40:23,888 --> 00:40:25,957 Okay. It doesn't mean I don't like him. 1043 00:40:25,957 --> 00:40:28,192 I seriously like Jared, 1044 00:40:28,192 --> 00:40:31,629 but if she's gonna constantly get in the way of our progress 1045 00:40:31,629 --> 00:40:33,564 and, like, me feeling excited, 1046 00:40:33,564 --> 00:40:35,466 then is it even worth it? 1047 00:40:37,936 --> 00:40:41,773 Coming up next Monday on "Bachelor in Paradise"... 1048 00:40:41,773 --> 00:40:43,808 You started hitting on Carl right in front of me. 1049 00:40:43,808 --> 00:40:44,876 I didn't do anything wrong. 1050 00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:45,910 Like... You did, though. 1051 00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:47,845 ... A storm is brewing... 1052 00:40:47,845 --> 00:40:49,113 I'm just done with your attitude. Good. Great. 1053 00:40:49,113 --> 00:40:51,015 You're giving me attitude. If you're done, then I'm done. 1054 00:40:51,015 --> 00:40:53,028 ...forcing heartbreak you won't see coming. 1055 00:40:53,028 --> 00:40:53,851 ...forcing heartbreak you won't see coming. 1056 00:40:53,851 --> 00:40:55,053 I just want to go home. 1057 00:40:55,053 --> 00:40:57,956 - It's real simple. - Josh, you're an 1058 00:40:57,956 --> 00:40:59,157 Can you guys come down here real quick? 1059 00:40:59,157 --> 00:41:01,159 I have a genuine relationship with that woman right now, 1060 00:41:01,159 --> 00:41:02,894 and somebody's trying to mess it up, 1061 00:41:02,894 --> 00:41:04,228 and I don't appreciate it. 1062 00:41:04,228 --> 00:41:06,831 Like, do you guys not feel I'm ‐‐ I'm, like, genuine? 1063 00:41:06,831 --> 00:41:08,032 I'll speak for myself ‐‐ I don't know. 1064 00:41:08,032 --> 00:41:09,834 I don't even know you, Nick. I have my concerns. 1065 00:41:09,834 --> 00:41:11,402 What are your concerns? 1066 00:41:13,071 --> 00:41:15,206 Just because Amanda doesn't like you 1067 00:41:15,206 --> 00:41:17,942 doesn't mean that you need to try to hurt our relationship. 1068 00:41:17,942 --> 00:41:19,110 It's not that, man. You need to hope 1069 00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:21,446 that everything's good with me and her. Or what? 1070 00:41:22,046 --> 00:41:23,028 It's all coming up next week on "Bachelor in Paradise." 1071 00:41:23,028 --> 00:41:26,084 It's all coming up next week on "Bachelor in Paradise." 1072 00:41:27,452 --> 00:41:28,987 You know where Italy is, though. 1073 00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,788 No. In Europe. 1074 00:41:30,788 --> 00:41:32,457 No. No? 1075 00:41:32,457 --> 00:41:33,624 Where is Europe? 1076 00:41:34,092 --> 00:41:35,893 You know North America, obviously. 1077 00:41:35,893 --> 00:41:37,895 No. We're in North America. 1078 00:41:37,895 --> 00:41:39,530 What else is in North America? 1079 00:41:39,530 --> 00:41:40,999 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 1080 00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:43,701 See, South America is a continent, 1081 00:41:43,701 --> 00:41:44,969 North America's a continent. 1082 00:41:44,969 --> 00:41:46,938 Anyways, Europe is a continent 1083 00:41:46,938 --> 00:41:50,008 that includes lots of countries, and... 1084 00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:52,377 Did you not learn it in school, all this? 1085 00:41:52,377 --> 00:41:53,811 I did. 1086 00:41:53,811 --> 00:41:55,613 But I didn't pay attention. 1087 00:41:55,613 --> 00:41:56,647 The other day, I thought 1088 00:41:56,647 --> 00:41:57,151 the first president of the United States 1089 00:41:57,151 --> 00:41:58,449 the first president of the United States 1090 00:41:58,449 --> 00:42:00,218 was Abraham Lincoln.