1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:24,280 By Mr.Alinasseri (Mr@Alinasseri1997) 2 00:00:24,620 --> 00:00:27,000 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 3 00:00:29,089 --> 00:00:31,500 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 4 00:00:31,550 --> 00:00:33,630 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 5 00:00:35,549 --> 00:00:37,840 ♪ Tears me apart ♪ 6 00:00:42,100 --> 00:00:44,229 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 7 00:00:46,350 --> 00:00:49,229 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 8 00:00:49,270 --> 00:00:53,229 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 9 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:55,070 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 10 00:00:58,159 --> 00:00:59,659 ♪ And I know ♪ 11 00:00:59,700 --> 00:01:03,950 ♪ In my heart, in this cold heart ♪ 12 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:08,370 ♪ I can live or I can die ♪ 13 00:01:08,420 --> 00:01:12,590 ♪ I believe if I'd just try ♪ 14 00:01:12,629 --> 00:01:17,760 ♪ You'd believe in you and I ♪ 15 00:01:20,140 --> 00:01:22,890 ♪ In you and I ♪ 16 00:01:24,560 --> 00:01:28,900 ♪ In you and I ♪ 17 00:01:28,939 --> 00:01:31,859 ♪ In you and I. ♪ 18 00:01:36,569 --> 00:01:39,069 ( music playing over stereo ) 19 00:01:43,700 --> 00:01:47,289 ♪ I just kept hoping ♪ 20 00:01:47,329 --> 00:01:50,039 ♪ I just kept hoping ♪ 21 00:01:50,090 --> 00:01:52,920 ♪ The way would become clear ♪ 22 00:01:57,469 --> 00:02:00,890 ♪ I spent all this time ♪ 23 00:02:02,180 --> 00:02:04,510 ♪ Trying to play nice ♪ 24 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:07,560 ♪ And found my way here ♪ 25 00:02:12,319 --> 00:02:16,280 ♪ See, I've been having me a real hard time ♪ 26 00:02:16,319 --> 00:02:19,030 ♪ But it feels so nice ♪ 27 00:02:19,069 --> 00:02:22,159 ♪ To know I'm gonna be all right ♪ 28 00:02:27,159 --> 00:02:31,000 ♪ And I've been having me a real fun time ♪ 29 00:02:31,039 --> 00:02:33,710 ♪ And it feels so nice ♪ 30 00:02:33,750 --> 00:02:37,629 - ♪ To know I'm gonna be all right... ♪ - ( singing along softly ) 31 00:02:51,150 --> 00:02:53,479 Hey. 32 00:02:53,520 --> 00:02:55,439 Can I get a water, please? 33 00:02:55,479 --> 00:02:57,030 Thank you. 34 00:02:59,819 --> 00:03:01,819 Hi. Is Abby all right? 35 00:03:01,870 --> 00:03:04,740 Yeah, yeah, yeah. All in all, it's, yeah, great. 36 00:03:04,780 --> 00:03:06,080 Thank you. 37 00:03:06,120 --> 00:03:08,699 And it's a pretty smooth... six days? 38 00:03:08,750 --> 00:03:10,250 - Yeah? - So... 39 00:03:10,289 --> 00:03:13,710 - Other than our little... - What? 40 00:03:13,750 --> 00:03:16,710 Well, our little, uh, dust-up. 41 00:03:16,759 --> 00:03:18,500 Oh, you mean my dust-up. 42 00:03:18,550 --> 00:03:20,590 No, I didn't say that. 43 00:03:20,629 --> 00:03:22,629 Well, you didn't have to say that. 44 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:25,259 I was wrong to question your decision to cancel the SAT tutor, I guess? 45 00:03:25,310 --> 00:03:27,009 I didn't think you were wrong. 46 00:03:27,060 --> 00:03:29,469 Because who cares if Abigail doesn't get her scores up 47 00:03:29,520 --> 00:03:31,729 or if she goes to a college that requires more than a pulse. 48 00:03:31,770 --> 00:03:34,479 Okay. Do you see what you're doing here? 49 00:03:34,520 --> 00:03:35,979 I came here, actually, to propose that you and me 50 00:03:36,020 --> 00:03:38,689 and Bonnie and Ed have dinner together. 51 00:03:38,740 --> 00:03:40,569 You wanted to propose that? 52 00:03:40,610 --> 00:03:42,449 Yeah, you know, to discuss 53 00:03:42,490 --> 00:03:45,030 the transitional parenting paradigm of Abigail. 54 00:03:45,079 --> 00:03:46,699 Make sure there aren't any glaring "ch-asms," 55 00:03:46,740 --> 00:03:49,199 like, uh-- you know, like this whole tutor thing. 56 00:03:49,250 --> 00:03:52,659 "To discuss the transitional parenting paradigms 57 00:03:52,710 --> 00:03:55,329 to make sure we don't have any glaring chasms?" 58 00:03:55,379 --> 00:03:56,920 Who talks like that, Nathan? 59 00:03:56,960 --> 00:03:59,090 Why don't you just say this is Bonnie's idea? 60 00:03:59,129 --> 00:04:01,050 Yeah, okay, yeah. It's Bonnie's idea. 61 00:04:03,009 --> 00:04:05,930 Personally, I think the idea of us all getting along is ridiculous. 62 00:04:05,969 --> 00:04:08,009 But that's one of the things that really defines being a husband, 63 00:04:08,060 --> 00:04:10,770 is your willingness to go along with your wife's fucked-up ideas. 64 00:04:10,810 --> 00:04:12,229 - Give me a break. - Like, by way of example, when I was with you. 65 00:04:12,270 --> 00:04:13,229 You remember? 66 00:04:13,270 --> 00:04:14,729 I paid $9,000 67 00:04:14,770 --> 00:04:16,850 to ground the house against electromagnetic fields 68 00:04:16,899 --> 00:04:18,439 so that we all didn't get brain cancer. 69 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:19,980 Or the time when we went camping? 70 00:04:20,029 --> 00:04:21,990 I said, "Fucking mosquitos bite the shit out of me." 71 00:04:22,029 --> 00:04:24,449 Doesn't matter as long as our skin doesn't come in touch with DEET. 72 00:04:24,490 --> 00:04:26,449 What is your point, Nathan? 73 00:04:26,490 --> 00:04:28,829 My point is I did a lot of fucked-up things in our marriage, 74 00:04:28,870 --> 00:04:30,370 a lot of hoops I jumped through for you, 75 00:04:30,410 --> 00:04:32,370 and now I'm doing those same things for Bonnie. 76 00:04:32,409 --> 00:04:34,159 Personally, I'd rather shove an electric eel up my ass 77 00:04:34,209 --> 00:04:35,620 and have it gnaw through my intestines 78 00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:37,629 than sit down with you and fucking Psycho Ed. 79 00:04:37,670 --> 00:04:39,670 But you know what, I'll do it, 80 00:04:39,709 --> 00:04:43,509 'cause that's the kind of fucking fucked-up fuckshit father I am. 81 00:04:43,550 --> 00:04:45,259 How about that? 82 00:04:45,300 --> 00:04:47,259 Madeline over phone: The man is losing his mind. 83 00:04:47,300 --> 00:04:49,720 Can you believe it? 84 00:04:49,759 --> 00:04:51,430 So, did you schedule the dinner? 85 00:04:51,470 --> 00:04:53,180 Yes! I mean, a couples dinner? 86 00:04:53,230 --> 00:04:55,769 He would've never done that when we were together. 87 00:04:55,810 --> 00:04:59,399 Never! But for Bonnie, he's Mr. Fucking Sacrifice. 88 00:04:59,439 --> 00:05:01,189 Why don't you bottle up some of that anger 89 00:05:01,230 --> 00:05:03,399 - and put it to good use? - What do you mean? 90 00:05:03,449 --> 00:05:05,360 Mm, I think I could use you and Joseph 91 00:05:05,410 --> 00:05:08,069 at the meeting with the mayor tomorrow. 92 00:05:08,120 --> 00:05:10,490 Joseph can speak to the content of the show 93 00:05:10,540 --> 00:05:12,329 and we could use your passion. 94 00:05:12,370 --> 00:05:15,329 I cannot possibly thank you enough for this, Celeste. 95 00:05:15,370 --> 00:05:17,250 I haven't done anything yet. 96 00:05:17,290 --> 00:05:20,129 - Thank you. - I'm actually having fun. 97 00:05:20,170 --> 00:05:22,339 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 98 00:05:22,379 --> 00:05:25,420 Anyway, you wanna meet at Blue Blues in the morning after drop-off? 99 00:05:25,470 --> 00:05:27,839 - I'll brief you. - Okay. 'Night, honey. 100 00:05:27,889 --> 00:05:29,509 Mm-hmm. Night-night. 101 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:34,600 Briefing? 102 00:05:34,639 --> 00:05:36,680 ( sighing ) 103 00:05:36,730 --> 00:05:38,310 The mayor is trying to shut down 104 00:05:38,350 --> 00:05:41,019 this production of "Avenue Q" at the community theater 105 00:05:41,069 --> 00:05:44,730 because it's not appropriate, so... 106 00:05:44,779 --> 00:05:46,610 I told Madeline I'd help her out. 107 00:05:46,649 --> 00:05:48,319 ( can pops open ) 108 00:05:48,360 --> 00:05:50,779 Help her out how? 109 00:05:50,829 --> 00:05:52,949 Legal help? 110 00:05:52,990 --> 00:05:54,490 Yeah. 111 00:05:56,790 --> 00:06:01,079 - Are you practicing law again? - Not practicing law, just going to a meeting. 112 00:06:01,129 --> 00:06:03,750 Oh, because this is the town of Monterey, you can't afford to hire an attorney? 113 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:07,129 The town of Monterey is the one that's trying to shut the production down. 114 00:06:07,180 --> 00:06:09,129 Okay. 115 00:06:11,009 --> 00:06:13,350 How come we didn't have a conversation about this? 116 00:06:15,100 --> 00:06:18,560 If you were here long enough to have a conversation. 117 00:06:18,600 --> 00:06:20,519 After the talk shifts from the kids, 118 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:23,560 you're off packing your bag for another business trip. 119 00:06:27,949 --> 00:06:29,490 You gonna hit me now? 120 00:06:31,569 --> 00:06:33,199 Do you want me to hit you, Celeste? 121 00:06:36,409 --> 00:06:38,579 Here we go again. 122 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:41,709 Sometimes I wonder. 123 00:06:50,590 --> 00:06:52,220 ( object clangs ) 124 00:06:53,889 --> 00:06:56,220 - Madeline: Ed? - ( feedback rings ) 125 00:06:56,269 --> 00:06:57,680 Madeline: Ed? 126 00:07:00,019 --> 00:07:03,439 ( music playing over stereo ) 127 00:07:03,480 --> 00:07:07,230 ♪ One night with you ♪ 128 00:07:09,449 --> 00:07:13,910 - ♪ Is what I'm now praying for... ♪ - ( laughs ) 129 00:07:13,949 --> 00:07:15,490 No, no, no, no, no. 130 00:07:15,540 --> 00:07:21,040 ♪ The things that we two could plan ♪ 131 00:07:21,079 --> 00:07:23,750 ♪ Would make my dreams come true... ♪ 132 00:07:23,790 --> 00:07:27,300 Okay, honey, you're gonna wake up Chloe. 133 00:07:27,339 --> 00:07:29,709 ♪ Just call my name... ♪ 134 00:07:29,759 --> 00:07:31,420 Okay, Ed. 135 00:07:33,220 --> 00:07:38,560 ♪ And I'll be right by your side... ♪ 136 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:43,600 - That's great. - ♪ I want your sweet helping hand... ♪ 137 00:07:43,649 --> 00:07:48,269 - Let's wrap it up. - ♪ My love's too strong to hide ♪ 138 00:07:51,909 --> 00:07:53,740 ( music stops ) 139 00:07:53,779 --> 00:07:57,029 The neighbors actually heard them practicing for the talent show. 140 00:07:57,079 --> 00:07:59,040 They came to Trivia Night with their game faces on. 141 00:07:59,079 --> 00:08:02,660 We're talking about viciously competitive people. 142 00:08:02,709 --> 00:08:04,790 You really are a nutjob, you know that? 143 00:08:04,829 --> 00:08:06,579 Yeah, but I'm your nutjob. 144 00:08:06,629 --> 00:08:09,379 That's true, as opposed to... 145 00:08:09,420 --> 00:08:10,589 What? 146 00:08:10,629 --> 00:08:12,339 That meeting with Nathan, honey? 147 00:08:12,379 --> 00:08:14,050 - ( groans ) - He wants us all to have dinner. 148 00:08:14,089 --> 00:08:16,139 You, me, Bonnie, Nathan, 149 00:08:16,180 --> 00:08:18,759 all getting together, exchanging niceties 150 00:08:18,810 --> 00:08:21,470 and, what, group talking our parenting skills? 151 00:08:21,519 --> 00:08:25,019 Well, could be a good idea. 152 00:08:25,060 --> 00:08:26,810 Are you kidding me? It's fucking Bonnie. 153 00:08:26,860 --> 00:08:30,110 She probably just wants to show off and serve us organic quinoa 154 00:08:30,149 --> 00:08:33,690 with her kale she raised in her sustainable vertical garden, 155 00:08:33,740 --> 00:08:35,779 probably while she was meditating. 156 00:08:35,820 --> 00:08:39,700 So help me God, if she so much as teaches me how to peel a potato, 157 00:08:39,740 --> 00:08:41,830 I'm gonna go for her fucking throat. 158 00:08:41,870 --> 00:08:44,659 That might not be a good idea. 159 00:08:44,710 --> 00:08:46,330 Oh, what about "Suspicious Minds"? 160 00:08:46,379 --> 00:08:48,289 Chloe: "Pocketful of Rainbows"! 161 00:08:48,340 --> 00:08:50,590 Oh, no. Honey, you've gotta go to bed. 162 00:08:50,629 --> 00:08:52,460 You never sleep. ( chuckles ) 163 00:08:52,509 --> 00:08:54,340 You need to pick a song no one else will sing. 164 00:08:54,379 --> 00:08:57,090 - Well, it's not even listed, honey. - Exactly. 165 00:08:57,139 --> 00:08:59,470 ( music playing over stereo ) 166 00:08:59,509 --> 00:09:01,059 Ed. 167 00:09:04,600 --> 00:09:08,480 - ♪ I don't worry ♪ - ♪ Worry ♪ 168 00:09:08,519 --> 00:09:13,990 - ♪ Whenever skies are gray above ♪ - ♪ Above ♪ 169 00:09:14,029 --> 00:09:17,279 - ♪ Got a pocketful of rainbows ♪ - ♪ Rainbows ♪ 170 00:09:17,320 --> 00:09:19,450 ♪ Got a heart full of love... ♪ 171 00:09:19,490 --> 00:09:21,159 - ( giggles ) - ♪ Of love... ♪ 172 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:22,659 - ( chuckles ) - Ed: It's kind of nice. 173 00:09:22,700 --> 00:09:25,120 ♪ Got a pocketful of rainbows ♪ 174 00:09:25,159 --> 00:09:26,960 ♪ We're gonna stay up all night ♪ 175 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:29,539 ♪ And not go to school tomorrow... ♪ 176 00:09:29,590 --> 00:09:31,919 - Am I dreaming right now? - Ed and Chloe: Yeah! 177 00:10:06,750 --> 00:10:08,789 ( gasps ) 178 00:10:18,799 --> 00:10:20,549 ( gasps ) 179 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:21,929 Ziggy. 180 00:10:24,139 --> 00:10:27,480 - ( gasps ) - You were sleepwalking, baby. 181 00:10:29,269 --> 00:10:30,639 ( sighs ) 182 00:10:32,769 --> 00:10:35,269 What happened between you and my dad? 183 00:10:36,740 --> 00:10:39,110 You can tell me. 184 00:10:39,159 --> 00:10:41,070 ( sighs ) 185 00:10:44,789 --> 00:10:48,909 You guys met one night and then that was it? 186 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:49,909 He was gone? 187 00:10:53,419 --> 00:10:54,919 Yeah. 188 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:56,549 You don't have to look for him for me, 189 00:10:56,590 --> 00:10:58,629 if that's what you're doing. 190 00:10:59,679 --> 00:11:01,259 I'm okay, Mom. 191 00:11:02,350 --> 00:11:04,759 We'll be fine. 192 00:11:04,809 --> 00:11:06,639 Scoot over. 193 00:11:09,690 --> 00:11:11,639 ( sighs ) 194 00:11:14,019 --> 00:11:15,940 I love you. 195 00:11:15,980 --> 00:11:17,779 I love you more. 196 00:11:17,820 --> 00:11:19,240 I said it first. 197 00:11:19,279 --> 00:11:20,529 I mean it more. 198 00:11:20,570 --> 00:11:23,159 - ( chuckles ) - Ha. 199 00:11:23,200 --> 00:11:26,700 I love you more than all of those stars combined. 200 00:11:26,740 --> 00:11:30,000 Ziggy: I love you more than infinity times infinity. 201 00:12:00,899 --> 00:12:02,529 I'm concerned. 202 00:12:03,570 --> 00:12:04,610 About? 203 00:12:04,659 --> 00:12:06,240 Your stress level. 204 00:12:07,539 --> 00:12:09,029 I'm fine. 205 00:12:10,830 --> 00:12:13,120 Well, you couldn't get pregnant. 206 00:12:13,169 --> 00:12:15,539 When you were working, the doctors all agreed that it had to do with-- 207 00:12:15,590 --> 00:12:16,960 I'm not trying to get pregnant. 208 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:19,549 No, I'm just saying, the anxiety. 209 00:12:19,590 --> 00:12:21,710 Yeah, I know my history. 210 00:12:23,259 --> 00:12:26,340 I'm not trying to get pregnant. 211 00:12:26,389 --> 00:12:27,720 I'm just trying to help out a friend. 212 00:12:27,759 --> 00:12:29,559 What's the big problem, hmm? 213 00:12:29,600 --> 00:12:31,970 Why is it such a big deal for you? 214 00:12:32,019 --> 00:12:33,429 It's not. 215 00:12:35,860 --> 00:12:39,649 I'm just looking out for you, Sparkles. 216 00:12:39,690 --> 00:12:42,440 If you go to pieces again, who's gonna put you back together? 217 00:12:43,700 --> 00:12:46,320 Madeline? 218 00:12:46,370 --> 00:12:48,659 I'm the one who's always there for you. 219 00:12:48,700 --> 00:12:50,200 Always will be. 220 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:53,909 It's just difficult when you try to control me. 221 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:55,789 Yeah, well, the idea of you resuming your career-- 222 00:12:55,830 --> 00:12:58,629 I'm not trying to resume my career. 223 00:13:04,179 --> 00:13:07,129 I want to have another baby. 224 00:13:07,179 --> 00:13:08,590 - A daughter. - What? 225 00:13:11,309 --> 00:13:12,889 It's too late. 226 00:13:12,929 --> 00:13:16,850 - You know I can't. - It's not too late. 227 00:13:16,899 --> 00:13:19,230 - Hey. - ( scoffs ) What are you... 228 00:13:19,269 --> 00:13:21,440 There you go. 229 00:13:21,480 --> 00:13:24,149 Can you imagine? 230 00:13:24,200 --> 00:13:26,110 Having a little girl of our own? 231 00:13:30,279 --> 00:13:32,490 Being your husband, 232 00:13:32,539 --> 00:13:35,370 Max and Josh's dad... 233 00:13:35,409 --> 00:13:38,289 Sometimes I wish we had 10 kids. 234 00:13:38,330 --> 00:13:39,669 ( blows raspberry ) 235 00:13:39,710 --> 00:13:41,289 Well, that was sounding romantic. 236 00:13:41,340 --> 00:13:43,169 - ( chuckles ) - ( gasps ) 237 00:13:46,179 --> 00:13:49,389 Let's have that little girl tonight. 238 00:13:49,429 --> 00:13:51,850 Come on, I've got a busy day. 239 00:13:51,889 --> 00:13:54,389 Come on. What are you do-- 240 00:13:54,429 --> 00:13:57,269 - Hmm? - I gotta get up early. 241 00:13:58,649 --> 00:14:00,190 Yeah? 242 00:14:01,940 --> 00:14:03,519 Yeah, you're probably right. 243 00:14:06,029 --> 00:14:07,279 Yeah, you're right. 244 00:14:07,320 --> 00:14:10,029 Let's just call it a night, then. 245 00:14:10,070 --> 00:14:11,490 Oh! 246 00:14:19,710 --> 00:14:22,039 ( chuckling ) 247 00:14:22,090 --> 00:14:25,250 You think you're so irresistible, don't you? 248 00:14:25,299 --> 00:14:26,509 Huh? 249 00:14:29,049 --> 00:14:31,679 ( both panting ) 250 00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:33,639 I love you so much. 251 00:14:36,309 --> 00:14:40,480 Yes, Ed likes to dress up in costumes. 252 00:14:40,519 --> 00:14:41,980 - Presley? - Yeah. 253 00:14:42,019 --> 00:14:44,019 I think he has a fetish or something. 254 00:14:44,070 --> 00:14:48,320 One night, I came home and he had a full vampire costume on, 255 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:50,950 with fangs and everything, and an accent. 256 00:14:50,990 --> 00:14:53,240 And I think he thought it was sexy 257 00:14:53,279 --> 00:14:55,529 and it would spice up our sex life. 258 00:14:55,580 --> 00:14:59,710 - It didn't? - Well, I mean, it was funny. 259 00:14:59,750 --> 00:15:02,289 Uh, I don't know. 260 00:15:02,340 --> 00:15:05,289 I don't know-- I don't know why I'm talking about sex so much. 261 00:15:05,340 --> 00:15:07,500 Tom? When you get a chance, honey, 262 00:15:07,549 --> 00:15:09,759 can I get something puffy with chocolate on it? 263 00:15:09,799 --> 00:15:11,720 - You got it. - Thank you. 264 00:15:13,179 --> 00:15:15,259 Why don't you mean to talk about sex? 265 00:15:17,220 --> 00:15:18,850 Mm, no reason. 266 00:15:18,889 --> 00:15:20,889 Because I was raped? 267 00:15:20,940 --> 00:15:24,360 Well, I mean, I'm-- I'm trying to be sensitive, honey. 268 00:15:24,399 --> 00:15:26,820 I-- I don't always know the right thing to say. 269 00:15:26,860 --> 00:15:29,649 - But I certainly don't judge you. - I know. 270 00:15:29,700 --> 00:15:31,950 It's actually really weird. 271 00:15:31,990 --> 00:15:34,490 Ever since I told you about Ziggy's dad, 272 00:15:34,529 --> 00:15:37,740 it's like this thing that's been happening to my body. 273 00:15:37,789 --> 00:15:40,909 Like it's wanting to wake up again or something. 274 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:42,500 - Oh. - I always knew 275 00:15:42,539 --> 00:15:45,379 that my reaction to that night had been too big. 276 00:15:45,419 --> 00:15:46,789 I pretended like it meant nothing, 277 00:15:46,840 --> 00:15:49,049 so of course it came to mean everything. 278 00:15:49,090 --> 00:15:52,299 But it's like I had to say those stupid words 279 00:15:52,340 --> 00:15:55,139 that he said to me out loud to you for them to lose their power. 280 00:15:55,179 --> 00:15:58,259 Like keeping them a secret helped them retain their power. 281 00:15:58,309 --> 00:16:01,519 So ever since then, I just keep finding myself looking at men. 282 00:16:01,559 --> 00:16:02,980 - It's weird. - Really? 283 00:16:03,019 --> 00:16:04,480 But not in, like, a sexual way. 284 00:16:04,519 --> 00:16:07,690 Like more just in a appreciative way, maybe? 285 00:16:07,730 --> 00:16:10,399 - Really? - Sensual way. Mm-hmm. 286 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:12,950 That guy's arm over there, with the tattoos. 287 00:16:15,830 --> 00:16:17,240 Madeline: Mm-hmm. 288 00:16:17,279 --> 00:16:18,700 ( laughing ) 289 00:16:18,740 --> 00:16:20,159 I don't know. Then my mind takes over 290 00:16:20,200 --> 00:16:22,500 and takes me back to that stupid night. 291 00:16:22,539 --> 00:16:25,750 There's no way you could've known he was such a fucking sociopath. 292 00:16:25,789 --> 00:16:27,580 Fuck, yeah. Psychopath. 293 00:16:27,629 --> 00:16:29,750 - Dickhead. - Asshole. 294 00:16:29,799 --> 00:16:33,720 - Abominable pig. - I'd kill him if I could. 295 00:16:33,759 --> 00:16:36,639 Well, I mean, I wouldn't say that out loud, like, in public spaces. 296 00:16:36,679 --> 00:16:39,259 I'm just kidding. ( laughing ) 297 00:16:39,309 --> 00:16:41,389 Oh, my God. 298 00:16:41,429 --> 00:16:44,059 Have you really thought any more about counseling, or--? 299 00:16:44,100 --> 00:16:46,600 No. 300 00:16:46,649 --> 00:16:48,269 I have been thinking about something, though. 301 00:16:48,320 --> 00:16:50,360 Don't get mad at me. 302 00:16:50,399 --> 00:16:53,110 I just-- I don't know. It's really hard. 303 00:16:53,149 --> 00:16:56,200 - I think maybe we need to move back. - No! 304 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:58,070 Well, Ziggy's just not happy here. 305 00:16:58,120 --> 00:16:59,370 - I can tell. - No, honey. 306 00:16:59,409 --> 00:17:01,950 - Hey! How we doing? - Hi. 307 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:04,039 Is this your go-to meeting outfit? 308 00:17:04,079 --> 00:17:06,500 - Yes, this is it. - Wow! 309 00:17:06,539 --> 00:17:09,839 - Is there a cape under there? - Would you stop it? 310 00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:13,170 - You'll just have to wait and see, won't you? - Mm, we are gonna win. 311 00:17:13,220 --> 00:17:16,380 - So... - Ugh, in breaking news, madam just told me 312 00:17:16,430 --> 00:17:18,180 that she's thinking about moving. 313 00:17:18,220 --> 00:17:20,180 - I'm just thinking about it. - What? No. 314 00:17:20,220 --> 00:17:22,509 No freaking way. 315 00:17:22,559 --> 00:17:24,019 Come on, don't give in. 316 00:17:24,059 --> 00:17:26,390 Ziggy didn't do it. Do not let them get to you. 317 00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:29,230 I'm not giving in. I just-- I don't know. 318 00:17:29,269 --> 00:17:31,059 I need to do what's best for my kid. 319 00:17:31,109 --> 00:17:32,650 I don't know what that is, but-- 320 00:17:32,690 --> 00:17:34,940 - What about what's best for us? - ( chuckles ) 321 00:17:34,990 --> 00:17:36,450 - We would miss you. - Madeline. 322 00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:38,109 We would miss you. 323 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:39,450 You're gonna make me cry. 324 00:17:39,490 --> 00:17:40,910 And we're gonna win this case, 325 00:17:40,950 --> 00:17:42,329 I'm telling you. 326 00:17:42,369 --> 00:17:44,950 I think the mayor is gonna like your... argument. 327 00:17:45,000 --> 00:17:47,210 - Would you stop it? - Ha ha! 328 00:17:47,250 --> 00:17:49,210 We've had who knows how many orientations. 329 00:17:49,250 --> 00:17:50,460 Nobody ever got choked. 330 00:17:50,500 --> 00:17:51,960 Who are the new variables here? 331 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,630 Jane Chapman and her son Ziggy. 332 00:17:53,670 --> 00:17:56,049 Whose eyes are abnormally far apart. 333 00:17:56,089 --> 00:17:57,759 A sign of a sociopath. 334 00:17:57,799 --> 00:17:59,430 Bonnie: Are we gonna make some changes today? 335 00:17:59,470 --> 00:18:00,589 ( class cheering ) 336 00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:01,799 Bonnie: That's right. 337 00:18:01,849 --> 00:18:03,720 We're gonna start with uppercuts. 338 00:18:03,769 --> 00:18:05,599 - And one. - ( music playing over stereo ) 339 00:18:05,640 --> 00:18:07,559 - ( grunting ) - Extend those arms. 340 00:18:07,599 --> 00:18:11,059 Two, one. First position. 341 00:18:13,569 --> 00:18:15,859 One, and serve the platter. 342 00:18:15,900 --> 00:18:20,160 In, out. Out. 343 00:18:20,200 --> 00:18:21,779 And lift. 344 00:18:21,829 --> 00:18:24,990 ♪ I feel unhappy... ♪ 345 00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:26,660 And whip. 346 00:18:26,710 --> 00:18:29,670 - Whip, whip! - ( class cheering ) 347 00:18:29,710 --> 00:18:31,789 Other side. 348 00:18:31,839 --> 00:18:35,750 ♪ I have lost the best friend ♪ 349 00:18:35,799 --> 00:18:38,049 ♪ That I've ever had... ♪ 350 00:18:39,509 --> 00:18:40,839 - Hi. - Woman: Uppercuts. 351 00:18:40,890 --> 00:18:46,430 God, I just love sweat on, uh, women. 352 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:49,769 ( stammering ) Sorry, that was more of a general observation. 353 00:18:49,809 --> 00:18:52,940 I'm going to assume that you're not here to talk about physical fitness. 354 00:18:52,980 --> 00:18:54,400 Yeah, Madeline told me 355 00:18:54,440 --> 00:18:56,859 about the dinner you and Nathan are proposing, 356 00:18:56,900 --> 00:19:00,240 which I think is potentially a good idea. 357 00:19:00,279 --> 00:19:02,160 But...? 358 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,119 Well, Nathan and Madeline-- 359 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:09,500 that's a pretty volatile cocktail. 360 00:19:09,539 --> 00:19:12,420 - What about you, Ed? - What? What? 361 00:19:12,460 --> 00:19:15,670 You've been a little aggressive as of late. 362 00:19:15,710 --> 00:19:19,720 Yeah, well, I'm only trying to be supportive of Madeline. 363 00:19:19,759 --> 00:19:21,720 She was kind of abandoned by her dad. 364 00:19:21,759 --> 00:19:23,470 He only made time for her brothers. 365 00:19:23,509 --> 00:19:26,009 And she felt abandoned by Nathan, and now Abigail. 366 00:19:26,059 --> 00:19:28,220 It's like a triple whammy. 367 00:19:28,269 --> 00:19:31,480 She's in a pretty fragile state. 368 00:19:31,519 --> 00:19:33,940 You know, we all have baggage, Ed. 369 00:19:33,980 --> 00:19:35,269 What do you mean? 370 00:19:37,319 --> 00:19:38,690 Nothing. 371 00:19:42,569 --> 00:19:43,990 It doesn't help, by the way, 372 00:19:44,029 --> 00:19:47,119 that you're this seemingly perfect step-mom. 373 00:19:47,160 --> 00:19:49,200 Anyway, we're gonna do this dinner, 374 00:19:49,250 --> 00:19:53,250 but I think it'll be up to you and me to keep things civil. 375 00:19:53,289 --> 00:19:55,329 - I hear you. - All right. 376 00:19:57,210 --> 00:20:00,670 Oh, also, it's probably best if you don't give Madeline 377 00:20:00,720 --> 00:20:04,970 any kind of advice, like how to peel a potato. 378 00:20:07,559 --> 00:20:08,509 Okay. 379 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:18,730 ♪ Otter Bay ♪ 380 00:20:18,779 --> 00:20:20,400 ♪ Together we stand strong ♪ 381 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:22,440 ♪ Otter Bay ♪ 382 00:20:22,490 --> 00:20:24,200 ♪ Come on and sing along ♪ 383 00:20:24,240 --> 00:20:26,160 ♪ Beautiful ♪ 384 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:29,079 ♪ We learn arithmetic ♪ 385 00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:31,329 ♪ Science and aquatics ♪ 386 00:20:31,369 --> 00:20:33,789 ♪ Otter in the bay! ♪ 387 00:20:33,829 --> 00:20:34,750 Amabella. 388 00:20:48,559 --> 00:20:50,849 You weren't singing. Is there a reason? 389 00:20:50,890 --> 00:20:53,809 No. I just didn't feel like it. 390 00:20:53,849 --> 00:20:56,400 Oh, you typically love the sing-alongs. 391 00:20:58,519 --> 00:21:02,319 Seems like something's a little wrong, sweetie. 392 00:21:02,359 --> 00:21:04,740 Are you sure you're not upset about something? 393 00:21:04,779 --> 00:21:06,490 You can tell me. 394 00:21:06,529 --> 00:21:08,700 I promise I will keep it a secret. 395 00:21:11,789 --> 00:21:14,500 How are things with you and Ziggy? 396 00:21:14,539 --> 00:21:17,829 Fine. He's nice. We're friends. 397 00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:19,789 That's great! 398 00:21:19,839 --> 00:21:23,130 What do you and Ziggy like to do together? 399 00:21:23,170 --> 00:21:26,049 We just like playing and stuff. 400 00:21:26,089 --> 00:21:27,720 And he's nice to you? 401 00:21:28,759 --> 00:21:30,220 Yes. 402 00:21:31,890 --> 00:21:34,019 Amabella... 403 00:21:34,059 --> 00:21:36,940 is somebody still hurting you? 404 00:21:39,519 --> 00:21:42,019 Madeline: I found Ziggy's father. 405 00:21:42,069 --> 00:21:46,109 - You found him? - Well, I think I found him, but it's Saxon Baker. 406 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:48,279 He's an interior designer in San Luis Obispo. 407 00:21:48,319 --> 00:21:50,529 Hold on, didn't she say his name was Saxon Banks? 408 00:21:50,579 --> 00:21:53,039 - Well, I think maybe he only gave his real first name. - Joseph: Maddie! 409 00:21:53,079 --> 00:21:54,789 She said he was an architect, 410 00:21:54,829 --> 00:21:56,789 but sometimes interior designers say they're architects. 411 00:21:56,829 --> 00:21:58,000 Oh, this is not good. 412 00:21:58,039 --> 00:21:59,960 Thanks so much for helping us out, 413 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,880 - but I'm-- I'm having second thoughts about this. - What? 414 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,549 Look, even should we win this battle, 415 00:22:04,589 --> 00:22:06,549 we make an enemy of the mayor's office. 416 00:22:06,589 --> 00:22:08,049 - We have all of our funding! - Long-term, it's not a good idea. 417 00:22:08,089 --> 00:22:09,759 And we're starting in two weeks, Joseph. 418 00:22:09,799 --> 00:22:12,099 But what about the next production and the one after that? 419 00:22:12,140 --> 00:22:14,769 Listen to me, do you think "Avenue Q" is worth fighting for? 420 00:22:14,809 --> 00:22:16,180 Yeah. 421 00:22:16,230 --> 00:22:17,559 Well, then what are we talking about? 422 00:22:17,599 --> 00:22:19,190 The future of the theater itself. 423 00:22:19,230 --> 00:22:20,599 If we piss off the mayor-- 424 00:22:20,650 --> 00:22:22,269 and I've been told he pisses off easily-- 425 00:22:22,319 --> 00:22:23,519 I can keep it civil. 426 00:22:24,819 --> 00:22:26,319 ( car door closes ) 427 00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:28,400 Madeline: Oh, no. 428 00:22:28,450 --> 00:22:30,660 Or maybe not. 429 00:22:32,660 --> 00:22:37,500 Look, I'm not looking to, like, chill artistic expression. 430 00:22:37,539 --> 00:22:39,289 I hear it's a great play. 431 00:22:39,329 --> 00:22:42,039 That said, puppets fuck. 432 00:22:42,089 --> 00:22:44,089 We can't have puppets fucking in Monterey. 433 00:22:44,130 --> 00:22:48,009 - May-- may I be heard? - There is one scene, and one scene only, 434 00:22:48,049 --> 00:22:51,180 where two of the puppets simulate sex. 435 00:22:51,220 --> 00:22:52,640 There's no nudity. 436 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:56,180 Yeah, well, naked puppets don't bother me. 437 00:22:56,230 --> 00:22:59,480 Fucking puppets, on the other hand, well, it's vulgar. 438 00:22:59,519 --> 00:23:01,140 Even if it were, you'd still have to prove 439 00:23:01,190 --> 00:23:04,519 that it has no legal, artistic, or literary value. 440 00:23:04,569 --> 00:23:06,400 I'm not talking about legals. 441 00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:09,690 - We're gonna have to talk about the-- - ( clears throat ) 442 00:23:09,740 --> 00:23:14,029 To shut down a show simply because it makes you uncomfortable 443 00:23:14,079 --> 00:23:16,490 two weeks before it's about to open, I don't think that that's-- 444 00:23:16,539 --> 00:23:18,289 Okay, look, look. 445 00:23:18,329 --> 00:23:21,460 I'm new to the whole controversy, okay? 446 00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:23,130 It's just been brought to my attention, 447 00:23:23,170 --> 00:23:24,880 mostly by concerned parents, 448 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:28,960 so I'm bringing a fresh eye to this thing, you know? 449 00:23:29,009 --> 00:23:31,049 You can tell me I'm full of shit. 450 00:23:31,089 --> 00:23:33,259 - It wouldn't be the first. - ( laughs ) 451 00:23:33,299 --> 00:23:36,299 But from my perspective, the whole point of the theater 452 00:23:36,349 --> 00:23:38,599 is to bring community together. 453 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,180 - You know, to entertain. - Mm-hmm. 454 00:23:40,230 --> 00:23:43,599 To have an affirming effect on society. 455 00:23:45,069 --> 00:23:46,819 This thing here? 456 00:23:46,859 --> 00:23:49,529 - It's already divisive. - Renata: True. 457 00:23:49,569 --> 00:23:52,150 And I'm certainly not trying to connect the two, 458 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,160 but, uh, there are zoning laws 459 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:55,619 that prohibit sex shops and strip clubs-- 460 00:23:55,660 --> 00:23:57,029 Oh, please. Come on. 461 00:23:57,079 --> 00:23:59,289 - This is hardly that. - Yes, but-- 462 00:23:59,329 --> 00:24:01,000 Madeline: This play deals with love, 463 00:24:01,039 --> 00:24:03,210 and racism, and same-sex marriage, 464 00:24:03,250 --> 00:24:05,079 which are all redeeming themes, 465 00:24:05,130 --> 00:24:08,000 conversations this community should be having. 466 00:24:08,049 --> 00:24:10,049 I mean, and if you want to continue to have-- 467 00:24:10,089 --> 00:24:12,880 - Puppets fuck. - ( Renata laughing ) 468 00:24:12,930 --> 00:24:15,299 You are adorable. 469 00:24:15,349 --> 00:24:18,759 May I speak for a moment? 470 00:24:18,809 --> 00:24:20,930 Not as a member of the Monterey Planning Board, 471 00:24:20,980 --> 00:24:23,309 but, really, as a mom? 472 00:24:23,349 --> 00:24:26,480 I think we can agree that the world has gone to hell, right? 473 00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:28,900 I mean, we're living in a time where our little ones 474 00:24:28,940 --> 00:24:33,109 have lockdown drills at school because of gun violence. 475 00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:35,700 They don't even feel safe in their own classroom. 476 00:24:35,740 --> 00:24:38,329 So what if we brought back 477 00:24:38,369 --> 00:24:40,869 a little good old-fashioned nostalgia? 478 00:24:40,910 --> 00:24:42,950 You know, a little "Sound of Music"? 479 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,170 I mean, we're Monterey, right? 480 00:24:45,210 --> 00:24:47,500 So, what do we want to say? 481 00:24:47,539 --> 00:24:50,960 And maybe the question isn't "What is this play?" 482 00:24:51,009 --> 00:24:53,009 but "Who are we?" 483 00:24:53,049 --> 00:24:56,049 - Hmm. - Celeste: I take your point. It's a good one. 484 00:24:56,089 --> 00:24:59,640 - Right. - We, uh-- we all have small children 485 00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:02,390 and this is the village that we've chosen to raise them in. 486 00:25:02,430 --> 00:25:06,480 And, um, I would say, among other things, 487 00:25:06,519 --> 00:25:08,400 I hope we're open-minded. 488 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:11,190 I mean, I think what draws a lot of people to Monterey 489 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,490 is its progressiveness. 490 00:25:13,529 --> 00:25:16,029 ( clears throat ) But opinions aside, 491 00:25:16,069 --> 00:25:18,200 legally, you've already lost. 492 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,279 The California Constitution 493 00:25:20,329 --> 00:25:22,829 goes way further than the federal one to protect the First Amendment. 494 00:25:22,869 --> 00:25:25,910 But to answer your question, Renata-- "Who are we?" 495 00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:27,329 I don't think we want to become synonymous 496 00:25:27,380 --> 00:25:29,670 with suppression and prior restraint. 497 00:25:29,710 --> 00:25:31,089 We're going to face accusations 498 00:25:31,130 --> 00:25:35,920 of being anti-American and anti-free speech. 499 00:25:35,970 --> 00:25:40,259 I mean, that's not the politics that you've been practicing, Mayor Bartley. 500 00:25:40,309 --> 00:25:42,809 So I would say there are bigger black eyes 501 00:25:42,849 --> 00:25:45,230 than putting on a controversial musical, 502 00:25:45,269 --> 00:25:47,730 especially ones that have won Tonys. 503 00:25:49,940 --> 00:25:51,859 Madeline's voice: Stick that up your tight ass, bitch! 504 00:25:51,900 --> 00:25:54,569 ( both laughing ) 505 00:25:54,609 --> 00:25:57,069 You were fucking brilliant! 506 00:25:57,109 --> 00:25:59,700 - Oh, really? - Um, yeah. 507 00:25:59,740 --> 00:26:01,740 It's actually kind of annoying that you look like that 508 00:26:01,789 --> 00:26:03,619 and you're smart and educated 509 00:26:03,660 --> 00:26:06,329 and intelligent and sympathetic. 510 00:26:06,369 --> 00:26:08,750 You even had Cruella agreeing with you in the end. 511 00:26:08,789 --> 00:26:11,710 Did you see her face? I mean, come on! 512 00:26:13,009 --> 00:26:15,259 Yeah, thanks. 513 00:26:15,299 --> 00:26:17,920 What? 514 00:26:17,970 --> 00:26:21,430 - What's wrong, honey? - Nothing, nothing. I'm sorry. God... 515 00:26:21,470 --> 00:26:25,019 Oh, stop it, Celeste! 516 00:26:25,059 --> 00:26:26,599 I don't know where this is coming from. 517 00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:29,059 I really don't. ( sighs ) 518 00:26:29,099 --> 00:26:31,059 Well, maybe you do, honey. 519 00:26:33,609 --> 00:26:35,730 ( groans ) 520 00:26:35,779 --> 00:26:40,240 It's just for six years I've been wiping runny noses, 521 00:26:40,279 --> 00:26:43,029 organizing playdates, doing, uh... 522 00:26:43,079 --> 00:26:47,289 ( sighs ) everything to be a good mom, you know? 523 00:26:47,329 --> 00:26:50,579 And today I felt alive, I felt good. 524 00:26:50,630 --> 00:26:52,829 - Is that crazy? - No. 525 00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:54,710 I feel so ashamed for saying this, 526 00:26:54,759 --> 00:26:58,009 but being a mother, it's not enough for me. 527 00:26:58,049 --> 00:27:00,470 It's just not. It's not even close. 528 00:27:00,509 --> 00:27:02,390 It's evil, right? I'm evil. 529 00:27:02,430 --> 00:27:04,220 - I've said it out loud. - You are not evil. 530 00:27:04,259 --> 00:27:05,890 - I am. This is-- - I'm not gonna let you say that. 531 00:27:05,930 --> 00:27:09,809 - What, you think it? Do you, ever? - Yes. 532 00:27:09,849 --> 00:27:14,359 I got so consumed with Abigail and Chloe. 533 00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:17,319 - Their lives were everything... - Mm-hmm. 534 00:27:17,359 --> 00:27:18,940 ...that I almost forgot I had my own. 535 00:27:18,990 --> 00:27:21,200 And-- and I just had to do something, 536 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:23,990 so I decided to volunteer at the theater. 537 00:27:24,029 --> 00:27:26,240 I'm not a performer. I'm not a director. 538 00:27:26,289 --> 00:27:29,789 I didn't know what to do, but it just made me feel like I was doing something. 539 00:27:29,829 --> 00:27:33,119 I wanted more, you know? 540 00:27:33,170 --> 00:27:36,000 I want more of that! That feeling. 541 00:27:36,049 --> 00:27:39,799 - 'Cause that made me feel alive, too! - Mm-hmm. 542 00:27:39,839 --> 00:27:41,720 - ( honking horn ) - ( laughing ) 543 00:27:41,759 --> 00:27:43,130 I want more! 544 00:27:43,180 --> 00:27:45,640 Okay. ( laughing ) 545 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:47,009 - Jesus. - Oh. 546 00:27:47,059 --> 00:27:49,430 - And you know what? - What? 547 00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:52,019 - You're gonna be a lawyer again. - No. 548 00:27:52,059 --> 00:27:55,440 I mean, I have never seen you like that. 549 00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:58,650 For four years I've known you, and... 550 00:27:58,690 --> 00:28:01,690 your face looked different, your body changed. 551 00:28:03,569 --> 00:28:05,319 - You miss it. - Mm-hmm. 552 00:28:07,329 --> 00:28:09,079 You're right. 553 00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:10,829 I fucking miss it! 554 00:28:10,869 --> 00:28:12,329 ( honking horn ) Whoo! 555 00:28:12,369 --> 00:28:13,500 Whoo! 556 00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:18,460 Thank you for agreeing to meet me. 557 00:28:18,509 --> 00:28:19,839 I would've asked you to come to the school, 558 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:21,170 but it's kind of a fish bowl there. 559 00:28:21,220 --> 00:28:22,759 People can gossip. 560 00:28:22,799 --> 00:28:23,720 What's going on? 561 00:28:26,009 --> 00:28:28,640 I have reason to suspect, and only suspect, 562 00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:31,980 that Amabella Klein is still being bullied, 563 00:28:32,019 --> 00:28:36,769 and that Ziggy may be the culprit. 564 00:28:36,819 --> 00:28:40,109 I haven't seen anything, but I feel certain 565 00:28:40,150 --> 00:28:41,779 that something is going on with Amabella. 566 00:28:41,819 --> 00:28:43,359 She's made no implications. 567 00:28:43,410 --> 00:28:47,450 In fact, she claims that she and Ziggy are friends. 568 00:28:47,490 --> 00:28:50,240 And my personal experience of Ziggy-- 569 00:28:50,289 --> 00:28:51,660 he is a sweet little boy. 570 00:28:51,710 --> 00:28:53,329 Yeah, so then where is all this coming from? 571 00:28:53,369 --> 00:28:57,210 Well, I sensed some tension between them this morning. 572 00:28:57,250 --> 00:28:59,289 Amabella was visibly upset about something. 573 00:28:59,339 --> 00:29:01,630 I observed Ziggy looking at her. 574 00:29:01,670 --> 00:29:05,089 And from my vantage point, he appeared to know 575 00:29:05,140 --> 00:29:07,470 exactly what she was upset about. 576 00:29:07,509 --> 00:29:09,299 Maybe he saw her being bullied. 577 00:29:09,349 --> 00:29:11,059 Maybe he was concerned for her. 578 00:29:11,099 --> 00:29:14,099 That could very well be, though it wasn't my take. 579 00:29:14,140 --> 00:29:17,650 Look, if I think that a child 580 00:29:17,690 --> 00:29:21,819 is being physically or emotionally abused, 581 00:29:21,859 --> 00:29:24,690 it is my duty to go forward with that, 582 00:29:24,740 --> 00:29:26,569 first and foremost, to the parents. 583 00:29:26,619 --> 00:29:28,319 What fucking evidence do you have? 584 00:29:28,369 --> 00:29:30,119 Jane, believe it or not, 585 00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:31,660 I'm actually on your side, here. 586 00:29:31,700 --> 00:29:32,990 No, you know what? If you were on my side, 587 00:29:33,039 --> 00:29:34,369 you would not go to Amabella's parents. 588 00:29:34,410 --> 00:29:36,000 That is only going to make things worse. 589 00:29:36,039 --> 00:29:37,789 You would find another solution. 590 00:29:37,829 --> 00:29:39,250 This is ridiculous. 591 00:29:41,589 --> 00:29:44,420 Okay. 592 00:29:44,470 --> 00:29:46,880 Do you have any reason 593 00:29:46,930 --> 00:29:49,680 to suspect that Ziggy could be violent? 594 00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:52,559 - No. - Maybe something from his past. 595 00:29:52,599 --> 00:29:54,140 No! 596 00:29:57,230 --> 00:30:02,440 Ziggy is a sweet, docile young boy. 597 00:30:02,480 --> 00:30:05,740 He's never hurt a fly. 598 00:30:05,779 --> 00:30:07,779 Wouldn't someone have fucking seen this, for God's sakes? 599 00:30:07,819 --> 00:30:09,609 They're in a classroom! 600 00:30:11,619 --> 00:30:13,200 Okay, you know what? 601 00:30:13,250 --> 00:30:16,829 Maybe you're gonna think this is way off-book, but... 602 00:30:19,130 --> 00:30:20,670 ( sighs ) 603 00:30:22,250 --> 00:30:25,130 ♪ Everyone's a little bit racist ♪ 604 00:30:25,170 --> 00:30:28,420 ♪ It's true ♪ 605 00:30:28,470 --> 00:30:31,549 ♪ But everyone is just about as racist ♪ 606 00:30:31,599 --> 00:30:35,220 - ♪ As you... ♪ - ( mouthing words ) 607 00:30:35,269 --> 00:30:38,349 ♪ If we all could just admit... ♪ 608 00:30:38,400 --> 00:30:40,809 Yeah, that's all I need. No, that's perfect. 609 00:30:40,859 --> 00:30:43,309 Thank you. Yeah, yeah. 610 00:30:44,990 --> 00:30:48,279 - Isn't she amazing? - ( sighs ) Amazing! 611 00:30:48,319 --> 00:30:50,279 I cannot believe she's doing it for free. 612 00:30:50,319 --> 00:30:52,319 She's my best friend. She'll do whatever I ask. 613 00:30:52,369 --> 00:30:54,740 - What if it goes to court? - It's not gonna go to court. 614 00:30:54,789 --> 00:30:57,369 That is a done deal. It's amazing. 615 00:30:57,410 --> 00:30:59,660 You have nothing to worry about. 616 00:30:59,710 --> 00:31:01,539 You're so good to me. 617 00:31:01,589 --> 00:31:03,710 I believe in you. 618 00:31:07,009 --> 00:31:10,089 - Oh, my God. - I know, out of nowhere. 619 00:31:10,140 --> 00:31:11,799 - But-- - I'm still shaking. 620 00:31:11,849 --> 00:31:14,259 One minute we're talking, and then the next... 621 00:31:14,309 --> 00:31:15,640 Oh, no. Uh-oh. 622 00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:18,730 ...he puts his tongue in my throat. 623 00:31:18,769 --> 00:31:20,640 This is assault. He assaulted you. 624 00:31:20,690 --> 00:31:22,480 Mm. 625 00:31:22,519 --> 00:31:24,980 - I mean, I might've kissed him back. - What? 626 00:31:25,029 --> 00:31:26,440 It was like a reflex, you know? 627 00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:28,569 Somebody kisses you, you kiss them back. 628 00:31:28,609 --> 00:31:30,450 I might have grabbed his ass. I don't know. 629 00:31:30,490 --> 00:31:32,859 - What? - It just all happened so fast. 630 00:31:32,910 --> 00:31:36,910 And the next thing I know, he has his hand in my shirt. 631 00:31:36,950 --> 00:31:38,950 Or was it my hand in his shirt? 632 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:41,710 - ( laughs ) Oh! - What? It was a reflex! 633 00:31:41,750 --> 00:31:44,420 - Ugh! - So you're saying the thing's mutual. 634 00:31:44,460 --> 00:31:47,130 No, he jumped me and then he yelled at me. 635 00:31:47,170 --> 00:31:48,880 I'm in love with you. You hear me? 636 00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:50,759 I'm in love with you, Madeline. I have been... 637 00:31:50,799 --> 00:31:52,630 - For months? - ( Celeste laughs ) 638 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:54,390 So I slapped him. 639 00:31:54,430 --> 00:31:57,309 ( laughing ) You what? 640 00:31:57,349 --> 00:31:59,769 - ( laughing ) - This is not funny, Celeste. 641 00:31:59,809 --> 00:32:03,900 I'm a married woman and he forced himself on me. 642 00:32:03,940 --> 00:32:06,230 Okay, "forced himself" maybe is the wrong word, 643 00:32:06,269 --> 00:32:08,400 but I hated every minute of it. 644 00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:09,819 - ( laughing ) - ( Madeline chuckles ) I didn't. 645 00:32:09,859 --> 00:32:12,109 - Afternoon, ladies. - Hi, Perry. 646 00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:14,109 Hi. What am I missing? 647 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,200 - Nothing. - Nothing. 648 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,450 She's always laughing at me. 649 00:32:17,490 --> 00:32:18,950 She's my best audience, 650 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,950 and apparently I'm a very funny girl. 651 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:22,710 - Uh-huh. - ( laughing ) 652 00:32:22,750 --> 00:32:25,829 - How funny was it in court today? - It wasn't court. 653 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:28,130 She was incredible, Perry. You should've seen her. 654 00:32:28,170 --> 00:32:29,920 - She was amazing. - ( laughing continues ) 655 00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:32,670 She doesn't know when to stop laughing, but she was amazing. 656 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,549 Well, I kind of already knew that. 657 00:32:34,589 --> 00:32:36,720 It wasn't court, it was a meeting. 658 00:32:36,759 --> 00:32:39,559 - And it went very well and it's done now, right? - Mm-hmm. 659 00:32:39,599 --> 00:32:41,930 If my baby makes up her mind to do something, 660 00:32:41,980 --> 00:32:43,349 you better get out of her way. 661 00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:45,140 - Mm-hmm. - Hey! My little men! 662 00:32:45,190 --> 00:32:47,269 - I made an ollie today! - Wow! 663 00:32:47,319 --> 00:32:48,980 I made a noseslide! 664 00:32:49,029 --> 00:32:50,150 I don't even know what that is, 665 00:32:50,190 --> 00:32:51,319 but it's really exciting. 666 00:32:51,359 --> 00:32:53,319 Mom, did you film all this? 667 00:32:53,359 --> 00:32:55,200 - No. No, I didn't. - Max: I want to show you, Dad. Come on! 668 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:56,859 Perry: Incredible! I want to see it, 669 00:32:56,910 --> 00:32:58,240 but let's do it after dinner. 670 00:32:58,279 --> 00:32:59,869 Just gonna chill with Mommy for a second. 671 00:32:59,910 --> 00:33:01,869 - And funny Maddie. - Go on, baby. Go. 672 00:33:01,910 --> 00:33:03,160 Perry: All right, all right, all right. 673 00:33:03,210 --> 00:33:04,539 There will be wine waiting for you. 674 00:33:04,579 --> 00:33:06,250 We're gonna go work on our noseslides now. 675 00:33:06,289 --> 00:33:09,210 - Bye, Daddy. - Bye. All right, outside. 676 00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:11,589 - He's such a great dad. - Mm-hmm. 677 00:33:13,380 --> 00:33:16,759 So... what really happened? 678 00:33:16,799 --> 00:33:20,390 ♪ One pill makes you larger ♪ 679 00:33:20,430 --> 00:33:24,849 ♪ And one pill makes you small ♪ 680 00:33:24,890 --> 00:33:29,019 ♪ And the ones that Mother gives you ♪ 681 00:33:29,069 --> 00:33:33,900 ♪ Don't do anything at all ♪ 682 00:33:33,950 --> 00:33:35,819 ♪ Go ask Alice ♪ 683 00:33:37,410 --> 00:33:42,160 ♪ When she's 10 feet tall ♪ 684 00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:46,619 ( Ziggy and Jane sing along ) ♪ And the white knight is talking backwards ♪ 685 00:33:46,670 --> 00:33:51,210 ♪ And the Red Queen's off with her head ♪ 686 00:33:51,250 --> 00:33:59,390 ♪ Remember what the dormouse said ♪ 687 00:33:59,430 --> 00:34:03,890 ♪ Feed your head ♪ 688 00:34:03,930 --> 00:34:07,890 ♪ Feed your head... ♪ 689 00:34:07,940 --> 00:34:08,900 Oh. 690 00:34:10,269 --> 00:34:12,230 - Jane: Yeah. - ( crying ) 691 00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:14,690 Oh, buddy. 692 00:34:14,739 --> 00:34:15,989 What's the matter? 693 00:34:16,030 --> 00:34:19,739 Let me see. Let me see. 694 00:34:19,780 --> 00:34:21,449 - There's no blood. - ( crying continues ) 695 00:34:21,489 --> 00:34:24,949 Take a deep breath. Come here. 696 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:26,329 Jane: Should we go to the hospital? 697 00:34:26,369 --> 00:34:27,460 I think we should call the ambulance. 698 00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:28,829 I think we need to call 911. 699 00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:30,289 - ( laughs ) No. - I think we should. 700 00:34:30,340 --> 00:34:31,920 Should I call the tooth fairy? 701 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:33,880 - ( Ziggy laughs ) No. - Or Santa Claus? 702 00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:36,050 I'm sorry, buddy. 703 00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:40,590 The last time we had pizza and we went to the zoo, 704 00:34:40,639 --> 00:34:42,719 you told me we were moving to Monterey. 705 00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:44,719 What now? 706 00:34:47,849 --> 00:34:50,389 You're gonna go see a child psychologist. 707 00:34:53,570 --> 00:34:56,730 I think he plans on signing up for a class, that's all. 708 00:34:56,780 --> 00:34:58,820 Did he hit on you at all? 709 00:34:58,860 --> 00:35:00,400 What did he say? 710 00:35:01,989 --> 00:35:03,989 Just that it should fall to me and him 711 00:35:04,039 --> 00:35:05,699 to keep the peace at this dinner. 712 00:35:05,750 --> 00:35:07,250 I don't disagree. 713 00:35:07,289 --> 00:35:08,909 ( scoffs ) 714 00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:10,329 ( chimes tinkle ) 715 00:35:10,380 --> 00:35:12,960 Did he, um-- did he say anything off at all 716 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:14,710 or cross you in any way? 717 00:35:14,750 --> 00:35:16,750 'Cause I'd love to have a reason to pop him one. 718 00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:18,710 Nathan Carlton. 719 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:21,760 I'm saying the guy's off, Bonnie. Come on, admit it. 720 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,010 The whole point of this dinner 721 00:35:23,050 --> 00:35:25,010 is so we can all get along, okay? 722 00:35:25,059 --> 00:35:28,889 - Not so you can pop him one. - The guy's off. 723 00:35:28,940 --> 00:35:31,769 At some point, boundaries are gonna have to be set. 724 00:35:32,980 --> 00:35:34,809 Hey. Hey, where you going? 725 00:35:34,860 --> 00:35:36,610 - I'm going to Becky's. - Becky? 726 00:35:36,650 --> 00:35:38,780 Wait, is she the stupid one? 727 00:35:38,820 --> 00:35:40,739 Your mom's always nagging me about letting you hang out with stupid people. 728 00:35:40,780 --> 00:35:44,070 - Dad! - Well, she's still upset about the tutor. 729 00:35:44,119 --> 00:35:46,869 - Hey, what-- what do you have there? - Abigail: Nothing. 730 00:35:46,909 --> 00:35:49,329 What are you carrying, darling? 731 00:35:49,369 --> 00:35:52,000 - I'm... - Abigail: Nothing! 732 00:35:52,039 --> 00:35:53,579 I can check my bar. 733 00:35:56,340 --> 00:35:58,800 ( chuckling ) 734 00:36:00,630 --> 00:36:02,130 What? 735 00:36:04,139 --> 00:36:05,599 What? 736 00:36:05,639 --> 00:36:09,269 You need to relax. 737 00:36:09,309 --> 00:36:12,059 We don't want anyone getting hurt, do we? 738 00:36:12,099 --> 00:36:15,730 You know, we can always move. 739 00:36:15,769 --> 00:36:17,320 We don't have to live in Monterey. 740 00:36:17,360 --> 00:36:19,690 - Really? - Yeah. 741 00:36:19,739 --> 00:36:22,699 You wanna move? 742 00:36:22,739 --> 00:36:26,199 Okay, first of all, Skye loves it here a lot. 743 00:36:26,239 --> 00:36:29,079 Second of all, we're never gonna find public schools this good. 744 00:36:29,119 --> 00:36:30,909 And third, what about Abigail? 745 00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:33,159 She goes back with her mom? 746 00:36:33,210 --> 00:36:34,960 She'll just move away with us. 747 00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:38,539 ( scoffs ) That'll be the last straw for ex-thing. 748 00:36:38,590 --> 00:36:40,340 ( scoffs ) 749 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,429 Okay. All right. 750 00:36:45,469 --> 00:36:48,800 - A man's allowed to fantasize-- - Stop! 751 00:36:48,849 --> 00:36:50,849 - ( seagulls screeching ) - ( waves crashing ) 752 00:36:54,849 --> 00:36:56,480 What you doing? 753 00:36:56,519 --> 00:36:59,519 Madeline: Nothing, just staring at the sunset, 754 00:36:59,570 --> 00:37:04,320 thinking how lucky we are to have that in our face every day. 755 00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:06,659 That is not what you were thinking. 756 00:37:16,539 --> 00:37:18,789 Abby know you go on her Facebook page? 757 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:20,210 Probably. 758 00:37:20,250 --> 00:37:23,420 I leave comments sometimes, though under an alias. 759 00:37:23,469 --> 00:37:25,840 What's the alias? 760 00:37:25,889 --> 00:37:27,679 - God. - ( chuckles ) 761 00:37:29,010 --> 00:37:31,389 So, you went to visit Bonnie 762 00:37:31,429 --> 00:37:33,179 at her studio? 763 00:37:33,230 --> 00:37:34,269 Wow. 764 00:37:34,309 --> 00:37:37,269 No secrets in this town. 765 00:37:37,309 --> 00:37:41,230 I was thinking about doing a sit-up and wanted to get her advice. 766 00:37:42,940 --> 00:37:44,150 Went to talk about the dinner, 767 00:37:44,199 --> 00:37:46,699 how to best avoid friction. 768 00:37:46,739 --> 00:37:49,280 Or animosity. 769 00:37:49,329 --> 00:37:53,079 - Violence? - Exactly how psychotic do you think I am? 770 00:37:55,079 --> 00:37:56,579 Mm. 771 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,250 Come on. 772 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:13,929 You doing okay, Maddie? 773 00:38:15,980 --> 00:38:18,190 Tell me. Tell me. 774 00:38:18,230 --> 00:38:20,440 I'll make you feel good, baby. 775 00:38:22,190 --> 00:38:24,110 I just feel like I'm... 776 00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:27,900 losing control a little bit. 777 00:38:27,949 --> 00:38:30,239 Of? 778 00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:31,820 What I am. 779 00:38:34,500 --> 00:38:35,949 How so? 780 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:41,789 I don't know. 781 00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,289 You don't know? 782 00:38:51,179 --> 00:38:53,800 - ( music playing ) - ( waves crashing ) 783 00:38:58,019 --> 00:39:00,690 ♪ Do you need me ♪ 784 00:39:00,730 --> 00:39:03,519 ♪ Like I need you? ♪ 785 00:39:05,780 --> 00:39:11,030 ♪ I'm crying from wanting you ♪ 786 00:39:12,739 --> 00:39:16,199 ♪ Make me forget ♪ 787 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:19,710 ♪ The pain that you caused ♪ 788 00:39:19,750 --> 00:39:23,539 ♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪ 789 00:39:23,590 --> 00:39:27,130 ♪ If it comes from the heart... ♪ 790 00:39:27,170 --> 00:39:28,760 ( both panting ) 791 00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:30,420 I love you. 792 00:39:30,469 --> 00:39:32,469 - ( twins crunching ) - ( seagulls screeching ) 793 00:39:36,019 --> 00:39:38,139 ( crunching continues ) 794 00:39:38,179 --> 00:39:40,849 There's nothing like the sound of crunching cereal 795 00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:41,980 in the morning. 796 00:39:42,019 --> 00:39:43,519 ( crunching stops ) 797 00:39:45,940 --> 00:39:48,650 ( crunching resumes ) 798 00:39:51,909 --> 00:39:53,360 ( munching ) 799 00:39:53,409 --> 00:39:54,659 ( exhales ) 800 00:39:54,699 --> 00:39:56,159 Wow! 801 00:39:58,000 --> 00:39:59,579 Not too summery? 802 00:39:59,619 --> 00:40:02,500 No, it looks incredible. 803 00:40:02,539 --> 00:40:05,460 It's funny how clothes always seem to do that on you. 804 00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,880 You're sweet. 805 00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:09,710 What's the occasion? 806 00:40:09,760 --> 00:40:13,219 I have a meeting with the attorney representing the town. 807 00:40:17,010 --> 00:40:19,559 - Another meeting, huh? - Mm-hmm. 808 00:40:19,599 --> 00:40:22,690 I think we're gonna settle it today. 809 00:40:22,730 --> 00:40:24,730 Yeah? 810 00:40:24,769 --> 00:40:26,650 What if it doesn't settle? 811 00:40:26,690 --> 00:40:28,440 Oh, well, we'd probably go to court, 812 00:40:28,480 --> 00:40:30,940 but it would just be a one-off. 813 00:40:30,989 --> 00:40:33,650 They really don't have any grounds. 814 00:40:33,699 --> 00:40:36,159 So, a court appearance now? 815 00:40:36,199 --> 00:40:40,619 Probably not, but what's the big deal? 816 00:40:40,659 --> 00:40:43,409 Well, the big deal is that you lied to me. 817 00:40:43,460 --> 00:40:45,369 You said it'd be one meeting yesterday, and then it'd be over with. 818 00:40:45,420 --> 00:40:46,829 - I never said that. - Now you're going to court? 819 00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:48,090 I said I thought it would go away quickly, 820 00:40:48,130 --> 00:40:49,300 and I still believe that it will. 821 00:40:49,340 --> 00:40:50,460 I don't want you doing this. 822 00:40:50,510 --> 00:40:52,050 Well, it's not your fucking call. 823 00:40:52,090 --> 00:40:54,929 ( crying out ) 824 00:40:54,969 --> 00:40:56,139 Max: Mom? 825 00:40:56,179 --> 00:40:57,929 Okay, let's go, sweetie. 826 00:40:57,969 --> 00:41:00,429 Hey, champ. 827 00:41:00,469 --> 00:41:02,769 - Hi, Dad. - Have a great day. 828 00:41:02,809 --> 00:41:04,519 We're gonna be late. 829 00:41:04,559 --> 00:41:06,349 Come on. Quick, quick. 830 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:07,900 Let's go. 831 00:41:11,110 --> 00:41:12,110 Bye. 832 00:41:25,460 --> 00:41:27,000 ( inhales ) 833 00:41:41,429 --> 00:41:42,769 ( door opens ) 834 00:41:42,809 --> 00:41:44,889 Ms. Chapman? 835 00:41:44,940 --> 00:41:46,980 Come on in. 836 00:41:49,150 --> 00:41:51,519 Doctor: We had a nice conversation. 837 00:41:51,570 --> 00:41:55,110 He's a-- he's a very smart little guy. 838 00:41:55,150 --> 00:41:56,989 Yeah. 839 00:41:57,030 --> 00:41:59,320 Please... 840 00:41:59,369 --> 00:42:00,820 have a seat. 841 00:42:07,630 --> 00:42:09,420 I, uh-- I can see that you're nervous, 842 00:42:09,460 --> 00:42:11,630 so I'm just gonna cut right to the punch line. 843 00:42:11,670 --> 00:42:15,050 I-- I do not think Ziggy is a bully. 844 00:42:15,090 --> 00:42:19,130 I brought up the incident that you had mentioned, at orientation, 845 00:42:19,179 --> 00:42:21,760 and he made it very clear it wasn't him. 846 00:42:21,809 --> 00:42:23,809 And I'd be surprised if he's lying. 847 00:42:23,849 --> 00:42:25,639 If so, he's-- 848 00:42:25,690 --> 00:42:28,889 he's the most accomplished liar I've ever seen. 849 00:42:28,940 --> 00:42:31,269 And frankly, he doesn't show 850 00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:33,860 any of the classic signs of a bullying personality. 851 00:42:33,900 --> 00:42:35,530 He's not narcissistic. 852 00:42:35,570 --> 00:42:40,030 And he certainly demonstrates empathy and sensitivity. 853 00:42:41,659 --> 00:42:42,869 ( crying ) 854 00:42:42,909 --> 00:42:45,079 Sorry. ( laughs ) 855 00:42:47,079 --> 00:42:48,460 Are you sure? 856 00:42:48,500 --> 00:42:51,039 Pretty sure. 857 00:42:51,090 --> 00:42:54,300 I definitely would like to see him for another appointment. 858 00:42:54,340 --> 00:42:56,800 I think he's suffering from a lot of anxiety 859 00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:59,300 and I-- I believe that there is-- 860 00:42:59,340 --> 00:43:02,050 there's a lot he didn't share with me today. 861 00:43:02,099 --> 00:43:04,599 And I wouldn't be surprised to learn that he himself 862 00:43:04,639 --> 00:43:05,760 is being bullied at school. 863 00:43:05,809 --> 00:43:07,269 Ziggy? 864 00:43:07,309 --> 00:43:09,730 I could be wrong, but I wouldn't be shocked. 865 00:43:09,769 --> 00:43:11,349 My guess is that it's verbal 866 00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:16,570 and that some smart kid has found his weak spot. 867 00:43:16,610 --> 00:43:19,530 He also brought up his father, 868 00:43:19,570 --> 00:43:22,159 who, believe it or not, 869 00:43:22,199 --> 00:43:24,699 he thinks might be Darth Vader. 870 00:43:24,739 --> 00:43:26,619 ( laughs ) What? 871 00:43:26,659 --> 00:43:30,460 Children often get caught halfway between fantasy and-- and reality. 872 00:43:30,500 --> 00:43:31,829 And he's only six. 873 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,960 And I asked him if the two of you 874 00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:36,590 talk much about his father. 875 00:43:36,630 --> 00:43:38,130 He said it upset you 876 00:43:38,170 --> 00:43:40,840 and that you're not saying much about him. 877 00:43:40,889 --> 00:43:43,550 Yeah, it's very complicated, so... 878 00:43:43,599 --> 00:43:45,550 He said that be aware 879 00:43:45,599 --> 00:43:49,599 that if we're talking to my mom about my dad, 880 00:43:49,639 --> 00:43:52,440 that she's gonna get a funny look on her face. 881 00:43:54,519 --> 00:43:57,440 So I take it that Ziggy's father 882 00:43:57,489 --> 00:44:00,110 isn't exactly a good guy. 883 00:44:00,150 --> 00:44:01,989 No, not exactly. 884 00:44:04,079 --> 00:44:06,989 And I assume that Ziggy's never met him. 885 00:44:07,039 --> 00:44:08,949 Yeah, no, he never will. 886 00:44:11,210 --> 00:44:14,210 Well, as I said, I think you have 887 00:44:14,250 --> 00:44:18,130 a caring, sweet little boy on your hands. 888 00:44:18,170 --> 00:44:21,010 But I would like to see him again. 889 00:44:21,050 --> 00:44:22,880 Okay. 890 00:44:22,929 --> 00:44:24,429 Wanna see him? 891 00:44:26,679 --> 00:44:28,510 ( door opens ) 892 00:44:28,559 --> 00:44:30,639 - Doctor: Ziggy? - Hi. 893 00:44:32,690 --> 00:44:34,809 Look, Mom, a giant Harry the Hippo. 894 00:44:34,860 --> 00:44:36,309 ( Jane laughs ) 895 00:44:37,650 --> 00:44:38,980 Joseph: Maddie. 896 00:44:40,650 --> 00:44:42,190 - What are you doing here? - To talk to you. 897 00:44:42,239 --> 00:44:44,150 Have you been following me? 898 00:44:44,199 --> 00:44:45,659 - No, I haven't been following you. - Oh, my God. 899 00:44:45,699 --> 00:44:47,030 I wanna talk to you about what I did at the theater. 900 00:44:47,079 --> 00:44:48,159 You can't do this out of nowhere! 901 00:44:48,199 --> 00:44:51,250 It was unacceptable, inexcusable. 902 00:44:51,289 --> 00:44:54,750 That said, it didn't happen in a vacuum. 903 00:44:54,789 --> 00:44:56,250 What do you mean? 904 00:44:56,289 --> 00:44:57,960 What do I mean? Madeline, come on. 905 00:44:58,000 --> 00:44:59,960 What happened a year ago was an accident. 906 00:45:00,010 --> 00:45:02,590 I told you that was a mistake that's not gonna be repeated again. 907 00:45:02,630 --> 00:45:04,429 Well, it was repeated several times. 908 00:45:04,469 --> 00:45:07,050 Okay, stop. It's been erased. 909 00:45:07,099 --> 00:45:08,760 Erased? 910 00:45:08,809 --> 00:45:11,519 Yes, it didn't happen. I am a happily married woman. 911 00:45:11,559 --> 00:45:15,639 - Really? - Yes! 912 00:45:15,690 --> 00:45:17,230 You know what? You told me you agreed 913 00:45:17,269 --> 00:45:18,940 that you were not gonna open this up again. 914 00:45:18,980 --> 00:45:20,980 Well, I don't agree anymore. 915 00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:22,320 All right, you know what? 916 00:45:22,360 --> 00:45:23,900 You stay in your life, I'll stay in mine. 917 00:45:23,949 --> 00:45:25,360 Hey! 918 00:45:30,409 --> 00:45:34,199 Celeste: My major concern is as to how he might react. 919 00:45:34,250 --> 00:45:36,369 To the idea that you want to go back to work? 920 00:45:36,420 --> 00:45:38,460 What did he say, his words exactly? 921 00:45:38,500 --> 00:45:42,090 That he was afraid of me, um... 922 00:45:43,219 --> 00:45:44,670 going through him. 923 00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:47,469 - Ah. - ( scoffs ) 924 00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:49,389 Yeah, so I'm... 925 00:45:50,639 --> 00:45:52,010 I suppose I'm just worried 926 00:45:52,059 --> 00:45:54,639 that he's gonna take it as a rejection. 927 00:45:54,690 --> 00:45:56,849 You were working when he first met you 928 00:45:56,900 --> 00:45:58,400 and when he fell in love with you, right? 929 00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:02,110 Yeah, but he, um-- 930 00:46:02,150 --> 00:46:04,320 he just likes me to be at home in the house, 931 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:06,900 and we have the twins, and... 932 00:46:09,739 --> 00:46:12,030 He's not that crazy about me having too many friends. 933 00:46:12,079 --> 00:46:16,119 He's just possessive. That's who he is, so... 934 00:46:16,170 --> 00:46:19,039 And I hoped that you'd have some ideas on the best way 935 00:46:19,079 --> 00:46:23,250 to communicate with him about me going back to work. 936 00:46:24,380 --> 00:46:26,090 No? 937 00:46:26,130 --> 00:46:29,260 Well, I could certainly suggest 938 00:46:29,300 --> 00:46:33,139 some communicative tools, but... 939 00:46:33,179 --> 00:46:35,809 for me, the issue isn't how best to talk to your husband, 940 00:46:35,849 --> 00:46:37,429 but why you're afraid to. 941 00:46:40,730 --> 00:46:44,400 I'm not, um-- I'm not afraid. 942 00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:45,940 I'm just-- 943 00:46:47,780 --> 00:46:49,570 I just want to have-- 944 00:46:49,619 --> 00:46:51,699 I suppose I want to communicate it in the best way. 945 00:46:51,739 --> 00:46:53,409 That's... 946 00:46:54,619 --> 00:46:55,989 Okay. 947 00:46:57,329 --> 00:46:58,829 I'm not afraid. 948 00:47:00,380 --> 00:47:02,630 The week leading up to Trivia Night, 949 00:47:02,670 --> 00:47:05,630 something changed with Celeste. 950 00:47:05,670 --> 00:47:06,880 Oren: Still beautiful. 951 00:47:06,920 --> 00:47:09,800 - But in her face... - Her eyes... 952 00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:12,050 Stu: Not a look like she could actually kill somebody, 953 00:47:12,099 --> 00:47:13,929 but, um... 954 00:47:36,579 --> 00:47:39,000 Jane: Yeah, I think it's him. 955 00:47:39,039 --> 00:47:41,829 If I heard his voice... 956 00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:43,460 I can still remember his voice. 957 00:47:43,500 --> 00:47:47,670 I can also still remember that disgusting smell. 958 00:47:47,719 --> 00:47:50,880 - Where did you say he lived? - San Luis Obispo. 959 00:47:53,550 --> 00:47:56,050 Madeline: You're not thinking about going down there? 960 00:47:57,679 --> 00:47:59,889 ( music playing over earbuds ) 961 00:48:17,239 --> 00:48:21,159 ( Jane breathing heavily ) 962 00:48:21,210 --> 00:48:25,380 - ♪ And you have no idea ♪ - ♪ Idea ♪ 963 00:48:25,420 --> 00:48:30,010 - ♪ No idea ♪ - ♪ No idea how it feels to be on your own ♪ 964 00:48:30,050 --> 00:48:33,760 - ♪ In your own home ♪ - ♪ With the fucking phone ♪ 965 00:48:33,800 --> 00:48:37,599 - ♪ And the mother ♪ - ♪ of gloom in your bedroom ♪ 966 00:48:37,639 --> 00:48:42,019 ♪ Standing over your head with her hand in your head ♪ 967 00:48:42,059 --> 00:48:43,809 ♪ I will not say I'm all right for you ♪ 968 00:48:43,849 --> 00:48:45,690 ♪ With her hand in your head ♪ 969 00:48:45,730 --> 00:48:50,230 ♪ I will not pretend, I will not put on a smile ♪ 970 00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:52,360 ♪ I will not say I'm all right for you ♪ 971 00:48:52,400 --> 00:48:56,159 ♪ When all I wanted was to be good ♪ 972 00:48:56,199 --> 00:49:00,159 ♪ To do everythin' in truth ♪ 973 00:49:00,199 --> 00:49:02,539 ♪ To do everythin' in truth ♪ 974 00:49:02,579 --> 00:49:06,420 ♪ You bloody, motherfuckin' asshole ♪ 975 00:49:06,460 --> 00:49:10,420 ♪ Oh, you bloody, motherfuckin' asshole ♪ 976 00:49:10,460 --> 00:49:14,260 - ♪ Oh, you bloody, motherfuckin' asshole... ♪ - ( crying ) 977 00:49:14,300 --> 00:49:18,010 ♪ Oh, you bloody, motherfuckin' asshole ♪ 978 00:49:18,059 --> 00:49:22,099 ♪ Oh, you bloody, motherfuckin' asshole ♪ 979 00:49:22,139 --> 00:49:24,429 ♪ Oh, you bloody ♪ 980 00:49:24,480 --> 00:49:28,610 ♪ I will not pretend, I will not put on a smile ♪ 981 00:49:28,650 --> 00:49:34,610 ♪ I will not say I'm all right for you ♪ 982 00:49:34,659 --> 00:49:38,659 ♪ For you, 'ever you are ♪ 983 00:49:38,699 --> 00:49:42,699 ♪ For you, 'ever you are ♪ 984 00:49:42,750 --> 00:49:48,750 ♪ For you, 'ever you are. ♪ 985 00:49:48,789 --> 00:49:50,750 ( music playing ) 986 00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:58,010 ♪ Anyone ♪ 987 00:50:00,510 --> 00:50:01,809 ♪ Anyone ♪ 988 00:50:04,519 --> 00:50:05,809 ♪ Anyone ♪ 989 00:50:08,190 --> 00:50:09,519 ♪ Anyone ♪ 990 00:50:11,570 --> 00:50:15,360 ♪ You can blame me ♪ 991 00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:18,570 ♪ Try to shame me ♪ 992 00:50:18,619 --> 00:50:23,289 ♪ And still I'll care for you ♪ 993 00:50:27,369 --> 00:50:31,039 ♪ You can run around ♪ 994 00:50:31,090 --> 00:50:34,050 ♪ Even put me down ♪ 995 00:50:34,090 --> 00:50:38,679 ♪ Still I'll be there for you ♪ 996 00:50:43,019 --> 00:50:45,679 ♪ The world ♪ 997 00:50:45,730 --> 00:50:49,559 ♪ May think I'm foolish ♪ 998 00:50:49,610 --> 00:50:53,400 ♪ They can't see you ♪ 999 00:50:53,440 --> 00:50:56,690 ♪ Like I can ♪ 1000 00:50:56,739 --> 00:51:01,280 ♪ Oh, but anyone ♪ 1001 00:51:01,329 --> 00:51:05,909 ♪ Who knows what love is ♪ 1002 00:51:05,949 --> 00:51:10,420 ♪ Will understand ♪ 1003 00:51:14,420 --> 00:51:15,590 ♪ Anyone ♪ 1004 00:51:18,260 --> 00:51:19,420 ♪ Anyone ♪ 1005 00:51:22,099 --> 00:51:25,969 - ♪ Anyone ♪ - ♪ I just feel so sorry ♪ 1006 00:51:26,019 --> 00:51:31,690 - ♪ Anyone ♪ - ♪ For the ones who pity me ♪ 1007 00:51:39,110 --> 00:51:41,030 ♪ I know ♪ 1008 00:51:41,070 --> 00:51:44,320 ♪ I know to ever let you go ♪ 1009 00:51:44,369 --> 00:51:51,079 ♪ Oh, is more than I could ever stand ♪ 1010 00:51:51,119 --> 00:51:55,710 ♪ Oh, but anyone ♪ 1011 00:51:55,750 --> 00:52:00,380 ♪ Who knows what love is ♪ 1012 00:52:00,429 --> 00:52:05,050 ♪ Will understand ♪ 1013 00:52:07,099 --> 00:52:11,769 - ♪ Oh, they'll understand ♪ - ♪ Anyone ♪ 1014 00:52:12,940 --> 00:52:14,269 ♪ Anyone... ♪