1 00:00:01,583 --> 00:00:03,458 (WAVES CRASHING) 2 00:00:03,625 --> 00:00:05,166 Tell me what's going on, Bonnie. 3 00:00:05,791 --> 00:00:06,666 BONNIE CARLSON: Nothing. 4 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:08,291 ELIZABETH HOWARD: Something's in the air, Bonnie. 5 00:00:08,583 --> 00:00:09,625 And I don't like it. 6 00:00:09,708 --> 00:00:11,458 ♪ (ETHEREAL MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 7 00:00:12,541 --> 00:00:14,375 What's this about a theater director? 8 00:00:14,458 --> 00:00:15,625 (MOANING) 9 00:00:15,958 --> 00:00:17,082 You misheard that. 10 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:19,457 Hold on, hold on, there's been-- 11 00:00:19,542 --> 00:00:20,750 Ow, what the fuck?! 12 00:00:21,207 --> 00:00:25,457 (AGGRESSIVELY) I will not not be rich. 13 00:00:28,041 --> 00:00:30,082 Did Chloe Mackenzie say anything to you 14 00:00:30,166 --> 00:00:31,500 about who your father is? 15 00:00:32,125 --> 00:00:34,625 ZIGGY CHAPMAN: She said it was Max and Josh's dad. 16 00:00:36,417 --> 00:00:40,792 You learned of his infidelity just ten seconds before he 17 00:00:40,875 --> 00:00:44,000 went falling down a flight of stairs to his death. 18 00:00:44,834 --> 00:00:47,332 (WHISPERING) Oh, you left that out too. 19 00:00:48,625 --> 00:00:50,959 (WAVES CRASH) 20 00:00:59,875 --> 00:01:03,000 ♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART" BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYS) ♪ 21 00:01:18,834 --> 00:01:21,125 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 22 00:01:23,500 --> 00:01:25,667 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 23 00:01:25,750 --> 00:01:27,542 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 24 00:01:29,457 --> 00:01:31,875 ♪ It tears me apart ♪ 25 00:01:36,375 --> 00:01:38,542 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 26 00:01:40,582 --> 00:01:43,332 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 27 00:01:43,417 --> 00:01:46,332 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 28 00:01:47,542 --> 00:01:49,875 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 29 00:01:52,457 --> 00:01:53,709 ♪ And I know ♪ 30 00:01:53,792 --> 00:01:55,375 ♪ In my heart ♪ 31 00:01:55,457 --> 00:01:58,125 ♪ In this cold heart ♪ 32 00:01:58,207 --> 00:02:02,582 ♪ I can live, or I can die ♪ 33 00:02:02,667 --> 00:02:06,792 ♪ I believe if I just try ♪ 34 00:02:06,875 --> 00:02:11,082 ♪ You believe in you and I ♪ 35 00:02:14,417 --> 00:02:16,625 ♪ In you and I ♪ 36 00:02:18,917 --> 00:02:21,040 ♪ In you and I ♪ 37 00:02:23,165 --> 00:02:25,917 ♪ In you and I ♪ 38 00:02:44,750 --> 00:02:47,375 ELIZABETH HOWARD: (SINGING DISTANTLY) ♪ Have a little song ♪ 39 00:02:48,417 --> 00:02:49,542 (CELESTE SCREAMS) 40 00:02:49,625 --> 00:02:52,125 ELIZABETH: ♪ Won't take long ♪ 41 00:02:53,625 --> 00:02:55,834 ♪ Sing it right ♪ 42 00:02:55,917 --> 00:02:57,709 I... pushed him. 43 00:02:57,792 --> 00:03:00,792 No, nobody pushed him. 44 00:03:00,875 --> 00:03:03,040 ELIZABETH: ♪ Oh, lordy me ♪ 45 00:03:03,125 --> 00:03:04,207 Nobody. 46 00:03:04,290 --> 00:03:08,375 ♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 47 00:03:08,457 --> 00:03:12,709 -(SKYE CARLSON GIGGLES) -♪ Everything I got Is done and pawned ♪ 48 00:03:12,792 --> 00:03:18,125 ♪ Have a little song Won't take long ♪ 49 00:03:18,207 --> 00:03:23,207 BOTH: ♪ Sing it right Once or twice ♪ 50 00:03:23,290 --> 00:03:28,834 ♪ Oh, lordy me Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 51 00:03:28,917 --> 00:03:33,792 ♪ Everything I got Is done and pawned ♪ 52 00:03:33,875 --> 00:03:35,917 -ELIZABETH: Yeah. -(SKYE CHUCKLES) 53 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:38,040 (SEAGULLS SQUAWK) 54 00:03:49,250 --> 00:03:50,332 I fucked up. 55 00:03:52,417 --> 00:03:54,125 There's no other way to say it. 56 00:03:55,834 --> 00:03:58,457 And I don't think that I'm gonna wrap it in a bow 57 00:03:58,542 --> 00:04:00,667 and make it better, but... 58 00:04:01,667 --> 00:04:03,207 I'm desperate to fix it. 59 00:04:04,959 --> 00:04:07,417 Have you considered why you strayed? 60 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:09,332 (MADELINE MACKENZIE SIGHS) 61 00:04:09,417 --> 00:04:11,417 AMANDA REISMAN: How's your husband to trust it won't happen again? 62 00:04:11,500 --> 00:04:13,542 -Because it won't. -But how can he trust that? 63 00:04:15,207 --> 00:04:16,207 Why should he? 64 00:04:16,290 --> 00:04:18,290 ED MACKENZIE: Thank you. 65 00:04:18,375 --> 00:04:20,875 REISMAN: We'll turn to your betrayal in a minute. 66 00:04:21,959 --> 00:04:23,207 My betrayal? 67 00:04:23,290 --> 00:04:25,082 REISMAN: Adultery is one form of infidelity. 68 00:04:25,165 --> 00:04:27,165 Indifference is another. 69 00:04:27,250 --> 00:04:29,959 You describe yourself as a go-along, get-along, 70 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:31,625 don't-make-waves kinda guy. 71 00:04:31,709 --> 00:04:33,959 That makes you either wonderfully accommodating, 72 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:37,125 or profoundly disengaged. 73 00:04:37,207 --> 00:04:40,875 Could it be Madeline was just trying to get your attention? 74 00:04:40,959 --> 00:04:44,082 She has always had my attention. 75 00:04:45,750 --> 00:04:50,207 Devotion on my end has not been a problem. 76 00:04:54,375 --> 00:04:56,792 Why were you unfaithful? 77 00:04:56,875 --> 00:04:58,917 -MADELINE: I don't know. -If you were to guess? 78 00:05:01,083 --> 00:05:02,416 Should I guess? 79 00:05:04,290 --> 00:05:05,541 You don't believe in you. 80 00:05:05,625 --> 00:05:07,250 How can you trust that relational equation 81 00:05:07,333 --> 00:05:09,458 when you have no faith in the sum part of you? 82 00:05:09,541 --> 00:05:11,000 Math's not my strong suit, so-- 83 00:05:11,083 --> 00:05:12,791 REISMAN: Because you didn't go to college? 84 00:05:12,875 --> 00:05:14,040 I'm sorry? 85 00:05:14,125 --> 00:05:15,500 You spoke earlier 86 00:05:15,583 --> 00:05:17,542 of your daughter not wanting to go to college. 87 00:05:17,625 --> 00:05:20,040 Does that have something to do with her perception-- 88 00:05:20,125 --> 00:05:22,500 MADELINE: I don't see where that is relevant. 89 00:05:22,582 --> 00:05:24,082 Did you go to college? 90 00:05:25,834 --> 00:05:27,834 Again, I don't see the connection 91 00:05:27,917 --> 00:05:29,250 between what's going on-- 92 00:05:29,332 --> 00:05:31,165 REISMAN: Abigail will be nothing without college 93 00:05:31,250 --> 00:05:32,917 perhaps because you are? 94 00:05:37,959 --> 00:05:39,709 MADELINE: Have you been feeding her this? 95 00:05:39,792 --> 00:05:42,125 REISMAN: Why did your first husband leave you? 96 00:05:43,457 --> 00:05:44,834 Because he's an asshole. 97 00:05:48,125 --> 00:05:50,834 Tell me about your parents. What was their marriage like? 98 00:05:51,959 --> 00:05:53,165 -MADELINE: Fine. -Fine? 99 00:05:53,250 --> 00:05:55,332 -Married for 40 years. -Forty years. 100 00:05:55,417 --> 00:05:56,792 You talk to them much? 101 00:06:00,125 --> 00:06:02,791 (WAVES CRASH) 102 00:06:07,375 --> 00:06:10,208 YOUNG ELIZABETH: You have to be able to hold your breath, baby. 103 00:06:10,290 --> 00:06:12,250 YOUNG BONNIE: But I don't like it. 104 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:17,875 YOUNG ELIZABETH: You know what? I hate getting my head wet too, 105 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:20,250 but we have to be able to hold our breath underwater 106 00:06:20,332 --> 00:06:23,040 so if something ever happens, we don't drown, baby. 107 00:06:23,125 --> 00:06:25,332 (POOL WATER SPLASHING) 108 00:06:26,625 --> 00:06:28,375 YOUNG BONNIE: I don't want to. 109 00:06:31,125 --> 00:06:32,375 (WAVES CRASH LOUDLY) 110 00:06:34,500 --> 00:06:36,375 MADELINE: Maybe when I was three, four, 111 00:06:36,457 --> 00:06:38,250 I walked into my parent's bedroom, 112 00:06:38,332 --> 00:06:40,165 and my dad was... 113 00:06:40,250 --> 00:06:43,250 having sex with a woman that wasn't my mom. 114 00:06:43,332 --> 00:06:45,332 And they were making all kinds of noises, 115 00:06:45,417 --> 00:06:47,750 and then I scared. 116 00:06:47,834 --> 00:06:49,500 CELESTE WRIGHT: And what happened? 117 00:06:50,667 --> 00:06:53,500 -He pulled me out. Um... -(CELESTE GROANS) 118 00:06:54,667 --> 00:06:57,250 And closed the door, and he said, 119 00:06:57,332 --> 00:07:00,791 "There are things your mother doesn't ever need to know." 120 00:07:00,875 --> 00:07:02,666 CELESTE: And you've never talked about it? 121 00:07:02,750 --> 00:07:03,875 (WHISPERS) No. 122 00:07:06,583 --> 00:07:10,416 I guess that-- maybe that's why I was so devastated 123 00:07:10,500 --> 00:07:12,709 when Nathan left me. 124 00:07:12,791 --> 00:07:15,709 'Cause it confirmed my biggest fear about marriage. 125 00:07:18,332 --> 00:07:19,750 It's not to be trusted. 126 00:07:21,207 --> 00:07:22,875 Well, I wouldn't give up on Ed. 127 00:07:25,417 --> 00:07:28,332 -All right? -I really fucked up. 128 00:07:28,417 --> 00:07:31,332 He's not gonna leave you. Not Ed. 129 00:07:32,207 --> 00:07:33,250 (MADELINE SIGHS) 130 00:07:34,667 --> 00:07:36,000 How are you doing? 131 00:07:37,207 --> 00:07:39,875 Have you had any more early morning joyrides? 132 00:07:41,250 --> 00:07:43,917 -CELESTE: (SIGHS) Funny. -MADELINE: No, I'm not... 133 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:46,834 being funny. It actually really scared me. 134 00:07:46,917 --> 00:07:49,417 What did Madam Shrink have to say about that? 135 00:07:49,500 --> 00:07:52,250 She thinks it's somehow tied to me... 136 00:07:54,875 --> 00:07:57,082 not being sufficiently over Perry. 137 00:07:59,082 --> 00:08:03,500 Life just feels colorless now. It just feels flat and dull. 138 00:08:03,583 --> 00:08:05,834 (SIGHS) 139 00:08:05,916 --> 00:08:10,750 As dead as he is, sometimes I think maybe I'm deader. 140 00:08:11,916 --> 00:08:14,000 -I was a better mother. -No. Honey... 141 00:08:14,083 --> 00:08:16,040 CELESTE: I was a better mother with him. I was. 142 00:08:16,125 --> 00:08:18,290 -No! Don't say that. -Yes. I was. 143 00:08:21,165 --> 00:08:23,165 I need to find joy for them. 144 00:08:25,040 --> 00:08:26,834 And he helps me with that. 145 00:08:37,082 --> 00:08:38,875 (DOOR OPENS) 146 00:08:38,959 --> 00:08:40,709 -MARY LOUISE WRIGHT: Jane. -Yeah? 147 00:08:40,792 --> 00:08:43,875 I'm Mary Louise Wright. We may have met. 148 00:08:43,959 --> 00:08:46,667 -I'm Max and Josh's grandmother. -Yeah, hi. 149 00:08:46,750 --> 00:08:50,375 I'm sorry to trouble you here at work, but, um... 150 00:08:50,457 --> 00:08:55,542 Celeste has shared with me some... interesting news. 151 00:08:55,625 --> 00:08:59,709 How would you feel about submitting to a paternity test? 152 00:08:59,792 --> 00:09:02,582 I mean, submitting Ziggy to a paternity test. 153 00:09:05,332 --> 00:09:08,082 I-- Yeah, I don't need to take a paternity test. 154 00:09:08,166 --> 00:09:09,833 I know exactly who my son's father is. 155 00:09:09,917 --> 00:09:11,125 Hmm. Even so... 156 00:09:11,207 --> 00:09:12,875 I'm not asking you for anything. 157 00:09:12,958 --> 00:09:14,750 MARY LOUISE: No, I-- I realize that. 158 00:09:14,833 --> 00:09:16,375 (CHUCKLES) I suppose I'm asking. 159 00:09:17,500 --> 00:09:18,750 For what? 160 00:09:18,833 --> 00:09:20,875 Well, I'm presented with the idea that my son 161 00:09:20,958 --> 00:09:24,750 was both an adulterer and a... (HUSHED) a rapist, 162 00:09:24,833 --> 00:09:28,582 and I am desperate to squash that idea. 163 00:09:28,667 --> 00:09:32,000 Well, I can tell you that he's the only man I'd been with. 164 00:09:33,000 --> 00:09:34,457 That you recall. 165 00:09:34,542 --> 00:09:35,709 Excuse me? 166 00:09:35,792 --> 00:09:37,417 MARY LOUISE: Well, things happen these days. 167 00:09:37,500 --> 00:09:39,750 Men put drugs in pretty girls' drinks, 168 00:09:39,834 --> 00:09:42,834 and things happen. People don't remember sometimes. 169 00:09:42,917 --> 00:09:44,040 I remember. 170 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:46,250 Perfectly. 171 00:09:47,375 --> 00:09:49,375 Far more vividly than I care to. 172 00:09:51,040 --> 00:09:53,207 -Just a simple blood test. -No. 173 00:09:58,542 --> 00:10:01,417 -(SCHOOL BELL RINGS) -MICHAEL PERKINS: "What a tangled web we weave... 174 00:10:01,500 --> 00:10:04,833 when first, we practice to deceive." 175 00:10:04,917 --> 00:10:06,625 But Charlotte didn't say that. 176 00:10:06,708 --> 00:10:08,000 She said, "Some Pig." 177 00:10:08,082 --> 00:10:10,000 She didn't say anything about a tangled web. 178 00:10:10,082 --> 00:10:11,792 PERKINS: She certainly spun one. 179 00:10:11,875 --> 00:10:14,250 I mean, she made Wilbur out to be an outlier 180 00:10:14,332 --> 00:10:16,708 when in truth, he was kinda ordinary. 181 00:10:17,375 --> 00:10:18,500 So Ziggy... 182 00:10:20,166 --> 00:10:21,917 does that make Charlotte a liar? 183 00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:26,708 It makes her a grownup. 184 00:10:26,792 --> 00:10:28,833 Lying to protect someone she loves, 185 00:10:28,917 --> 00:10:30,125 that's what grownups do. 186 00:10:30,207 --> 00:10:32,792 I think she was probably just rebranding Wilbur. 187 00:10:32,875 --> 00:10:34,667 Rebranding? 188 00:10:34,750 --> 00:10:38,709 I see. Well... You all want to know what I think? 189 00:10:38,792 --> 00:10:40,165 KIDS: Mm-hmm. 190 00:10:40,250 --> 00:10:44,082 I think Charlotte didn't want Wilbur to get eaten. 191 00:10:44,165 --> 00:10:46,792 I don't think she wanted any pigs to be eaten, 192 00:10:46,875 --> 00:10:48,750 and we all know why, don't we? 193 00:10:48,834 --> 00:10:51,332 CLASS: Sustainability. 194 00:10:51,417 --> 00:10:53,165 Exactly. Exactly. 195 00:10:53,250 --> 00:10:55,250 How many gallons of water does it take 196 00:10:55,332 --> 00:10:57,125 to make a single pound of sausage? 197 00:10:57,207 --> 00:11:00,332 -CLASS: A thousand. -A thousand gallons. 198 00:11:00,417 --> 00:11:02,250 And how many showers does that add up to? 199 00:11:02,332 --> 00:11:05,958 -Over 50. -Over 50 showers. 200 00:11:06,041 --> 00:11:09,833 So imagine, would you have to take a shower every single day 201 00:11:09,917 --> 00:11:12,375 -for almost two months to... -(DOOR THUDS) 202 00:11:12,457 --> 00:11:13,625 (DOOR CREAKS) 203 00:11:14,917 --> 00:11:17,708 (AMBULANCE STAFF CHATTERING) 204 00:11:17,792 --> 00:11:20,082 EMT: Amabella, your mother's gonna meet you at the hospital, 205 00:11:20,166 --> 00:11:21,875 -okay, sweetie? -PERKINS: I wanna go with her. 206 00:11:21,958 --> 00:11:23,332 EMT: Yeah, yeah. We've got you covered. 207 00:11:23,417 --> 00:11:24,750 Let me get her backpack. Sarah! 208 00:11:24,833 --> 00:11:27,000 RENATA KLEIN: What the fu-- What happened? 209 00:11:27,082 --> 00:11:30,417 -Um, Mrs. Klein. -What-- I'm Amabella's mom. 210 00:11:30,500 --> 00:11:34,040 Renata Klein. What-- What did she do? What's-- 211 00:11:34,125 --> 00:11:35,542 I'm Dr. Feldman. 212 00:11:35,625 --> 00:11:37,792 Your daughter was brought in with an anxiety attack. 213 00:11:37,875 --> 00:11:38,917 Anxiety attack? 214 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:40,375 We've given her a mild sedative, 215 00:11:40,457 --> 00:11:41,917 she's resting comfortably, she's not in any danger. 216 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,625 -She was in a little bit of... -Can I see her? 217 00:11:43,709 --> 00:11:45,040 ...a shock when she first came in, 218 00:11:45,125 --> 00:11:46,290 -but... -What? 219 00:11:46,375 --> 00:11:47,542 She's fine. She's resting comfortably. 220 00:11:47,625 --> 00:11:48,959 -Okay. -Yeah. Right back-- 221 00:11:49,040 --> 00:11:50,750 -Right this way. -RENATA: What did you do? 222 00:11:53,834 --> 00:11:58,582 Did somebody hurt you or say something or... 223 00:11:58,667 --> 00:12:02,166 -No. I'm okay, Mom. -Sweetheart. 224 00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:05,917 You were discovered in a closet practically unconscious. 225 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:09,082 -Was she checked for bite marks? -GORDON KLEIN: Honey, come on. 226 00:12:09,166 --> 00:12:11,625 She was bitten last year, right? So... 227 00:12:11,708 --> 00:12:14,082 Maybe somebody's bullying you again or... 228 00:12:14,166 --> 00:12:15,332 AMABELLA KLEIN: No... 229 00:12:15,417 --> 00:12:17,250 GORDON: Hey baby, you okay there, my girl? 230 00:12:17,332 --> 00:12:19,457 Don't talk to her. I got this, okay? 231 00:12:19,542 --> 00:12:21,500 I think you've done enough, don't you? 232 00:12:21,582 --> 00:12:24,166 You-- What the hell are you talking about? 233 00:12:24,250 --> 00:12:28,041 Gordon, she's obviously under immense stress. 234 00:12:28,125 --> 00:12:30,291 You think, Renata? 235 00:12:30,375 --> 00:12:33,165 -Team. Team. -Yes, hello, Doctor, 236 00:12:33,250 --> 00:12:36,082 I would like my daughter transferred to Stanford, please. 237 00:12:37,207 --> 00:12:39,417 -Because? -Because it's Stanford! 238 00:12:39,500 --> 00:12:40,709 I mean, please. 239 00:12:40,792 --> 00:12:42,250 DR. FELDMAN: Well, she's being released. 240 00:12:42,332 --> 00:12:43,709 She's cleared for discharge. 241 00:12:43,792 --> 00:12:45,917 -GORDON: Oh, look at that. -RENATA: There we go. 242 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:46,959 Hey. 243 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:48,709 Counseling is certainly indicated. 244 00:12:48,792 --> 00:12:50,082 RENATA: Uh-huh. 245 00:12:50,165 --> 00:12:52,125 DR. FELDMAN: Perhaps for the entire family. 246 00:12:52,207 --> 00:12:55,040 You don't know anything about my family. Okay? 247 00:12:55,125 --> 00:12:58,834 I know your own stress... not helping the situation. 248 00:12:58,917 --> 00:13:01,332 (MOCKINGLY) "Your own stress." 249 00:13:01,417 --> 00:13:02,582 Please. 250 00:13:02,667 --> 00:13:05,166 Honey, isn't that great? We're gonna go home. 251 00:13:05,250 --> 00:13:07,625 -You're going home! -RENATA: Don't talk to her. 252 00:13:07,708 --> 00:13:09,125 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 253 00:13:09,207 --> 00:13:10,792 (MADDIE SIGHS) 254 00:13:10,875 --> 00:13:12,291 Will you ever forgive me? 255 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,667 MADELINE: Yes, of course, honey. It's not your fault. 256 00:13:15,500 --> 00:13:16,875 I blurted it out. 257 00:13:16,958 --> 00:13:19,041 The blurting is not the problem. 258 00:13:19,125 --> 00:13:22,000 My doing it is the problem. 259 00:13:22,082 --> 00:13:24,792 Well, you're in therapy, so that's good. Right? 260 00:13:24,875 --> 00:13:26,750 MADELINE: Yeah... 261 00:13:26,833 --> 00:13:30,000 I mean... the doctor's pretty much a crock. 262 00:13:30,082 --> 00:13:33,250 She... She thinks I feel like an empty sack 263 00:13:33,332 --> 00:13:34,875 because I didn't graduate from college, 264 00:13:34,959 --> 00:13:37,290 and that's why I'm obsessed with your going. 265 00:13:37,375 --> 00:13:40,207 -(ABIGAIL CARLSON CHUCKLES) -But that is not entirely true. 266 00:13:41,040 --> 00:13:42,375 ABIGAIL: Mom... 267 00:13:42,457 --> 00:13:44,582 I mean, when we would watch The Wizard of Oz, 268 00:13:44,667 --> 00:13:46,000 you would turn into a puddle 269 00:13:46,082 --> 00:13:48,417 every time The Scarecrow got his diploma. 270 00:13:50,582 --> 00:13:51,750 (ABIGAIL CHUCKLES) 271 00:13:51,834 --> 00:13:54,332 Well, I'm glad you're back home. 272 00:13:54,417 --> 00:13:56,792 Otherwise, I might be totally alone. 273 00:13:58,125 --> 00:13:59,500 He's not gonna leave you. 274 00:14:04,125 --> 00:14:07,250 -(WHIMSICALLY) Hello! -RENATA: Oh! 275 00:14:07,332 --> 00:14:11,375 We had such wonderful fun together! 276 00:14:11,457 --> 00:14:13,542 -RENATA: Did you, honey? -Yeah. 277 00:14:13,625 --> 00:14:16,041 -Can Dr. Peep have a sleepover? -Oh... 278 00:14:16,125 --> 00:14:19,542 Oh, sweetheart, I would love that, 279 00:14:19,625 --> 00:14:21,625 but I need to get back to my sheep. 280 00:14:21,708 --> 00:14:24,082 I'm afraid they'd miss me. 281 00:14:24,166 --> 00:14:26,625 Could I talk to your parents for a second in private? 282 00:14:26,708 --> 00:14:28,291 Maybe you want to go play outside? 283 00:14:28,375 --> 00:14:29,875 Look at the sunset! 284 00:14:29,958 --> 00:14:33,082 I promise to come see you again. I'll bring tea and crumpets! 285 00:14:33,165 --> 00:14:34,290 Cool! 286 00:14:35,125 --> 00:14:36,542 RENATA: I'll be right out. 287 00:14:36,625 --> 00:14:39,290 We arranged all her stuffies into a petting zoo. 288 00:14:39,375 --> 00:14:40,792 It was wonderful! 289 00:14:42,332 --> 00:14:43,625 (GORDON SIGHS) 290 00:14:46,625 --> 00:14:48,332 (IN REGULAR VOICE) Nobody's bullying her. 291 00:14:48,417 --> 00:14:50,125 She's worried about the end of the planet. 292 00:14:50,207 --> 00:14:51,582 -What? -Her class is evidently 293 00:14:51,667 --> 00:14:53,040 talking about climate change, 294 00:14:53,125 --> 00:14:55,000 and she's gotten the message that we're doomed. 295 00:14:55,082 --> 00:14:56,875 -Oh, my God. -Oh, for fuck's sake... 296 00:14:56,959 --> 00:14:58,375 You gotta be kidding me. 297 00:14:58,457 --> 00:15:00,457 She's also worried about you going to jail. 298 00:15:00,542 --> 00:15:01,750 Well, hello... 299 00:15:01,833 --> 00:15:03,332 DR. SHEA: And she's worried about you. 300 00:15:04,166 --> 00:15:05,375 Me? (SCOFFS) 301 00:15:05,457 --> 00:15:06,833 She thinks something is going on with you 302 00:15:06,917 --> 00:15:08,500 and has been for a long time. 303 00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:12,875 So there's you, you... 304 00:15:12,958 --> 00:15:15,500 mostly the end of the world. 305 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:17,917 COREY BROCKFIELD: Do you know if it's wild or farmed? 306 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:19,542 I believed it's farmed. 307 00:15:19,625 --> 00:15:21,625 -COREY: Land based or net-pen? -YVONNE: Sorry? 308 00:15:21,708 --> 00:15:23,667 Were they raised on land-based facilities 309 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:25,417 or in net-pens in the ocean? 310 00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:29,417 Well, um... it's a fish, so I'm guessing the ocean. 311 00:15:29,500 --> 00:15:30,833 COREY: Could you check? 312 00:15:32,207 --> 00:15:34,457 -Sure... -Thanks. 313 00:15:34,542 --> 00:15:36,165 -S-- Sorry. -(JANE CHAPMAN CHUCKLES) 314 00:15:36,250 --> 00:15:37,582 It's okay. 315 00:15:37,667 --> 00:15:39,625 You have to be careful with some of the farm shit. 316 00:15:39,709 --> 00:15:41,290 So you just eat wild? 317 00:15:41,375 --> 00:15:44,375 Yeah. Yeah, mostly. But there's problems there, too. 318 00:15:44,457 --> 00:15:46,792 Some wild fish have tested positive for microplastics. 319 00:15:46,875 --> 00:15:49,500 Some wild salmon have tested positive for antidepressants. 320 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:52,959 People have to ask where the fish come from, 321 00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:55,625 what they ate, how they lived, even how they died. 322 00:15:55,709 --> 00:15:57,000 If they're processed post-rigor, 323 00:15:57,082 --> 00:16:00,166 the bacteria can leech right into the flesh... 324 00:16:02,875 --> 00:16:04,625 -(LAUGHS) -Sorry. 325 00:16:04,708 --> 00:16:06,625 No, you don't have to apologize. 326 00:16:06,708 --> 00:16:08,750 I used to work at Santa Monica Seafood, 327 00:16:08,833 --> 00:16:11,082 so I was really into all this shit. 328 00:16:11,166 --> 00:16:13,332 It's great. And you're teaching me a lot. 329 00:16:13,417 --> 00:16:15,207 I'm trying to come off intelligent. 330 00:16:15,291 --> 00:16:16,457 It's working. 331 00:16:17,291 --> 00:16:18,375 (LAUGHS) 332 00:16:19,625 --> 00:16:20,708 (LAUGHS) 333 00:16:22,041 --> 00:16:23,291 MARY LOUISE: I'm-- I'm so sorry. 334 00:16:23,375 --> 00:16:25,542 I'm so sorry to be such a nuisance. 335 00:16:25,625 --> 00:16:28,041 Look, I was just-- I was just wondering 336 00:16:28,125 --> 00:16:30,875 if there are any new developments in the case. 337 00:16:32,500 --> 00:16:36,082 We told you we would call if there were. 338 00:16:36,165 --> 00:16:39,040 Yes. Hmm... 339 00:16:39,125 --> 00:16:42,500 I have personally worked very hard to be mindful 340 00:16:42,582 --> 00:16:45,375 -of your unspeakable pain. -I know you care. 341 00:16:45,457 --> 00:16:48,250 I, perhaps, do seek out those who do. 342 00:16:48,332 --> 00:16:52,582 I know you are not allowed to say anything about the case 343 00:16:52,667 --> 00:16:56,250 or what you believe, but... 344 00:16:59,792 --> 00:17:01,000 A mother nee-- 345 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:04,791 A mother needs to know. 346 00:17:07,916 --> 00:17:11,250 You don't believe my son just slipped... 347 00:17:14,791 --> 00:17:15,791 do you? 348 00:17:18,125 --> 00:17:19,875 You don't think it's healthy to-- to-- 349 00:17:19,959 --> 00:17:22,125 to cling to the good memories? 350 00:17:22,208 --> 00:17:24,834 REISMAN: It can be. I don't think so here. 351 00:17:24,916 --> 00:17:27,709 But there are so many positives. 352 00:17:27,791 --> 00:17:31,290 So many. The way he loved me, the way he loved the boys. 353 00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:34,040 The boys loved him. I-- 354 00:17:34,125 --> 00:17:38,333 I shouldn't erase all of that simply because you feel that-- 355 00:17:38,416 --> 00:17:40,791 REISMAN: He almost killed you. 356 00:17:40,875 --> 00:17:42,165 He didn't almost kill me. 357 00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:44,541 REISMAN: He nearly smothered you with a cushion. 358 00:17:44,625 --> 00:17:47,625 If one of his kicks had landed on your head, 359 00:17:47,709 --> 00:17:49,208 you might very well be dead. 360 00:17:51,959 --> 00:17:53,333 (CLEARS THROAT) 361 00:17:53,416 --> 00:17:57,208 REISMAN: I work with and treat quite a few veterans. 362 00:17:57,290 --> 00:17:58,875 Many want to return to combat. 363 00:17:58,959 --> 00:18:01,666 They can't handle the mundane. Normal life is dull. 364 00:18:04,416 --> 00:18:06,500 You miss the war, Celeste. 365 00:18:08,208 --> 00:18:10,458 (SIGHS) I miss what was good. 366 00:18:10,541 --> 00:18:12,125 I don't miss what was bad. 367 00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:15,416 And keeping him in my heart. The good-- The good part of him, 368 00:18:15,500 --> 00:18:18,040 that works for me. It works for the boys. 369 00:18:18,125 --> 00:18:20,875 It works for my family. That works. 370 00:18:22,583 --> 00:18:25,458 How did you get that bruise on your arm? 371 00:18:25,541 --> 00:18:27,625 I broke up a fight between the boys. 372 00:18:27,709 --> 00:18:29,000 REISMAN: Mm-hmm. 373 00:18:29,083 --> 00:18:31,083 Last week. I probably got whacked or something. 374 00:18:32,709 --> 00:18:34,500 Do you self-inflict your bruises? 375 00:18:34,583 --> 00:18:36,959 -CELESTE: (AGHAST) What? -REISMAN: It's not uncommon. 376 00:18:37,040 --> 00:18:40,709 Victims of abuse, sometimes, they feel some... 377 00:18:40,791 --> 00:18:42,916 attachment to their wounds. 378 00:18:44,834 --> 00:18:46,750 Perhaps they remind you of him. 379 00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:51,208 I do not self-inflict any wounds. 380 00:18:51,290 --> 00:18:53,709 And your other patients do not inform on me. 381 00:18:53,791 --> 00:18:55,666 I'm not a statistic. 382 00:18:55,750 --> 00:18:57,625 REISMAN: Are you addict, Celeste? 383 00:18:58,750 --> 00:19:00,083 Is Perry your drug? 384 00:19:04,375 --> 00:19:05,834 JANE: I think it's really neat 385 00:19:05,916 --> 00:19:08,165 how passionate you are about things. 386 00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:12,040 COREY: Thank you. Are you passionate about things? 387 00:19:12,125 --> 00:19:14,916 Um... yeah, of course, I am. You know, I-- 388 00:19:15,000 --> 00:19:18,250 I used to paint a lot. I was really into art. 389 00:19:19,625 --> 00:19:24,541 Now, I'm mostly passionate about my son. 390 00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:27,875 I have a kid. I probably should've told you that earlier, 391 00:19:27,959 --> 00:19:30,959 but it's kind of a weird thing to bring up. 392 00:19:32,625 --> 00:19:35,583 He's great. His name is Ziggy. He's in second grade. 393 00:19:35,666 --> 00:19:36,959 I would love to meet him. 394 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:40,333 JANE: Yeah, maybe one day. 395 00:19:40,416 --> 00:19:43,083 I'm sure you guys would get along great. 396 00:19:43,165 --> 00:19:45,208 He knows a lot of random shit, too. (CHUCKLES) 397 00:19:45,290 --> 00:19:49,165 You guys could talk about a lot of weird facts. 398 00:19:52,125 --> 00:19:53,290 Um... 399 00:19:53,375 --> 00:19:55,333 COREY: I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 400 00:19:56,916 --> 00:20:00,333 No, no, it's fine. It's uh-- Not you. 401 00:20:03,666 --> 00:20:06,791 I just gotta idle in neutral for a little bit. That's... 402 00:20:06,875 --> 00:20:08,959 kinda my MO right now. 403 00:20:09,040 --> 00:20:10,959 -Neutral. Okay. -Yeah. 404 00:20:12,333 --> 00:20:13,375 I can do that. 405 00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:24,750 (GROWLING) I... 406 00:20:24,834 --> 00:20:29,333 -am... the greatest... -(MAX AND JOSH LAUGH) 407 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,750 monster! 408 00:20:31,834 --> 00:20:36,250 -And I come to devour... -(BOYS SCREAM) 409 00:20:36,333 --> 00:20:39,040 -two young chickadees! -(BOYS LAUGHING) 410 00:20:39,125 --> 00:20:40,666 My heavens! 411 00:20:41,500 --> 00:20:42,541 (PERRY ROARS) 412 00:20:42,625 --> 00:20:45,208 JOSH WRIGHT: He was the best monster. 413 00:20:45,290 --> 00:20:46,750 Show her the angry beaver. 414 00:20:46,834 --> 00:20:48,709 Yeah, let me see that one. 415 00:20:48,791 --> 00:20:50,959 Did your mom make this for you? 416 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:52,375 JOSH WRIGHT: We all did. 417 00:20:52,458 --> 00:20:55,959 MARY LOUISE: (LAUGHING) He sounds like a bear. 418 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:57,709 JOSH: He liked to combine animals. 419 00:20:57,791 --> 00:21:01,000 -MARY LOUISE: Yeah. -Oh, here's the teacup one. 420 00:21:01,083 --> 00:21:02,791 CELESTE: How we doing here? 421 00:21:02,875 --> 00:21:04,791 MAX WRIGHT: We're showing Grandma the memory book. 422 00:21:04,875 --> 00:21:06,500 -It's wonderful. -(PERRY AND BOYS SINGING) 423 00:21:07,875 --> 00:21:09,375 MAX: Here's Guess How Much I Love You. 424 00:21:09,458 --> 00:21:11,290 -(MARY LOUISE GASPS) -JOSH: That one's kinda boring. 425 00:21:11,375 --> 00:21:13,625 No, no, no. Let me-- I want to see that one. 426 00:21:13,709 --> 00:21:16,541 -We loved that book. -Okay... 427 00:21:16,625 --> 00:21:19,416 PERRY WRIGHT: "He was almost too sleepy to think anymore. 428 00:21:19,500 --> 00:21:22,750 Then he looked beyond the thorn bushes, 429 00:21:22,834 --> 00:21:24,750 out into the big dark night. 430 00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:29,083 Nothing could be further than the sky. 431 00:21:29,165 --> 00:21:32,458 'I love you right up to the moon,' he said, 432 00:21:32,541 --> 00:21:34,375 and closed his eyes. 433 00:21:34,458 --> 00:21:38,750 'Oh, that's far. That is very, very far.' 434 00:21:38,834 --> 00:21:41,875 Big Nutbrown Hare settled Little Nutbrown Hare 435 00:21:41,959 --> 00:21:43,541 into his bed of leaves. 436 00:21:43,625 --> 00:21:45,959 He leaned over and kissed him goodnight." 437 00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:47,250 Right on the forehead. 438 00:21:49,165 --> 00:21:52,916 ♪ ("BLUEBIRD OF HAPPINESS" BY MOJAVE 3 PLAYS) ♪ 439 00:22:02,375 --> 00:22:04,583 Chloe said Amabella had a stroke. 440 00:22:04,666 --> 00:22:06,875 She didn't have a stroke. She just had a panic attack. 441 00:22:06,959 --> 00:22:09,916 They're different. She's totally okay. 442 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,541 And Max thinks she got possessed by Satan. 443 00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:14,125 You can tell Max that he's wrong 444 00:22:14,208 --> 00:22:17,500 because Satan can only be so many places at once. 445 00:22:18,959 --> 00:22:22,500 Come on, get in the car. Let's go. Please get in the car. 446 00:22:23,458 --> 00:22:24,458 Ziggy... 447 00:22:32,750 --> 00:22:36,040 ♪ Gotta find a way To get home strong ♪ 448 00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:39,165 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 449 00:22:44,290 --> 00:22:47,458 ♪ Gotta find a light To guide me along ♪ 450 00:22:47,541 --> 00:22:50,959 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 451 00:22:51,666 --> 00:22:53,834 (SEAT BELT SIGNAL BEEPS) 452 00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:59,208 ♪ Running for your life Will get you so far ♪ 453 00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:02,666 ♪ Running for your life so far ♪ 454 00:23:05,875 --> 00:23:07,834 JANE: That's Perry's brother, Raymond? 455 00:23:07,916 --> 00:23:09,083 MARY LOUISE: Yes. 456 00:23:09,165 --> 00:23:10,666 JANE: Oh my God, he looks just like Ziggy. 457 00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:12,666 MARY LOUISE: It-- It's uncanny, isn't it? 458 00:23:14,959 --> 00:23:15,959 Oh my God. 459 00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:18,583 MARY LOUISE: Wait, look. 460 00:23:18,666 --> 00:23:21,416 JANE: They have the same cheeks. That's crazy. 461 00:23:21,500 --> 00:23:22,916 Wow... 462 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:27,666 MARY LOUISE: It's a bit... unsettling. 463 00:23:27,750 --> 00:23:30,458 I should like to be in Ziggy's life. I-- 464 00:23:31,834 --> 00:23:35,208 I mean, I'm-- I'm his grandmother. 465 00:23:35,290 --> 00:23:36,875 (FAINTLY) Yeah. 466 00:23:36,959 --> 00:23:40,709 I just needed a-- some time to wrestle with that idea but... 467 00:23:40,791 --> 00:23:43,709 Is he sweet? (CHUCKLES) 468 00:23:44,834 --> 00:23:47,290 Yeah. He's the best. 469 00:23:47,375 --> 00:23:49,416 MARY LOUISE: My boys were so sweet. 470 00:23:50,541 --> 00:23:52,709 I don't think there was a gentler 471 00:23:52,791 --> 00:23:57,709 or more tender little boy than Perry. 472 00:23:59,541 --> 00:24:03,375 He was so sweet and gentle. 473 00:24:06,250 --> 00:24:07,834 Um... grew up to be neither. 474 00:24:10,375 --> 00:24:13,458 This is perhaps an unfair question... 475 00:24:13,541 --> 00:24:17,709 On the night of your... rendezvous with my son, 476 00:24:17,791 --> 00:24:19,875 who initiated the encounter? 477 00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:24,375 (STAMMERING) Does that make a difference? 478 00:24:25,541 --> 00:24:28,916 I know how devoted he was to Celeste, 479 00:24:29,959 --> 00:24:31,458 and I-- I just... 480 00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:36,666 can't conceive how he-- Unless he was tempted. 481 00:24:36,750 --> 00:24:39,541 As men can be in a moment of weakness. 482 00:24:40,541 --> 00:24:42,625 Did you initiate, Jane? 483 00:24:43,959 --> 00:24:45,040 No. 484 00:24:48,541 --> 00:24:51,959 You trying to apologize on his behalf? To just-- 485 00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:53,500 justify what he did? 486 00:24:53,583 --> 00:24:58,040 Celeste has shared with me that she and Perry had a... 487 00:24:58,125 --> 00:25:00,834 a complicated sex life... 488 00:25:00,916 --> 00:25:04,290 -one that included violence. -JANE: She shared that with you? 489 00:25:05,250 --> 00:25:06,709 Yes. 490 00:25:06,791 --> 00:25:11,375 And I'm-- It makes me wonder if, perhaps, he misinterpreted 491 00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:13,959 or misread a signal from you. 492 00:25:15,416 --> 00:25:17,083 Your son raped me... 493 00:25:18,083 --> 00:25:19,250 and as he was doing so, 494 00:25:19,333 --> 00:25:21,290 I was screaming for him to get off. 495 00:25:24,709 --> 00:25:26,959 I don't think that you "misread" that. 496 00:25:29,541 --> 00:25:31,750 I don't mean to offend you, I just-- 497 00:25:31,834 --> 00:25:36,125 It's-- I just can't surrender to this notion that he was... 498 00:25:39,709 --> 00:25:41,666 evil. I can't... 499 00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:47,625 I just do so want to be believe there was good in him. 500 00:25:47,709 --> 00:25:52,165 I can't... did you see good in him? 501 00:25:52,250 --> 00:25:57,333 Before the bad-- Did you see... good in him? 502 00:26:11,290 --> 00:26:13,458 (PATTING SKIN) 503 00:26:13,541 --> 00:26:14,500 (SIGHS) 504 00:26:15,458 --> 00:26:17,500 (PATTING CONTINUES) 505 00:26:21,666 --> 00:26:23,125 (SIGHS) 506 00:26:27,875 --> 00:26:30,208 (BONNIE AND ED CHATTER) 507 00:26:36,541 --> 00:26:39,709 ED: It's literally like... it couldn't be dumber. 508 00:26:39,791 --> 00:26:41,875 -(LAUGHING) I know! I know! -(ED CHUCKLES) 509 00:26:41,959 --> 00:26:43,875 -MADELINE: Hey. -Hey! How are you? 510 00:26:45,083 --> 00:26:47,666 Yeah, I'm good. Good. What are you doing? 511 00:26:48,375 --> 00:26:50,250 Just, um... chattin'. 512 00:26:50,333 --> 00:26:52,040 ED: Having some coffee. What's up with you? 513 00:26:54,125 --> 00:26:56,125 You-- You look better. Brighter. 514 00:26:56,208 --> 00:26:57,250 Thanks. 515 00:27:00,208 --> 00:27:01,333 (ED CLEARS THROAT) 516 00:27:03,040 --> 00:27:06,000 BONNIE: Um, I should get going to the studio. 517 00:27:06,083 --> 00:27:07,834 Yeah, I'll let you guys, um... 518 00:27:08,541 --> 00:27:09,666 ED: All right. 519 00:27:09,750 --> 00:27:12,290 Thanks for the chat... and the laugh. 520 00:27:12,375 --> 00:27:14,375 -ED: Totally. -I needed that, so... 521 00:27:14,458 --> 00:27:16,333 -Good to see ya. -BONNIE: Yeah, you too. 522 00:27:16,416 --> 00:27:17,458 ED: Bye. 523 00:27:17,541 --> 00:27:19,375 -Bye, Maddie. -Okay, bye. 524 00:27:21,165 --> 00:27:23,416 I should probably get going, too, here. 525 00:27:23,500 --> 00:27:26,040 So... what were you talking about? 526 00:27:26,125 --> 00:27:27,916 ED: Her, uh, mother. 527 00:27:29,250 --> 00:27:31,583 It seems everyone has mother issues. 528 00:27:34,916 --> 00:27:37,290 How long are you gonna punish me? 529 00:27:37,375 --> 00:27:42,709 Well, for as long as I need or want, I guess. 530 00:27:42,791 --> 00:27:46,583 Wow, that was just cold and mean when just a few seconds ago, 531 00:27:46,666 --> 00:27:49,000 you were so warm and friendly with Bonnie. 532 00:27:49,083 --> 00:27:51,959 ED: Yeah, I guess, that would be sort of a twofer, wouldn't it? 533 00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:54,791 Could piss off both you and Nathan at the same time. 534 00:27:54,875 --> 00:27:56,458 That's a good idea. 535 00:27:57,834 --> 00:28:02,541 Well, that's just cruel, Ed. And you're not cruel. 536 00:28:02,625 --> 00:28:07,208 Well, whatever I am or have been 537 00:28:07,290 --> 00:28:09,666 hasn't netted the desired results, 538 00:28:09,750 --> 00:28:11,666 so why not mix it up? 539 00:28:15,666 --> 00:28:17,791 MADELINE: I don't even know who he is right now. 540 00:28:17,875 --> 00:28:19,666 CELESTE: He'll play through it. He will. 541 00:28:19,750 --> 00:28:21,125 MADELINE: He just-- (SNIFFLES) 542 00:28:22,290 --> 00:28:24,000 He's just being so hateful. 543 00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:26,583 How could I think even think anything about my life is real? 544 00:28:26,666 --> 00:28:29,916 My first marriage was not real. 545 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:31,791 My second marriage, turns out I'm the fraud. 546 00:28:31,875 --> 00:28:34,165 -CELESTE: Whoa-- -I can't even believe in myself anymore, 547 00:28:34,250 --> 00:28:37,000 and, like, look at my friendships and... 548 00:28:38,375 --> 00:28:39,959 What about your friendships? 549 00:28:40,040 --> 00:28:42,208 MADELINE: I had no clue, Celeste. 550 00:28:42,290 --> 00:28:44,500 I didn't even have the slightest idea 551 00:28:44,583 --> 00:28:46,083 that you were living through that, 552 00:28:46,165 --> 00:28:48,040 and it makes me feel like you couldn't even tell me. 553 00:28:48,125 --> 00:28:49,834 -I'm sorry for keeping... -Don't say sorry. 554 00:28:49,916 --> 00:28:52,416 ...this secret-- But I am. It's... 555 00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:54,750 If I was in your situation, I probably-- 556 00:28:54,834 --> 00:28:58,583 Probably what? Would have done the same things as me? Hmm? 557 00:28:58,666 --> 00:29:01,375 -No, Madeline, you wouldn't. -I don't know. 558 00:29:01,458 --> 00:29:04,333 You would have been out of that marriage so fast. 559 00:29:05,458 --> 00:29:06,416 I wish. 560 00:29:06,500 --> 00:29:08,834 I wish I had told you. I do. 561 00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,541 You would have jumped into that pool, pulled me out. 562 00:29:19,375 --> 00:29:21,834 RENATA: What possesses two idiots like yourselves 563 00:29:21,916 --> 00:29:24,541 to teach eight-year-olds that the planet is doomed? 564 00:29:24,625 --> 00:29:27,250 The children are constantly bombarded with climate change. 565 00:29:27,333 --> 00:29:28,834 It is all over the news. 566 00:29:28,916 --> 00:29:32,000 It's our job to deconstruct it so that they can process it. 567 00:29:32,083 --> 00:29:35,625 Good for you. You deconstructed my little girl into a coma. 568 00:29:35,709 --> 00:29:38,125 Renata, look. We scheduled an assembly for this evening. 569 00:29:38,208 --> 00:29:40,375 Okay? You are not the only parent complaining. 570 00:29:40,458 --> 00:29:42,040 Just, by far, the loudest. 571 00:29:43,541 --> 00:29:44,709 You're pitiful. 572 00:29:44,791 --> 00:29:47,458 Okay, this is gonna come as a shock to you. 573 00:29:47,541 --> 00:29:52,250 This school is actually here to serve all the children, 574 00:29:52,333 --> 00:29:53,959 not just Amabella. 575 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:57,208 You think 'cause of this whole bankruptcy thing... 576 00:29:57,290 --> 00:29:59,834 that the school thinks I don't matter? (SCOFFS) 577 00:29:59,916 --> 00:30:01,083 (CHUCKLES) Please. 578 00:30:01,165 --> 00:30:03,834 I will be rich again. I will rise up. 579 00:30:03,916 --> 00:30:07,416 I will buy a fucking polar bear for every kid in this school. 580 00:30:07,500 --> 00:30:11,290 And then, I will squish you like the bug that you are. 581 00:30:11,375 --> 00:30:12,709 Pretends like he's not a smoker. 582 00:30:12,791 --> 00:30:14,666 Hasn't been laid in 15 fucking years. 583 00:30:14,750 --> 00:30:16,250 Don't you talk to me like that! 584 00:30:16,333 --> 00:30:18,875 And you, I can't be bothered to squish you. 585 00:30:18,959 --> 00:30:20,541 WARREN NIPPAL: You're a model citizen, Renata. 586 00:30:20,625 --> 00:30:22,040 -(DOOR SLAMS) -I told you, 587 00:30:22,125 --> 00:30:23,666 these second-grade mothers, they are Shakespearean. 588 00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:25,040 (DESK CLATTERS) 589 00:30:25,125 --> 00:30:28,416 That woman, she's the fucking Medusa of Monterey. 590 00:30:28,500 --> 00:30:30,625 And yes, I smoke. Do you want one of these? 591 00:30:30,709 --> 00:30:32,666 -Yes, please. -Yeah, I got a spot outside 592 00:30:32,750 --> 00:30:34,290 where the kids can't fucking see us. 593 00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:36,541 RENATA: Fuck them. Oh, my God, I am so livid. 594 00:30:36,625 --> 00:30:38,000 -Okay, let's-- -I am so livid. 595 00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:39,541 Let's go get a coffee or something. 596 00:30:39,625 --> 00:30:41,583 RENATA: Please. The teacher was in on it. 597 00:30:41,666 --> 00:30:43,208 He really said, "Go to hell?" 598 00:30:43,290 --> 00:30:44,791 -Yeah, he's a shit. -Oh, my God. 599 00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:46,416 They practically kill my daughter, 600 00:30:46,500 --> 00:30:49,916 and then he's just dismissing me like that? What a pus-fuck. 601 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:51,625 -And then-- -Oh. 602 00:30:51,709 --> 00:30:54,165 Mary Louise. D-Did you find a place? 603 00:30:54,250 --> 00:30:55,666 MARY LOUISE: Maybe. Just saw one. 604 00:30:55,750 --> 00:30:56,875 MADELINE: Good, good, good. 605 00:30:56,959 --> 00:30:58,333 You know Renata Klein? 606 00:30:58,416 --> 00:30:59,791 -We do-- -I don't believe I do. 607 00:30:59,875 --> 00:31:03,500 We-- We did meet. At the funeral. I'm so sorry. 608 00:31:03,583 --> 00:31:06,875 -I was a friend of Perry's. -You were there. 609 00:31:06,959 --> 00:31:09,000 When he fell. 610 00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:12,750 I was. That was, uh... devastating. 611 00:31:13,791 --> 00:31:16,416 Mm-hmm. So sorry to interrupt. 612 00:31:17,750 --> 00:31:19,583 -I-- -Come on. Let's get out of here. 613 00:31:19,666 --> 00:31:21,208 What-- What-- What the fuck is that? 614 00:31:21,290 --> 00:31:22,875 I know. She's very strange. 615 00:31:22,959 --> 00:31:24,416 JANE: Whoo! 616 00:31:24,500 --> 00:31:25,416 COREY: Whoo! 617 00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:26,750 BONNIE: Jane. 618 00:31:26,834 --> 00:31:28,250 -Hey. -JANE: Hi! 619 00:31:28,333 --> 00:31:29,750 Oh, my God! What are you doing here? 620 00:31:29,834 --> 00:31:31,583 -Just going for a run. -JANE: How are you? 621 00:31:31,666 --> 00:31:33,375 -BONNIE: I'm good. How are you? -I'm good. 622 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:34,834 Oh, my gosh, that's so funny. 623 00:31:34,916 --> 00:31:36,541 Ziggy's learning to surf. Corey's teaching him. 624 00:31:36,625 --> 00:31:38,375 BONNIE: This is getting kinda serious, huh? 625 00:31:38,458 --> 00:31:40,083 JANE: No, no-- Told Ziggy about him 626 00:31:40,165 --> 00:31:42,375 and told him that he was teaching me to surf, 627 00:31:42,458 --> 00:31:44,000 so of course, he wanted to learn. 628 00:31:44,083 --> 00:31:45,083 Yeah. 629 00:31:45,165 --> 00:31:46,375 Yeah. 630 00:31:46,458 --> 00:31:47,959 He did try to kiss me the other night, though. 631 00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,333 -And? -It was... 632 00:31:49,416 --> 00:31:50,916 extremely awkward. 633 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:53,458 I don't know. My body just shut down. 634 00:31:53,541 --> 00:31:55,250 BONNIE: Does he know about your history? 635 00:31:55,333 --> 00:31:56,458 JANE: Mm-mm. Not yet. 636 00:31:56,541 --> 00:31:57,875 BONNIE: You should talk to him. 637 00:31:57,959 --> 00:32:00,875 I don't know if I'm ready for that. 638 00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:03,165 Look, any real relationship you're gonna have, 639 00:32:03,250 --> 00:32:05,250 if you wanna have one... 640 00:32:05,333 --> 00:32:06,959 he's gotta know who you are, right? 641 00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,250 Yeah. I guess that's true. 642 00:32:11,709 --> 00:32:13,165 -(CHUCKLES) -What? 643 00:32:14,541 --> 00:32:16,250 I'm such a hypocrite. 644 00:32:16,333 --> 00:32:19,875 -Nathan has no idea who I am. -(BOTH CHUCKLE) 645 00:32:19,959 --> 00:32:22,290 -Oh, my God! Go, Ziggy! Go, baby, yes! -(BONNIE CHUCKLES) 646 00:32:22,375 --> 00:32:26,125 Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Ah, you're doing it! 647 00:32:26,208 --> 00:32:29,208 ♪ ("KARMACOMA" BY MASSIVE ATTACK PLAYS) ♪ 648 00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:33,040 RENATA: Turn that shit off. 649 00:32:37,541 --> 00:32:39,125 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 650 00:32:39,208 --> 00:32:40,625 Three things: 651 00:32:40,709 --> 00:32:42,290 one, we're throwing Amabella a birthday party, 652 00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:44,834 and I'm sparing no cost. She's unhappy. 653 00:32:44,916 --> 00:32:46,458 Two, I had it out with Nippal. 654 00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:47,916 I've gotta go back to the school. 655 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:49,500 They wanna talk about climate change 656 00:32:49,583 --> 00:32:51,791 and the end of the world, which actually, if it comes, 657 00:32:51,875 --> 00:32:53,750 -it might be a sweet relief. -Damn right. 658 00:32:53,834 --> 00:32:56,040 And three, sell your fucking toys. 659 00:32:56,125 --> 00:32:57,416 GORDON: It's not just me, you know. 660 00:32:57,500 --> 00:32:59,625 -Excuse me? -Putting stress on Amabella. 661 00:32:59,709 --> 00:33:01,666 I mean, what I did didn't help, of course, but-- 662 00:33:01,750 --> 00:33:03,791 -What did I do? -You tell me. 663 00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,750 I mean, when I first met you, you-- 664 00:33:06,834 --> 00:33:09,208 you had your guardrails up to your earlobes. 665 00:33:09,290 --> 00:33:11,250 -Please. -Penetrating you was like-- 666 00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:13,500 It was like piercing a cement wall. 667 00:33:13,583 --> 00:33:14,834 It took some time, 668 00:33:14,916 --> 00:33:16,666 but I eventually chipped through, you know. 669 00:33:16,750 --> 00:33:19,333 Well, guess what? The last, I don't know, 12 months or so, 670 00:33:19,416 --> 00:33:20,916 the guardrails are back up. 671 00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:23,125 Fuck, I mean you are here, you're there, you're everywhere, 672 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:27,208 but you are never present, and I feel it. 673 00:33:27,290 --> 00:33:28,791 And Amabella feels it. 674 00:33:30,290 --> 00:33:32,541 -Did she say that? -GORDON: I'm saying it. 675 00:33:32,625 --> 00:33:34,290 Your husband is saying it. 676 00:33:37,125 --> 00:33:39,625 There is something going on with you. 677 00:33:41,125 --> 00:33:42,208 Correct. 678 00:33:42,290 --> 00:33:44,625 My husband put us in the poorhouse. 679 00:33:45,750 --> 00:33:47,000 Sell your shit. 680 00:33:47,083 --> 00:33:48,458 -♪ (MUSIC RESTARTS) ♪ -(DOOR SLAMS) 681 00:33:48,541 --> 00:33:50,083 NIPPAL: First off, thank you all for coming 682 00:33:50,165 --> 00:33:53,625 to a special evening assembly at our wonderful, 683 00:33:53,709 --> 00:33:55,416 wonderful Otter Bay, 684 00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:57,500 and a special thanks to those parents 685 00:33:57,583 --> 00:34:00,040 who took special time out of their busy lives 686 00:34:00,125 --> 00:34:02,458 to reach out to me directly about this important issue, 687 00:34:02,541 --> 00:34:05,583 -so thank you. -RENATA: You're welcome. Yeah. 688 00:34:05,666 --> 00:34:09,041 Now, as we all know, anxiety is an epidemic 689 00:34:09,125 --> 00:34:10,541 -in our schools. -(ANGRY CHATTER) 690 00:34:10,625 --> 00:34:12,583 Really? It wouldn't be if you weren't teaching them... 691 00:34:12,666 --> 00:34:14,166 All right, let's take a breath, everybody, 692 00:34:14,250 --> 00:34:16,000 and let's try and keep this constructive, shall we? 693 00:34:16,083 --> 00:34:20,166 Climate change and the toll that it takes on our students, 694 00:34:20,250 --> 00:34:22,250 it is a complicated matter, okay? 695 00:34:22,333 --> 00:34:23,875 That is why we called this ad hoc 696 00:34:23,958 --> 00:34:25,916 Golden Bell Award-winning assembly: 697 00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,208 because not only will you hear from me, 698 00:34:28,291 --> 00:34:30,958 we would love to hear from you. The parents. 699 00:34:31,041 --> 00:34:32,583 -(PARENTS CLAMOR) -Okay, hold up. 700 00:34:32,666 --> 00:34:34,750 We've already told you how we feel about it. 701 00:34:34,833 --> 00:34:36,416 This is not how I want this to go. 702 00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:38,625 -Everybody, please sit down-- -(CLAMOR CONTINUES) 703 00:34:38,708 --> 00:34:40,041 Shut up! 704 00:34:40,125 --> 00:34:41,416 MADELINE: Really? 705 00:34:41,500 --> 00:34:42,958 Are you seriously telling us to shut up? 706 00:34:43,041 --> 00:34:44,458 Madeline Mackenzie. Lovely. 707 00:34:44,541 --> 00:34:46,958 Okay, since you've taken this opportunity to speak up, 708 00:34:47,041 --> 00:34:48,458 let us first hear from you. 709 00:34:48,541 --> 00:34:50,333 Would you like to come up here please, Madeline? 710 00:34:50,416 --> 00:34:51,625 Why-- Why me? 711 00:34:51,708 --> 00:34:53,958 Because you're a beacon among us, Madeline. 712 00:34:54,041 --> 00:34:55,833 -Now, please, come up here. -Fine. No, no, I'm fine. 713 00:34:55,916 --> 00:34:57,625 -NIPPAL: Thank you. -RENATA: And make sure they know 714 00:34:57,708 --> 00:34:59,583 -my daughter was in a coma. -Okay. Okay, yeah. Jesus. 715 00:34:59,666 --> 00:35:01,958 NIPPAL: Madeline Mackenzie, everyone. Please. 716 00:35:02,041 --> 00:35:04,083 (APPLAUSE) 717 00:35:07,083 --> 00:35:08,541 Just share your thoughts. 718 00:35:11,375 --> 00:35:17,625 I mean, where do we even begin? Honestly? About everything? 719 00:35:17,708 --> 00:35:20,666 I mean, Principal Nippal, you have a very good point. 720 00:35:20,750 --> 00:35:23,166 Climate change is important. It's important. 721 00:35:23,250 --> 00:35:26,541 But it's also a lot to load up on a lot of second graders. 722 00:35:26,625 --> 00:35:28,000 -I'm sorry. -Thank you. Yes. 723 00:35:28,083 --> 00:35:30,333 MADELINE: That the whole world might go kapooey. 724 00:35:30,416 --> 00:35:31,666 They need to know that? 725 00:35:31,750 --> 00:35:34,458 You know, I think part of the problem is... 726 00:35:34,541 --> 00:35:36,125 we lie to our kids. 727 00:35:36,208 --> 00:35:38,583 We fill their heads full of Santa Claus 728 00:35:38,666 --> 00:35:40,833 and stories with happy endings, when most of us know 729 00:35:40,916 --> 00:35:44,166 most endings to most stories fucking suck. 730 00:35:44,250 --> 00:35:46,375 Right? Let's just get real. 731 00:35:47,375 --> 00:35:48,916 There aren't a lot of happy endings 732 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:50,333 for a lot of people, you know. 733 00:35:50,416 --> 00:35:54,500 Be it climate change, be it guns in schools. 734 00:35:54,583 --> 00:35:57,583 And our kids are afraid. They're afraid to go to school. 735 00:35:57,666 --> 00:35:59,666 They're afraid they're gonna get shot. 736 00:35:59,750 --> 00:36:01,083 We don't prepare them. 737 00:36:01,166 --> 00:36:03,416 We fill their heads full of happy endings 738 00:36:03,500 --> 00:36:06,666 and happy stories and lies. 739 00:36:06,750 --> 00:36:08,833 And-- And we tell them things like, "You're fine. 740 00:36:08,916 --> 00:36:11,916 You're gonna be fine," and we tell ourselves-- 741 00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:14,625 we tell ourselves we're gonna be fine. 742 00:36:14,708 --> 00:36:16,583 But we're not. 743 00:36:16,666 --> 00:36:19,541 You know that song that we used to sing when we were little, 744 00:36:19,625 --> 00:36:20,875 "The Rainbow Connection"? 745 00:36:20,958 --> 00:36:22,083 There's a line in it, 746 00:36:22,166 --> 00:36:24,041 they talk about rainbows are illusions. 747 00:36:24,125 --> 00:36:25,625 And then... 748 00:36:25,708 --> 00:36:27,500 there's another line, and it goes on, 749 00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:28,791 and it says that, that-- 750 00:36:28,875 --> 00:36:32,625 "Who said every wish would be granted... 751 00:36:32,708 --> 00:36:35,541 would be-- if you wish on a morning star." 752 00:36:35,625 --> 00:36:37,208 Do you remember that? 753 00:36:37,291 --> 00:36:39,500 But this is the part that I thought... 754 00:36:41,916 --> 00:36:44,083 Is that "Somebody thought of that... 755 00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:48,000 (VOICE BREAKING) Then someone believed them. 756 00:36:48,083 --> 00:36:50,000 And look what it's done..." 757 00:36:50,083 --> 00:36:52,208 (SOBBING) We have to tell the children that-- that-- 758 00:36:52,291 --> 00:36:55,583 life is an illusion and things don't work out sometimes, 759 00:36:55,666 --> 00:36:58,666 and that-- and-- you can't tell them part of the truth. 760 00:36:58,750 --> 00:37:01,208 You have to tell them the whole truth. (SOBS) 761 00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:08,333 (SCATTERED APPLAUSE) 762 00:37:11,666 --> 00:37:13,458 CELESTE: She's not picking up. (SIGHS) 763 00:37:13,541 --> 00:37:17,541 RENATA: Um, is this a full blown breakdown or something? I mean-- 764 00:37:17,625 --> 00:37:20,875 CELESTE: Too much to get up there and help her, Ed? 765 00:37:20,958 --> 00:37:23,500 Hmm? She's your fucking wife. 766 00:37:23,583 --> 00:37:25,916 ED: Well, thanks for the tip, Celeste. 767 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:28,208 Maybe we could get coffee, you and me, 768 00:37:28,291 --> 00:37:31,375 and you could fill me in on whatever else I've missed. 769 00:37:35,041 --> 00:37:36,875 You don't think he knows about... 770 00:37:37,750 --> 00:37:38,833 No. 771 00:37:43,666 --> 00:37:45,833 (WAVES CRASH) 772 00:37:53,708 --> 00:37:54,916 ABIGAIL: Where is he? 773 00:37:55,833 --> 00:37:57,000 MADELINE: I don't know. 774 00:37:58,583 --> 00:37:59,708 Is he moving out? 775 00:38:01,875 --> 00:38:04,041 Well, he hasn't packed his things yet. 776 00:38:14,666 --> 00:38:15,875 Well, I heard... 777 00:38:17,500 --> 00:38:19,833 about your speech tonight. 778 00:38:19,916 --> 00:38:21,375 Can you get me some wine? 779 00:38:24,541 --> 00:38:25,583 He'll be back. 780 00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:31,791 -(KISS) -MADELINE: Thank you, honey. 781 00:38:33,625 --> 00:38:35,750 (PILLS RATTLE) 782 00:38:42,083 --> 00:38:44,583 -CELESTE: What are you doing? -Oh, sweet Jesus! 783 00:38:44,666 --> 00:38:47,000 You gave me such a fright. 784 00:38:47,083 --> 00:38:50,333 Well... Okay, I won't lie. 785 00:38:50,416 --> 00:38:52,583 I have been having trouble sleeping of late 786 00:38:52,666 --> 00:38:56,416 and so I thought you might have a little helper or two. 787 00:38:57,083 --> 00:38:58,208 You're snooping. 788 00:38:58,291 --> 00:39:00,791 You have quite an impressive array. 789 00:39:04,291 --> 00:39:07,000 I think it's probably best if you find another place. 790 00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:09,000 Celeste, I am on your side. 791 00:39:09,083 --> 00:39:12,375 CELESTE: (SIGHS) So you keep saying. Hmm. 792 00:39:12,458 --> 00:39:14,208 Vicodin. 793 00:39:14,291 --> 00:39:17,791 You have to be so careful of these opioids, dear. 794 00:39:17,875 --> 00:39:19,416 Sometimes I needed it. 795 00:39:20,791 --> 00:39:22,125 For the pain. 796 00:39:23,458 --> 00:39:25,250 (MEDICINE CABINET CLANGS) 797 00:39:28,958 --> 00:39:30,583 Like when after he kicked me. 798 00:39:40,458 --> 00:39:42,333 JANE: I had a really good time again. 799 00:39:43,333 --> 00:39:45,958 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 800 00:39:52,708 --> 00:39:54,375 I'm not gonna try and kiss you. 801 00:39:57,125 --> 00:40:00,166 But I would like to give you a goodnight hug. 802 00:40:00,250 --> 00:40:02,625 -(CHUCKLES) -How does that sound? 803 00:40:02,708 --> 00:40:04,125 That sounds great. 804 00:40:08,166 --> 00:40:12,458 -COREY: Okay. -(CHUCKLES) This is a weird hug. 805 00:40:14,083 --> 00:40:15,208 (JANE LAUGHING) 806 00:40:15,291 --> 00:40:17,083 COREY: We're touching. 807 00:40:17,166 --> 00:40:19,375 -I'm blushing. -How's it going? 808 00:40:22,708 --> 00:40:25,458 Are we dancing? Is that-- Is that what this is? 809 00:40:25,541 --> 00:40:27,958 Is that your secret scheme? To get me to dance with you? 810 00:40:28,041 --> 00:40:29,750 COREY: It's really good idea, yeah. 811 00:40:29,833 --> 00:40:31,416 I'm not that smooth, but yeah, 812 00:40:31,500 --> 00:40:33,875 I guess we could dance if you want to dance, sure. 813 00:40:33,958 --> 00:40:35,750 (JANE CHUCKLES) 814 00:40:52,875 --> 00:40:54,416 PERRY: Hey, Sparkles. 815 00:40:55,916 --> 00:40:58,458 I'm just calling to say good night. 816 00:40:58,541 --> 00:41:01,875 But you've probably already gone to bed. 817 00:41:04,333 --> 00:41:06,250 I'm having a little trouble sleeping. 818 00:41:08,083 --> 00:41:10,041 And I was hoping you could help me. 819 00:41:10,125 --> 00:41:13,333 ♪ ("DREAMING MY DREAMS WITH YOU" BY COWBOY JUNKIES PLAYS) ♪ 820 00:41:13,416 --> 00:41:15,583 But I guess I'm on my own. 821 00:41:17,750 --> 00:41:20,083 Though not really. 822 00:41:20,166 --> 00:41:22,250 I can just close my eyes and... 823 00:41:24,541 --> 00:41:26,250 and pretend that you're here. 824 00:41:31,375 --> 00:41:32,791 I love you, baby. 825 00:41:34,583 --> 00:41:35,708 Love you. 826 00:41:35,791 --> 00:41:36,750 (KISSES) 827 00:41:38,583 --> 00:41:41,208 ♪ (MUSIC GROWS LOUDER) ♪ 828 00:41:54,500 --> 00:42:01,041 ♪ I hope that I find What I'm reaching for ♪ 829 00:42:01,125 --> 00:42:06,125 ♪ The way that it is In my mind ♪ 830 00:42:07,958 --> 00:42:14,583 ♪ I hope that I won't be That wrong anymore ♪ 831 00:42:14,666 --> 00:42:19,791 ♪ And maybe I've learned This time ♪ 832 00:42:24,791 --> 00:42:31,416 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 833 00:42:31,500 --> 00:42:38,083 ♪ I'll live To see it all through ♪ 834 00:42:38,166 --> 00:42:41,541 ♪ But I'll always miss ♪ 835 00:42:41,625 --> 00:42:46,500 ♪ Dreaming my dreams with you ♪ 836 00:42:51,250 --> 00:42:55,000 ♪ But I won't let it change me ♪ 837 00:42:55,083 --> 00:42:58,250 ♪ Not if I can ♪ 838 00:42:58,333 --> 00:43:04,958 ♪ I'd rather believe in love ♪ 839 00:43:05,041 --> 00:43:11,625 ♪ And give it away As much as I can ♪ 840 00:43:11,708 --> 00:43:17,000 ♪ To those that I'm fondest of ♪ 841 00:43:22,083 --> 00:43:28,541 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 842 00:43:28,625 --> 00:43:35,166 ♪ I'll live To see it all through ♪ 843 00:43:35,250 --> 00:43:38,625 ♪ But I'll always miss ♪ 844 00:43:38,708 --> 00:43:43,083 ♪ Dreaming my dreams with you ♪ 845 00:43:48,416 --> 00:43:51,750 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 846 00:44:18,250 --> 00:44:23,125 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 847 00:44:45,625 --> 00:44:52,083 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 848 00:44:52,166 --> 00:44:58,750 ♪ I'll miss dreaming with you ♪ 849 00:44:58,833 --> 00:45:05,416 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 850 00:45:05,500 --> 00:45:11,833 ♪ I'll miss dreaming with you ♪ 851 00:45:11,916 --> 00:45:14,333 ♪ Someday ♪