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<i>Alice.</i>

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<i>Even if I'm not here...</i>

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<i>I'm always with you.</i>

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<i>No matter what happens,</i>

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<i>my eyes are always on you.</i>

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<i>Houston. This is Birdsong.</i>

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<i>They are alive.</i>

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<i>I must've passed out.</i>

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<i>They're breathing.</i>

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<i>I can see their breath!</i>

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<i>But they were dead... Christ!</i>

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<i>I can see their breath.</i>

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<i>They are alive.</i>

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<i>They are alive.</i>

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<i>Passed out. They're breathing.</i>

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<i>I can see their breath!</i>

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<i>They are alive.
They're breathing. I can see their breath.</i>

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Daddy, sit down.

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Sit down.

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Listen.

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Mummy died.

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I'm sorry.

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She died in the accident.

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Excuse me?

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Her body's still up there.

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You just spent two days with her
at the cabin.

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I heard it.

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Mummy's alive.

29
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She's just not with us.

30
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We lost our mummy.

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And there's another Alice.

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It's her mummy who came back.

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There's somewhere else.

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Something to do with the CAL.

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Alice.

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Mummy has a mental illness.

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Whatever she's told you,
it's... it's not true.

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Mummy's alive.

39
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You're wrong, Daddy.

40
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There's something wrong
with the machine. The image is corrupted.

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Show me.

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<i>The charges are that Mr. Caldera shot</i>

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<i>Commander Paul Lancaster
at 60556 Lexington Avenue</i>

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<i>at approximately 21:05 on Monday
the 8th of November, 2021.</i>

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<i>Furthermore,
that Mr. Caldera threw Mr. Ian Rogers</i>

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from the stern of the <i>SS Bernice</i>,
off the coast of Santa Barbara

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at 23:35 on Sunday
the 17th of October, 2021,

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causing the death by drowning

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of said Mr. Rogers.

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Go on.

51
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Mr. Caldera says he's not the person
who committed these crimes.

52
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Furthermore,

53
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he requests a polygraph test

54
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in order to establish his identity...

55
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and the memory of these things.

56
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I need you to compare my DNA

57
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with the inhabitant
of Bud Caldera's apartment.

58
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But you don't deny
that you are Henry Caldera.

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I think we already established that who
I am not is Bud Caldera, so-called.

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What I would suggest

61
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is that these two gentlemen
are one and the same person.

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With all respect, they are not.

63
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I need you to establish
where Bud Caldera lives,

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what his personal
and economic circumstances are.

65
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In short,
I need help knowing what his life is.

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Read this.

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I didn't write this.

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Well, Christ knows how much it cost.

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Probably millions.

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But she's taken a fucking axe
and given it 40 fucking whacks.

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I'm sorry.

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On behalf of the European Space Agency.

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She's being treated.
We're going to dismiss her.

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- Really?
- Yes.

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I remember, back in '64,

76
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first intake of lady astronauts.

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They just finished their physical, right?

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And Steven Winderuss,
the head of ops at the time,

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he wrote a report discussing
the problem of women in space

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and the intricacies of matching a
temperamental psychophysiological object,

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i.e. a woman,

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to a complicated machine,
i.e. a spacecraft.

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It is... a problem we never solved.

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Henry, you're not concerned about this?

85
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No.

86
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No. What? It's a thing.

87
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We got lives to live.

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Ali... Alice?

89
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What is happening?

90
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Why am I locked in?

91
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Why am I here?

92
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You speak English?
You speak Russian?

93
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Wait, wait, wait! Please! Please! Wait.

94
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Wait, wait, please! Hello?

95
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Just...
Just please come back! Please!

96
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Has she got her phone?

97
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I don't know.

98
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Why don't you know?

99
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I have to talk to her about some things.

100
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I thought you thought she was dead.

101
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Alice. Eat your breakfast.

102
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- It tastes like shit.
- It does not taste like shit.

103
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You've never tasted shit.

104
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Look, you can't see your mother

105
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if you keep believing all this rubbish
that she tells you.

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<i>This isn't PTSD.</i>

107
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<i>It's not psychosis.</i>

108
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<i>It's not schizophrenia.</i>

109
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<i>That's what all schizophrenics
and psychotics say.</i>

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I need to get back to my daughter.

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You play the piano, correct?

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Play.

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There was a fire at my cabin.

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Before that...

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I saw my daughter.

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The real one.

117
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I haven't seen her
since before I went into space.

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Play.

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Are you a mother?

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You were traveling with your daughter.

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She was very sick after the fire,
but now she's fine.

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She's with her father.

123
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I could smell her.

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The real Alice.

125
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I... I could smell my daughter.
I... I could.

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If this condition is not treated,
believe me, it will get worse.

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Why would you stop me from seeing her?

128
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Please.

129
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She's my baby.

130
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She's my baby and I lost her.

131
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You're pregnant.

132
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You know we have to perform pregnancy test
before administering lithium.

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It can be very toxic for the fetus.

134
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What?

135
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- Normally, we would give you...
- No.

136
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1,800 milligram of lithium-7
to calm your symptoms,

137
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but you're in the early stages
of pregnancy.

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Four weeks.

139
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We have designed
an alternative drug therapy to treat you,

140
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but you must commit to it.

141
00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:30,805
Otherwise we need to shock you again.

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I can't have this child.

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If I have this child,
how will I get back to her?

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Please.

145
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Take these pills.

146
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I can see you are in pain.

147
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I can handle pain!

148
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This isn't madness.

149
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I need to go back to her.
Do you understand? I can't be here.

150
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What the fuck is that noise?

151
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There is another guest.

152
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You won't see this person.

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Incurable.

154
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Please don't go...

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It's... It's you.

156
00:16:26,904 --> 00:16:28,697
There are flames...

157
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Fire! Fire!

158
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Capsule is on fire.

159
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Forty. Forty-two.

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I'm hot.

161
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The world is the wrong way round.

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00:17:06,734 --> 00:17:07,736
Yeah?

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00:17:08,737 --> 00:17:09,738
<i>Henry?</i>

164
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Yeah.

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00:17:11,281 --> 00:17:12,449
<i>It's Irena.</i>

166
00:17:13,282 --> 00:17:15,953
<i>I need to see you. It's urgent.</i>

167
00:17:17,287 --> 00:17:19,497
Have you ever met Ian Rogers?

168
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I don't know who that is.

169
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Have you ever been aboard the <i>SS Bernice</i>?

170
00:17:24,461 --> 00:17:26,003
Not to my knowledge.

171
00:17:26,630 --> 00:17:30,049
Did you meet with Paul Lancaster
at your home in East Hollywood?

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I do not have a home in East Hollywood,

173
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therefore I didn't meet
with Paul Lancaster.

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00:17:36,807 --> 00:17:39,058
Have you ever met Paul Lancaster?

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Many times.

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What were the circumstances
of your meeting him?

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I don't recall the original circumstances,

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but we were both employed by NASA,
doing the ISS program:

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I as Chief Technician
on the Rocket Propulsion Laboratory,

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he as an astronaut and mission commander.

181
00:18:01,874 --> 00:18:03,583
Did you shoot Paul Lancaster?

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00:18:03,584 --> 00:18:04,918
No.

183
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But I believe I may have killed him.

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How?

185
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,845
I invented a machine that caused...

186
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or rather allowed for, the circumstance
of a fatal accident in space.

187
00:18:35,574 --> 00:18:37,659
I would love to hear you play.

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- Hello!
- Ilya!

189
00:18:41,663 --> 00:18:43,415
Did... Did they ask you to come?

190
00:18:44,249 --> 00:18:47,169
D... Have you... Have you spoken to Magnus?
Did you see Alice?

191
00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:56,470
I've been asking a lot of questions
about this condition.

192
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Why don't you play?
I never heard you play the piano before.

193
00:19:00,307 --> 00:19:05,144
Ilya, this might sound crazy,
but it... but it's not a condition.

194
00:19:05,145 --> 00:19:07,647
Listen, I've been reading
about Henry's work.

195
00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:10,024
D... Do you know where Henry Caldera is?

196
00:19:10,025 --> 00:19:12,486
Wh... What he's doing?
Maybe I could talk to him.

197
00:19:14,029 --> 00:19:16,156
They call it "astronaut burnout."

198
00:19:18,742 --> 00:19:21,328
Sense of dissociation. Paranoia.

199
00:19:22,120 --> 00:19:25,541
Feeling that familiar places
and people are impostors.

200
00:19:26,542 --> 00:19:27,793
It's happened many times.

201
00:19:28,710 --> 00:19:31,839
Good news is they can medicate it.

202
00:19:34,758 --> 00:19:35,884
Why did you come here?

203
00:19:38,762 --> 00:19:39,930
Irena is sick.

204
00:19:41,098 --> 00:19:42,474
She's hoping I take over.

205
00:19:45,143 --> 00:19:48,647
There needs to be someone here
who can, look after people.

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00:19:49,147 --> 00:19:50,148
Ilya,

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00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:52,901
I've heard recordings

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00:19:53,569 --> 00:19:55,696
of the radio transmissions
from her capsule.

209
00:19:56,613 --> 00:19:58,156
It broke up in space.

210
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She died.

211
00:20:00,868 --> 00:20:03,578
Irena was the body that hit the ISS.

212
00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:06,039
Paul didn't die. It was me.

213
00:20:06,999 --> 00:20:12,503
Jo, if she was the body that hit the ISS,
how is it that she's here?

214
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The same way as I'm here.

215
00:20:15,549 --> 00:20:18,593
We c... We came from...
From somewhere else.

216
00:20:18,594 --> 00:20:22,181
The most straightforward explanation
for the fact that you're both here

217
00:20:22,890 --> 00:20:24,515
is that you both returned alive.

218
00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:26,226
I don't remember her.

219
00:20:27,519 --> 00:20:30,105
She's the head of Roscosmos,
and I don't remember her.

220
00:20:30,606 --> 00:20:32,231
I don't remember the CAL.

221
00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:35,484
I don't remember Henry Caldera.
I don't remember my daughter.

222
00:20:35,485 --> 00:20:37,654
So there's something wrong
with your memory.

223
00:20:41,783 --> 00:20:43,076
Go away.

224
00:20:48,040 --> 00:20:49,833
There is so much for you here, Jo.

225
00:20:57,549 --> 00:21:00,177
Stop grieving and get better.

226
00:21:01,762 --> 00:21:02,763
Please.

227
00:21:03,972 --> 00:21:07,976
If you don't get better,
you will only get worse.

228
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:31,041
I thought I saw her.

229
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In the snow.

230
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And for a moment, I was...

231
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I was so happy to see her again.

232
00:21:45,180 --> 00:21:47,432
I felt how much I missed her

233
00:21:48,183 --> 00:21:49,518
and how much I loved her...

234
00:21:52,729 --> 00:21:53,981
and how sorry I was.

235
00:21:57,818 --> 00:21:59,695
And then she was gone.

236
00:22:03,490 --> 00:22:04,700
I'm stuck in the middle.

237
00:22:06,577 --> 00:22:11,415
And they're both going through things
that I have absolutely no idea about.

238
00:22:12,457 --> 00:22:15,209
They've got secrets
that I'm not a part of.

239
00:22:15,210 --> 00:22:17,212
I don't know how to move on from that.

240
00:22:20,048 --> 00:22:22,634
And I don't know
how to move Alice on from that.

241
00:22:25,512 --> 00:22:28,849
How... How do we get back together again?

242
00:22:30,976 --> 00:22:33,270
Do you wanna get back together again?

243
00:22:34,563 --> 00:22:38,192
Feels like we're all floating in space.

244
00:22:39,151 --> 00:22:44,114
It just feels like
we're all floating in space.

245
00:23:12,434 --> 00:23:13,977
Boy, I'll tell ya,

246
00:23:15,354 --> 00:23:17,814
- this is better than what I'm used to.
- Henry.

247
00:23:19,066 --> 00:23:23,403
You make me feel obscurely better.

248
00:23:30,244 --> 00:23:31,245
What?

249
00:23:32,204 --> 00:23:34,456
What's different?

250
00:23:35,916 --> 00:23:36,917
Come on.

251
00:23:42,381 --> 00:23:46,969
You know... a long time ago,
when I was in training,

252
00:23:48,220 --> 00:23:50,556
Irena Lysenko, she went up to space.

253
00:23:51,181 --> 00:23:52,266
And, um...

254
00:23:52,891 --> 00:23:56,310
And she came back down in one piece.

255
00:23:56,311 --> 00:23:57,603
And my.

256
00:23:57,604 --> 00:24:02,651
What a fine-looking girl she was.

257
00:24:08,657 --> 00:24:10,366
I never met her.

258
00:24:10,367 --> 00:24:13,203
But then I went away.

259
00:24:13,954 --> 00:24:16,414
For a long time, I wasn't myself.

260
00:24:16,415 --> 00:24:19,625
But that's when I recall hearing
that there was an accident up there

261
00:24:19,626 --> 00:24:25,007
and, in fact, Irena Valentina Lysenko
suffocated to death.

262
00:24:26,758 --> 00:24:28,885
That is the illness
that makes you think that.

263
00:24:28,886 --> 00:24:32,556
Henry, we both went through an accident.

264
00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:34,557
Felt strange to come back.

265
00:24:34,558 --> 00:24:35,892
It sure as hell was.

266
00:24:35,893 --> 00:24:38,477
You said you felt another person
walking alongside you.

267
00:24:38,478 --> 00:24:42,148
Someone has been sleeping in my bed

268
00:24:42,149 --> 00:24:46,737
and wearing my clothes
and eating my fucking porridge.

269
00:24:49,072 --> 00:24:50,240
Now, you're the expert.

270
00:24:50,908 --> 00:24:52,825
Now, if I start taking these again,

271
00:24:52,826 --> 00:24:56,246
is that going to smooth out
my little personality disorder?

272
00:24:57,122 --> 00:25:00,626
Henry... what's the matter?

273
00:25:01,210 --> 00:25:02,336
I'm not Henry.

274
00:25:08,634 --> 00:25:09,967
Henry is gone.

275
00:25:09,968 --> 00:25:14,388
And knock on wood, if I'm lucky,
he'll never be around again.

276
00:25:14,389 --> 00:25:19,644
But he will remember who he was
and he will live my old age,

277
00:25:19,645 --> 00:25:22,396
my addictions and my fucking failures.

278
00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:25,358
You need to come back with me
to St. Sergius. I can help you.

279
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:26,609
No, I don't need help.

280
00:25:26,610 --> 00:25:29,570
I... I am the guy who won the Nobel Prize.

281
00:25:29,571 --> 00:25:33,492
I had my photo taken
with Reagan and Muhammad fucking Ali.

282
00:25:33,992 --> 00:25:35,160
That's me.

283
00:25:35,744 --> 00:25:38,746
And you can keep on denying it
and covering it up,

284
00:25:38,747 --> 00:25:40,457
just like you always have.

285
00:28:21,869 --> 00:28:23,245
<i>Do you believe in ghosts?</i>

286
00:28:24,746 --> 00:28:25,747
I don't know.

287
00:28:27,082 --> 00:28:29,877
<i>Sometimes I think my dad is here.</i>

288
00:28:30,419 --> 00:28:34,590
<i>I know he died,
but sometimes I think he's here.</i>

289
00:28:36,592 --> 00:28:39,511
Wendy, I-I think my mum's dead

290
00:28:40,554 --> 00:28:43,431
and there's another one here who's alive.

291
00:28:43,432 --> 00:28:45,683
<i>I'd trade places with you.</i>

292
00:28:45,684 --> 00:28:48,979
<i>Half alive and half dead
is better than all dead.</i>

293
00:28:49,521 --> 00:28:53,775
<i>Maybe some people can be there
and not there.</i>

294
00:28:59,698 --> 00:29:01,324
What happened to your dad?

295
00:29:01,325 --> 00:29:04,328
He was a bit crazy
at Mamma's funeral, whatever.

296
00:29:05,662 --> 00:29:06,997
<i>I don't know.</i>

297
00:29:07,748 --> 00:29:11,335
<i>He went to see an astronaut and got shot.</i>

298
00:29:13,295 --> 00:29:15,130
<i>He's in the hospital now.</i>

299
00:29:16,340 --> 00:29:17,716
<i>I'm kind of sad.</i>

300
00:29:18,217 --> 00:29:20,052
I'm still sad about my mamma.

301
00:29:21,261 --> 00:29:22,930
I think I saw her ghost.

302
00:29:23,430 --> 00:29:24,848
<i>Your dad's cool though.</i>

303
00:29:25,516 --> 00:29:26,517
He's grumpy.

304
00:29:27,559 --> 00:29:29,144
<i>He's a nice dad.</i>

305
00:29:30,854 --> 00:29:33,857
Yeah. I guess he is.

306
00:29:57,005 --> 00:29:59,299
Daddy, I know it's all make-believe...

307
00:30:01,301 --> 00:30:02,302
what she said.

308
00:30:04,096 --> 00:30:05,389
I know she didn't die.

309
00:30:06,390 --> 00:30:08,224
I'm very glad to hear you say that.

310
00:30:08,225 --> 00:30:10,519
So, can we go see her?

311
00:30:13,689 --> 00:30:14,690
Okay.

312
00:30:17,234 --> 00:30:19,319
- Do you want the stuff in this box?
- What is it?

313
00:30:19,987 --> 00:30:21,947
It's some things they found
outside the cabin.

314
00:30:22,823 --> 00:30:23,907
Yeah.

315
00:31:08,493 --> 00:31:10,828
That stuff's all marked
"sitting room."

316
00:31:10,829 --> 00:31:12,164
- Yeah.
- Yeah, good. Okay.

317
00:31:14,291 --> 00:31:18,086
Alice, last chance. You wanna check
upstairs so you haven't left anything?

318
00:32:19,731 --> 00:32:20,732
Alice?

319
00:32:24,570 --> 00:32:25,571
<i>Alice?</i>

320
00:32:27,614 --> 00:32:28,824
<i>Can you hear me?</i>

321
00:32:48,177 --> 00:32:49,678
You wanna play a game?

322
00:32:53,724 --> 00:32:55,017
Is Mamma there?

323
00:32:56,685 --> 00:32:59,062
<i>I wanna know
if I really saw her at the cabin.</i>

324
00:33:02,816 --> 00:33:03,817
<i>Please?</i>

325
00:33:17,539 --> 00:33:21,126
<i>I wanna talk to her. Please.</i>

326
00:33:28,342 --> 00:33:29,885
Well, we're going now.

327
00:33:32,429 --> 00:33:33,430
Alice.

328
00:33:34,598 --> 00:33:35,641
<i>Alice.</i>

329
00:33:41,188 --> 00:33:42,189
Bye.

330
00:34:15,764 --> 00:34:16,849
There.

331
00:34:21,728 --> 00:34:24,188
I'm not going to look for Mamma anymore.

332
00:34:26,149 --> 00:34:27,150
Okay.

333
00:34:28,150 --> 00:34:33,991
There is another Alice.
She's somewhere else.

334
00:34:35,659 --> 00:34:38,203
She got Mamma instead of me.

335
00:34:39,496 --> 00:34:41,373
Well, that's a great way to look at it.

336
00:34:43,375 --> 00:34:46,003
I can't be angry at the other Alice
just for being luckier.

337
00:34:47,462 --> 00:34:48,797
I'm very proud of you.

338
00:34:50,215 --> 00:34:51,382
Am I brave?

339
00:34:58,765 --> 00:35:00,184
You're incredibly brave.

340
00:35:22,164 --> 00:35:23,665
My baby.

341
00:35:51,777 --> 00:35:53,320
And the polygraph?

342
00:35:54,571 --> 00:35:55,988
Passed with flying colors.

343
00:35:55,989 --> 00:35:58,074
And the DNA?

344
00:35:58,075 --> 00:36:01,911
If I am right,
mine twist in a different direction

345
00:36:01,912 --> 00:36:04,748
from which you found at Bud Caldera's.

346
00:36:09,211 --> 00:36:11,630
Nope. The DNA is exactly the same.

347
00:36:12,422 --> 00:36:16,343
And the polygraph only proves that
you think that what you're saying is true.

348
00:36:17,261 --> 00:36:18,261
It is true.

349
00:36:18,262 --> 00:36:20,681
The truth is a rare commodity these days.

350
00:36:21,390 --> 00:36:22,599
Has that passed you by?

351
00:36:25,561 --> 00:36:28,229
Henry, also known as Bud Caldera,

352
00:36:28,230 --> 00:36:31,774
I am formally charging you
for the murder of Ian Rogers

353
00:36:31,775 --> 00:36:35,194
and the attempted murder
of Commander Paul Lancaster.

354
00:36:35,195 --> 00:36:36,529
You do not have to say anything,

355
00:36:36,530 --> 00:36:39,657
though it may harm your defense
if you do not mention when questioned

356
00:36:39,658 --> 00:36:41,659
something which you later
rely on in court.

357
00:36:41,660 --> 00:36:46,290
And so we move on to the night
of the so-called "double event."

358
00:36:48,083 --> 00:36:50,543
Three weeks after
the murder of Annie Chapman,

359
00:36:50,544 --> 00:36:54,464
September the 30th, 1888.

360
00:36:55,465 --> 00:36:59,428
And it was a wet, miserable evening.

361
00:37:00,512 --> 00:37:03,140
And extremely dark.

362
00:37:07,603 --> 00:37:08,687
At 1:00 a.m...

363
00:37:10,772 --> 00:37:15,402
the steward of the club steered his pony
and barrow through that arch,

364
00:37:16,737 --> 00:37:18,322
into the passageway.

365
00:37:19,364 --> 00:37:20,823
The pony shied to the left,

366
00:37:20,824 --> 00:37:26,121
spooked by something lurking
in the shadows of the alley.

367
00:37:27,915 --> 00:37:30,542
Jack the Ripper.

368
00:37:32,878 --> 00:37:36,882
If we move on to the next location,
I can show you where.

369
00:38:05,911 --> 00:38:06,912
What the fuck?

370
00:38:11,625 --> 00:38:13,126
I'm a retired police officer.

371
00:38:15,254 --> 00:38:16,255
I know.

372
00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:27,599
Live your best life, Ian Rogers.

373
00:38:49,246 --> 00:38:50,414
How are you?

374
00:38:55,210 --> 00:38:56,587
Who are the men upstairs?

375
00:38:57,129 --> 00:38:58,630
There is only one man.

376
00:38:59,965 --> 00:39:00,966
Who is he?

377
00:39:11,810 --> 00:39:13,937
The first man in space.

378
00:39:14,897 --> 00:39:16,857
- What?
- Take your medication.

379
00:39:17,357 --> 00:39:18,650
Play the piano.

380
00:39:19,735 --> 00:39:22,070
Do things your body is familiar with.

381
00:39:22,571 --> 00:39:23,780
It helps.

382
00:39:24,656 --> 00:39:27,784
Otherwise, trust me,
you will break in two.

383
00:39:32,289 --> 00:39:33,665
Did I die up there?

384
00:39:38,712 --> 00:39:39,922
Can I get back?

385
00:39:40,839 --> 00:39:42,341
Can I ever get back?

386
00:39:45,010 --> 00:39:46,345
Are there two of you?

387
00:39:48,597 --> 00:39:52,059
One dead, one alive?

388
00:39:55,896 --> 00:39:57,314
Are there two of me?

389
00:39:59,274 --> 00:40:03,070
How does that improve
our knowledge of ourselves?

390
00:40:03,695 --> 00:40:05,530
But if this is what happens up there...

391
00:40:05,531 --> 00:40:06,865
Enough.

392
00:40:08,575 --> 00:40:11,995
You have a child here to be mother to.

393
00:40:17,334 --> 00:40:20,586
And another, maybe, on the way.

394
00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:24,675
Accept this and let go.

395
00:40:29,346 --> 00:40:30,429
How could I?

396
00:40:30,430 --> 00:40:33,349
I... I... I can't.

397
00:40:33,350 --> 00:40:38,355
Because whatever it is,
it cannot be undone.

398
00:40:39,064 --> 00:40:41,066
You cannot change it.

399
00:40:43,235 --> 00:40:44,236
Ever.

400
00:40:47,197 --> 00:40:48,448
It's done.

401
00:40:52,661 --> 00:40:53,954
Live.

402
00:41:01,044 --> 00:41:02,212
Live.

403
00:41:39,791 --> 00:41:41,710
I've been thinking about the other Alice.

404
00:41:44,630 --> 00:41:46,381
I think she feels that it's okay

405
00:41:48,175 --> 00:41:49,635
and that you're here with me.

406
00:41:50,135 --> 00:41:52,012
I feel that she thinks it's okay.

407
00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:58,227
We both lost someone,
but we found someone too.

408
00:41:59,311 --> 00:42:01,313
Doesn't mean we have to forget
the other one.

409
00:42:03,815 --> 00:42:05,609
Just means we have to accept it.

410
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:14,409
Do we accept it?

411
00:42:18,747 --> 00:42:21,083
You're a remarkable young person, Alice.

412
00:42:23,460 --> 00:42:26,463
Your mother would be
incredibly proud of you.

413
00:42:26,964 --> 00:42:27,965
Are you proud of me?

414
00:42:29,967 --> 00:42:30,968
Yeah.

415
00:42:33,220 --> 00:42:34,263
I need a mummy.

416
00:42:37,057 --> 00:42:38,559
I need an Alice.

417
00:42:41,228 --> 00:42:44,273
That's me. Mummy, that can be me.

418
00:42:54,324 --> 00:42:55,576
This is what I saw.

419
00:42:57,077 --> 00:42:59,037
This is what collided with the ISS.

420
00:43:01,164 --> 00:43:03,292
Alice drew this.

421
00:43:07,296 --> 00:43:09,840
Well, she probably heard you talking
about it.

422
00:43:13,552 --> 00:43:15,469
I'm trying to be rational, Magnus.

423
00:43:15,470 --> 00:43:17,055
My husband is here.

424
00:43:17,556 --> 00:43:19,183
My daughter is here.

425
00:43:19,892 --> 00:43:22,102
It's obviously the same world that I left.

426
00:43:25,689 --> 00:43:26,690
But what?

427
00:43:29,860 --> 00:43:31,653
I'm gonna start taking the pills...

428
00:43:33,322 --> 00:43:34,656
if it means that I...

429
00:43:35,782 --> 00:43:38,160
I won't be living on this knife edge.

430
00:43:38,744 --> 00:43:42,623
If it means that I can come home
and be with you guys.

431
00:43:43,999 --> 00:43:45,250
And what about this baby?

432
00:43:46,502 --> 00:43:47,836
You always wanted another,

433
00:43:48,337 --> 00:43:50,923
but we haven't talked about it
since before you went into space.

434
00:43:54,301 --> 00:43:58,805
Are we in any fit state to have it?

435
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:05,354
Do you want to have it?

436
00:44:10,651 --> 00:44:11,652
Do you?

437
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:48,146
<i>My name is Irena Valentina Lysenko.</i>

438
00:44:48,730 --> 00:44:51,942
<i>I'm Executive Controller of Roscosmos.</i>

439
00:44:52,985 --> 00:44:57,573
<i>In 1967,
I became the second woman in space.</i>

440
00:44:58,282 --> 00:45:03,953
<i>Since that time under the USSR,
and since the fall of Communism,</i>

441
00:45:03,954 --> 00:45:07,791
<i>it has been my burden
and my responsibility</i>

442
00:45:08,292 --> 00:45:12,087
<i>to conceal a basic fact
about space travel.</i>

443
00:45:13,005 --> 00:45:15,883
<i>That it drives people mad.</i>

444
00:45:16,925 --> 00:45:18,844
<i>We know this.</i>

445
00:45:19,636 --> 00:45:21,221
<i>You know this.</i>

446
00:45:23,307 --> 00:45:25,517
<i>We pretend it's not true,</i>

447
00:45:26,852 --> 00:45:33,859
<i>but very many of us see and hear things
that cannot be explained...</i>

448
00:45:38,488 --> 00:45:41,825
<i>perhaps not even
by calling it "madness."</i>

449
00:45:42,784 --> 00:45:46,495
<i>I'm asking whether you might be willing</i>

450
00:45:46,496 --> 00:45:52,503
<i>to report any of your own issues
anonymously to me.</i>

451
00:46:12,564 --> 00:46:15,192
Paul. Paul.

452
00:46:15,776 --> 00:46:16,943
Paul, let go.

453
00:46:16,944 --> 00:46:19,988
- I've seen something!
- Let go!

454
00:46:47,391 --> 00:46:48,642
I am sorry.

455
00:46:59,611 --> 00:47:00,779
Things are different.

456
00:47:05,534 --> 00:47:08,620
Magnus, do... do I seem like your Jo?

457
00:47:14,334 --> 00:47:15,335
No.

458
00:47:23,927 --> 00:47:24,970
I love you.

459
00:47:26,972 --> 00:47:30,350
I love you, and I...
I want you more than I did.

460
00:47:31,018 --> 00:47:32,311
Me too.

461
00:47:43,655 --> 00:47:44,656
Can I sit with you?

462
00:47:45,157 --> 00:47:46,158
Sure.

463
00:47:47,993 --> 00:47:49,828
Thank you for taking care of her.

464
00:47:53,999 --> 00:47:55,083
Here.

465
00:47:58,879 --> 00:47:59,755
What's your name?

466
00:47:59,756 --> 00:48:02,049
Irena Valentina Lysenko.

467
00:48:03,217 --> 00:48:05,928
But my friends call me Valya.

468
00:48:13,519 --> 00:48:15,729
Down the rabbit hole with you, Alice.

469
00:48:28,116 --> 00:48:29,117
Alice!

470
00:48:31,495 --> 00:48:33,329
To infinity and beyond!

471
00:48:33,330 --> 00:48:34,915
Just give me a minute, yeah?

472
00:49:00,524 --> 00:49:01,525
Mamma?

473
00:49:02,025 --> 00:49:03,026
Yeah?

474
00:49:03,819 --> 00:49:05,237
Can I ask you a question?

475
00:49:08,532 --> 00:49:12,327
If what happened happened...

476
00:49:13,495 --> 00:49:20,252
If I'm from here and Daddy's from here
and you're from there...

477
00:49:22,296 --> 00:49:24,089
where's the baby gonna be from?

478
00:49:35,142 --> 00:49:38,937
<i>Alice, even if I'm not here...</i>

479
00:49:41,940 --> 00:49:43,233
<i>I'm always with you...</i>

480
00:49:45,319 --> 00:49:46,320
<i>and Daddy.</i>

481
00:49:48,947 --> 00:49:51,158
<i>I don't think you understand how much I...</i>

482
00:49:52,075 --> 00:49:56,747
<i>I just wanted to be around
and see you grow up.</i>

483
00:50:01,210 --> 00:50:02,669
<i>No matter what happens...</i>

484
00:50:04,129 --> 00:50:08,008
<i>my eyes are always on you.</i>

485
00:50:11,803 --> 00:50:13,096
<i>And my heart...</i>

486
00:50:15,098 --> 00:50:16,892
<i>beats with you, baby.</i>

487
00:50:19,394 --> 00:50:21,313
<i>I love you so much.</i>

488
00:50:22,189 --> 00:50:24,525
<i>More than you can ever imagine.</i>

489
00:50:26,944 --> 00:50:28,654
<i>My love.</i>